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@k4rson
yea i knew that u would lie
bitch i feel like u jus never rlly tried
howd i let this happen so many damn times
but whatchu know abt ur friends hitting my line 👀
and ive been feelin suicide 
spinnin in a cycle 
i just keep my eyes closed
and u know that i been chillin now
did this shit all by myself
this shit aint even worth the help

i know u w/ karson (shinju & cutspace)

@venusiann
@k4nji1004

[coldspades]
and its too easy to see 
what you wanted from me
can't get you out of my head
just wanna go right asleep
i know she want me to stay
yeah she begging me please
but i just think about you
kissing you in my dreams

[venusiann]
maybe i'm crazy
you couldn't save me
this feeling deep down
it hurts but i wont speak out
kiss me slow, oh
i sing you these notes, oh
did you know, oh
i love you the most, oh

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dreams ft. venusiann (k4nji)

prod @ddertbag

lyrics

i lost again ig u just live and learn
i'll play pretend while everything will just burn
but everytime i try it doesn't go so well
so i just gotta hide (it's hard to reach for some help)

do i really have to know wanna stay where im at
can't reach where i wanna go ig im always last
nothing else to do so im wasting all my time 
i can't let it go cannot get it off my mind

scared of what's to come so i just sit back in the background 
scared of messing up so it just almost never works out
does it really matter, nothing feels the same
still i can't remember, can't recall my name

i've been stuck don't feel like going outside my comfort
i have no one else there is no help yea to be offered
slowly losing to myself im having these delusions
it just felt so real yea i fell for the illusion

#LiveAndLearn (ddertbag)

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https://www.instagram.com/yashio20k/

wdym

thank yall for 100, as a gift, I will be giving you a single for my ep that I am working on :D
have a wonderful day <3


And I'm runnin out of time now
k-keep it all insidee
can't show how I feel
see u burnin in the distance I can't hold still
I can't let em win
but I know it's overkill
n the way u look at each other terrifies me </3
but I cant say a thing without you just despising me
I kno u kno how I feel 
it won't change a damn thing 
n now the stars r aligned
for u to be without me :(

(chorus!!)
look at the sky n I wonder why
after all dis time ur just plaguing my mind
n I can't seem to get it off my chest
I tried my best 
but it's still not good enough 
look at the sky n I wonder why
after all dis time ur just plaguing my mind
n I can't seem to get it off my chest
I tried my best 
but it's still not good enough

your eyes glisten with hatee
I cant stand my fucking self so you're looking away
it's my bad
n every waking moment of day
my <33 breaks down
pls tell me it'll last
til I met u baby I was hangin by a thread
then u came into my life when I had no one left
no that I can't find no1 else as good as you
I need you to stay I need you to stayy (kid laroi reference lmao)

(chorus again lolol)

the way you look at him terrifies me (lino x diligence)

prod me + @resolve1k

a pt2 of sorts
--lyrics:
look at me? look at u
ur a mess but i am too
whats the point?
why i try?
fuck it up like every nite
cant say things right cant say whats on my mind

stumble on these words choke em back till it hurts
hold the tears back till they burst
let the water flood the earth
noahs arc w/ a curse
angels wont save me first
just a girl in the dirt
just a girl w/ a curse x2

[hook] -->
tell me pretty lies yeah look me in the eyes
lmk when the times right
i gotta take a step back from the fight
cant do this every nite
i said i loved u but ig u didnt feel that way
put a lot above u just to b thrown away
wrote a song abt u it means a lot to me
every time i listen it only brings me pain
saying that im alr but im lying to myself
reflection in the water im just an empty shell
4 wall prison my rooms like a cell
gotta eat my words i made my own hell <--

tryna stay true i jus wna b w/ u
look me in the eyes tell me what i mean to u
cursed to the end im in a living tomb
more than just a friend u the 1 i gave my heart to
sick of the shit i wna rise above it
thats a fuckn lie yeah im jus bluffin
callin out the shots but im not runnin
keep lyin to me i think i love it..
i think i love it...

[hook]

pretty lies

pretty lies「stardust、inno」

@angelicxmei
@resolve1k

[arid]
i dont want to have an equal opposite reaction
u know it happened
theres too much damage to cover the things i lost
back then
everything collapsed in
couldnt manage how everything went wrong
everything i say
u heard it all then u threw it all away
i know i let my feelings break
i do it often and its ok

[angelicxmei]
take the blame
never say that u know me well
break the boundries that ive set
i see how u play
throw words to the wind
i wont catch what u say
its all lost i wont win
same shit happens again

everything is toring me away
im insane
im wating till the sorrow go away
so i remain
meeeii
bloody stains are on my neck
nobody seem to understand

collapse w/ mei (inno)

@sprr00w

and i try my best but its not working
every day i end up hurting
i feel lost its so uncertain
need your love to give me purpose

i didnt wanna have to say goodbye
but all you wanna do is make me cry
all i really want is see you shine
if i called your name would you reply

i can try to pick up all the pieces
if we made a promise would you keep it
why do you keep changing like the seasons
if you leave me here give me a reason

everything keeps on changing, but i still feel the same
i wish i could forget you, i cant forget your name
i think im going crazy, and youre the one to blame
i wont let you control me, dont wanna play your game

your name (sparr00w)

visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C3Yhizz_elw
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@owtiss
@angelicxmei
prod. @shatter3d x @prod_death
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cover art by: https://www.instagram.com/nadeko._/
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@owtiss:
the way u laugh
i'll never forget it
the things we had
i need somebody to save me
from the pain and the suffering
nobody can anyway
i'm stuck eternity
u were my baby
but u betrayed me
infuriating
the way u played me
and now i can't fall asleep
wish u believed me
i'd do anything
for u to be with me

@mis4ortune
i love the way we laugh (way we laugh)
make me cry about our past
do u even feel like that?
im not around, 
remind u that (im not here)

i miss u
i cant go to 
where we have been thru
without u (i think we're fall apart)

@angelicxmei:
i love ur energy
i loved it when u sang my songs
i loved it when u held me close
and held me tight
theres no need to press on time
save me....

once it all just shattered on the floor
i cant believe how i wouldve let it go
heal my wounds someone heal my wounds
pay the price think i paid the price

re:mind +owtiss, angelicxmei // shatter3d x death

karson friend he cool👍

+ @k4rson
prod @012207, @neohnq
big ty to karson love love <3

@owtiss
strangers back to lovers
wna feel ur touch under the covers
texts read like a thesis
i dont need this
falling to pieces
im so dreamless
and all the time we spent meant nothing
everything we talked ab shoulda meant something :/
maybe im js naive
love is dying
i wish that u liked me
but maybe im dreaming

im a stranger left to suffer
better replace me with another
cuz i wont hear back from u again
cuz i cant really deal with all the stress

@k4rson
i cant deal with all of this stress
now im not with you i hope u turn into a mess
im glad im not with you, you dont deserve me at my best
now i'm not with you i can get it off my chest

i'm with someone who appreciates that i try
someone who can understand my mind
someone who tells the truth and never lies
now im finally with someone who could treat me right

who could treat me right
who could treat me right
who could treat me right
who could treat me right

wdym

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