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im becoming numb

lmao this a remake from a song i dropped in 2017

Love This Feeling (prod. sketchmyname)

Missed Calls (Prod. IOF)

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: EMO FRUITS x CARTER TOMORROW
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ x EMO FRUITS x CARTER TOMORROW
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover Art: Bella Lenahan x lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
I got anxious tendencies 
I bite my nails until they start to bleed
I'm always quiet so they think I'm mean
But I'm really just scared of what they'll think of me

Pale white skin with purple bags under my eyes
I feel like I'm dead but thats not a surprise
My life is meaningless I cant wait for my demise
I'm sitting on the ledge I cant wait to fall and die

[Verse 1: EMO FRUITS]
Woah can't sleep can't dream at all
Red wine I'll drink it off
My head can't think at all
Anxious can't breathe at all

Bitch I'm anxious yeah I'm anxious
Yeah I'm feeling so cold yeah I feel it in my bones
Bitch I'm anxious yeah I'm anxious
Blood dripping from my nose yeah I'll probably die alone
Bitch I'm anxious
I don't wanna be here at all
I don't wanna be here at all
I don't wanna be here at all
I don't wanna be here at all

[Bridge: lil XipZ]
Prada beanie on smells like weed and cologne 
Feel like Carter baby can you hold me close
You got the coke drip baby can you wipe your nose
Same old jeans I haven't left my home

[Verse 2: CARTER TOMORROW]
Does it matter when youre dead?
It's all in my head
I'll fix with a bullet hole
I'm getting nauseous from these thoughts 
Stay cautious while I walk
Cause I crossed too many hoes
Right
Shawty called 
She miss me
And said she's in the city
Looking at the lights 
Shining loud out so pretty
I wish I knew 
You could've felt
That shit is such a pity
I guess it makes sense on why I feel so shitty
Anxiety got me stuck inside my room 
I'm dying please just come help me real soon
It's fine for me and I'm lying here inside my tomb
Accept it all and theres no such thing as doom

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
I got anxious tendencies 
I bite my nails until they start to bleed
I'm always quiet so they think I'm mean
But I'm really just scared of what they'll think of me

Pale white skin with purple bags under my eyes
I feel like I'm dead but thats not a surprise
My life is meaningless I cant wait for my demise
I'm sitting on the ledge I cant wait to fall and die

ANXIOUS (ft. EMO FRUITS x CARTER TOMORROW)

its chipping away....

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4csHHNvrxjZiNsiX41pEZs?si=ef65e091cb994fa5
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KETcJgpO99c

Lyrics:
It's chipping away
Leave my soul to take
Everything, everything 
It breaks away

When I took the drugs it felt like self harm 
Wanna fall in love but you took it too far
Now all these scars, that got left on my heart
Are tearing me and you apart
Maybe it doesn’t hurt to die
Maybe I’m just happier being sad 
I wanna be young for the rest of my life
I don’t wanna feel so bad

No one wants to go through that
Am I really numb like I say I am
When I lose your touch my heart turns black
All these years now I lost track 

I fucked up, They cut me off
So I hate myself, the pain I brought
I did to myself
In this silence is my hell
While it cracks,
inside this shell
And little did I know
It’s been raining, can you tell
Turned to tear drops as it fell

No one wants to go through that
Am I really numb like I say I am
When I lose your touch my heart turns black
All these years now I lost track

VISUALS

SELF HARM (prod. Nowhere Valley)

<3guts x chromeyy x wavylouii
prod guts
lana sample

PAINT

sk3lly - kick me when im down prod. floorish

Jiyū - never ever, have i

i tried <///3 
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.
yeah u tell me i dont try hard no
when im drunk i only call u
shawty come over i need u
shawty come over i need u

use to love me all the time
now i only make u cry
now u not around 
now im always feelin sad
heart on my sleeve
do u love to see me bleed
i be drinking every night
i could use the company

shawty said we could go far yeah
but you dont trust me at all yeah
and i dont wanna put u thru that
and i dont wanna put u thru that

-damiyen aka yung respecting trees and women 2k everyday

i tried (prod. TREETIME)

FRVR X ERISU - NOISE [PROD. DIAMOON]

Walk-in these streets 
I can see everyone jus looking at me
They walk away
Leave me alone jus let me be
I’m off my face
Drugs gone be the end of me
So I run in place 
I don’t need no empathy 

I jus run away now
I jus wanna fly away from here 
I don’t know my name now
ghost in a city but my visions clear
I’m jus a waste 
No life trace
I’m dead but I know I can see it
Fuck this place 
I’ll run away
Oh I know I can see it

So what I’m a lost cause 
Ima make it up make a deal with some horns
Fucked up nah I’m dealin with withdrawls
Lookin so pale but I’ll show u my claws
No choice the life that I got
ima make sure I don’t fuck this up
 These drugs done got me stuck
But maybe one day I’ll kick this cup

Missed Calls (Prod. IOF)

Yates XV

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