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1979 Benzos (ft. Durahan)

FLESH

(PROD. LIL RAV)

I'm feeling so numb
Your name on my phone
I wont pick it up
I don't give a fuck if you want me again, I won't leave tonight

I'm feeling so numb
Your name on my phone
I wont pick it up
I don't give a fuck if you want me again, I won't leave tonight

I'm feeling so numb
Your name on my phone
I've been poppin pills and I've been feeling slow
I don't wanna die, I never seen the snow
But I'm feeling cold

I found somebody else and now she treat me right
She listen to my song and then she call me babe
I don't know if she love but I'll be alright
As long as she don't hurt me Ima be okay

I've been reminiscing things I said and I'm not proud of myself
I cannot change the past, yeah I know that

Yeah, I hate that
And you know it
I wont be back

I'm feeling so numb
Your name on my phone
I wont pick it up
I don't give a fuck if you want me again, I won't leave tonight

I'm feeling so numb
Your name on my phone
Ive been Poppin pills and I've been feeling slow
I don't wanna die, I never seen the snow
But I'm feeling cold

Tell me why I'm cold
I don't wanna go
I just wanna hold
Wanna hold you close

I don't give a fuck if you want me again, I won't leave tonight
won't leave tonight
won't leave tonight
won't leave tonight
I don't give a fuck if you want me again, I won't leave tonight

SPOTIFY

Nightlight

if i had another chance to kill myself, i would

prod by @wiindigoo

lyrics:
you don’t have to worry
i’ll be fine
you’ll be fine
if i’m out of your life

you don’t have to worry
i’ll be fine
you’ll be fine
if i’m out of your life

you don’t have to worry
all the time
you wouldn’t cope
if you lived my life

when i’m gone
it’ll be the same
the seasons change
as your memory fades

i’m just a face
living day to day
insignificant pain
disappear in the rain

and in a thousand years
i will be in the dirt
even if it hurts
just to think about

once you realize
there’s no reason for life
you won’t see beauty
when you look in my eyes

you will forget me
move and ditch me
human mortality
i am just nothing

human mortality (prod. wiindigoo)

prod by me
piano sample is a guy in a tiktok video playing on a cruise ship or something if you know what the song is like the chords lmk

today rises strange

razorblades pt. 2 (ft. andrew warren) [prod. capsctrl]

lyrics:

wander thru the streetz off the drugs u dont take
wonder if she think of me when she feel the rain?
number in the brain n it gets worse by the day
nuffin leffta say i would jus run away

but

i forgot which way is out
rubbin cocaine in my mouth
feelin dopesick, layin on the ground
then i notice she was never around

i forgot which way is out
(i forgot which way is out)
break my heart until i drown
no emotion
open wrists
blood all on the ground
they aint notice
cause i keep it to myself

(Aiden Hilton:)

she like how i’m problematic
i’m in the whip i’m swervin grippin semiautomatics
travel the world i sell out tours while my bitch winnin pageants
i’m in this game 4life doin shit u cannot imagine
i called up Cheyenne said “let’s count” we bring a lotta cash in

they luvvin me they luv the sound but i’m jus gettin started
after a show these bitches tell me i go so retarded
ask me to sign they tits like i’m some sort of fuckin artist
oh wait! i am my bad i think my brain’s dearly departed

secrets only kept with the ghosts in my walls

tears on my tattoos fearing withdrawals

knife in my back but i’m still standing tall

hated you all this time when i’m dead bet you’ll call

picking myself up every time that i fall

i’m in way to deep i just can’t end it all

even if i try i’ll just sit here and stall

til eternity i’ll walk these castle halls

(Cheyenne Died:)

i forgot which way is out
rubbin cocaine in my mouth
feelin dopesick, layin on the ground
then i notice she was never around

i forgot which way is out
break my heart until i drown
no emotion
open wrists
blood all on the ground
they aint notice
cause i keep it to myself

(Prod. LordZuko)

DOPESiCK (Feat. Aiden Hilton)

https://open.spotify.com/album/19fVo8wvyNnPKrTFeb3fEx?si=MpfemlDSTHGoUpsBPml2rA 

[lyrics]
(nearxiety)
I swear Im trying 
I don’t want die
You take my soul
Through outside 
Im trying to much but I don’t want
You see mw fall
Im dyin' alone

(teen Vacant)

Headlights pass
And I never see you
Illusions, fantasies, I'll keep all your secrets 
Under the rain that the winter calls
Never around in this place I couldn't call home

Rotten corpses in the fall
I don't even go there anymore
I just wanna see you after all
People always leave what they don't want
And it never comes back
It never comes back the same

(nearxiety)
I swear Im trying 
I don’t want die
You take my soul
Through outside 
Im trying to much but I don’t want
You see mw fall
Im dyin' alone

(Teen Vacant)
I swear I'm not trying to hurt you
Don't worry about me, I have nothing to lose
The coldest rain falls over you
It always hurts the way you never want it 

(nearxiety x Teen Vacant)
But if I need I’ll try
One more time tonight 
You saw it inside my eyes 
Would you let me die?

I SWEAR w/ Teen Vacant (prod.LOWESTYE)

everybody sucks like me
world is black and grey lost meaning
my soul has already gone missing
life has never looked promising

i hate it when people talk to me
wyw nigga fuck up off me
im so sick and tired saying softly
leave the world hoping nobody saw me

nobody got common sense
running chickens with no head
why are humans fucking dense
Gods punishment : Unrelenting death

refulgence coming from the sky
mean it i js wanna fucking die
deities to my own demise
when i have to meet all you people

your footsteps are needles
my fibers of skin
internal bleeding
its lethal to my sins

i wake up feeling fecal
may fecal decay
i down all the gin
and shorten life of age

and i dont 
dont know what i want
yeah i dont
i hate you all

today rises strange

<3guts

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