backdoor w/ riptony (pk + imalmostjoey)

with @counterxo prod @makemeapromise + @neohnq
TYSM FOR LISTENING
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lyrics:

(me)
i dont want to talk to you
you threw me to the side
no matter what i did it was no use
now im breaking down because of all the abuse
im just glad that you're not around

i know you don't see it the same way
after all the trust was broken
"please dont leave" please dont repeat in my head
"let me be what you need" is all that i said
i wont make the same mistake again
and i wont let you know where ive been
i wont let you talk to me not like back then
what we used to be i cant comprehend

i dont want to think anymore
what i used to see in my head no end
now my body's laying on the floor
what we used to be i cant comprehend

(counter)
I made mistakes 
I know time heals but it’s too late
I did everything to make you stay
But you did everything to hurt my case 
Why can’t you say it to my face?
I don’t think my head’s in the right place
One step at a time with a slow pace
I can’t fall off the edge with your embrace
Awake all night can’t get no rest
It’s not enough when i try my best
I tried to be everything I’m a mess
I realized that right before you left
We could’ve been so much more I know 
We aren’t where we should be so let’s go
You let the pedals decay on the rose
Too overwhelmed so I just froze

(me)
i know you don't see it the same way
after all the trust was broken
"please dont leave" please dont repeat in my head
"let me be what you need" is all that i said
i wont make the same mistake again
and i wont let you know where ive been
i wont let you talk to me not like back then
what we used to be i cant comprehend

past mistakes

past mistakes w/ counter (surgeon + neohn)

out on all plats - https://spotify.link/hXPSj9ZluDb
prod by @shingan

ur only here when im medicated

ive got a long way to go still

ur not feelin anything so i feel like shit

i got it wrong, u dont feel a thing

this cup is burning strong im still feelin it

so heres to feelin dead

cant get u out my head

i cant get out my bed and i see u with ur friends

medicate myself again, i can barely stand

i just want a chance but ur giving that to him

so heres to feeling dead

i know that this is hell but i dont want it to end

u and i

can we try?

hold still, girl im still wishin you were mine

mine, been losin my mind

cant get u off my mind

girl im still wishin u were mine

mine, been losin my mind

cant get get u off my mind

in my head

i spend some long nights in my head

i dont wanna, say goodbye 

when its all coming down

i cant lose you oh

no, say goodbye

when its all coming down, i cant lose you

i feel the wires in my head, getting looser

abusing myself to extend, the time that u spend in my head

ur only ever here with me, when im medicated

in my head (p. shingan)

prod: me
ft: @atractixn

**lyrics**

@1blckhrt
i cant keep doing this
all these bitches hitting my phone, bitch i aint fit
fit for the numbers or the drugs i dont know shit
talkin on r3 you gon meet my damn blick kid

all these pussies wanna talk they aint see my problems
semiautomatic on my hip yea i caught em
sprayed him down empty mag and clip yea i shot him
these pussies always scared yea i taught em

cant get out of bed yet im still making dollars
put him to rest, lay him down if he holler
bitch im up, yea my stats getting hotter
pull up with a stick like im harry potter

@atractixn
i cant do this
i said im useless
but im w r3 n we makin music
ive lost my conscious im still searchin
i got no options is it even worth it

i got problems, im usin magic jus to solve it
ik ur broke but its funny cuz im ballin
get a job n go to college, thas my only option
now i keep a stick on my side, get to moppin

can't keep doing this w/ raynen

Lyrics:

That shit get messy
I might might fuck her on set scene
I gotta keep moving yeah I gotta make the plan
I gotta get in the next seat
Don’t know what goes on (on)
I’m like bitch gah damn
500ft I still still see em
Huh, let’s be real

You keep coming back
I never gave you the things that you wanted back
I don’t wanna see your face I don’t wanna..

That shit be messy X4

Yeah your bitch all up in my dms
You better keep her away from me
I know a hoe when I see em
Nah, this shit is not safe for me
Now that I'm up
Everybody wanna act like they friendly with me
But you do not know me
(you do not know me)
All of these bodies all up in the room
Walked in alone, now I'm out here with two
Baby this ain't nothin new
They linin up like a queue
No it aint my fault
That your bitch wanting me too
I ain't answering no call
unless its coming from you

You keep coming back
I never gave you the things that you wanted back
I don’t wanna see your face I don’t wanna..

That shit be messy X4

I gotta keep moving yeah I gotta make the plan
I gotta get in the next seat
Don’t know what goes on (on)
I’m like bitch gah damn
500ft I still still see em
Huh, let’s be real

02/14/2024

“messy” itsatrill© w/riensu (p.plb)

reprod @1sunsuu , og by @twikipedia / @deltaxp

vocal preset: https://payhip.com/b/9MvZn

I gotta go (Go)
I need to function, I'm tired of that ho
Came with a scope
I'm getting money by talking in code
(Yes, sir) what do you tote?
Bitch got guns? Go
Can't go home, cause I'm on my own
I won't let them talk shit
'cause I have other options
And when I wanna talk shit
I pull up to the function
I think I'm gonna talk shit
Cause you don't want no apology
I know they love to argue
I'm taking the discussions
Hennessy, oh, my God, I can't see the mirror
Uh lSD, oh, my God, make him disappear, uh
Running through, running through
Running through the pages
That's that shit, I can do
Wishing that I make it take it
I'ma hunt it down until you're famous
Faked it
'cause I saw you promised me some payments
Lame shit, off some lamе shit, I'm the lamest
Said they wanna talk
Thеn I told them that they're brainless
Stop, stop, stop
Bitch you're like 20, swear to god
Feel like Wido, body roll
He keep telling me to stop stop, stop, stop
Bitch you're like 20, swear to god
Feel like Wido, body roll
He keep telling me to stop
I won't let them talk shit
'cause I have other options
And when I wanna talk shit
I pull up to the function
I think I'm gonna talk shit
Cause you don't want no apology
I know they love to argue
I'm taking the discussions
Hennessy, oh, my God, I can't see the mirror
Uh lSD, oh, my God, make him disappear, uh
Running through, running through
Running through the pages
That's that shit, I can do
Wishing that I make it

running through the pages

call

+ @akasukii
p. @shatter3d @prod_dxvi @bazington


tell me y were falling apart
y i cnt tell who u r
tell me y its been so hard
2 ignore the pain from the scars
i tried so many times
2 make me feel alr
but evrytime i cried
u got me fucked up i cldnt sleep 4 nightz
‎ ‎

@1zora
i cldnt sleep 4 nightz
yea it feels like i might die
i cldnt even feel alive
if i wanted 2 survive
tell me y were falling apart
tell me y its been so hard
i cannot handle being so far 
u left me with a broken heart </3
i cldnt sleep 4 nights
u left me with tears dried
on my face
wish u cld see it my way
‎ ‎

tell me y were falling apart
y i cnt tell who u r
tell me y its been so hard
2 ignore the pain from the scars
i tried so many times
2 make me feel alr
but evrytime i cried
u got me fucked up i cldnt sleep 4 nightz
☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆⋆✭⋆☆

cldnt sleep 4 nightz + akasuki (shatter3d dxvi baz)

Produced by ily2 & Chris Marek
Featuring @aqua-kairi-561790693
Mixed & mastered by me
Lyrics by me + Aqua

(I’ve got nothing to lose)
Tell me what you want from me
(Tell me what you want)
'Cause I’d give you the world 
Oh, I would never want any other girl
On any other world
Just tell me what you need and I’ll sacrifice 
'Cause you’re the only girl that I want in my life
And girl without a doubt, you’re always in my mind
And give it time, you’re better in my life
Oh, I’d take a bullet for you
Would you ever take a bullet for me?
I don’t know, but I’ll never let you go
(I’ll never let you go)

You’re in my trust, you’re the only girl I’ll ever love
I don’t ever think I’ll be alright without you inside my life
(Without you inside my life)
We just discussed on why it’s better just to be in love
'Cause I just wanna be the only guy that you cry to every night 
(That you cry to every night)

Caught up in your vibe like it's a melody
With you it feels like a movie, can't you see?
You're my favorite
Character, the one I choose
In this story, you're the one I never want to lose

You’re in my trust, you’re the only girl I’ll ever love
I don’t ever think I’ll be alright without you inside my life
(Without you inside my life)
We just discussed on why it’s better just to be in love
'Cause I just wanna be the only guy that you cry to every night 
(That you cry to every night)

(I’d cry for you, I’ll die for you)
(I’ll lie for you my dear)
(Oh, I’d cry for you, I’ll lie for you)
(I’d die for you my dear)
I can’t describe all of my thoughts 
You’re someone that I wanna love
Even if you’re dead, I’ll give you all and more
You’ll find me in the morgue

You’re in my trust, you’re the only girl I’ll ever love
I don’t ever think I’ll be alright without you inside my life
(Oh, without you inside my life)
We just discussed on why it’s better just to be in love
'Cause I just wanna be the only guy that you cry to every night 
That you cry to every night
(What?)

facade

i've been a manifester

i've been a manifester (w/ Aqua) [p. ily2 + chris marek]

broke2rich

leafo - i dont know u anymore like i used to (prod. SHADE08)

lyric video / visualizer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tKCvwEJJuJg

lyrics:

intro:
hallucinations of you in my room
and im eating all the things that arent allowed to consume

verse 1:
blood on my white tee
from the words you've said to me
hate what i have
so i bathe in blood, it stained my teeth
i just wanna dance in my room
and i'll eat my eyes in the afternoon
missing you bad now i smell your perfume

chorus:
ive been up and i saw the sun rise
and i know its my fault and i know i lied
but i hate your friends, i apologize
but i dont wanna waste my time on crying
so i changed your contact, i changed my phone
you live nearby so i moved from home
but the lights are on, you can knock on the door
but this time i dont know you anymore

post chorus:
i dont know you anymore
i dont know you anymore
i dont know you anymore
i dont know you anymore
cuz i dont know you anymore
i dont know you anymore
i dont know you anymore
lights are open, you can knock on the door

verse 2:
reading all the letters that you wrote me and i cried
then i somehow ended js up on the floor, slept on my side
missing when you talk to me, can we please meet tonight?
and im losing all my grip, i lost my mind, i cant decide
all of it was from my heart, what i gave you
i fucked up and i know my mistakes too
honestly i dont really blame you
but its hard to move on when i dont hate you

outro:
i dont know you
i dont know you
i dont know you
i dont know you

i dont know u anymore like i used to (SHADE08)

leafo