this is so smooth and beautful and groovy

2024

https://songwhip.com/yazida/thehouse
thehouse with thedoor on thestreets -
thank u @dead4cf for bullying me into posting this, you were right about everything always bestie <3 

lyrics:

catwalk of my fears
how could you talk all about me?
all that I be (all that I be)
i see you smile in the zines
i see you don’t bleed like you made it seem,
you’re making a scene huh you’re making a scene 

i don’t wanna stay on hold do you? 
wanna be the one? that’s up to you
i don’t wanna be just set on you   
i don’t wanna be just set on one target 

can’t stand in the shade 
you wish I’d just get away 
i like to keep you in shape 
stay away from the shame 

but everytime you feed my ego 
it’s not that easy to keep all my feelings (x2)
for you x2  -
(Okay)
I’m done playing games

thehouse (prod. 4cf)

OUT EVERYWHERE <3 https://songwhip.com/yazida/spite
prod: @prodbyaustyn + @heyyitsbenji (tysm goats) 

lyrics:

It’d take some time 
To see u every night 
You stole my heart away 
Think I just realized
If you went away 
You won’t be out of sight 
You won't be out of sight

I try to keep u safe I try to be my best self babe 
I try to be alone I try to stay away but babe 

I might pull aside 
Won’t put up a fight no babe 
Telephone aside
Won’t try to make you mine

Say you’ll love me out of spite
Can’t act different by my side 
I don’t want you by my side, I don’t

Say you’ll love me out of spite
I don’t want you by my side 
Side 
Side 

It’d take some time 
To see u every night 
You stole my heart away 
Think I just realized
If you went away 
You won’t be out of sight 
You won’t be out of sight 

No sight
Just get out 
Don't want you by my side 
I said it once or twice 
Just get out of my sight 

No sight
Just get out 
Don't want you by my side 
I said it once or twice 
Just get out of my sight 

Say you’ll love me out of spite
Can’t act different by my side 
I don’t want you by my side, I don’t

Say you’ll love me out of spite
I don’t want you by my side 
Side
Side

spite (austyn with a y + heyyitsbenji)

10/13

presave the gosh darn album: ffm.to/dramatrial
huge shoutout to @dead4cf for the amazing feature and @wood_lands for tracking extra bass :)))

ooo
can you feel the pressure
almost hundred degrees
and it fills the void
when you wrap your arms
around me 
and you say you're in love?
and you say you're in looooove
(i know what you like)

why she wanna talk to me
im sitting all by myself
she gave me company
and i can't take it no more
baby you're haunting me
im tryna know you better
you tell me its cold outside
oh baby you think you're clever
i don't wanna go home right now
so bae can we keep it up
this girl tryna get me stuck
said what the fuck
baby don't gas me up
so fuck all your first impressions
i only need you right now
It’s kinda rare that someone like you comes around

STREAM

say you're in love [ft. 4cf]

UNDERTALE Soundtrack

Finale

OUT NOW: https://songwhip.com/yazida/dazzled2023
music video: https://youtu.be/CFrhG09VVSs?si=0PvezEvhUBVmeHAQ

@ashsocozy @prodkbl <3 (art by @/junztv on ig & twt)
track n°4 
#meant2b
***
lyrics:
apologies you don’t get to see me cry 
we said goodbye 
no, I said goodbye

I don’t regret the things I said 
you get what you get 
it’s no time to forget 
how you'd
pretend that 
you know what 
i’m saying 
it made sense 
you felt tense 
you go 
fill in my place 
fill in the space I know 
ur insecure 
i’m making sure you know <3
but if you don’t
just listen to my song 

just listen to my song 
you’ll know you did me wrong 
i live the consequences of your actions 
i pity my reflection

[ash] 

and you never lied when you told me
things i could never go change 
stuck in this cycle so hopeless
say I never notice that you
fall apart
2 faces 
dont know 
whats escape
when its over like 
even when its not yours to save
even when you take all the blame
theres no me and you

how you'd
pretend that 
you know what 
i’m saying 
it made sense 
you felt tense 
you go 
fill in my place 
fill in the space I know 
ur insecure 
i’m making sure you know <3
but if you don’t
just listen to my song 

cuz I know it’s hard 
you stay inside 
you’ll realize 
(nah)
idealized 
your paradise 
it’s no surprise*2
***
ily kirin sorry I didn't keep the outro pookie

dazzled + ASHSOCOZY (KBL)

Colors (My Baby) / Loyal

Colors (My Baby)

u n me

@55depths
@t1gerstar
@ri4h
@pinkopoika

distancing little by little, until ur GONE!

prod/mixed/mastered by deathright.
cover art by tigerstar and PINKO POIKA.

thank you to gray, riah, and pinko for working on this with me.

(っ◔◡◔)っ * 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇 *

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flash forward! - tigerstar, ri4h, PINKO POIKA (deathright)

OUT NOW: https://songwhip.com/yazida/meant2b

@raegun240 @1hallow <3
track n°5
#meant2b
***
lyrics:

I I I I I
don’t expect you to understand
why you bother you never get it

I I I I I
didn’t think this would ever end
I guess I couldn’t play pretend

my friends tell me I’m lucky
I dodged the bullet so quickly
"how come you’re looking so happy?"
I think you would be too if you knew

my friends tell me I’m lucky
"how come you’re looking so happy?"

[rae]
young lit bitch, pg county
comfy, pushing off my fans when they touch me
tough shit, they ain’t seen a bitch with my gumption
spitting game soon as i step into the function
get off me boy
i don’t know when this party ends
i’m calling fucking quits
if you don’t like that suck my

my friends tell me I’m lucky
I dodged the bullet so quickly
"how come you’re looking so happy?"
I think you would be too if you knew

guess we weren't meant to be
why is that?
you tell me boy
guess we weren't meant to be
why is that? why is that? * 2

lucky girl + raegun (hallow)

OUT NOW: https://t.co/fc5EYmS59U
prod. me + @prodkbl <3
& mastered by @anem0s

lyrics:
i think i like our situation 
know u can tell when im in motion 

know u can see, know u can feel 
this connection isn’t real 
boy i haven’t felt that way in years 
and idk how to process
all these complicated feelings 
and ik u like me cuz 
boy i’ve seen your choice of words
yeah im connecting the dots 
i love that you know me so much!

you treat me the way u do
that's probably why i like you 
yeah this boy makes me feel brand new
and i don't want it any other way 
you know im here to stay 
i don't wanna play no games 

i was too shy to ask you 
i was too scared to tell 
i didn't wanna frighten you 
now im wishing you well
this feeling is killing me 
so i push you away
it's the things you're telling me 
that make me wanna stay 

why did you have to be my type 
i could've gone for maybe any other guy
i took the risk and told you what was on my mind 
i find that you reciprocate all of the time

you treat me the way u do
that's probably why i like you 
yeah this boy makes me feel brand new
and i don't want it any other way 
you know im here to stay

you treat me the way u do
that's probably why i like you 
yeah this boy makes me feel brand new
and i don't want it any other way 
you know im here to stay

brand new

admire me - mymy

Guilty Pleasure

Misery

Heavy Metal Lover

produced by JPEGMAFIA
mixed by JPEGMAFIA
mastered by JPEGMAFIA

stream: http://hyperurl.co/s8gt77

spite (austyn with a y + heyyitsbenji)

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