Prod. YCK

Semi automatic tear em up I’m a jerk
Why they say make bands but I know they don’t work
Just one day a week then you get a paycheck
Bitch I make that in a minute I could take a rain check

What a bad joke imma call em Jared Leto
Imma meet up with your girl driving out to Sacramento
I’m like the final and you’re more like the demo
You can act so hard then ya turnin into jello

I’ll be reigning terror why the fuck I gotta spare em
Bitch I’m burning retinas better yet I’m melting sclera
Don’t ask for a price when I know you can’t pay it
Boutta blast off cap stocks inside trading

I am the bookie I’m betting up I’m against you
You will stay the next to best cause imma best you
There ain’t nothing personal I just know that I’ll end
Any motherfucking rappers that worry about the trends

YCK what it mean You Can’t Know
Sipping on a Blue Moon chewing on tobacco
Burnt air on the fucking forecast
That we can’t repair treat em like a doormat

Waiting up in the wings bitch I’ll be ready to attack
They’ll be making me to a king yeah there’s plenty to retract
I’m accelerating this ain’t even full speed
You won’t last a fucking minute you’re what all the wolves eat

Cocking and popping making a bop and dropping atom bombs
No I’m not stopping never not plotting I’ll be ending catalogs
They won’t ever pass me I’m in this spot
One song that I make can fuck your discog

Desertboys we destroy bitches you can never join
Still avoid flipping coins oughta make a better choice
We are the reason they look over their shoulders
We get em once get em twice till their temperature colder

Whoop there he is I’m the motherfucking pagan
Infidel made a spell all the cash I made is paying
All my bills imma fill up the place with a stack
Of my pills imma chill then replace it with a rack

YCK what it mean You Can’t Know
Sipping on a Blue Moon chewing on tobacco
Burnt air on the fucking forecast
That we can’t repair treat em like a doormat

Valley Infractions

Prod. YCK

Oh how the tables come to turn dear
You sought to get away but you find it’s worse here
My insides turning my body’s shaking
I thought you’d be the one but I must be mistaken

Oh how your fears become the truth dear
You tried to hide away but it’s finding you here
Your voice is trailing your plot is failing
I thought you’d be my anchor but this ship is sailing

I’m not an angel let’s not sugar coat it
And I know you ain’t one to trust don’t question my motives
But it’s so hard to love you when the love’s nonexistent
You’re right in front of me but I can’t help feeling distant

Why’d you have to entice me
Your lies all serve to remind me
That what we had before is nothing but a souvenir so
What we had in store it don’t apply to you and me no

Oh how the tables come to turn dear
You sought to get away but you find it’s worse here
My insides turning my body’s shaking
I thought you’d be the one but I must be mistaken

Oh how your fears become the truth dear
You tried to hide away but it’s finding you here
Your voice is trailing your plot is failing
I thought you’d be my anchor but this ship is sailing

Cherry red lipstick you ruined these bed sheets
A match made in hell but I know that she gets me
I’m on a bender I’m a nervous breakdown
And I can’t remember all the pills I take now

Oh how the tables come to turn dear
You sought to get away but you find it’s worse here
My insides turning my body’s shaking
I thought you’d be the one but I must be mistaken

Oh how your fears become the truth dear
You tried to hide away but it’s finding you here
Your voice is trailing your plot is failing
I thought you’d be my anchor but this ship is sailing

So Far in Front of Me

VENOM FEAT. MOBBS RADICAL (PROD. ChaiN)

Prod. YCK

Predisposition addiction is still familial
Embedded into my blood till the day that I die but still you’ll 
Be running from any question regarding the incoherence 
I’m hardly scratching the surface you’re growing up with no parents
Tell me what it’s like and what it’s like being you
Cause I’m not fond of being me and what do I even do
I start my day and write a poem and record over noise 
I think my sadness is a gimmick an audience can enjoy
I could be a showman in reciting my verses 
I’m not the one you’ve met before because there’s multiple versions
A combination of a psyche and things that I wouldn’t say 
I remember laying down and hoped my lungs would inflate  
How did I survive almost wishing I hadn’t
I had a doctor working round the clock to try to combat it
The only thing is when I left the world is now overrun
The storm is brewing up on top a hill that we’ll overcome

Why are you complaining you should be more grateful
Hurting this badly you find yourself unable
It’s going right but I’m oh so torn
And this endless affliction’s been there since I was born

Suicidal wishing on the rise red eyes
From the weed they bought and roll with a sense death pries
In abundance the demand has been shrunken dried and diminished
But the archivists are convinced they aren’t near to being finished
After deducing I turn to stone like Medusa
When catching glances and staring into the basin and root of
Where my abjection has settled detecting I like a challenge
I’ve got a method to fix it but that’s not part of my palate
Faltering and halting aspirations we had
But the world ain’t owe me nothing so I guess I’ll be glad 
In the lowest of grading accumulating like dregs
It doesn’t mean a thing when they don’t even try and they beg
Stains from the smoke adhering to the dashboard 
On a trip heading south and I don’t need a passport
Ain’t a two-way stop there’s no return address
Boutta have a good rest in this dirt mattress 

Why are you complaining you should be more grateful
Hurting this badly you find yourself unable
It’s going right but I’m oh so torn
And this endless affliction’s been there since I was born

Where do you go
When you’re this low
How do you hide
From all these lies

Endless Affliction

Prod. Vasporo @vasporo

Didn’t get helping back
And I didn’t receive no welcome back
From the hypocrites sick of it but I will admit
There’s humor in the insolence
We’ve started a movement what we did you did
Never forgotten you had excluded
Us from the slot turning you to dust
Now we’re free let’s dip and lose the cuffs
An immovable force how the venom courses through send a message up into the dorsal root
Do as I say don’t repeat what I do endorse my moral views
Been independent they don’t show love
And if I had a show hope they don’t show up
Who I graduated with now that’s unimportant
Murdering the game to decay rigor mortis

Led on we’re the crusaders
I’m engaged to meet your maker
Head on unshakable
This bounty was paid in full
Given a gift to bear
Been called on I live to share
Held up inimical
Condition is critical
Granted this bane to keep
I’ve reached this complacency
Answers they’ve sent to me
Manifested it’s destiny

In bed with the angel of death
And the goal so I seek unattainable ends
Unavailable yet Imma wait until then
At the moment got these unpayable debts
I’m still on a mission on an excursion
You can’t impress me ain’t no coercion
Done it half a decade how I blend in
Don’t take into account who it is you’re friends with
Putting yourself with the people that’ll sell you out and counting on a plot no one had seen or cared about
Used for the views in the end though it proved ineffective and I mean I wouldn’t want to be you
Some don’t mesh well getting over less well
Switched up styles then I change like a stem cell
You won’t receive a piece or no cut
Wasn’t destined or meant to here but so what

Led on we’re the crusaders
I’m engaged to meet your maker
Head on unshakable
This bounty was paid in full
Given a gift to bear
Been called on I live to share
Held up inimical
Condition is critical
Granted this bane to keep
I’ve reached this complacency
Answers they’ve sent to me
Manifested it’s destiny

Destiny

Prod. Vasporo @vasporo
Feat. Phantom Roses @phantom_roses

Sun goes down and the moon comes up
What’s the point of stressing bout it yeah what’s done
Ain’t important and the night’s half over
It’s felt like centuries long that I’ve known her
Consult me more been engulfed before
With the pit I got within me can’t be full restored
Unfold details that I will contribute
Cause I don’t save daylight when I’m with you
Too much weight to the words you said
I’m an open book and leaving hear my secrets spread
Don’t greet me just stop and listen
What you wanna learn is in my compositions
I mean what I write it’s tough when the truth hurts
If I gotta dip well then I wanna follow you first
Preparation won’t make it simple
For crossing over my life was sinful

I can’t fight 
The suffering I feel inside
You’re so hard to come by
I feel the warmth in your eyes
You’re like the moon on a dim lit sky
It’s in my mind you reside 
If it’s worth it will you be mine 

Fell with the grace of the wings I grew
Had to throw out half of the things I do
This illness I feed need euthanasia
This cage I’m in it seeks to enable
Bringing out the worst traits that are normally dormant
And each drink my soul only mortally shortens
I got a cancer in me no answer I plead
Think the grass will be greener the faster I leave
Face the music no use evading ain’t made to stay
So amusing how I been oozing these shades of grey
Cannot absolve myself bottles up on the shelf
Maybe once had taut the belt it seems that you are compelled
Cannot focus on future ventures
We should wait and tell ourselves to surrender
I’m vested to rest in a state of peace
And it’s best if I left I remain diseased

I can’t fight 
The suffering I feel inside
You’re so hard to come by
I feel the warmth in your eyes
You’re like the moon on a dim lit sky
It’s in my mind you reside 
If it’s worth it will you be mine

Where You Reside (feat. Phantom Roses)

Prod. Vasporo @vasporo

Bitch I’m not drinking responsibly
I wish that Vans would come out here to sponsor me
Honestly I would get faded just outta the boredom I face
In a regular day so explain
Wishing that I wouldn’t but I would have in the end
What’s the point of living then if it ain’t a full send
Unorthodox so keep snorting rocks
And don’t give a fuck if I’m a corpse or not
Feel these tectonic plates are crumbling
And these rappers are sticking to mumbling
I can’t function the way that I’m stumbling
And the bag that they want well they fumbled it
Conceited I wish they would yield and secede
Imma one of a kind they would kneel to be me
Cloak and a dagger you’re climbing a ladder
That’s bout to collapse and it’s making you madder

Now my habits dragging me like I’ve been placed in quicksand
You’ve no right to call me that when you’ve already been had
Agreements made now what’s distorted
Reputation’s done and sordid
Bind me to the ropes in this desert
Aim high was your intention to get hurt
And I’ve been uninvolved
From the shallow shit that you want resolved

Hometown’s one and only chance it got
They don’t know that I am but I can’t be topped
I’ve been pushed to the side like an afterthought
I just need to find if it’s a fad or not
Eat it up like a sheep ain’t nobody guiding me
Fed up with the state of music and I got a right to be
Add another to a list I’ve antagonized
I’m boutta shatter any plan that they had devised
Inflated their egos and dense as iridium
Look at who’s under me I cannot pity em
Settle that pride want a medal that’s why
You won’t ever be on the same level as I
Been dramatic keep up the bitching
And at this rate well no one’ll listen
If you got an issue with me that’s you
Can’t accept it or make anything of value

Now my habits dragging me like I’ve been placed in quicksand
You’ve no right to call me that when you’ve already been had
Agreements made now what’s distorted
Reputation’s done and sordid
Bind me to the ropes in this desert
Aim high was your intention to get hurt
And I’ve been uninvolved
From the shallow shit that you want resolved

Sand Bind

Produced by. WXRST
Cover Art by. Ooge Art
Engineered by. Baby Gos

Lyrics:
I cut my veins and watch em' bleed because I like it when the pain hits
Look into my eyes and you know I'm not on no fake shit
All about my bag I don't pop out I'm out your ranges
Crying every night you hear my pain know I can't fake this
Woah
Why can't I just feel some shit?
Better question
Why can't I just heal this bitch?
Falling into madness
Call my moms I'm losing it
Roll the dice tonight
All my life been gambling

I just slid her 150 UG I think that she peaking
Shorty got down on her knees convinced me that she needed Jesus
I be stressing I can't take it
Who got a short cause I'm fiending?
Fact; I made it by myself so take your hand back I don't need it

Who else hear the voices talking right now?
When you're used to darkness light can get loud
Tell that pussy fucker I said pipe down
I think that he love cause my names always in his mouth

I feel like nothing, I be cutting, I can't fucking deal
When I walk outside I feel like nothings really real
I be running, I feel numb, and I don't wanna live
Would you be mad if I fucked around and crashed the whip?
Drift
Like I'm late to my shift, bet this
I be running to the chips but don't trip
Always got the tool equipped on my hip, I won't miss, smoke a cig, put it out my wrist

People they come and they go so I focus on me
And I run to the check
How you gonna switch up me when I thought we was bros?
I mean no disrespect
But I cannot rock with a lame, get the fuck out my face
And I put that on god
I let you in, let you crash at my place
Should've known from the start that it was a facade

I cut my veins and watch em' bleed because I like it when the pain hits
Look into my eyes and you know I'm not on no fake shit
All about my bag I don't pop out I'm out your ranges
Crying every night you hear my pain know I can't fake this
Woah
Why can't I just feel some shit?
Better question
Why can't I just heal this bitch?
Falling into madness
Call my moms I'm losing it
Roll the dice tonight
All my life been gambling

Life is a bitch full of problems
But I handle her
This ain't Hollywood
You won't see me with no handler
Make my own decisions
And say fuck you to the cameras
The way I take the chance got me feeling like a gambler
Say you man enough, boy, I could see the bitch in you
Add you to list of all the people ion listen to
Come up might be slower but I'll never take the victim route
Cause Ion stick around for pity party's I ain't sitting through
Tell me where was you when my wrist was shredded
Life was going downhill like the bitch was just sledding
Now they see me on the screen shoutout to eleven
And when the pressure get too much I bet you break like the levee
I ain't beating round the bush or dapping up any phonies
I know y'all think that you the shit but you some fuckin jabronis
If you ain't hailing from the woods I promise that you don't know me
To those that watch but don't support I hope you pussies die slowly bitch

Spotify

Gamblin' ft. Kid Andre

Running around well it never occurred to me
I had forgotten you never had learned to be 
There for me when I was seeking support
I did it for you now the ball’s in your court 

Time to repay me I’m asking a favor 
Said you would do it you’d get to it later 
I don’t see it done all I see is fucking needles 
On the ground shattered glass and a broken up past

Oh well damn well I guess that’s nice 
Done it two times better say that’s twice 
Now I won’t ask I don’t do three strikes 
You’re out now motherfucker yeah I’m done that’s right 

Inconsistently run to bitch to me
Do some shit that I won’t ever live to see
Hate you or love you I cannot decide
Conditional pledges we do not abide 

I’m a free floater you won’t see me sober
Heart is always racing but this time it’s going slower 
Sold all my joys for a dollar or less
And I won’t get them back it’s so hard to forget

Vertigo vertigo nowhere to go
Judging my words and you say that you know
Meager by sight but my figure deceives 
My brain is the only thing with a disease 

Pity me pity me now we assume
I’ll be alright with the things I consume
Leader of silence I lie though my teeth
I’m burning the branches that lurk underneath 

Got your routine boutta fall into entropy 
Why you rundown well you ran out of energy 
Want a lift up but I cannot supply that 
Return me the comity might wanna try that 

No promise I’ll even be writing you back
Depleted my ink and a matter of fact 
Don’t know your address and I don’t wanna find 
The place that you staying at I’ll be at mine 

I’m a free floater you won’t see me sober
Heart is always racing but this time it’s going slower 
Sold all my joys for a dollar or less
And I won’t get them back it’s so hard to forget

Hazardous

Eye for an Eye

Prod. YCK

Fuck you and fuck the gaslighting you’ve done
And the caring that I had still resulted in none
Downer from the pressure maybe acting like a zombie
Wanna know what I’ve been doing you’ve been keeping tabs on me

Maybe pop pills taking fentanyl with it
You haven’t even known me long enough to form an opinion
I am the judge jury and the defendant
You’re authorizing bad behavior and I’m so codependent

Starting arguments from any minor disagreements 
I don’t give a fuck about the bitches I could try and be with
Only need one girl yeah they call it loyalty 
Boutta drop another tape and collect the royalties

Think of time spent think I’m feeling nostalgia
Now I won’t crawl back doing better without ya
How do I feel more like how do I deal
With residual grief it’s my mind that you steal

How can you fight what you can’t see
There’s a storm brewing up high in the sky that’s me
How do you kill a thing that never breathes
Now I’ve run out of options I will die diseased

On the surface I’m okay but inside no I’m not
Release of chemicals faking happiness what I sought
Yeah I’m so tired yeah I’m feeling decrepit
And it’ll never get better so you better accept it

Block em out now they’re showing their face up at my place
You ain’t welcome here bought a couple of heaters just in case
I ain’t one to entertain anybody that’s showing 
And I don’t really get the hate when you hate me for going

No she ain’t dead but I’m down by a friend
That spot is vacant further notice going 1 to a 10
It’s pure betrayal now I’m ducking and I’m setting my sail 
I chose the deep blue sea you can’t follow my trail

Bye and good riddance this time I ain’t fucking kidding 
I’ve written a couple messages now but I started ripping
Em up I can’t explain but maybe it felt wrong 
I would rather have you listen to me up in this song

How can you fight what you can’t see
There’s a storm brewing up high in the sky that’s me
How do you kill a thing that never breathes
Now I’ve run out of options I will die diseased

Fighting What's Hidden

Prod. YCK

You’ve been so cruel I’m a bore I’m a pest
Come to find out that you got a permanent guest
Go inside see the mail it’s a change of residence
And I didn’t know that but I think it’s evidence 

A decline state of mind hurt the overall acuity
Of all the things you promised that you claimed to never do to me
This one that you wouldn’t bring up
But I had to take a guess when you two would link up 

You said that you couldn’t stoop down that low
Self respect not a bit but I predicted that though
You’re alone you’re afraid you don’t wanna die soon
I don’t think that you can make it self destruct by June

Take him in he’s a no good bum
Freeloading outta work do a couple more drugs
Maybe you two overdosing make me happy for a minute
I don’t think you really are no I just think you got complicit

Who had come down when the place got robbed and
Who had stood by till you got another job yeah
That was real love that’s a thing you won’t forget
You won’t ever get to feel that same way never again

History will not be kind to you
For me it’s trickery that’s got your neck it’s true
I don’t even recognize her
What’s it now that’s got inside her
Thoughts you had they still recurred
We’re past the point of no return

Once we were close now the farthest that we’ve been
Like a one way mirror look and you will not see in
You’re a piece of the past I knew that we wouldn’t last
We just wanted different things I walk outside it’s overcast

Raindrops to the petals I can see the water shimmer
Warmer weather doesn’t matter round the clock I’m always bitter
People change but they don’t seen it from the source
I’m just glad I never tied the knot and dealt with no divorce

That ring didn’t mean a damn in the end
I can’t get it through my head no I can barely comprehend
Tell me was it even worth it if you blatantly lied
I just wanted you forever inescapably mine

Let me know what’s a real promise still worth
Even now I still resent you everyday I still hurt
You’ll only be gone when you physically die
And when I think about your presence for the very last time

Who had come down when the place got robbed and
Who had stood by till you got another job yeah
That was real love that’s a thing you won’t forget
You won’t ever get to feel that same way never again

History will not be kind to you
For me it’s trickery that’s got your neck it’s true
I don’t even recognize her
What’s it now that’s got inside her
Thoughts you had they still recurred
We’re past the point of no return

Point of No Return

DESERTBOYS

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