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I’m still in love with you. 

We haven’t exchanged thoughts in…a while. Feels like days have escalated into years it seems. Even though you probably won’t see or hear this…how are you? Are you well? Have you met someone who’s soul matches yours?

I just woke up from one of those “real” dreams just now. Y’know the ones that almost feel like they happened in real life? The ones so vivid, your brain confuses it as a memory of some sort. Yeah, one of those dreams. It was one of those dreams you wake up from and think “Damn…but it felt so real!” …I hate those dreams. But I can’t help but love them too. 

Also, I… don’t think I’ve ever seen myself that happy before….it was actually quite the awkward experience. Then again, maybe it was just weird seeing us together.  Waking up, my heart has never felt so fragile and strong at the same time… it was interesting to dwell upon so I made this song to remember the feeling.

I remember reading that you can only know how much you truly love someone until they’re gone. It makes more and more sense now that I think about it. 

To me, falling in love is a lot like falling into a crack in the earth. As soon as you fall, you freak out but… at the same time you accept it. Before you know it, you’ve reached the bottom. It felt like you were gonna die but, surprisingly you survived. 

When you look up, theres a fine line of light representing who you used to be. Do you choose to stay? Or attempt at climbing back up?

Choosing the latter never felt so bittersweet. 
I hope your doing well, in my dreams we may meet. 
…maybe please. 

Goodnight.


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I’m still in love with you

This song is very very simple and very short. Not much is going on in it. But it really means a lot to me in terms of lyrics. I hope whoever listens will enjoy what I've come up with.

This song was written to be in the style of a letter since this is a message I am singing to someone I know. There's no chorus. It just keeps going with different verses and builds up until the song ends.

Enjoy!

Lyrics:
One night I called out your name
There was nobody and no answer came
But that doesn't mean that I still can't dream
That you're lying right next to me
And I'll ask you something just to make sure
I'll keep it simple
I'll keep it short
It's been bothering me all day
Itching at my skin
Clawing at my throat
I just can't hold it in no
In a time of crisis when you're holding on by a thread
Please keep me one promise even when we're dead
When you feel you can't make it
When you can't carry they weight
I can take your pain away if you tell me this
Tell me that you're fine one more time
Help me feel less guilty than I am
Tell me where it hurts before it gets worse
You know I'd help you feel better til the end
And even if I failed you in this life
I promise you that I will keep on trying
The next life to come, I'll cross the seas
If it really meant that it's you I'll see

Tell Me

DREAM

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if everything i wanted was produced by the Neighbourhood it would sound a bit like this 
did it as practice, hope you enjoy it!
love always, laraz.

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A sultry, dreamy mix of floating vocals. This ethereal vibe takes you on a journey of love and the sexual vibe it draws keeps you locked in. Enjoy this exclusive Soundcloud release.

Hourglass

a song a did in quarantine, hope it can give you a little bit of hope in the bad days and the good ones. 
love you always, 
laraz.

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LARAZ

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