To Paul, Chris and Roger Thankyou for your trust and support.

Collabs-PAPLOVIANTE, Chris Pendergraft and Roger/B-Train

One day you’re not going home and the isolation subsides 
Feelings of the darkness are subsiding and with it the world opens for you to be. The feeling of finding yourself and for everything you do, it doesn't matter anymore.

The original words and music, arrangement and performance 
by Chris Pendergraft ©2016 Chris Pendergraft
for a friend.
https://soundcloud.com/chris-pendergraft/sleeper-1

This track was open to cover for any singer that this track moves
Chris had asked for a vocalist, but the track raised something else in me. So the words are an interpretation of that feeling that Chris’s music evoked. Chris sincerely appreciate for something I cannot do and your permission to explore
Thankyou

Chris: Music, arrangement and performance 
Mark: Vox, Lyrics

Lyrics:
You’ve been away a while. 
In the middle of the night a tear drop 
It falls, Isolation disappears. 
The weight you have felt is gone. 
A reason for you disappearing
It’s No longer needed
It disappears. 

All the fears of not going home are gone are 
No reason to find an explanation
It doesn’t matter anymore
No more 
No more

Cart wheels off a cliff edge
Making others happy 
Means Consequences 
Don’t matter anymore
No more 

Rip out the page from the black book of fear.
Rip out the page from the black book of fear.
Rip out the page from the black book of fear.

You know what has been done
You know what’s going on 
But history will never repeat 
Those days have been decided
To find out what's missing, 
Go to where there is nothing. 
To find out what's missing, 
Go to where there is nothing. 
Go to where there is nothing.

Rip out the page from the black book of fear.
Rip out the page from the black book of fear.
Making sure that others did not want
A fatalist does not look
The black book of fear is gone

Black Book of Fear- A Chris Pendergraft Open Collab

Original track Diffusus was posted Paul.
Pauls words:
Diffusus - REFEM / PAPLOVIANTE 2016
REFEM (Henrique Geisel) 
@henrique-geisel
he is a fantastic artist and a great inspiration for me!
Remix „YELLER by REFEM“ Henrique-geisel – Yeller
Bass, Effects and Remix Paploviante
Guitars Darin Favorite
Cover Art Andrea Schuhmacher
www.andreaschuhmacher.de/htm/print/wi…haft_02.html

Mark: Words are Sounds is a poem I wrote that needed to live, for this the music of REFEM / PAPLOVIANTE appeared, it gave an atmosphere that allowed it to breath.
If what we see and the known to be true then that of negativity must be disbanded. In Africa there have always been sayings that sometimes you can’t deny what you see, but oftentimes the eye may deceive you too.
Recital and words Mark Williams

This maybe its 3rd incarnation?
Original and Paul Thankyou, https://soundcloud.com/paploviante2/diffusus-refem-paploviante

Words are Sounds:

If we cared would the mind allow sanity? 
Would you hate it when it's gone?
All you want is to be seen
Not taking to this world
Internally berserk
Kicking, Screaming 

If an attitude is what you see
Then remember words are sounds. 
It is always what you hear
Let the games begin 

Ashes to the earth
Back to the start
The body a vehicle
Thoughts and feelings tightly wound
Been here before
Will be back again 

Interpret this
The space you feel
Between truth and greed
A solicited grab to be seen 
 
A scar meant you bleed
But no one saw
The wound was deep
Controlled The void
A myth within
The story remains the same 

3am static of the mind
Random nothings
Consequence of actions
Not a care for you
lived and lied

Gone in the morning
Can you figure it out
No one was sleeping
Those that had a name are gone 

Morbid fascination with deceit
Believing to walk on water
Read to many books written to make the truly wounded bleed. 

Where 90 percent water and if tears where liquor then no one could claim to be sane. 

Infected to cause infliction
As long as there's pieces
Histrionic outburst of a psychotic
Tapestries of the past are showing
A physical presence of woven interpretation of what has been seen. 

So place your trust in not what you see
90 percent water evaporated
Careful what you wish for
Only speak it like it's what you mean
Words are sounds
Translated with a presence
That’s greater than skin deep 

Ashes to dust
No reaction
If something is better than nothing
Then take what you know
How dare there be a solicited mistrust 
Consulted the convulsed convalescent for the last time 
Those with thickened skin
Need not apply

So lay me down
Lived cradle to the crave
Not needing hesitation
If I reserved the words
Then to live is an afterthought. 

Providence of purpose
Express the beliefs
Let souls of the past take a place 
Awaiting the programmed spot within your heart. 

End of thoughts is the beginning
Abandon the stories you've sold. 
Let the collective begin.

Words are Sounds – A poem by Mark Williams- Music DIFFUSUS - REFEM / Paploviante -

Paul put up an open collab Dark. heard a feeling of reflection and contemplation.
https://soundcloud.com/paploviante-and-friends/dark-paploviante-open-collab-66c

The dark is a place of Reflection. 
As we get older and life changes, we can find ourselves alone, but then the one appears. Consternation and hesitation may happen, but the feeling is true. History needs to be erased and the reset pushed. To be with the one that knows you best after all that time is a blessing. 
Right for None, Right for one.
Thanks for visiting and Paul Thankyou

Surrender
It's a dangerous way to begin
Scared exposed
What if the thought is danger?
It Is a blessing
To myself I surrender
Never ending situations
Surrender to expectation
A selfless confession 
You need to surrender

Need a point of view to get me through
That will come from the one
From the one
Heart, body, and soul. 
For the one 
For the one

Days of old dilate
A scream of a mosaic dream
What the hell was that all for?
my shadow disappeared Stopped noticing that I needed to be me
Cursed the day
To myself I surrender that it was not me 
I was lost, I was lost

Need a point of view to get me through
That will come from the one
From the one
Heart, body, and soul. 
For the one 
For the one

The situation became the norm
Not trying to achieve 
A selfless existence
Destination, never achieved
Hollow and spent 
To thy self
Exposed and bare
To thy self I surrender
I surrender

Selfless emptiness
Is for those that don't care
Right for none, Right for one 
To the one I surrender
All for the one
I surrender
I surrender

Right for none, Right for one 
Right for none, Right for one

Surrender  - Paploviante Open Collab - Dark

What if time travel is only that we have been here before?
This is only a portal for a short time and the next awaits 
What we see what we hear and feel is only skin deep and is not the essence of you

Paul put up this wonderful kick ass atmospheric sound track and with his permission allowed some words filtered through. Maybe our subconscious can speak
https://soundcloud.com/paploviante2/psychomania-paploviante-soundtrack
Psychomania Paploviante 2017
Guitar Brent Mason
Bass Paploviante
Logic Pro X
Words/Vocal/effects Mark

Thankyou for hearing and the time given.

Words:
We are time travellers
But what if the mind is not your own 
And the pictures of the past appear
Is this our life around us?
Been here before 
Time will allow us back again

That Shadow in the sky, a leafless tree
What memories have any accuracy?

Some don’t move, some don’t think
The worlds been spinning long before we stood around
A call to communicate, it does not come no more
No more seems that we are anchored 
Raise our heads, the mirror calls
The earth it turns and we don’t change any more
The mind wonders to a place that I don’t belong 
It looks familiar but I’ve never been there before
Sights and sounds all merge, my eyes deceive me 

That Shadow in the sky, a leafless tree
What memories have any accuracy?

Buildings now appear where people walked and left
Masks of twigs and clay surface to hide those of another day
We see a light flickering in the doom
But the world forgot those standing in the room
Wish upon a star 
But the stars are scattered 
They are scattered across the ceiling 

One last look before midnight 
No one looking no one in need
Life's existence exposed across the ceiling

Remember 
You are the bullet and the gun 
Eternity’s mouth is signing we are earthly bound 
You are the bullet and the gun. 
We are all earthly bound

Psychomania - Paploviante - Words/Vocal By Mark

No frills, record and wing it.
If all our wants and needs are something that we work and strive for. then when the magic happens and we achieve, that is today.
But it all started yesterday?
Yesterday is Today is a realisation that no matter what your day will come and be what you want.
The story is the door to the music.
Thankyou for your time. Its precious
Singer-songwriter / All originals unless noted in the title.



Black Book of Fear- A Chris Pendergraft Open Collab

"Mark Williams"