I AM SO HAPPY THIS IS OUT NOW, BEEN CRAVING IT SINCE YOU LEAKED IT

Like literally everything about this is amazing, ty yesterday xoxo

a type of yesterday i didn't know i needed

ran all my memories thru a blueprint
my life was never planned so i screwed it
i was always dead but you aint notice
i was always dead but you aint notice
i fell back but i dont care
i lit this party up with pink blonde hair
pink blonde hair
pls dont stare
pink blonde hair
pls dont stare
(dont make assumptions)
the world hates me, but,
(hate crime)
imma live with it 
have you ever been held at gunpoint just for bein urself
ever layed late at night wantin to be someone else
when you feel like you lost your body
lifes so exuahsting
go ahead
tear off ur own skin
it wont make u pretty
and it wont make u win
go ahead
take ur own life
livin aint much better
when ur starving at night!

blueprint (vervxin)

self inflicted

pretend da mix is good LMFAOOO
luv yall~

lyrics
_____
sittin humble 
boy we still in trouble
throwback, old homies told me we fit like the puzzle
and now im picking pieces up that leave me left in rubble
then to stumble back up earth again its certainly a struggle
fumble every bag i need a cart again
i grab a dab pen with wax stains on top my cardigan
now the thoughts flooding in
"you'll write a song, go hard again
to cry into the bars surely-"
HOPE I DONT LOSE MY GIRL AGAIN

^^^least that what i been thinking
when my confidence keep shrinking
just might fall into the deep end if i slip again
mental caving in
guess its fuck you win~


practically a rapper, so guess everything come after
but even if i blow up soon then do this shit really matter
its like since been switching up within the feelings, need a green screen to show the real me outside this shell of fucking actor
...no mathers
only shady looks n laughter
show like any track for the masses to get it backwards
and if all i am the artist, then i guess it make it sadder
cause shit all on my art then its jus me u coming after

dylan p2 (djbotox)

Uh uh uh uh uh
Uh uh uh uh uh

There’s a tightness in my chest
Girl you got me off these meds
I can’t sleep
I lay in bed 
but I’m still geeked
Never thought I’d see the end
But who am I to just pretend 
That things are fine 
When in my mind I picture suicide
I need you by my side

You got me up all night
Missing all the times we’d fight
Break up
and make up
Break up
And make up

Sick of burning out 
That girl gave me doubts
this life let me drown
she just smiled, showing fangs in her mouth 

There’s a poison in my head
Carried wounds until I’ve bled 
Pushed against the walls, they close in
How do I live
When everything is spinning 
Where do I begin

I don’t know where all of the time goes
I don’t know where all of the time goes
I just need to find the right hoe

Staring 6 stories out the window
Triple 6 devil said to let go

Staring 6 stories out the window
baby we can let go
Just to wake up

STREAM EVERYWHERE

BREAKUP & MAKEUP (prod. grayskies)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/xelfiy/eye

ALL PLATS

rip nc 63 at a highspeed
who tf let an emo on a type beat 
gettin kinda cozy but these idiots dont like me
everybody scared that ima pop n make it my scene

30k i got capri sun in my lunchables
i been eatin hella good but i aint close to full
coulda used your hands like a man but u chose to pull
now he outta line n i dont know what he finna do

i aint a made man
spent 100 bucks on some off brand ray bans
call the drain man
do you got sum gas or am i sober for the weekend

i got big plans
glocky wit a middle finger stick it to the big man
oh you a big fan?
fuck up outta here dont even know what my name is

BIG MAN

BIG MAN (PROD. WAYTOOGONE)

NEVER FELT LIKE THIS BEFORE

ROLE MODEL

AL G, one half of Milwaukee’s visionary rap duo Brew City Twins, delivers a soul-piercing drill anthem with “The Way I Am” — a track that fuses street grit with poetic depth, revealing the duality of survival and self-awareness.
This isn’t just a flex anthem. While AL G exudes confidence — walking with presence, commanding attention — the real power of the track lies in its layered narrative of poverty, pain, and creative transcendence. He doesn’t just talk about struggle; he paints it in abstraction, describing poverty not only as a lack of resources, but as a spiritual and emotional void that permeates communities.
With sharp wordplay, AL G transforms his mic into a wand, casting lyrical spells that bend reality and summon truth. It’s a metaphor for the power of creation — the ability to shape worlds, shift minds, and speak life into silence. His verses move from the streets to the soul, confronting the loss of love, the erosion of unity, and the weight of generational trauma.
“The Way I Am” builds on the Brew City Twins’ legacy of socially conscious storytelling, following tracks like “Unwind” and “Supernatural Neutrality.” It’s a sonic meditation on identity, resilience, and the magic of self-expression — a track that doesn’t just hit hard, it lingers.
With hypnotic production, emotionally charged delivery, and a message that resonates far beyond the beat, AL G proves once again that he’s not just rapping — he’s rewriting the narrative.

The Way I Am (AL G)

@itsrubbish

when i see u
imma flatline
yeah my heart felt
like its that time
im a sad bitch :(
have a hard time
lettin u in
to my dark mind

ur so see thru
ur like a glass eye
im tryna fuck u
im on ur bad side
yeah i ruined
such a good time
subhuman
in the moonlight

baby who u runnin from?
i can help u forget
all the people that u hate
and the things u regret

when i get this money
imma keep u stuntin on these hoes
when yo bitch lock eyes with me
imma look into her soul
case closed
hearts froze
lips locked and shes ready to go

she got piercings on her tongue
im gon beat it like a drum
told me she think shes in love
fuck that bitch and make her cum
and she make me feel dumb
i wont even hit her up
i cant even fall in love
with these scars opened up
yeah u shine like the sun
and i fall with the rain
imma treat u like a dub
so u feel my pain

Follow me <3

FLATLINE (prod. rubbish!)

i think i need time away
i been waking up staring at the same ceiling
dream of better days
but i don't think they feel me
it's getting hard to say I love you do you feel me
i don't wanna wake up
medicate
i'm tired of it all yeah but i just couldn't run away
i try my best just to feel like me
play at my heart let the pain write a melody

i been staring at the clock
but this anxiety don't stop
empty bottles cap em off
waiting for the blood to drop
i been tryna find my place
but i been feelin stagnant with a sad face
i want a rush something to make me smile
everybody switch up
flicker like a fire

stars in my eyes while i'm laying on the ground
2020 but my visions going out
there's no money on the table it's all in the screen
just like all the hearts that i wish i could feel
i put too much time into my dreams
so when they don't work out i go to sleep where i still feel em

i think i need time away
i been waking up staring at the same ceiling
dream of better days
but i don't think they feel me
it's getting hard to say I love you do you feel me
i don't wanna wake up
medicate
i'm tired of it all yeah but i just couldn't run away
i try my best just to feel like me
play at my heart let the pain write a melody

vibin alone in the lowlight
blood wine and it make me feel tired
could you teach me a better way
could you show me
how you'd hold me again
again

i think i lost my touch
i think i'm giving up yeah i'm always giving up
i swear i dream too late into the day
i can't wake, i can't wait
cause i been movin
swear to god when i saw her cmfrt. for the slaughter
there was blood on my neck let it drip
yeah i got this feeling i won't make it

i think i need time away
i been waking up staring at the same ceiling
dream of better days
but i don't think they feel me
it's getting hard to say I love you do you feel me
i don't wanna wake up
medicate
i'm tired of it all yeah but i just couldn't run away
i try my best just to feel like me
play at my heart let the pain write a melody

give me some time away
i gotta figure out why i'm not healing
i think if i could just hear you say
it takes time you can feel what you're feeling

i think i lost my touch

New stuff soon…Bits And Pieces out now :)

FLATLINE (prod. rubbish!)

yesterday

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