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good on it all
an album by barren & yesterday

Artwork by Solomon Parnell
www.instagram.com/pradaceo/

Featuring vocals from...
barren
@barrenwaste
open.spotify.com/artist/3EWrPkAby…h6T4mXb2UoqfD4Jg
twitter.com/BARR3N
www.instagram.com/barrenwasteland/

yesterday
@cpt_sad
open.spotify.com/artist/3OBnUgr0mYQFMsjkjrTCYq
twitter.com/cpt_sad
www.instagram.com/cpt_sad/

Voka (no one knows me)
@vibevoka
twitter.com/VIBEVOKA

Production by...
yesterday (passing the bottle, girls don’t like me, no one knows me, half ounce in the dresser)

Voka (good on it all, no one knows me, stand by for the moment, strung out)

Brody (wya?)
@prodbybrody
twitter.com/brodymckeegan

Leftout (peekin’)
@user-853554120
twitter.com/leftout97

caspr (honestly)
@caspr
twitter.com/_caspr

4evr (while it counts, actin up)
@4evrgone
twitter.com/4evrgon3

Featured guitar melodies from...
Barren (passing the bottle, stand by for the moment, strung out, half ounce in the dresser [guitar])

yesterday (girls don’t like me [guitar], no one knows me [guitar, bass])

suprghst (good on it all [guitar])
@suprghst

Jullian Castro (peekin’ [guitar])
@palm_harbor
www.instagram.com/jullian.castro/?…id=12xz38c4ldyr2

Live drums written & performed by...
yesterday (half ounce in the dresser)

Jordan Davis (passing the bottle, girls don’t like me, no one knows me, half ounce in the dresser)
twitter.com/jordancd3_
www.instagram.com/jordandavis_98/?…id=1w5m0cp9irskh
www.youtube.com/channel/UC2805DAvkq7m1_OE6U3dArg

Alec Doyle (strung out)
@typebeatma
twitter.com/backtogoats

All songs mixed/mastered/engineered by yesterday
Recorded in various basements & living rooms throughout the East coast

Music video playlist
www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLZ…OJG7Dmk1vAeHx3290

THANK YOU FOR LISTENING. THIS WOULDN’T BE THE SAME WITHOUT THE FRIENDS WHO HELPED US CREATE THIS, AND IT JUST WOULDN’T BE POSSIBLE WITHOUT EVERYONE LISTENING. LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL AND OUR LOVE FOR ALL OF YOU IS NEVER ENDING.

good on it all w/ yesterday

wasted on you (ft. 93FEETOFSMOKE and KING CHRISTIAN)

no samples

[lyrics]
is it I think too much
or are we chasing after
a ghost of what once was

I can't tell the difference

is it you care too much
or am I holding our past
like a knife against my tongue

I can't tell the difference

would it be enough
if we were loaded and fucked up
house out in the hills

I wouldn't bet on it

we could be more lost
car roofs, wet shoes
cashed out in an friend's garage

but one time's enough

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

i hate fucking being numb

w/ @ihateshinigami <3

an echo in the void, my world has been destroyed
dissipate, disintegrate, annihilation
chew me up and spit me out without a doubt
you're the last thing on my mind
i hope that the sky is forgiving when i cut the cord
everyone is itching to get something from me
but i just wanna get away
i wanna get away

i wanna get away

i don't care what you think of this 
the thought of you just makes me sick
like why did I always forgive, 
surfaced love made me forget
you bet I've learned a lot from our 
cashing out now all these scars
can live on, reminds me of my bad decisions
i don't care what you take from this 
still wish you luck despite that shit
cause I know I'll be fine, 
you bet I'll make damn sure of it
i'll make sure of it..

i just wanna get away w/ Shinigami

follow my bros @supachefm @guardinmusic <3
art by https://twitter.com/joeonexz
thank you all for any support, love u family
spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
apple.co/2Ab3U3e
https://tothegood.bandcamp.com/track/tothegood-little-bit-of-psycho-feat-supachefm-guardin

lyrics:

supachefm

i keep fighting i keep hiding all the pressure
hide behind a mask to coincide with all the extras!
cut my ties
lye me on the stretcher
finding my own time always fighting for an extra bit

im heaven sent
goes up my nose now im hella bent
i show my ass cause my pants dont fit
i lost my shit never making sense

why try
when my heart is where my head is
blindsides
the emotions and the feelings
i find
never had a different angle
i tried

to break the cycle
and shake the surface
i told my parents why they never earned it
you need a little bit of psycho to be perfect
i spend my earnings
you never earned it
______________________________________________

guardin

and i think that i
have got one too many things inside my mind
i'm alone but you're here like all the time
all the memories we shared never die 
this room is a chamber of sin
swallowing terror my nightmares will win
i'm falling asleep with a bottle of gin
my heart beat is steady but my skin is thin
______________________________________________

the only way you can make me crazy is by doing something crazy yourself
[Silver Linings Playbook]

spotify

little bit of psycho (feat. supachefm & guardin)

I cant feel my face
I just snort it away, I snort it away
And I dont hate this place
I just hate myself

And I dont hate you
I just hate myself
Am I another dusty memory on your shelf?
Will youre still brand new to me,
so tell me how it's suppose to fucking be.

So lonely,
now I see,
the colors,
so clearly,
and I wonder,
does she miss me?
Do you miss me?

I could never be picture perfect.
I could never be fucking worth it.

I know youre better off, without me...

Spotify

fucking worthless. [prod RODGER ★☆]

@prodreaper @93feetofsmoke

i can't trust anyone 
tell your friends pretty stories 
i just wanted a peace of mind 
and all the years wasted time 

every bridge is burned 
i don't wanna know 
stabbed me in the heart then you took my  soul 
never get it back i can't get it back 
no, no, no 

like be honest?  do you want it?
i know your eyes when you're lying 
and i'm trying, and i'm dying to hold it together in my hands 

no trust 

(93FEETOFSMOKE)
I dont understand
Where the Fuck I am 
Blood on my back
Blisters on my hands

Do you even know
Who the Fuck i am lately 
I can feel the stress
Gripping round my neck
Save me 

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust 
I got no love
Left in me 

I tried my best 
Is it working
My brain is 
Such a fucking a bully

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me

no trust w/93FEETOFSMOKE (prod. reaper)

Make A Wish Ft Shinigami

fats'e - cut me off

pulled up so late that i missed the whole party

love you guys <3
HIT 200 ON THE DASHBOARD: prod. https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke x Anxiety Attacks!

IG: www.instagram.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS/
Twitter: twitter.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS

LYRICS:

93:
Hit 200 on the dashboard
Oh no
Dummy lines like imma crash course 
Fosho 
They been scheming on my net worth
Of course
Keep my cards under the table 
Fuck off 
X2

AA!:
when there's nothing left
I'll save my breath
my one regret
is thinkin that I never needed anyone
all my problems they've been weighing on my brain now
wouldn't trade a million dollars for the pain, no
I been waiting for somebody I could talk to
but never found an open door that they could walk thru 

93:
I’ve been up 24 seven 
Gettin bands up
Why u actin so damn friendly
U should back up 
Ya they know the dome 
In scope they don’t act tough
Goofies out here showing teeth
Rely on backup 

Spend 600 on some diamonds
Like an asshole
Hope they use my chains 
To hang me like a damn rope 
I’ve been out here planting seeds
And watching roots grow
I’ve been living in the past
Watching the trees blow

Oh no
Dummy lines like imma crash course 
Fosho 
They been scheming on my net worth
Of course
Keep my cards under the table 
Fuck off 
X2

Spend 600 on some diamonds
Like an asshole
Hope they use my chains 
To hang me like a damn rope 
I’ve been out here planting seeds
And watching roots grow
I’ve been living in the past
Watching the trees blow

stream on Spotify <3

HIT 200 ON THE DASHBOARD - Anxiety Attacks! x 93feetofsmoke

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dlLVYZQTiuI

@cpt_sad
@4evrgone

barren
so many flaws you can see
counting them for me
i dont need to rest a peep 
endless nights working
endless ladies twerking
i aint got  purpose 
still stay swerving
on all of you girls
who just hit me up
cause i can make a catchy song
some followers
dont make me cool
i aint making shit for you
can barely make it on my own
thats a fact 
that im ashamed of
work ethic 
pathetic
these dollars are 
boutta be coming my way
if i keep this on
day to day
if i dont spend my whole
check on another ounce
smoke my lungs out
while it counts
you aint 21 forever
leave some legacy
before you bounce
last two of my name
leave it in a great shame

i dont need to rest a peep
my nightmares come for me
they can keep me wide awake
all night falling
into your arms can’t
shake the bitter feeling
of being at ease
theres many people
out there far worse off 
than me
why can’t i take a second 
to appreciate
the setting ive been born into
struggles can’t compare 
to you
i want to repay
with an anthem or two
grossly neglecting
the thoughts of who
im trying to fight off
that i once knew

so many flaws you can see
counting them for me
i dont need to rest a peep 
endless nights working
endless ladies twerking
i aint got  purpose 
still stay swerving
on all of you girls
who just hit me up
cause i can make a catchy song
some followers
dont make me cool
you gotta know
what you’re getting into

yesterday
think im giving in today
a bullet to my head 
is like a favor to my brain
spent my last cent 
trynna numb the fuckin pain
everything is fake my reality is frayed

ill do whatever it takes 
to make sure you know
my love it doesnt stay for far too long

you could not account for my lost soul when
im everything u want, at least for the moment

im talking to the ghost of who i was
told him 
"meet me in the back dont cause a fuss
cuz i only got a second and
i want you to know that 
im never coming back 
imma drown in the ocean"

SPOTIFY

while it counts (prod 4evr)

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pMS--FQ5yxM

w/ @barrenwaste

yeah girl, i get it
im all too concerned
with the lesson that i never really learned
you aint somethin that i ever saw as a cure
so get lost
or get with it
this loves been finished
my hearts on fire
cuz i dont know how to quit it
 
and if i ever had a second to take back
id save it for someone
who aint lookin for payback 
i thought u loved me
but it isnt the same
so ill stay fucked up
tryna numb all my pain
 
just take me back
found my own little slice of home
itll never be the same
but i feel grown
aint nobody lovin u like i did
hearts offline
and my heads been split
hands on the wheel
runnin off of the road
you can have my life
if i got ur soul
same old shit
with a brand new bitch
fuck this life
im over it
 
if by now you didn’t know
i prefer to spend my days alone
held captive only by these four walls
haven’t answered a single call
all night
been dealing with a hell
of an internal gripe
triplet flows
keeping this brain alive
with how much im smoking
the future aint looking too bright
can barely remember
to write down a line
people keep asking
no i aint fine
dreading a pointless
unfulfilling life
somebody come and
take this mic
i could rant and rave
with all my might
dont wanna be too specific
na this shit aint even written
i can shit out a rhyme
that you call your best work
ya lady still love me
man i can be such a jerk
i take out my anger on
all in my path
ruining friendships
i never had
losing a loved one
that ill never grasp
dealing with the pain
that comes with it all
just me n the homies
fuck it we ball

https://linktr.ee/yesterday.nj

Follow me <3

girls don't like me (prod. yesterday)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NhLKr3ENz1E

guitars by https://soundcloud.com/suprghst
@vibevoka
@cpt_sad

barren:
take a sip of water
back to sleep
back to sleep

and i cower in the corner
in my dreams
i been great

every step you take
gets in my way
in my way

what could you be thinking
that is not okay 
neither are we

if you aint fuckin with the boys   
you know you fuckin up
miss with that bullshit
you a straight fuckin dub
got home from work
after a long day   
hit the hub
fuck a interest in my life
im good on it all   

the futures brighter when you
take a step off to the side
hop on the train
need 1 ticket to take this ride
i am so pressed
every thought of my death
running the show
dont pull the curtains
it all must go on
i been on E
fuel me up
let me back in the ring
choke slam 
you bitches
right off of your feet
fingers like trees
rooted to
the rotting ground
destroyed by the sea
baby you trynna
take a picture with me?
hope ya boyfriend dont mind
as hes tapping the screen
with yo arms around my waist
the biggest smile you see
i know what u thinkin baby
and i think the same thing
you need to ditch ur man immediately
and come home with me

if you aint fuckin with the boys
you know you fuckin up
miss with that bullshit
yeah you still a straight dub
get home from work
after a long day
i hit the hub
fuck a interest in my life
im good on it all

yesterday:
and if u aint fuckin wit the boys u know u fuckin up
smoke a gram straight to the face
then imma fly into the sun
same shit
different attitude
i couldnt give a fuck

now these frat boys enter to the scene
and bitches eat it up

u can see me cuttin corners to my grave
(to my grave)
she dont love me
she just want me for the day
(either way, catch a fade)
marijuana got me feelin kinda strange
(kinda strange)
talk is cheap
but what im writin got me paid
(hope that nothing went in vein)

dont hit me up
while im drunk
tryna play these silly games
miss me with that bullshit
all my woes will dissipate

u really think
that we in this for the bedroom pop appeal?

dont hold ur breath
bitch i live and die for something real

together:
if you aint
fucking with tha boys
you know u fucking up
miss me with that bullshit
yeah u still a straight dub
got home from work
after a long day
i hit the hub
fuck an interest in my life
im good on it all

music video

good on it all (prod voka x suprghst)

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w5v6TBknw4c

produced by @prodbybrody
w/ @barrenwaste

bby wya?
tell me watchu really doin
hit me wit the map
slidin thru at 2 in the mornin
shawty bust it back for a sad mother fucker
she aint gunna ask
but she gotta know i love her
 
bby wya?
bby dont u know???
i want u callin back
need it in my phone
sometimes im painted black
violently alone
craving to react
tell me where ur goin
 
my first wrong move
was learning ya name
second wrong move
was having you further explain
ill never understandwhat you meant
that day
sounding so full of myself
and that is who to blame
my wallet laughing at me
on the way to the bank
you silly mother fucker
what you think gone happen
you might aswell stop rappin
wrap it
like the wound
you been bagging
need a fix
just to numb the strain
outdated habits
fill the brain
all aboard my plane
yeah its all in vain
im filling the void
of being  alone
talking to this fucking shorty
that i barely know
unsure of where it’ll go
long as after all
i can come back home
dont follow that road
you always have chose
we all been here before
are you making things worse
or working for the better
its all up to the weather
with how my week will be
baby look at me
but not forever
anxious bout the ties
i have yet to sever
 
bby wya?
bby dont u know???
i want u callin back
need it in my phone
sometimes im painted black
violently alone
craving to react
tell me where ur goin

wya? (prod. brody)

w/ @cpt_sad

produced by @user-853554120
guitar by @palm_harbor

peekin thru the screen door
trynna figure out
how imma call outta work today
maybe i can think
of something
that they’ll possibly believe
pick up the phone
and dial that number
i can’t make it
if you had wondered
hang up that bitch
and see whats good with the boys
got the rest of the day
to try and avoid
being seen in public
that aint no choice
i know you wanna hear me sing
but i think i lost my voice
racking my mind
with every outcome
that i can seem to indulge
im taking our time
perfecting this album
till its perfect we aint gonna budge

yeah the full moon got me thinking
this whole thing won’t be so clean
and i dont think imma make a
smooth exit from this scene
i know you look at me
a little differently
than the average joe
but u motherfuckers better know
i dont take too kindly
to these strangers trynna try me
yeah bitch u better try me

i found home in the ocean
and these drugs always potent
steady keepin me floatin
been countin my days
while im fightin the waves
im divin head first
bitch, move out of my way
yeah, me and the homies
jus tryna get paid
by pouring our hearts out
we keep movin on
yeah nobody can stop us
failure was never an option
i'll finish this song
then i'll hop in my grave
hoping that it will comfort the pain
see u swervin, bitch
better stay in ur lane
yeah u heard that the boys
at the top of their game

its a long way down
i hope u go land on ur feet
and shift back into gear
then maybe youll be in the clear
if u ask right now
id probably tell u the same thing
im doin fuckin amazing
i wonder if u feel the same thing

fuck what you thought
u can take it or leave it
ill do what i want
and ill keep it a secret
ash on my shirt
yeah it burn, it aint hurt
bitch ill finally relax
when im under the dirt

so that evens out the odds
where does that leave us?
i dont care this time
yeah, it takes me hours to think
maybe i will sink
and see u in my next life

peekin' (prod leftout x palm harbor)

w/ @cpt_sad

guitars by barren
mix and electric drums by yesterday


live drums written and performed by
Jordan Davis
twitter.com/jordancd3_
www.instagram.com/jordandavis_98/?…id=1w5m0cp9irskh
www.youtube.com/channel/UC2805DAvkq7m1_OE6U3dArg

bloody fingers
soakin up all over me
you can hold me accountable
for everything i wont admit to be
if you wont ask me
i wont say a thing
i try not to live in the past
but its harder than it seems
know that nothing will last
my heart cant take
another love that cant pass
the tropes of my insanity
the hope that died inside of me

jim bean whisky
right next to these speakers
the more i do these drugs
the more i feel weaker
jerrys upstairs getting in a quick nap
imma chill in the basement
and write to this slap
gotta do this shit quick
this projects bout done
stop hitting us up
just a bunch of fucking bums
been peepin the swag
since day fucking one
smoke a million cigarettes
to wreck my voice before i flop

no one will know who takes the fall
passing the bottle back and fourth
fuck, its my turn and ive had enough
turn off my phone, tonights so rough

pass it to me
im not quite done
i cannot begin
to tell you
every detail of my life
im still on the run
catching up
to my pace
its never my place
say all behind my back
no ones in front of my face

cant take me anywhere
i never had really cared
fuck you for never being there
im sorry if i always stare
i know i come off very weird
been different since i shaved this beard
been thought i was in the clear
but i couldnt have been more wrong
got to put it in this song
you say im the worst
but watch it get better
one of these days i won’t be so tethered

our love
moves with the weather
find the right angle and 
pull on the trigger
don't hold back now
ill stand still right here
will you put me down 
like the dog that i am?
i dont wanna pretend 
i dont wanna feel this way no more
i dont wanna make friends
i dont wanna pretend

music video !

passing the bottle (prod barren x yesterday)

Torn & Forget Forever, the first 2 singles from my upcoming album are out now

girls don't like me (prod. yesterday)

yesterday

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