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Dying is such a pain but living is more of a pain

umily

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16.Used To [Prod By BeingGigantic]

14.)somewhere Else Prod By Yung Meep

*:･ﾟ✧ ✧ﾟ･: * being alive's just a phase we're all going thru *:･ﾟ✧ ✧ﾟ･: *

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i dont feel anything (prod. trxpicvl) *video in description*

**official vid**

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ion think i got that much time left

everything (prod. ka$ey) *video in description*

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//私の軌道の悪魔//

i can't thank you guys enough for the endless amount of love & support you've given me since the start. i never thought in a million years we'd be where we're at right now & it's crazy to me that we still continue to grow. it's always been a release for me to let loose on a track & hear what you guys think of it. it's always been for the people & for myself. i love waking up every morning & reading every single comment, every single message, etc. you guys put the biggest fucking smiles on my face & i hope you all know i'm here for you as much as you're here for me. i've struggled with my anxiety & depression for years & to know a lot of you are going through the same things is somewhat comforting. we're in this together. i couldn't do any of this without you guys. we're gonna strive & do great things, i promise. don't let your demons get the best of you. i hope you enjoy this one. i love you

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xtv87HVgnpo&t=1s

art by chunniboy
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music video

demons in my orbit

why does this always end the same?
prod. erik ron & @jvbeats666 & n,n.

Edit - Mastered

hopes up (ft. dashboard confessional)

@leansipper is my bro <3

Chorus- 
All my friends they wanna die
I tell them it's gone be alright
We're gone make it through tonight
Everything's gone be just fine
You know that I'll always be there
You don't ever need to be scared
I will never let you cry
I will never watch you die



verse 1-
I know your life's not the best now
I know your feeling depressed now
But even if you feel stuck, just get right back up, cause you'll never disappoint me

verse 2-
I'm working hard working hard too
To Keep your arms free of scars too 
And every night when your crying I'll be right there by your side you'll be fine man

FOLLOW LIL HEARTBREAK

all my friends want to kill themselves (Prod. lil heartbreak)

this is a song about dissociating 

produced by fats'e 
soundcloud.com/youngburial 
twitter.com/youngburial 

art by ghostly pixels 
twitter.com/ghostly_pixels

lyrics:
laying alone, i dissociate 
laying alone 

i saw a pictureframe 
and it turned out to be a mirror 
my reflection's so much clearer 
when i'm not aware it's me 

i saw a maple tree 
it was growing in my head 
when everybody else was dead 
and i climbed up it just to see 

i saw myself again 
but i stood outside my being 
i could understand that being 
isn't all there is to be 

i see the future now 
got too distracted by the present 
to remember that my head is 
not a vehicle for fear 

and it's a long way down if you fall 
and it's a long way up if you don't 

and it's a long way down if you fall 
and it's a long way out, so 

i sit in the center 
and i ponder my disinterest 
for it all 

it's a lot easier 
to imagine ending things 
(to imagine ending things) 
when i'm watching myself 
from the third person 
(from the third person) 

it's a lot easier 
to imagine changing things 
(to imagine changing things) 
when i'm watching myself 
from the third person 
(from the third person)

dissociate (prod. fats'e)

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lyrics:

i havent slept in weeks
havent been home to sleep
i havent touched my street
since back about three weeks

i been on road and you know that
dont check my phone you know that
dont check my phone if its your snap
hope that you know where my heads at

grab my phone and go
i wanna be alone
all these blurry nights
that shit got to go

please dont hit my phone
im on airplane get the tone
just leave me alone
imma smoke and then ill go

this pain more than i can afford
popping tags
blowing stacks
ballin till im bored

any weather
i stay trapped
up inside my room
skipping sleep and making tracks
with the window leaking fumes

all i go is all out
songs out
sorry i couldnt come out

real talk
miss you
but got to much on my mind now

its a blur now
light jumps all around the room
i need to calm down
time moves 
too fast for me to call out

call me up i dont want you to hear me when im like this
digest
all of my surroundings
fight this
honestly
i dont know why im like this
i feel the night hit
toxic fumes pouring out my eyelids
help me
save me
from ever feeling like this

i would use all
of the time i had 
to prove to you ur
what i lack

i havent slept in weeks
havent been home to sleep
i havent touched my street
since back about three weeks

i been on road and you know that
dont check my phone you know that
dont check my phone if its your snap
hope that you know where my heads at

grab my phone and go
i wanna be alone
all these blurry nights
that shit got to go

please dont hit my phone
im on airplane get the tone
just leave me alone
imma smoke and then ill go

timelapse (prod. nadiak)

MAKE IT STOP (w Zeni Moe, Lil Yung Pharaoh)

produced by @idealismus

cover art by SirC at https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

this song is completely non profit

lyrics:

i been feeling kind of lonely
maybe i should try and find somebody decent for me
i dont need no one to hold me
just that some of these ideas i have need to reach somebody elses ears
falling out with my peers
i dont enjoy nobody elses company and im scared
nobody really knows me
well enough to say whats wrong with me
and the people there that try deserve the deepest of apologies

took me 6 months
but i blew past
miss my medication
got brain zaps
looking at the scene
i dont reflect rap
im a skinny freckled kid
with no face tats

i live the life
if u minus all the ammunition
bitch i do the drugs
but i never wanna go to prison
my own blood turn on me
to see that shit is sickening
but i thank em for my lyrics
cause they fueled the feelings

blueberry og straight out the deal
my exes tell me im cold and i should learn how to feel
i dont feel no love because i know its never real
every girl i meet just want mcdonalds fries and a pill

i cant connect with them
the only one i liked wont respond again
id love to prove that ive evolved from then
ill never be back in that apartment

sap (prod. idealism)

produced by @idealismus

this song is completely non profit

lyrics:

ash in my lungs hard to breath
gloss grey m4 two seats
imma hit the gas and rip this fuckin lullaby
im finessing up until the day i gotta die

in the back of the function getting stupid high
could you say that shit again because im hella fried
getting up and socializing would be suicide
i just want a quarter pounder meal, 
but get it supersized
im feeling good tonight 
sitting out back at a friends house
in the deck lights

pool water keep reflecting off the moonglow
tequila shots in the patio
usually the time is slow when its a shit time
but its great and its slo mo

no please no photos
just memories you could see the best view
its the best when you got no one tryna best you
cause they just wishin for the best you

ash in my lungs hard to breath
gloss grey m4 two seats
imma hit the gas and rip this fuckin lullaby
im finessing up until the day i gotta die

ash in my lungs hard to breath
gloss grey m4 two seats
imma hit the gas and rip this fuckin lullaby
im finessing up until the day i gotta die

patio (prod. Idealism)

produced by @idealismus

this song is completely non profit

lyrics:

sorry i was couch locked
i heard you knock but i couldnt get the door knob
that excuse applies to so many people this year
but its not my fault you in your feelings
on my riff raff shit
blueberry rocketship
your tonsils out your mouth
when i split your bottom lip

the flow just came to me
the belt has double g's
im facing bong rips and i blow em off the balcony

im feeling presidential
whole squad deep queen street in a rental
no one get inside my mental
but i could shutter island someone if i need to

the fear is colour and its bleeds through
fuck im only here to greet you
why you talking getting drinks like we should plan it
i didnt even wanna meet you

december christmas party
last year dont get me started
new year was so inviting
compared to the one before it

christmas party (prod. idealism)

@qawikamri 
@guardinmusic 
@cpt_sad

LYRICS:
i guess we're soulmates when it's not hard.
https://genius.com/Qawi-kamri-soulmates-lyrics

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Soulmates (w Guardin, Yesterday)

produced by @taylorkingmusic

lyrics:

how u wanna do this
i been in advance 
i been working i been moving

people going stupid
party got a molly plug
everybody too lit

numbers say im growing
i just get ideas then i put them all in motion
feel it flowing smooth

drop top roof
hot box bentley
only going up broke boys keep filling with jealousy, envy
running through veins
white ash on the blunt high grade
while u promoting ur shit i bang out a tape
we are not the same

bitch u will never be like me
get out of my psyche
u must have been bumping like all my old shit cause u sounding just like me

these rappers that like me, bite me
if u wanna get at me, fight me
pull up on me and ignite me
if u want it dirty then sprite me

i got pains inside my chest when i breathe
i should really get a vape but that shit gonna cost me
im broke as fuck i dropped a rack on balmain jeans
i dont know why cause that shit so damn ugly

how u wanna do this
i been in advance 
i been working i been moving

numbers say im growing
i just get ideas then i put them all in motion
feel it flowing smooth

dont invite ur friends if u tell me u wanna see me
i dont like em dont u get it fuck theyre ur friends for a reason
i dont need em if u wanna u can skip our plans and see em
to be honest i was gonna hit u up and say im sleepin

grey goose orange 
in some fresca 
in a stainless steel bottle 
take a shot 
take a sip 
and swallow 
and im gone now
look around 
everything
in slow mo 
its home time
lets get out
i really think we should go now

how u wanna do this
i been in advance 
i been working i been moving

numbers say im growing
i just get ideas then i put them all in motion
feel it flowing smooth

drop top roof
hot box bentley
only going up broke boys keep filling with jealousy envy
running through veins
white ash on the blunt high grade
while u promoting ur shit i bang out a tape
we are not the same

drop top roof
hot box bentley
only going up broke boys keep filling with jealousy envy
running through veins
white ash on the blunt high grade
while u promoting ur shit i bang out a tape
we are not the same

envy (prod. taylor king)

produced by pilgrim at www.youtube.com/channel/UCCDlc0Nw…2jQPEX6A/featured

lyrics:

i phone down to one percent i know
you expect a call from me i know
we supposed to link before the snow
you wanted to go out before its cold

i been loftin i fucked up i know
getting sick of me and girl it shows
you deserve it better you should know
but im not putting shit before the flow

someone hit my page and check me out
how you always this when i dont
you been getting jealous and it shows
try and make your mark before i go

before im fucking bitches getting dough
driving lamborghinis getting dome
girl you know im playing thats a joke
how come you can never take a joke

75% tinted
salad bowls its not spinach
got supernova got purple cheese got blueberry up in it

crack open that dart
this batch swisher pull harsh
this weed smoke smellin fart
you could see the cherry in the dark

i phone down to one percent i know
you expect a call from me i know
we supposed to link before the snow
you wanted to go out before its cold

i been loftin i fucked up i know
getting sick of me and girl it shows
you deserve it better you should know
but im not putting shit before the flow

i didnt mean to hurt you
grown woman with the grey goose and a curfew
i should be more careful
you cant block emotions like a learned to
you cant face the pain when someone hurt you

you sad as fuck you sure look like it
get someone else cause i been biting

i phone down to one percent i know
you expect a call from me i know
we supposed to link before the snow
you wanted to go out before its cold

i been loftin i fucked up i know
getting sick of me and girl it shows
you deserve it better you should know
but im not putting shit before the flow

my phone cracked as fuck but shit im broke
life is life and thats just how it goes
lately i dont like the way it flows
ill change its direction i suppose

gotta a couple friends out on the ropes
they been fuckin up thats how it goes
i been selfish i been staying home
someones gotta say it i suppose

i know (prod. pilgrim)

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n,n x falls - i still remember it all (remix)

no sample.
@qawikamri
about a girl that sucks

B A C K G R O U N D  S T O R Y
I flew over for a girl and turns out she was taken and didn't tell me about it, but the date was kinda fucked up cos she was on her phone all the time so i'm not actually missing a lot.

(Qawi Kamri)
dont leave me i fall apart without you
dont leave me im sorry that scarred you
second chance thats all i ask from you
second chance hope you thought this through (x3)

i just want to fix our problems
we can take time to solve them
i don't want to hit rock bottom
i hate the feel of feeling numb

i just want to wrap you in my arms
and tell you everything is fine
i just want you by my side
a feeling i get all the time
i know that you're scared right now
cos we are moving quite too fast
and you said you're not used to that
but i promise i wont break your heart

dont leave me i fall apart without you
dont leave me im sorry that scarred you
second chance thats all i ask from you
second chance hope you thought this through (2x)

she got looks but a shitty personality
maybe its my fault i let her inside of me
now its too late, im stuck, i cant fucking leave
stole my heart, fell in love with a heaven's thief

she got a pretty face
so i flew to her place
thought you were a bless
all you give me is stress

always on your phone
you don't want to talk at all
wow... its nice to be ignored
please put my head on a sword

i do believe in second chances
what do you say? do you want to fix this?

(cause I still want to)
wrap you in my arms
and tell you everything is fine
i just want you by my side
a feeling i get all the time
i know that you're scared right now
cos we are moving quite too fast
and you said you're not used to that
but i promise i wont break your heart

dont leave me i fall apart without you
dont leave me im sorry that scarred you
second chance thats all i ask from you
second chance hope you thought this through (3x)

want to wrap you in my arms
and tell you everything is fine
i just want you by my side
a feeling i get all the time
i know that you're scared right now
cos we are moving quite too fast
and you said you're not used to that
but i promise i wont break your heart

Second Chance

~We Look Good In Pink&Blue~

私はあなたを青い影で夢見る
デッドボーイ / / コールドワールド
Baby I can't see you I got lost in the lights<333
輝くあなたは美しいです
ワープドツアー

S u i c i d e / / P u r i t y

@YungJZAisDead - Like Prom Night🌹💋(prod. by Ugly Zucc)

<3 Kintsugi  <3

Thanks to Qawi for the amazing work and for being a super nice person! It was really funny to work with him so make sure to peep out his song <3 

hope you enjoy the song <3

Qawi Kamri : https://soundcloud.com/qawikamri


Lyrics:

SBANE
Late night drive
I really think I’m going to die
You left me 
And I really wanna die
Everybody left me and I think I’m gonna cry
Now can’t feel my face 
And I’m kinda satisfied 

Drinking wine I’m rolling with the dice
Smoking blunts I just wanna fly high 
Hurting myself is the way I cope with life
Tell me I’m a mess 
Yeah I know that I won’t fight 

I can see ya
Staring at my eyeballs
Telling me to act my age 
Praying god that I will stop

But you know that
I’m just a mess ya
U know that I’m depressed ya
Drinking to suppress my
Pain 

Pointing your fingers against me it’s not ok
Even with a bullet yeah I think that I won’t change
Bae I’m sorry but I can’t live in this way 
Next time I’ll see you, you’ll be spitting on my grave

QAWI
its always been your fault babe
i would never call back
i hope that you know that
now all i feel is regret

since you are gone
ive been friends with my demons
it keeps me company
every single second

did you know did you know
that you fucked with my head
cos of you cos of you
i'm a mess like my bed

its always been your fault babe
i would never call back
i hope that you know that
now all i feel is regret

you're irrelevant piece of shit
every time you walk, you're so full of it
i dont wanna talk so please just sit
and watch me grow you son of bitch 

you always thinking about yourself
can you just go fuck yourself
your promise means nothing to me
your life means nothing to me

its always been your fault babe
i would never call back
i hope that you know that
now all i feel is regret

Repair Things With Gold feat. Qawi Kamri (prod. SBANE)

Real Friends - "Lost Boy"

New stuff soon…Bits And Pieces out now :)

n,n x falls - i still remember it all (remix)

yesterday