respite

ft. 13 year-old me
prod by @tiedforsilver
mastered by teddyboi
Stream "Fall Again" on all plats:
https://open.spotify.com/track/0DWB3T60GOLC5e6oY4rlVL?si=201a522488bb4a79
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pUqyBof-Thk

Fall Again (prod. Tied For Silver)

You Remind Me Of Violet Feat. Danny's Adventures (Kanabeats)

prod. by emptyroads 

as this winter snow
falls on my toes
i feel myself
fallin asleep

i shoulda known
how could i know?
that it would slowly
smother me

im losing hope
all that i know
is i can finally
rest in peace

my fragile hearts
been tore apart
and ive been left here
just to bleed

leave me to lay here
why would i stay here
i dont wanna see you anymore if im honest

let me decay here
this is my place dear
let me fuckin rot under the dirt on my coffin 

leave me to rot inside this place i feel so fucking hopeless
you left me with a broken heart but you already know this
lately i been drownin you aint even fuckin notice
leave me in the garden so ill come back with the roses

but they aint potent
sippin on a potion
baby r u hopin
that i havent fell to the lotus

i been goin thru the motions
stuck inside the moment
but i aint ever slowing down



sadness and sorrow
never helped nobody
stuck in the bottle
i been feeling funny

everyone has shunned me
the path ahead is bloody
take away my eyes
dont wanna see the path in front of me

im sick of this
and im sick of shit
i dont wanna talk im not listening

im sick of this
cuz ur sickening
and u think thats okay bro

codeine on the table
mixin it wit faygo
snap my fuckin spine in half so i dont have to stand no more

take away my eyes

9TAILS - arctic eyes (cover)

prod tiedforsilver x flesh


tear my flesh apart and leave me rotting in the basement
stomp my fucking skull into the dark grey pavement
i am just a hollow shell a body not to lay with
i just wanna feel the love instead of always fakin

fake shit
i dont wanna take it no more
im vacant 
watch my vessel sink in the floor
self hatreds 
the only thing i feel any more
ill take it
just so you dont walk out the doooor

dont walk out
goin too fast cant stop now
put my heart on lockdown

dont walk out
goin too fast cant stop now
put my heart on lockdown
we gon make it out now

we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out
we we we we we gon fuckin make it out

i said we could fucking make it out
grabbed me by the face & kissed me
then we started making out
i was listening to dgd & it was raining out
voices in my head been asking what are you complaining bout

i said what are u complainin bout
baby we could make it outta here without a hint of doubt
i think im infected and theyl never find an antidote
everything is golden in my eyes i think ur freakin out

and its really over nothing
ur overreacting
that was what youd tell me when id get in a rut

ill always let you have me
any day you ask me
even if ur nothing but a snake in the mud

we'll make it out of here, i promise

lyrics

I left that house in October
like on cloud nine
idek at the time
why you'd be mine
I just take the emotions
nd I turn them into sound bytes
things that we share stay seated in my mind
I left that house in October
like on cloud nine
idek at the time
why you'd be mine
I just take the emotions
nd I turn them into sound bytes
things that we share stay seated in my mind

these times 
hardly yield what
we'd classify
holy and Ill
sit tight
on Halloween and
pretend I don't think of u every 

ion have the energy to go thru this anymore
and u laughed in my face
when I was down on the floor
the tears that flow freely I will drown in
and the wheels that go turning are out again
and I fight hard to be tossed round again
so I been on my own and conjure up defense
I wish for one day where ur not in my head
useless I'm just so useless

I left that house in October
like on cloud nine
idek at the time
why you'd be mine
I just take the emotions
nd I turn them into sound bytes
things that we share stay seated in my mind


October

tone (prod. silikbeats)

lyrics

another Tuesday in this house
crashed out passed out
my head 2 loudddd
strait falling down
laid on the ground
wht to talk Abt
I'm filled w doubt
that we gon make it out

promise u im listening but
but my head2loud
prms u im tryna think but
but my head 2 loud
promise u im listening but
but my head2loud
prms u im tryna think but
but my head 2 loud

brain is shot
turn it off
or leave it on
it's not my fault
it's not my fault
it's not my fault
it's not my fault
it's not my fault 

promise u im listening but
but my head2loud
prms u im tryna think but
but my head 2 loud
promise u im listening but
but my head2loud
prms u im tryna think but
but my head 2 loud
head2loud
head2loud
head2loud
head2loud
head2loud
head2loud
head2loud
head2loud



Head222222loud

dont try to rescue someone who wants to be rescued & be careful rescuing someone who wants to be rescued
ohh ooo ohhh ooo
im the complete opposite of self sufficient
and i dont think that ill ever listen
momma used to say you better clean your act up
but now im out here in a room full of actors
and i cant tell what the fuck really matters
im tryna come up they keep kicking the latter
your glass filled half way well mines looking shattered
i can feel it in the air theres not much special
i dont wanna leave you let alone learn to let go
i just want the chicken cheese and guap keep the queso
fighting with you is like a war in the court room
and i lose every single time its a case closed
walking with my demon and i gave him my halo
standing on my business ima do what i say so

and sometimes i may feel like im an idiot
fuck it baby let em think that im an idiot
hold tight and we'll be there in a minute
pick a fight and jus tell me wen u finished
lately i dont like the person im becoming in the mirror 
i keep running i keep running i keep running it aint clear
and they say im close to something but it dont feel like im near
umm i cant even tell you how the fuck i got here
i dont ever think youll feel what i feel
i put blood sweat and tears in this bitch for years

unfinished draft i may or may not finish

Bloodoath - Exes (Thizz'd out)

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You Remind Me Of Violet Feat. Danny's Adventures (Kanabeats)

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