these shallow waters are still too deep for my heart

Devil Girl ft 6obby

Bruce Wayne (prod. mays music)

Black & blue w/ Yung ØD

(Hook)
Baby I’m so black and blue
Tell me what the fuck to do 
I been trying to escape but I keep wondering like who
Should I be asking for help cus it’s so lonely at the bottom
I got bruises and these scars but yet you calling me the problem
Your abuse was free, but everything was at cost 
I took chance for this love but now the feelings were lost 
I’m fully engaged in your life, like my past time 
All I see is black, but feeling blue in the inside ddff

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7. Black & Blue (feat. Yung Ø.D)

This is a song about devin’s world as a child and what he went through as his parents divorced when he was young. It is a very personal song to him and I’m happy to get to share with you all. 

Devin is coming out with an album titled “FINDING MY WAY HOME” exploring how he found is way to who he is today. This album comes out March 22. Be sure to check it out!

Lyrics:

~Intro~

Rough like a rider 
I been healing from wounds since I was a child 
Yeah I like that 
Uh 
Uh

~Hook~

Rough like a rider 
I been healing from wounds since I was a child 
I’m a survivor 
I been healing from my wounds healing from my wounds since I was a child 
X2

~Verse~

Growing up like I taught myself to walk 
Grew up so much differently than all those chalk playing kids 
Drawing on the streets with their fists
While I watched my parents fight deep in the abyss 
Watched them break up oh that was quite the change up 
Now I got two houses in which I could maybe wake up 
All this happened when I was just 4 
So much family trauma that I had endured 
It’s like how could you expect me to understand 
It’s like one day out of no where there’s a change of plans 
Never again will I get to swing from both your hands 
But it’s made me who I am 
Yeah it’s sad cause the memories are fleeting
Every year I’m older it’s like they keep on deleting 
They’re leaving 
Till there’s absolutely nothing left 
Imma give you what I have till I got nothing left 

~Hook~

Rough like a rider 
I been healing from wounds since I was a child 
I’m a survivor 
I been healing from my wounds healing from my wounds since I was a child 
X2

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Devin's World - Wounds (Prod. The Sound Clown)

sewerperson - ghost 0f huron *cover* (sorrowbringer)

enjoy
@maesk337

lyrics:
always hoping for the best of things
wrote a couple songs then just deleted
i wasnt meant for this
talking bout how i feel
looking inside your eyes
tell me is it even real
how could i be something
if im always giving up
how could we be nothing
after all the shit we spoke
the sun rises by the morning
even when i do you wrong
so tell me whats the point of shit
im trying to move it on
cuz when i lay at night
girl all i think about is you
wish i had u by my side
but it was me who wanted to leave
and i still cry myself to sleep
cuz we were meant to be
wondering how you doing
havent seen ur eyes in weeks
but i guess ur better like that
i swear
cant help but blame myself
for every anxiety attack
and now we're past
but girl i hope u know
that im still praying 
for ur best
cuz i still love u girl
it wont change

maesk:
I’m hiding under crow wings
This sample of the sap from inside my coat just helps me slow things
Pinpoint every time I did you wrong and how you felt inside those moments
And when I lose that face I pour another potion up to heal

My tracks are all concealed
The future felt so real
I’d rather be in pieces right now I don’t know how to feel
Its heartache finding pictures right now, got me skipping meals
But I hope you’re doing better just miss that smile in all those fields

Wish I could take aback the mistakes
Wish I could smile at the memories we made

Because when I lay at night girl all I think about is you
Wish I had you by my side but it was you who wanted to leave 
I still cry myself to sleep because we were meant to be 
Wondering how you’re doing haven’t seen your eyes in weeks

all i think about is you (w/ Maesk)

The dragon within the Grotto has awoken. His heart pure mind strong, and growth apparent; we see what he has become. Frozen but powerful, his mind, body, heart, and soul are seen throughout this mixtape. We are one with the Grotto and one with the dragon and his heart.

I've Been Waiting (prod. Pacific)

[lyrics]

my heart dead hurts right now i cant feel
you look so cute right now i cant deal
why do you make me feel so fucking safe?
can we both just pull up and go away?
(x2)

every single morning coolin by my lonely
i just hope you know i dont wanna be ya homie
wanna be the one you dont waste your time with
can you please be mine quick?
yeah i had my doubts i dont wanna feel the pain
can you see what im about? cause i think that im insane
everytime that we go talk i just hope you understand that
even through it all i just wanna be your man

i see you calling my feelings are falling
im mad that i feel this way
can we please just go away?
(x2)

my heart dead hurts right now i cant feel
you look so cute right now i cant deal
why do you make me feel so fucking safe?
can we both just pull up and go away?
(x2)

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Cherry Wine 2 x Polar333

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