Girls are all the same just break my heart already or nah
Hunt for my heart already or not
(mwah cutie)
And I really drunk but I feel drunk
I aint really drinking but I'm about to
I don't really know how to talk to people,
psych I'm great at it but I got to fake and shit
'Cause if I smile and I dont I dont know I get treated like a bitch
Treated like I aint shit, stand up tall be yourself psyche nah
Whatever though I just wanna be me 
I'm tired of living like someone else so fuck you

Look I've been hurt so I see things different,
I wanna find a girl who can flip perspective,
Warm reflection makes me feel, 
I fall too fast it's never real
Why god do I have to feel take my heart to hold and peel
Hold my tongue and not my breath I'm in too deep and its not clear

Girls are all the same just break my heart already or nah
Hunt for my heart already or not
(La La La La Or Nah)
Girls are all the same just break my heart already or nah
Hunt for my heart already or not
(mwah cutie)
And I really drunk but I feel drunk
I aint really drinking but I'm about to
I don't really know how to talk to people,
psych I'm great at it but I got to fake and shit
'Cause if I smile and I dont I dont know I get treated like a bitch
Treated like I aint shit, stand up tall be yourself psyche nah
Whatever though I just wanna be me 
I'm tired of living like someone else so fuck you

Girls (jang0)

i hope so too.....

PERFORMED BY-
https://soundcloud.com/xaydex
https://soundcloud.com/devilboyxo
https://soundcloud.com/sadghxst

LYRICS~
(xay)

i'm putting mayo on my burger
if i see a devil ima put his lettuce in uh
i fuck a bitch then i murder her
i pull her out the trunk then i be burning it uh
filling my cart with the milk thats expired
i put a lil hint of that heroin uh
i aint got no time for a heathen
if i got the words for it i'll be screamin it uh

(Sad Ghxst)

HITBOX WHEN I POP OFF
DON'T TALK BOY, I KNOW YOU SOFT
IT'S OH SHIT WHEN I STEP IN
NOW YOU PISSED CUZ I'M LEGIT
NOW YO BITCH ON HER KNEES ITS MAKIN YOU SICK
YOU DON'T WANT ME MAKIN MUSIC BUT BITCH I WON'T QUIT

came in the game now i'm fucking it up
grindin all night while you fillin your cup
ruin your life, bitch, i dont give a fuck
came in the game now you dead outta luck
stay in yo lane, you don't want the smoke, uh
don't want the fame, but i'm gettin it, uh
i don't fuck with yo boys and fuck wit yo cliques
but i'm steppin on them and i don't give a shit

(SCAR$)

Pull up break your face with a brick 
Crushing up your teeth im fucking sick
Make you snort the powder 
While your girl is jumping on my dick
I want figure out myself
I got eyes pickled on a shelf


YOU'RE THINKIN' THAT IM FUCKED UP
MAYBE WE SHOULD BREAK UP
CRACK YOUR SKULL OPEN WITH A GOLFCLUB
YOU'RE THINKIN' THAT IM FUCKED UP
THAT I SHOULD BE LOCKED UP

YOU MIGHT BE RIGHT
BUT I'LL BLOW UP

(xay)

DROP, ON HER DEAD! RED LIGHT
I CAN'T SEE, TOO BRIGHT!
CRAWL, DOWN THE VOID, IN MY SOUL, YOUR VOICE I MIND!
EAT, THAT SHIT UP! WE BRING UP-

BRICK!

BRICK! (ft. xaydex, SCAR$, Sad Ghxst)[p. xaydex]

Produced by Hayku: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC3Wh_R4dUAZ25z7Ftzv0s2g

Follow my twitter: twitter.com/DreamsYokai

Lyrics:
oh i dont seem to feel at home in this house
the walls seem to encroach as i breath out
with glassy eyes you look away as i reach out
call your phone but my number on your screen has been bleeped out
im torn apart like our pictures you threw out
in the dead of night i cant find what i need now

with the last push
of my breath
i just hope these words reach you
and you read them
and you catch on to the meaning
but pretend
that youve never even seen them
my message

its these cold nights
im alright
but the chill still cuts right through
i dont wanna go if its not with you 
i dont really know if those words were true
it only takes one night
to lose those lights
turn blue skies to a jet black hue
i dont condone all the shit that i do
dunno how to cope when i got that news

she marked my grave 
with a match that burned for days
let the heat reside within these eyes
til silenced by the blade
the words that i had thought but i dont really care to say
will press on me forever til i crumble from the weight

with the last push
of my breath
i just hope these words reach you
and you read them
and you catch on to the meaning
but pretend
that youve never even seen them
my message

its these cold nights
im alright
but the chill still cuts right through
i dont wanna go if its not with you 
i dont really know if those words were true
it only takes one night
to lose those lights
turn blue skies to a jet black hue
i dont condone all the shit that i do
dunno how to cope when i got that news
ITS THESE COLD NIGHTS 
IM ALRIGHT
BUT THE CHILL STILL CUTS RIGHT THROUGH
I DONT WANNA GO IF ITS NOT WITH YOU
I DONT REALLY KNOW IF THOSE WORDS WERE TRUE
IT ONLY TAKES ONE NIGHT
TO LOSE THOSE LIGHTS
TURN BLUE SKIES TO A JET BLACK HUE
I DONT CONDONE ALL THE SHIT THAT I DO
DUNNO HOW TO COPE WHEN I GOT THAT NEWS



thank u for listening

a message (hayku)

this is fucking disgusting, i meant to do justice to the beat but the effects are all off and I just want to get something out, and my mic is fucked so I can't record new takes I'm sorry

put it out early because I have irl shit to tend to

Lyrics:

woah woah

what the fuck is getting higher just my mileage
my lenses not connecting with my iris
the friction from the ground combats my tires
i'm only comfortable cause of this fucking virus
fucking virus
dealing with a liar
she is not a friend to me but she could be my lover
just her entering is enough for the mood to somber
i don't wanna argue you so sit back where it's calmer

oh my god oh my god what the fuck
why the hell is everybody drunk
saw a bottle fly across the room i almost had to duck
these are not my people so i'll curl right up and tuck

we can talk
we can talk when i'm done
writing on my homie's beat till moon turns into sun
all was well and good and then he drew his fuckin gun
too many people aiming high i do this shit for fun
i don't think i'm gonna win
sorry to my fuckin twin
who wanted me to do more with this life i live
put my "music" in a bin
take it out to trash again
nothing's good enough for me it's all fuckin shit
it's all fuckin shit
i don't deserve like any traction think that i'm unfit
god please don't fucking show your kids
i lose control on the slightest whim

what the fuck is getting higher just my mileage
my lenses not connecting with my iris
the friction from the ground combats my tires
i'm only comfortable cause of this fucking virus
what the fuck is getting higher just my mileage
my lenses not connecting with my iris
the friction from the ground combats my tires
i'm only comfortable cause of this fucking virus

life takes sides and so do i
i'll take this time to thank my guide I swear he saved my life

i'm ugly n fucked
yea you know it's fuckin true
don't you try to sugar coat it
i been questioning my hues
i can't tell is summer autumn
is the winter turning blue
something's fucking with my vision 
maybe last night's pill or 2

i don't know what i took i accept that
i don't know what it did but i love it
i don't know what i drank but i downed it
i don't know what i smoked but i'd puff that
yea yea yea
it's all fucking shit
i don't really care bout anything my eyelights dim
oh my god i'm so done with this

what the fuck is getting higher just my mileage
my lenses not connecting with my iris
the friction from the ground combats my tires
i'm only comfortable cause of this fucking virus
what the fuck is getting higher just my mileage
my lenses not connecting with my iris
the friction from the ground combats my tires
i'm only comfortable cause of this fucking virus

a generic depressing song [prod. aytayga]

lyrics below :

I want you to- 
break me down as she goes away 
what would it take just to hold you? 
break me down as she goes away 
what would it take to control you? 
don’t wanna touch your skin, I wanna rip it off 
And when you’re fucking me, do you get off? 
Break me down as she goes away 
What would it take just to hold you? 

And I don’t even like being perceived enough to be eaten 
want my body and soul 
to be spread out on my ceilings
tell me baby, you feel it? 
teeth down on my neck baby, I can feel it 
eat it, bite down & your blood, I can see it 
I’ll bite harder cus I know I can treat it 
Swear it’s more than a feeling, swear it’s more than a feeling 
Swear it’s more than a- 

more than a- I wanna take you out 
marks down on my flesh 
Take away all my doubts 
I wanna take you in 
want the rest of it, I’ll take up your days 

break me down as she goes away 
what would it take just to hold you? 
break me down as she goes away 
what would it take to control you? 
don’t wanna touch your skin, I wanna rip it off 
And when you’re fucking me, do you get off? 
Break me down as she goes away 
What would it take just to hold you? 

what would it take just to hold you? 
Is it so wrong to control you? 
cus I just wanna be the one 
to take away most of your pain, oh~

Don’t wanna touch your skin, I wanna rip it off 
Don’t wanna touch your skin, I wanna rip it off 
Don’t wanna touch your skin, I wanna rip it off 

on & on & round & round & round 
I seem to spin around on this damned carousel 
It’s a cycle of its own, i can’t get out 
You say I’m more than just a fuck but I’m filled with doubt 
I tell myself that it’s over and I’m done now 
But then again I know imma just get dolled up & now I’m back at your house now, I’m in your palms now trying not to freak out 
Before you put it in can you open up that window? I want my screams to be heard from the ceilings 
He likes my taste and the way I give him feeling 
Still has the nerve to take control it gives me feelings
Still has the nerve just to ask me how I’m feeling 
Know how I’m feeling? Make me your toy
yeah 

I want you to-
break me down as she goes away 
what would it take just to hold you? 
break me down as she goes away 
what would it take to control you? 
don’t wanna touch your skin, I wanna rip it off 
And when you’re fucking me, do you get off? 
Break me down as she goes away 
What would it take just to hold you?

when she’s not around

Who The Fuck Are You?

Auto Pilot (feat. dylan xo) + NetuH

i disagree
i disagree
i disagree
i dissagree

Disagree

prod. ocean

lyrics
----------

I
tried
my
very best to stay alive
but the pain
brings me down
I don't know how long I'll last

I lie too much
I say that I'm fine
that's a fucking lie
I'm nowhere close to that
I've been feeling so alone
since that morning at my home
when i didn't cry at all
I felt crazy, I felt dumb
I've been thinking bout that day
I can't even say
all the fucking pain
built up in my heart
I don't believe that I,
can get too far
without you by my side
I cant even try
pain is too much
I forgot what I'm worth
forgot what i'm worth

cuz you gave me everything
and you gave me my life
now you're not here with me
so I'll try to stay alive

alive (prod. ocean)

Hope y'all enjoy, thanks to WhosMerci for going crazy on the verse as always and to KyG for killing the beat yet again!

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Follow WhosMerci: https://soundcloud.com/whosmerci

Produced by KyG Beats: https://www.youtube.com/c/KyGKnikker/videos

Lyrics:
{YOKAI DREAMS}
It's 4 AM I'm sleep deprived and my head hurts behind these eyes
Can't get to bed with these thoughts in mind so I sit and wait for the pass of time
The sun comes up shines through the blinds
My hairs a mess and so's my life
I can't pretend that I feel alright
So I wait some more in this bed til night

It's too much in this moment
I'll see you in the morning

In the back of the party
You were all on him
Dancing in the lights
Tears in the shot glass
Clothes on the nightstand
Guess it just wasn't my night
Drums in the background
I can't pretend that
I'm feeling alright
Fleeing out the back door
Crying on her back porch
Wish I didn't get an invite

{MERCI}
Baby why you wanna ruin my night
Im not trying to fight you
Right through, the good times
If theres a party going down bring good vibes cause i need them,
Everybody says the same thing i think i should believe them,
You take all the hearts and bleed them dry,
Why’d I ever try, why’d i ever try
This should be goodbye, goodbye
Nothings going the way that I want it to be,
Its a shame, im the one that you wanted to see,
I cant change for you
Im not made for you, 
And i hate what you do to me

{YOKAI DREAMS}
Night falls, I keep the hall light on
In my bedroom, I stay too long
Don't go to sleep
Don't go to bed
Don't go away
Stay in my head
Our song was on
When you declared me dead
My bathroom walls are filled with red

In the back of the party
You were all on him
Dancing in the lights
Tears in the shot glass
Clothes on the nightstand
Guess it just wasn't my night
Drums in the background
I can't pretend that
I'm feeling alright
Fleeing out the back door
Crying on her back porch
Wish I didn't get an invite

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Back Of The Party w/ WhosMerci (Prod. KyG)

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

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Back Of The Party w/ WhosMerci (Prod. KyG)

Yokai Dreams