this is chill with a good story, diggydope

kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me kiss me

R&B Vibes let's fucking go love this song the mixing is really good have a great day <3

@autumndropsdead
@caspywaspy

(autumn)
breathe in breathe out
breathe out (2x)
keep me around
(keep me around)

can't you feel the stress from the trees
see em bleeding?
trying less and less what is
left to believe in?

too much to express so i pent for a reason
go and be my guest
hunt me down; deer season
yeah, yeah

i need to breathe in, breathe out
breathe, please.
(please)

(casperrr)
i'm deep down in my head again
and i'm laying down in my bed again
i hate this stress, doesn't let me rest
baby lately I've been praying for the best

and i hate this life but i'm afraid of death
why is time going by so fast
and my head is turning to a fucking mess

i wanna go away and move out west
hate builds up and fills my soul
(fills my soul)
baby i've been trying to do this on my own
so~

(autumn & casperrr)
breathe in breathe out
breathe out (2x)
keep me around
(keep me around)

autumndropsdead - Deer Season (ft. casperrr) [+ 2001]

Mixed/Mastered By Me https://soundcloud.com/sadboykana & https://soundcloud.com/auby4rc
-
Produced By https://soundcloud.com/lindenblossom & https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
-
[Lyrics]

(kana)
Why do i keep trying?
Questioning my life now
God i feel so tired
Always being let down
And you were just a liar
Girl you got me fucked up
Walking down the wire
You're wastin my time love
Quit textin my phone up
I swear that i'm so done
I swear i'm not in love
Left me feelin so numb
Pictures on my walls i
Burnt it all to ashes
Made sure that i left them
How you left me
I'm damaged

(akiradoves)
i feel so dead when i'm holding my hand 
the tears on your chest babe i don't understand 
tell me why you lie tell me why you're cold 
and i don't wanna wait anymore
so tell me why you're gone
somewhere around my heart hurts
sometimes i feel useful 
but most the times i feel like i am nothing

(auby)
you make me forget the things that i said
i don't wanna hurt you but you make me upset
i need to focus on myself instead
don't know if you want this
it's all in my head

suffering w/ kana & auby (linden & nevrfall)

<3 

tilting over like the pictures on your wall
i didnt wanna meet your mom and dad they didnt like me at all
somehow they liked me oh
down the line its you and me now that dont get along and
somethings arent always better than nothing
your love is like the ocean and i just wanna jump in
relationships and me they hardly ever work
im tryna keep my balance i just keep slipping first

so is it annoying i keep falling
no i dont wanna say goodbye
and it keeps slipping in my conscious
youre better off not being alive
oh im disgusted
i wanna end it all and watch the world turn to dust bitch
im tired of seeing everybody get what they want 
when i cant get what i need
im on the fucking edge of everything i just wanna leave

oh oh oh
so is it important to you cause god knows this shits important to me
and i lost every part of me trynna be what they want me to be
theres a war inside my head lately i just want peace
so is it annoying i keep falling cant stand on my two damn feet
i tried a thousand of times im at a thousand and one
i wanna blow my fucking brains but i dont own a gun
none of this is fun

so is it annoying i keep falling
no i dont wanna say goodbye
and it keeps slipping in my conscious
youre better off not being alive
oh im disgusted
i wanna end it all and watch the world turn to dust bitch
im tired of seeing everybody get what they want 
when i cant get what i need
im on the fucking edge of everything i just wanna leave

<3

disgusted with myself

spotify

DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF [p. king theta]

i think it’s time, i
finally stay the night 
and you can look your best
it doesn’t matter 
anything to me
i can’t do anything right 
i’ll zip up my lips cus
i don’t wanna lie to you 

so i’ll try, try 
until i cave in
in my sleep 
see familiar faces 
heart gone blue 
need ventilation 
all my bones shake with anticipation 
and you try but you cannot erase it 
time well spent, i be fillin these pages 
with pretty words that i thought would get her
i’m not the same as i was in december

my dreams are trying to kill me (bennykaay)

【﻿ｉ　ｄｏｎ＇ｔ　ｎｅｅｄ　ｎｏ　ｓｈｏｕｌｄｅｒ】
   【ｗｈｅｎ　ｆａｌｌ　ｃｏｍｅｓ　ａｒｏｕｎｄ】

AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yqpbPsXyY1g
thank you so much for listening
produced by @user-230494921 🧡
cover art drawn by @HoneyDMilkTeax on twitter <3

i don't got time, always less
make straight shit, cry about it in my bed
irritation over when i try to improve a mix
wishing i was at my max
i don't know where i'm at
don't know where i'm-

when the fog lifts up from my head
i let the mist drip down from my eyes, to my lips
and i know that note was "off",
but i can't bother to fix it
i accept that i'm blessed with the curse of a sickness

the light shines down; radiate the heat
i feel it like an oven
the sun'll switch up
when it's got enough lovin'
but i'm used to it; anticipate the ruining
at any chance i'll ruin it
idle in my room again, feeling like a-

i'd let down my hair but it keeps falling out
but it's too complicated
they scream, "what's that bout?"
i'll just down another substance
in a hope it takes me out
and i don't need no shoulder when fall comes around

so thankful for those that have helped me along
despite how i'm trash, despite all my flaws
i hope all i work for one day'll pay off
cause every time i look at myself i scoff

don't ask me what's wrong
you won't like what you're hearing
or probably just not even get it
(you'll probably just not even get it, get it?)

(2x)
i don't got time, always less
make straight shit, cry about it in my bed
irritation over when i try to improve a mix
wishing i was at my max
i don't know where i'm at
don't know where i'm-

slipped through the vines
then i landed in the underground
if i was lost in the first place
then i was never found
wow
you'd really go through all of that?
just to feel like you have a sense of yourself on track?
no shit
i've dreamt of this for ages
you really don't get how many people don't "make it"
but that's their fault
i don't want it to be mine
it's more than just a matter of time

scoff [prod. 4lexf]

good night
enjoy

lyrics:
tell me how to feel
tell me how to live
clearly i dont know
cuz now i rly cant forgive
put ur heart in a keepsake 
tellin him shit that we’d say
i smoke up for the relay
used to think that every
thing i’d say was backwards
shit i didnt matter
hard to cope at all
when i hear is all the chatter
my mind is fixed on my passion
i struggle with takin action

how can i forget?
easily in fact
u make it so hard to love u
& god i’d love to
but fuck no after that

how can i forget?
everything we had
clearly its not a struggle
if u can figure it
out then its not bad

tell me how to cope
late december snow
blurry photographs
its chilly in the autumn cold
u know i miss u, farther
than we’ve been before
i know it got too hard
thats why im gone for good

how can i forget?
easily in fact
u make it so hard to love u
& god i’d love to
but fuck no after that

how can i forget?
everything we had
clearly its not a struggle
if u can figure it
out then its not bad

easily, in fact [autrioly]

I haven't left this hole in weeks
Relive the same day on repeat
You're gone, there's nothing left except this letter
I take a pill and go to sleep
Watch my life play out on screens
It's been too long, okay whatever (Oh, oh, oh)
I've never felt so far away
When you're with him, I'm wide awake
Tell me love, does he do it better?
Think I'm running out of time again
Pack my bags, don't tell my friends
You must've known this won't last forever
But now I'm falling to pieces
I don't have a reason
You were all that I needed
Now I can't stop the bleeding (oh, woah)

I fell in love with someone I imagined you to be
I just wanna get some sleep

I can't talk about it right now, it takes a little time
I went everywhere with you, now I can't even go outside
I been talking to the devil, think for sure I'm gonna die
But maybe that's just fine, maybe that's just fine
Is it fun for you to make me feel like this? Don't fucking lie
Leave me lying on the tile while my veins are running dry
And I know that I'd do anything to fake it for the night
Just tell me that it's fine, tell me that it's fine

I'll just rot away inside, do the only thing I'm good at
They were never there for you, so don't you fucking look back
Wait until they see you on the stage, you can look 'em in the face
Show 'em everything they could've had
Now I talk when I want, I don't owe you a response
My replacement left, that's not my problem
Love me when I'm gone, then pretend you're better off
I got everything I wanted
I got everything I wanted
I have everything
(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)

I can't talk about it right now, it takes a little time
I told you that I loved you and you didn't seem to mind
I guess I'll leave you alone, just tell your friends I fucking died
I'm writing this about you to remember I'm alive
I fell in love with someone I imagined you to be
I just wanna get some sleep
Before I remember

I can't talk about it right now, it takes a little time
I went everywhere with you, now I can't even go outside
I been talking to the devil, think for sure I'm gonna die
But maybe that's just fine, maybe that's just fine
Is it fun for you to make me feel like this? Don't fucking lie
Leave me lying on the tile while my veins are running dry
And I know that I'd do anything to fake it for the night
Just tell me that it's fine, tell me that it's fine

it takes a little time

I hope u love it, enjoy <3

prod. me
https://soundcloud.com/nihil2free on guitar
collab with https://soundcloud.com/bitekivibes
shoutout to both of them for real


lyrics:
i've been trying to fight off this gravity
can't have shit in this life its fucking comedy
seems to be i worked up on my honestly 
were still stressed, nothings left, somethings gotta be up
tell me that you don't give a fuck
i said, "okay see you in bit" 
crushed my hand with a mallet
ditch all my attachments and bring the fucking damage

keeping me up on a late night 
in deep, no sleep in my damn eyes 
you said you missed me i said, "damn right"
can't rest i'm stressed till the daylight

i could use a little bit of closure
fucking up my mental i've been distant and colder
they're so judgemental it sucks my composure
all i have left is what i should have told her

break me down to see myself
i've lost my mind
don't need your help.

now i get it
synthetic how they act around me tryna be my friends its pathetic.
i keep waking up to panic 
suppression locked in, i cant stop it.

gravity.deprived

prod me

out everywhere the 24th

twitter: https://twitter.com/DreamsYokai

happy vday lol

lyrics:

i done grown sick of this city man i hate it here
hate it how i only ever see you when i say that
i don't ever wanna talk to you again
no i never wanna talk to you again
get me low, i don't mind
make me wait, you could lie
just to stay another night but i know that
you don't ever wanna talk to me again
no you never wanna talk to me again

i hope that ur happy
blood in the backseat
foot to the floor and i hope i'll be crashing
4 in the morning, u haven't been back yet
what's so important ur cutting off access?
seem a little different now, you've changed somehow
i can smell his cologne on ur mattress
honest i thought we were past this
hope that ur happy
cuz i didn't plan this

i hope that ur happy

Lost [prod. prodbyvvd]

stream anywhere :) https://fanlink.to/read-receipts-ft-heylog

written & performed by: @lonesity & @heylog
produced by: @lonesity
engineered by: @camjmusic & @lonesity

lyrics:

[hook: x2]
i understand if you don't wanna be around me
lately i been actin' up a lot, it's unhealthy
a puzzle piece is all i am, searchin' for the right fit
how the fuck i'm finna find somebody if they all dip?

[verse 1:]
nobody wanna hang with me
i get it
i would have to agree
that i'm not perfect
but random people love me
i don't get it
don't know what they see in me
i'm just curious
i'm thinking back on what you said to me
i don't know what i am or what i'm supposed to be
in the end i'll be there when you're close to me
i doubt you'll ever get there, but we'll just wait 'n' see

[hook: x2]
i understand if you don't wanna be around me
lately i been actin' up a lot, it's unhealthy
a puzzle piece is all i am, searchin for the right fit
how the fuck i'm finna find somebody if they all dip?

[verse 2:]
nobody wanna hang with me
i get it
i would have to agree
i'm a lost person
i smile finally
but it don't last for long
99 percent of the day
i wear a frown
i swear to god i don't belong with anyone
'cause they tend to fall out of love
keep that in touch
i swear to god no one
understands me
and i end up pissing me off
it's not healthy

[hook: x2]
i understand if you don't wanna be around me
lately i been actin' up a lot, it's unhealthy
a puzzle piece is all i am, searchin for the right fit
how the fuck i'm finna find somebody if they all dip?

read receipts (ft. heylog)

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i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

@bitekivibes

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Email: yokaidreams30@gmail.com

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