prod. me

(guitar by capsctrl)

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lyrics:
I’m such a loser I know you secretly want someone who’s cooler, I dont blame you
im so fuckin awkward
people speak of shit that I never heard of
lifes so pointless, yea

look at me, look at me am I ugly?
I need honesty, I can see it in your face love.
do you really enjoy my time or am I jus comfort?
(am I just comfort?)
we can’t hold conversations in different places
(how the fuck does that work)
honestly you wouldn’t understand what goes on in me
this shit so hard to beat

I'm sorry i never meant for it to be this way
getting mad all the time, and then we sleep all day

I’m such a loser I know you secretly want someone who’s cooler, I dont blame you
im so fuckin awkward
people speak of shit that I never heard of
lifes so pointless, yea

i'm sorry

spotify

i'm sorry.

Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by @hellahaunted & @sainttomorrow
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


and ive been smoking too much like every day
since fifteen think it's rotting my brain

i got my windows closed but i still hear the rain

i don't like myself anymore

think i've changed

and while you sit there drunk on the side of the pave

do you ever think about those times in the cage

with your friends in the sun oh those times they have changed

now i'm sitting on my own thinking of life on a stage


thinkin of life on a stage

these days i'm alone 

take 3 blunts to the face

spend my days blazed just thinking of life in the states

shoutout jj
i'm tryna record everyday


i think i'm going straight to hell for those two years

if you didnt know im sad you must be new here

cliche dyed hair
i'm a loser

forever screaming on my own at a computer


i'm a loser and I know it
got it tatted on my sleeve just to show how much i own it
stay glued to my computer
writing sad songs and playing first-person shooters


watch me self-destruct

catch me yelling "nerf this"
while i'm rolling up another blunt


i used to do this for fun

now i do this on account of all of my bad luck

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled

i don't even know what i'm fighting for



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Loser w/ sendflowrs (Prod. caves & Saint Tomorrow)

shiki:
if i told you i could take you to the moon, would you believe me?
and if i never ever told the truth, would you still leave me?
and you could never make this right, so it’s easy
and i don’t wanna make you cry so i’m leaving
re:
pop another bottle, end up broken on the floor
celebrating is my motto so i drink another 4
but i never get enough you always leave me wanting more
i’m addicted to your love but now ur sayin that ur bored
oh i’m so tired of pretending that i’ll leave you
say ur sorry and i swear that i’ll believe you
why’s it gotta be so hard
you just wanna break my heart
skele:if i told you i loved you, would you believe me
try not to think about how you don’t really need me
i know you love it, how it hurts, you got me bleeding
you could break me apart, i’m never leaving
and i just wanna make this work
it cuts deep, i don’t care if it hurts
would you leave if i say you’re the worst
leave me roses while i’m laying in the dirt
follow us:
@shikixo
@arr_eeh
@lilskeleskrrt
@splashgvng
@jolst

take you to the moon w/ skele x re: (prod.  splashgvng x jolst)

you put ur hands all on me now im leaving
you tell me that you love me, do you mean it ?
mean it 
mean it
dont you ever mean it ?
how could i mean everything you keep me as a secret

i put the switchblade to my arm
you left in the pain now its all gone wrong
you left me in vein now youre all i want
i dont gotta stay but shes all i want

like keep me as a secret
you mean it ? you wont leave ?
tell me that you miss him im griping upon ur sleeve
and even in the end i wont matter i wont breathe
im sick of always wanting the best and its not me

sleepwater
keep me from what you been selling please
pushing straight down make it hard to breath
i'm not okay now find it to hard breath !
dont know who to chase now, guess it wasn't me
rolling with my
guess ill just roll on my own i guess ill just roll on my own

i put the switchblade to my arm
you left in the pain now its all gone wrong
you left me in vein now youre all i want
i dont gotta stay but shes all i want

like keep me as a secret
you mean it ? you wont leave ?
tell me that you miss him im griping upon ur sleeve
and even in the end i wont matter i wont breathe
im sick of always wanting the best and its not me

roll on my own (feat. sleepwater)(prod. unlucky)

Out November 17th

Stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yokaidreams/scumbag

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Produced by McX: https://www.youtube.com/c/McXmusik

lyrics:

swear my stomach been upset
i been dealin with this unrest
too long til the sunset
rather not have any blood shed
she say i'm sick like disease
i blow ur mind with such ease
u ain't never seen nothing like the real me
but it really can't compare to the big screen

had a picture of the 2 of us lighting up my home screen
now you lookin at me like you don't even know me
i got blood on my jeans killing old me
watching old photographs burn slow

fuck you baby girl i'm gonna fly
i been living life like i'm never gonna die
you should change your state of mind
got ur best friend send me texts with the heart eyes

so what if i'm an asshole?
so what if i'm a scumbag baby?
she always calling me a piece of shit but she don't even really know the half of it
so what if i'm an asshole?
so what if i'm a scumbag baby?
she always calling me a piece of shit but she don't even really know the half of it

swear my stomach been upset
i been dealin with this unrest
too long til the sunset
rather not have any blood shed
she say i'm sick like disease
i blow ur mind with such ease
u ain't never seen nothing like the real me
but it really can't compare to the big screen

scumbag (prod. mcx)

-NAVY-
i aint nothing
i aint nothing
do ur talking
i know u like it

u try to stop it
ur fuckin drugs which confinement are u hiding in, i cannot fuckin find it
-Hiraeth-
staring at the ceiling baby all i see is blood
u dont gotta call me now its nearly been a monf
u. aint gotta tell me that u luv me its a front
all my feelings are gone now u said u where done
i dont even wanna text you
i never thought id bean issue
"didnt mean to mistreat u"
my god have a reason

-NAVY-
but it wastes, wastes, wastes
been pullin on ur waist
im in space, space, space
aint nothin like it used to be
erased, reased, rased
im waiting on the day
putta 5 up to my head if u think u can run away
ima end it, end it, i hear voices in my basement

its hard to realize the sounds that fiddle in the distance
but you missed

-Hiraeth-
when i die would you let me grieve 
running out of skin 
nothing left of me
feel the marrow in my bone 
u gotta set me free
my god. 
my god would you let me breathe


-Sleepwater-
i wish u wouldent hurt me
the things u do desert me
so vacant for what concerns me
my bloods in ur vial turn me (into)
a dirty cheating scumbag
i know that i hate myself
i feel like a lost book that turned me down
i guess im just another hand me out

-NAVY-
im vacant, i stare blank, at the floor
theres nothing left, to mourn

-sleepwater-
im just not ur agony
you can lay me down, peacefully
I'm just, not ur agony


I Hear Screams In The Distance ft. hiraeth & sleepwater (prod. uforia)

prod. me x soundcloud.com/cay2o

lyrics:

I been thinking bout us
I kno i’ll never get that trust again 
lucky me, but look what the fucks the point 
at war with the thought of avoidin the truth that i’m just a fuckin loser to you.
I suck at everything I do so don’t get it confused I get the disappointment in me

look at the bigger picture it’s a part of it
trust it only stays if your hearts in it
look I kno we’re not okay but life’s a bitch
hope that we feel better but it never ends

I was still lost when you found me don’t doubt.
just because I fucked up dont mean that im drownin 
under my own judgement came to that im nothin
tryin my best but it falls flat like always

I been passin time sleepin thru the day like 
nothin 
tryna fight the nerves, but they pull me in like quicksand 
im too insecure no I can’t be on a polaroid 
I hope u understand how I been doin hope ur proud of me

loser

[+] if you want my heart you gotta steal that </3
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt + @steadysuffer * produced by @prodjolst *

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wanna go back

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wanna go back (feat. skele + steadysuffer)

stay away please

self_worth (idly blare)

Lost Game

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

@ninenineteencollective

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scumbag (prod. mcx)

Yokai Dreams