produced by hiraeth


and the wall still comes down
steady running where we are 
we'll break down
and no one ever wanted her 
we know now
every brick is in our heart 
we fall down

wall (we'll) break down

izalith

@sleepywater is a qt i love him
(sleepwater)
im an insomniac an i dont get no sleep
i wish u would call me back do u find the irony in me?
point ur stubbon finger its a shame that i still linger
a part of u im broken, i think that i might pull the trigger
empty shells im still broken, still searchin for what is woven
in the seams yh im still looking, feel like i was fucking chosen
to die this fucking way, in my grave no i awoken
im seeing stars today, ur the reason i keep going,
its a carnage i'm fucking like that, i would rather die in a car crash
why can't you try or even fight bacck, what we had i think it went bad
ur a tree and im a bee, ur a wolf and im its prey
need u back, just let me c :(
what u do and what u need
i dont think ill ever be
anything u ever need
begging on my fucking knees
ur all i ever need :(

(casperrr)
i just i wish i could be helpful
relieve ur stress when the days are painfull 
im so hollow i feel like a void 
am i getting paranoid?
replace me with any other boy
push me down onto the soil
be careful with the gun u shoot, cause u still get the kick from the recoil
even if you hurt me 
even if you brake me 
i will always be here 
to help you with what you need
so brake brake
brake me 
hate hate
hate me 
can you see the irony 
i want to   leave but im stuck in here
stop dont point ur stubbon finger everything goes wrong in the winter
i dont want to pull the trigger but i know that im a sinner
empty shells i know im broken, all the words that werent spoken
the pain won't fucking leave, i feel like i was fucking chosen

stubborn finger w/sleepwater

prod me

our time has passed ik i need you here alone
your face looks nice from the pictures i see on my phone
you don't think twice when i tell you i've grown all alone
was i the one that you wanted before it begun

her name is poison and i am addicted
she cast flames on my heart, ik that shes different
i know  that im lame still living, this is what i predicted
no direction or aim, tunnel vision getting twisted
shes poisonous shes poisonous shes ignorant shes ignorant
shes poisonous shes poisonous shes ignorant shes ignorant
destroy me leave me out, you annoy me your a cow
got some grass to feed, hear me out
you on the fully feed, on the ground?

our time has passed ik i need you here alone
your face looks nice from the pictures i see on my phone
you hide everything you do i'm inside of everything i knew
wipe tears behind pine, get back beside my life
i love you how fuck me then tell me to be fine

her name is poison and i am addicted
she cast flames on my heart, ik that shes different
i know  that im lame still living, this is what i predicted
no direction or aim, tunnel vision getting twisted

something a lil different, hope u enjoy
produced by: @siemspark

LYRICS:

You love and hate me, yeah it breaks me, I'm so fucked up
Too many wounds on my heart heal them with alcohol
I watched you fall back in the arms of someone that you loved
And it wasn't me, I'm so fucking dumb
And after all the mental torture I think I'd finally had enough
Now you're coming back to me and you said you've been out of luck
A normal person would've said that they don't give a fuck
But I just welcome you back with my open arms

'Cause I am still in love
And I don't wanna watch you spiral back out of control
So I just hold you close
I know you need this the most, I don't care if you're ghost
I'm gonna hold you 'cause I'm cold as well
Yeah, you use me, abuse me, I was nothing but an object
After everything I said, you always had to object
I hate the way you use me for your project
Now I'm all alone, guess I was nothing but a target

And after all the mental torture I think I'd finally had enough
Now you're coming back to me and you said you've been out of luck
A normal person would've said that they don't give a fuck
But I just welcome you back with my open arms

'Cause I am still in love (still in love)
And I don't wanna watch you spiral back out of control (out of control)
So I just hold you close
I know you need this the most, I don't care if you're ghost
I'm gonna hold you 'cause I'm cold as well
Yeah, you use me, abuse me, I was nothing but an object
After all the things I said, you always had to object
I hate the way you use me for your project
Now I'm all alone, guess I was nothing but a target

(Use me, abuse me, I was nothing but an object)
(After all the things I said, you always had to object)
(I hate the way you use me for your project)
(Now I'm all alone, guess I was nothing but a- )

object

produced by caves & leftquiet

lyrics:
her obscurities 
i am awkward
freckles down on my wall
my insecurities
keep on killing me
spiders warm my arms
oh you were feeling me
gave you nothing to lead on
maybe we will be up until the dawn
maybe i could greet you to the farm
harvest blood baby
harvest, vest
vest
vest
vest
vest

adjecent to the way i
feel about you
complacent just tell her
i love you
should not care
but heya, i love you

you feel like spiders on my arm
dont threat im easy to disarm
its easy baby just leave me
just leave me
you feel like spiders on my arm
dont threat im easy to disarm
its easy baby just leave me
just leave me

fabulous

Self prod :) 
Hira guitar op

Lyrics 

Im low Im lost
our feelings always crash the same
My eyes get low
I never feel your pain
guess my thoughts feels bad
I dont even need no stash
cuz my hearts too late
I know these feelings suffocate

Been stressed out
stressed out for a minute
my friend died
last year hasnt been it
sat inside
head tied I been spinning
fantasize bout a life i aint living

and if things dont go my way
break bones dont love with the things I say
My heart wont ever ache
I know things that il never say

are my years gone yet
I cannot find death
when it feels the same
Do my eyes know love
cant decide I fucked
everyone thats mean

Guess my choice in stuff it never makes me sane
cuz my hearts to loved and my thoughts too fucked
it will never stay

I know these talks that we have Il never give
You break my arm You touch my heart
Your such a bitch
You fake these thoughts you tell me things
Like what will fix

Iv never had anyone
you lay these tabs on my tongue
I take a trip
Iv seen this world Iv seen your face
it makes me sick
So tell me things
I Never BREAK

Suffocate

prod me<3

lyrics:

take these wings of mine
and clip the feathers
i'm alone like most the time
so it's whatever
put out all the fire
suffocate in the smoke

put my heart on ice
save it for the next
one that sets it alight
guess it's for the best
dead where i lie
so could you define hope?

i've been spending time in places i should never go
all my friends have become people that i hardly know
take me back inside there's nothing quite like this cold
kinda poetic how i am always on my own

if you ask me
don't know what it's all for
i attack me
only i can hurt me to the core
let's keep it classy
don't get blood on the decor

WHY CAN NOTHING EVER BE LIKE HOW IT WAS BEFORE?
BEFORE

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DJ Spaqz - Welcome to the Party

Forever My Son

im such a mess!

fuck out the way

https://soundcloud.com/heylog

https://soundcloud.com/prodmichael

Lyrics:

(bbyk9)
A few words now
Girl you’re in my brain

Could you move cause
Girl you're in my way

Yeah you're just watching, you don’t care if I break

Leave me in the dirt, and walk away

Yeah you fucked me up now I've gone bad
Barely finished this song I was too sad
I got cheap drugs in both hands
I got problems don't say that

And I'm attached now she's mad
Pop pills. and I lean back
You come in, paint the scene black
I got bad plugs like where he at?

Please just shut up get out my way
Mud in the cup blunt to my face
It makes me sick so I don’t say her name
She’s fucking him rubbing it in my face

And I’m not okay
Two or three words put me in a disarray
Need a lil somethin to numb out the pain
Gave me your love should've known it was fake

A few words now
Girl you’re in my brain

Could you move cause
Girl you're in my way

Yeah you're just watching, you don’t care if I break

Leave me in the dirt, and walk away

(heylog)
Like pls girl just get out the way
But she tried seeing if he was okay
And his eyes filled with heavy rain
But he lied said hes happy im great

No she has no idea hes in pain
But he smiles faking every day
And he always said "dump me on the blame"
So he vanished and left not one trace

And if u think i love you baby im already passed ya
And hes falling far behind maybe tyo will help u catch up
I got bigger problems than to worry bout the both of ya
So imma go to sleep even though ill probably dream of you

I wanna get rich so i can isolate in montana
Maybe have a cat and a golden retriever
One named max and the other named bella
Maybe have you, cause i really want you

(bbyk9)
A few words now
Girl you’re in my brain

Could you move cause
Girl you're in my way

Yeah you're just watching, you don’t care if I break

Leave me in the dirt, and walk away

inmyway ft. heylog (prod. xmichaelwarren)

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

@ninenineteencollective

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Yokai Dreams