you tore my heart apart 
now I try to put it back together 
you’re my only love 
I wish that I could be with you forever 
Yeah I fucked up and now you’re gone 
and I don’t know what to do with myself 
Every days the same 
I can’t wash away the pain
so I switch up my meds 
can’t sleep in my bed 
cause I’m always wondering if I’m in your head 

wakin up every day to this life it Fuckin sucks 
Always having you on my mind and I wanna wish you luck 
wish we could’ve worked, I’m always drinking now, I’m fucked 
im going days without eating and only filling up my cup 

I’m running on empty 
cause I don’t have you here anymore 

I do the same thing every day 
Getting high is my escape 
so I don’t have to think of all the problems 
how I couldn’t solve them 
so I write these poems 
singing how I feel so numb 

nothing works anymore 
I’m so empty down to the core 
you closed up all of your doors 
left me here on the floor 

I’m feeling so anxious 
Cause I be fighting this depression 
I never learned my lesson 
always waiting for a message 

God don’t even listen to me 
answer all my questions 
I am always fuckin stressed 
living without any direction 

You were such a blessing 
gave so much affection 
just enough attention 
a beautiful connection 
I always see your reflection 
When I am looking for perfection 
writing songs about you 
fuck, I’m feeling so depressive

everyday's the same (prod. Afterlife)

Don't Mind Me (Prod Splashgvng & jang0)
Key B Major
Bpm 167

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Don't Mind Me

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lyrics-
took a couple pills so we could dance in my head and
never had the strength to leave my bed and
empty bottles and promises got me spending
all my time alone, i think i'm manic
i'm manic no contest
every night i fight to drown all this stress
i digress i digress
everyday i dream of making progress

killed myself in my dreams it's all bliss
didn't expect to wake but forget it
i don't even know why i'm still here singing
singing
singing

so cold winter shiver
hometown memories bitter
fucked up, belligerent, liquor
your lips taste like glitter

took a couple pills so we could dance in my head and
never had the strength to leave my bed and
empty bottles and promises got me spending
all my time alone, i think i'm manic
i'm manic no contest
every night i fight to drown all this stress
i digress i digress
everyday i dream of making progress

i confess
i deny it
if i told you different i'd be lying
stay distant
trying
to see the light at the end yeah it's shining

each night i dream of the days when i
felt safe in a daze under the moonlight
gave blood the pain gets me so high
break down at the red light it's alright

took a couple pills so we could dance in my head and
never had the strength to leave my bed and
empty bottles and promises got me spending
all my time alone, i think i'm manic
i'm manic no contest
every night i fight to drown all this stress
i digress i digress
everyday i dream of making progress

manic

https://linktr.ee/swainesworld

blue shift

blackened
bleeding
hiding

dont get bit
u might go
crazy

get used 
to the 
silence

u on blue shift now
but it cant be

and it wont be baby
wont let it happen to me

been thru way too much
but the pains too much
askin to be saved too much
body parts, still bleed blood

and im
askin for forgiveness once again
father will u hold onto my hand? 
sittin here hallucinating ends 
and idk whats better for me, man

lacerations detected
scratches on the skin next infection
theres always something bigger in the distance
groans, moans and screeches make my heart skip
we got overrun about a week ago
i been sleepin in a box and keep my mouth closed
they dont even come here no more
and they take over planets like its easy mode

never been so scared in my life
feel a little sick, scratched my eye
something weird is happenin inside
i dont know my name or my life
i dont the place where im from
im forgetting language 
help me oh my god 

i cant see anything
but im hungry again

swaine x eric godlow: blue shift

Been wanting to cover this for a while, did my best with what I have.
hope you enjoy.

sewerperson - hated (NAVYXOWER cover) (prod. eric godlow)

Daize

Thank You

Thank You [prod. Rizi]

for granted

Written and recorded by @Alainite & @Sinxi
Produced by @in-bloom-757395817
Mixed and mastered by @hellosloani
Artwork by @scottysplash

I'm running red lights trying to beat the time
I tried to 
Keep it ahead, keep playing on my mind
Can't lose you
Stuck in the middle not leaving you this time
I tried to involve you

And I've been so confused
Could it be that I only wanted love from you
Could you be the only one who makes my heart ring true
Could it be that I only wanted you
Could it be that I only wanted you

And I only want you when the sun comes up 
Would you come dance with me in the moonlight
I would only want you when I call dumb luck 
And I realize that I never really lost sight
Of what I want for you
Of what I'll do for you
But you always held the truth
Now I'm just so confused
Baby won't you stay the night with me
Would you keep me close one night and give me all your company

And I've been so confused
Could it be that I only wanted love from you
Could you be the only one who makes my heart ring true
Could it be that I only wanted you
And I've been so confused
Could it be that I only wanted love from you
Could you be the only one who makes my heart ring true
Could it be that I only wanted you

Oh it's crazy, so crazy
My lady, my lady
What I got to do to prove that I'm the one you wanna choose
Girl I'm faded in my room waiting for you
Oh text me, cos I know you really want to

Cos I've been spending all night waiting for us to stop fighting
I know, yeah I know that I'm wrong
And I've been spending all night waiting for us to stop fighting
I know, yeah I know, yeah I know, yeah I know

And I've been so confused
Could it be that I only wanted love from you
Could you be the only one who makes my heart ring true
Could it be that I only wanted you

And I've been so confused
Could it be that I only wanted love from you
Could you be the only one who makes my heart ring true
Could it be that I only wanted you

Could it be that I only wanted you
Could it be that I only wanted you
Could it be that I only wanted
Could it be that I only wanted you
Could it be that I only wanted

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Confused feat. Sinxi (Prod. In Bloom)

I'm back guys
Link to socials - https://linktr.ee/Lanky
MIXED BY @illfaith
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strings of dreams
she got everything she needs
gotta keep myself so clean 
cause these demons live in me
wash my eyes for the grief
hold my soul don’t you leave 
i swear all my friends are going
cause they don’t care bout me 

(so what i got drunk last night 
i fucked up last night 
i stayed up last night 
i gave up last night) x2
it’s all for you i swear 
said it’s all for you i swear

she got glitter on her eyelids and her hair down low 
even in a room of people she feels so alone
fucked up in the head and hurting in the bones 
nobody answers calls so she isn’t getting home 
check the door 
check the phone
check the watch oh no 
yeah this girl she in her zone
and she isn’t on her own

(so what i got drunk last night 
i fucked up last night 
i stayed up last night 
i gave up last night) x2
it’s all for you i swear 
said it’s all for you i swear

5 gold rings on my left hand
i got 4 gold chains round my neck fam
sitting here listening to pop bands
thinking bought the times when i really thought i had her
take a spirit bad thoughts turn into laughter 
i don’t remember last night or what happened after

Last Night

Last Night (prodswitch + djkhaledsson)

Nightmares and Daydreams produced by Matthew May!

Hope y'all enjoy :)

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Cover Art By: https://soundcloud.com/whosmerci

Thanks to everyone involved, new music soon!

Lyrics:

It's a new dawn baby
I'm a new man lately
Yeah pressure so strong it could crush my spine
As the lights dim down these thoughts unwind
I'm a little lost now but I'll be just fine
As I freeze I feel so alive
Don't make me scream as I fall behind
Those eyes seem to burn right through
Those cuts may bleed but they're not that deep
It's okay it's just a flesh wound

It's the nights like these with our toes in the sand my heart beat feels so strong
I know I said for you I would cross those seas but they seem to go on and on
As the waves increase with a kiss on the cheek I start to feel so calm
I sail out east don't know what's beneath but I'm sure I'll know before long

My time has come to pass
This life kinda feels like ass

The weather here is so harmless but I feel a storm begin to brew
I'm waiting here in this garden hope the rain brings me back to you
The song of the night's supposed to numb the pain
But nothing seems to help with these migraines
I finally get to bed but it doesn't feel true
All I dream about is you

It's the nights like these with our toes in the sand my heart beat feels so strong
I know I said for you I would cross those seas but they seem to go on and on
As the waves increase with a kiss on the cheek I start to feel so calm
I sail out east don't know what's beneath but I'm sure I'll know before long

THAT NIGHT ON THE COAST YOU HELD ME CLOSE AND WHISPERED IN MY EAR
SAID YOU LOVED ME THE MOST AND EVERYBODY KNOWS BUT YOU THINK I'M INSINCERE 
YOU KNOW I CARE I REALLY DO
WANNA SPEND TIME JUST ME AND YOU
WE WERE JUST DUMB KIDS DIDN'T HAVE A CLUE
WHAT WE MEANT BY I LOVE YOU

It's the nights like these with our toes in the sand my heart beat feels so strong
I know I said for you I would cross those seas but they seem to go on and on
As the waves increase with a kiss on the cheek I start to feel so calm
I sail out east don't know what's beneath but I'm sure I'll know before long

T.I.T.S.

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

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T.I.T.S.

Yokai Dreams