the cloud x

underground sound

10for20

nijin

produced by heylog

lyrics:
knew this was all a mistake
as soon as i gave u grace
no matter what i'll b here
she said to me "pls just stay"
i'm at my lowest i've been
don't think i could get lower
so let's share what we have
n fall deep low together
the bones rot in the grave
and they'll all think that he's insane
but i continue to hold me
i swear to god i'm ok

couldn't get lower than this, even if i try my best
don't wait for me in the end, cus i'm never coming back
are u lost, are u a stray
you look like u seem afraid
do u need somewhere to stay
don't worry i'll keep u safe
but promise you'll hold my hand 
cus this world is such a mess
and they will try to break us
so we can't fall for their tricks
i'm at my lowest i've been
don't think i could get lower
so let's share what we have
n fall deep low together
the bones rot in the grave
and they'll all think that he's insane
but i continue to hold me
i swear to god i'm ok

spotify

keep u safe

produced by heylog

lyrics:
she's so far, somewhere i can see
and her lips taste good
they're always hautin me
u let me inside ur home
n all our memories
5 letters ending in 'veaux'
they still hold on to me
holdin on to me

crash
crash away with me
rememberin our past
pass away with me
treat me like your first
but instead i was your last
how could i be so stupid to believe u were exact
latch
ur latchin on to me
i'm burning right through the ash
ur morphed in the heat
sparks flying around the sky
as we share a couple laughs
without u in my life i'm steady livin with that

this is all my fault n wish i could take it back
put my life on the line balancing through every step
don't know if the waters deep don't even know the depth
the rocks fall down the cliff as i'm lookin over the edge
i see your reflection bouncing off the ocean
why do u look mad, ur prolly dissapointed
ur blurry through the heat waves
ashes fly over your face
can't tell if ur mad, can't tell if ur okay
there's so many things i do
to piss or to upset you
i don't have the time to explain what i ask of u
grab her hand, kiss it softly
she can't help but notice the polish slowly tearing
right from her nails
ur nails were always pink and how u looked in my eyes
i paused and couldn't blink
so i failed
and lost your company
i swear i still hear your voice through the phone talking to me

so come and crash
crash away with me
rememberin our past
pass away with me
treat me like your first
but instead i was your last
how could i be so stupid to believe u were exact
latch
ur latchin on to me
i'm burning right through the ash
ur morphed in the heat
sparks flying around the sky
as we share a couple laughs
without u in my life i'm steady livin with that

xuaev

produced by heylog

lyrics:
so how long has it been since i saw you
it was right after summer when i was leaving ur place
and i knew right then and there i won't be okay
wipe the tears from our eyes, everything will be okay
do u believe in love cause i'm having a hard time
believing myself, let's drink to that and raise my
cup and make a toast to us lonely people
at least we know we'll forever be peaceful and so i been
counting months it's almost eleven
since we've talked and showed u affection
i'll never have anyone to connect with
like we had or the feeling of commit
maybe this time i'll go up to heaven
getting weaker by the day, pain just pressing
thinking what to do with my life, it's depressing
thinking i'll always be alone, i expect it

on my arm, you look with dissapointment
i knew it was wrong, trust me won't do it again
u made me feel alive, i thank u for that
now i got a heart that has no light in it

eleven

@1kaido @saiwai @rpsu

//Lyrics
(scruff)
but you wanna talk about feelings i dont know..
well you dont understand
please come again
often I want to live through it again I
could tell you were always against my
point of perspective cus im on the fence all the time
this shit gon make my heart wrench all the time
where did you get that intense paradigm
my abundance and happiness will come in time
your looking around but you will come and find 
me, I wont be looking back I
know im gon but im comin back
to see, if you're really doin that, your really provin that
this is who I wanna be
you want to exploit me
you say that shit like its the best for me at all
but you wanna talk about feelings i dont know..
well you dont understand
please come again
often I want to live through it again I
could tell you were always against my
point of perspective cus im on the fence all the time
this shit gon make my heart wrench all the time
where did you get that intense paradigm
my abundance and happiness will come in time
your looking around but you will come and find 
(kaido)
paradigm bling
what is the point of all the mind games
i dont wanna play
my feelings are fortified
cuz this shit is never the same did you fuel all of my pain
what if i gave up what if i never saved her 
what if i had my bank up
what if i loved u major
what if i gave up what i didnt save her
(scruff)
but you wanna talk about feelings i dont know..
well you dont understand
you're ungrateful (damn)
you should be more thankful (yea)
its not appealing to you
stay focused
I aint noticing this pain growin
never would I expect that
u got a mental illness and you flex that
and im jus tryna get my checks back and you wanna know why-y
well you dont understand
please come again
often I want to live through it again I
could tell you were always against my
point of perspective cus im on the fence all the time
this shit gon make my heart wrench all the time
where did you get that intense paradigm
my abundance and happiness will come in time
your looking around but you will come and find

parasigm

paradigm w/ kaido [p. irusu + sai]

produced by heylog
enjoy

lyrics:
as usual i manage to breakdown
don't bother me i enjoy no sound
can't talk to ppl and i know i should
the nerves i build up come out me like a flood
i expect a better me to finally come my way
but the hope i'm losing is drifting away
i forgot that u were mine and that u exist
and that's a good thing
i'm making progress
i hold a whole heart
i gotta use it wise
i cancel all my plans
cus i changed my mind
she smell like lavender
and i think i'm in love
wait hold on a min
can we take a pause
i needa overthink
when i talk to you
it's not on purpose
now u know the truth
i told u everything
n all my secrets
and now it feels wrong
and i know i'm screwed
i look in your eyes it's like looking in an abyss
thanks for your time i learned a lot from it
i'm different now, done with u, you know what i quit
i'm leaving now, don't care to be part of this
YOU SAID SHE WAS A WHORE
WELL MAYBE UR THE HOE
ABSCONDING EVERY GIRL
IS THIS WHERE I GROW
COULDN'T ASK FOR MORE
I'LL BREAK EVERY BONE
NOW DUDES CARE FOR ME
BUT I ONLY GOT 1 BRO

𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘢𝘯
𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘱

𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨

lavender

produced by heylog

lyrics:
don't u ever talk about me or ur gonna get yourself hurt
i wake up and i'm winning, how does second feel when i'm first
my life might be lame but at least that i'm not lamer
i gotta get goin and i hope to see u never

i'm getting closer and closer
and closer
it's over
cause ima steer off if i keep losing composure
YOU'RE GETTING CLOSER AND CLOSER
AND CLOSER
IT'S OVER IT'S OVER
if u ever talk about me boy ur gonna get ur ego hurt
how does second feel when i'm consistently just placing first
maybe you'll reflect from your mistakes just how i have learned
we are not the same cause u are opposite of down to earth

i have fun, i don't need a beer
u talk and it goes out my ear
my hair smells like tobacco smoke
puff cigars, the bands maduro
she's wasted while i'm cookin heat
(damn son)
i can't talk i'm making a beat
can't text, i'm sweating down my chin
pump iron, bumping 2hollis

now don't you ever talk about me or ur gonna get urself hurt
wake up and i'm winning, how does second feel when i'm first
my life might be lame but at least that i'm not lamer
i gotta get going and i hope to see u never

maduro

Tattoos

//produced by sai, irusu, and meeee

art on cover drawn by irusu

Featuring nicopatty

Lyrics

(scruff) (me)
im so, in
dont know my name anymore
im going
pour my pain in a four
no its not snowin, the rain wont pour (like its cold enough for the rain to turn into snow but it wont come down, referring to opportunities we dont take) (poetic)
imma never stop growing till pain runs course
awooh, lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
butterflies when you look around me
no more lies, it surrounds me
this is not how I want it
im so scared, scared of these assumptions

(nicopatty)
assumptions
it's never gonna stop
what's the point in it, fuck it
just tell me what u want
i know u want it, want it
ur breaking ur own heart
i don't give a shi, anymore anymore

awooh, always wanna talk like ur special
ooh, i don't need a lot
dont need much, no
ooh, always wanna talk like ur special
ooh, like ur special
ya im fckn mental 
(x2)

(scruff)
awooh, lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
dont know my name anymore
pour my pain in a 4
no its not snowin the rain wont pour
imma.. stop trippin over words
imma
imma..... stop trippin over words...

you don't care w/ nicopatty [p. sai, adrien, & me]

produced by guda & JibaoRockin

lyrics: 
open your eyes
open your eyes
open your eyes
open your eyes, eyes

i know you see me
you cant deceive me
you act like it's easy
to throw me away to rot

i know you see me
i know that
just open your eyes
just open up your eyes

you're not blind you're not deaf
i know you see and hear me well
you choose not to hear me
i feel i need to yell
and you say that it's love
but i'm not sure if you mean well
til death do us part
i guess i'll see your ass in hell
i'll see you then
i don't know when
just open your eyes
and you'll see me again
i'm neither foe or a friend
it's only us in the end
wish you could see through my lens
won't you just

open your eyes (just open up)
open your eyes (can you see me?)
open your eyes(just open up)
open your eyes, eyes (can you see me?)

ah

open your eyes

plz dont bully im so new to this 
prod. me & @ijaccckk + vocals done on bandlab😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

* 2024 ver: https://soundcloud.com/kuromigirl777/just4funcom-2024 *

I FOUND MY LYRICS AFTER 4 MONTHS:
ure the sparkle in my eyes yeah
boy just give me a sign there
cause i dont got a clue
cause i dont know what to do
when i got this feeling just 4 u

oo woa u woa oo x2
ure runnin in my mind, runnin, runnin in my mind
oo woa u woa oo x2
ure runnin in my mind, runnin, runnin in my mind

tell me things i gotta do
i dont wanna be a fool
我只要想你 choose me
就快说你的回答吧

oo woa u woa oo x2
ure runnin in my mind, runnin, runnin in my mind
oo woa u woa oo x2
ure runnin in my mind, runnin, runnin in my mind

boy jst gimmie a sign there
tell me ull wanna be mine yeah
ure runnin in my mind, runnin, runnin in my mind
and i need u every time
but where do i draw the line
i want to hold u close i want to hold u tight

boy jst gimmie a sign there
tell me ull wanna be mine yeah
ure runnin in my mind, runnin, runnin in my mind
and i need u every time
but where do i draw the line
i want to hold u close i want to hold u tight

boy jst gimmie a sign there
tell me ull wanna be mine yeah
ure runnin in my mind, runnin, runnin in my mind
and i need u every time
but where do i draw the line
baby let me treat you right, youre the one i want beside
oo woa u woa oo x2
baby let me treat you right, youre the one i want beside
oo woa u woa oo x2
and i need u everytime, but where do i draw the line
oo woa u woa oo x2
oo woa u woa oo x2

on spotify

just4fun.com

ARMOR - Last Night

produced by grayskies & xona

-lyrics-
and i can’t take that pain
it’s getting me close to death
~ i can’t take
cause i haven’t felt that safe
got me running within my head
~ you feel safe?

and if only i could help
without you cause i hold the guilt
while I’m staying right by myself
and ignoring what you felt
when i could easily tell
the taste of wanting to kill

and i can’t take that pain
it’s getting me close to death
~ i can’t take
cause i haven’t felt that safe
got me running within my head
~ you feel safe?

how did you find me?
do you think i care?
do you think i care at all?
cause im not you
and you fell through
this line of faking truth
i felt that weak
when your hands are all on me, i knew
there’s nothing
i ever loved about you

and i can’t take that pain
it’s getting me close to death (close to death)
~ i can’t take
cause i haven’t felt that safe
got me running within my head
~ you feel safe?

and i'd forget your face
i dont wanna fall again
again
again~

bloom

Waste My Mind

bad - wave to earth (sped up)

𝕱𝖔𝖗𝖊𝖎𝖌𝖓 𝖊𝖘𝖈𝖆𝖕𝖊 - Nic Dean (speedup - pitch 2.64)

good bye,,, ☆*:.｡.꒰ঌ໒꒰ ྀི ′̥̥̥ ᵔ ‵̥̥̥ ꒱ྀིა໒꒱.｡.:*☆
'
'
'
lyric vid₍ᐢ ๑ • 𖥦 • ๑ ᐢ₎ ♡
https://youtu.be/iWEsXGGSDRI


@sono0o0

I feelin lov 
When im wit u
Broken pills sip
Now i need u
I feelin lov
When i wit u
I can’t stand it
When im without u


Oh shawty plz pick up your phone
Why u keep runnin‘ from me
아무이유 없이 넌 내가 무섭지ㅠ
So i make up 4 u
No one like u 4 real
Your the only one
So i want u 
말을 못한 건 내 잘못이야
이제와서 뭐 달라지겠거니와
그저 너가 행복하길 바랄뿐이야
사랑 그감정 빼곤 진심이였을뿐이야

@wwenszy

you, 我只要 only you
每天只想 you
让我感到害羞
you, know i only want you
boy, this feeling aint new
it hurts but i have to heal
i cant seem to get enough
but my heart hurts, know its tough
and without u i feel crushed
dont think i can give it up
你说一字
不懂你的意思
如果我没你，我就会想要死
我的心就 broke into pieces
上年回忆就没有意思

lyric vid

잘 지내｡･:*:✧·˚ ft.wenszy (kuriyai+ilysean)

ambivalent

blink your eyes and it's here

with @ejcarrmusic
executive produced by immortal

enjoy. <3

lyrics:
out of time 
hear the buzzer sound 
guess i’m out of lifelines 
so i say burn it 

burn it down
no turnaround 
you ruined me 
it’s over now 
tried to see it, the impending threat you burrowed in my head 
had a feeling this was ending that’s exactly how it went 
so finish up the conversation 
i’ll mark the final destination 
cuz i’m not coming 
swear i’m never coming back

i’m losing touch in heat of doubt
the weight of us just brings me down
no longer stable, iron out
all u find ugly
moreover, i can’t bear to shout
my own requirements aloud
i’d rather die than figure out
what makes me ugly

out of time 
with no second chance 
feel my fate unearthed 
so i want this one to hurt 

burn it down
no turnaround 
you ruined me 
it’s over now 
tried to see it, the impending threat you burrowed in my head 
had a feeling this was ending that’s exactly how it went 
so finish up the conversation 
i’ll mark the final destination 
cuz i’m not coming 
swear i’m never coming back

spotify & apple!

burn it down w/ evan carr [immortal]

newjeans - cool with you (kojikilled + rxi remix)
august 7, 2023

newjeans - cool with you (pluggnb remix) (koji + rxi)

천사 230810 (kuriyai x dami4k)

lately i've been thinking much
i don't know where to go now
i've been thinking lots
yet i think that it's your fault
baby i am gone
you made me, you did that
always in the wrong way
just tryna get the right path
tryna get the right path
baby yeah u had me
i feel like im all set
baby yeah u played me
now i don't have a place to run to
it feels like it was wrong to trust you

cause all my people always told me
that i shouldn't get lost in this coldly
she asked me if she can hold me
while im bleeding out

she said run boy, run boy
through the snow
you got so much to lose on you
i've been going on and on, and on
this seems not fair, not fair
not at all

this seems not fair, not fair
not at all
she said run boy, run boy
there u go
i run, and run, and run at all

you got so much to lose
don't you?
lately i've been fucking done
i'll talk through
i cannot make up these lies u told me
i cannot make up the things that u did
all the things u wanna know
all the things u pulled through
baby i've been thru alot
been thinking alot
of all the old times
and now they are gone

she said run boy, run boy
through the snow
you got so much to lose on you
i've been going on and on, and on
this seems not fair, not fair
not at all

i don't like myself (nextime)

all plats
https://open.spotify.com/track/1aD9nglIXUZpxQyR7iU8i1?si=Z1qRJHgkTHusSeVktkT_nw

prod. by @kashik-355409135 + @ripwarheart

[lyrics]
dont tell me that its over now
no, just dont make it hurt when u lay me down

heart yea, u got my heart
need a break yea, lately i need a break
wait dont go, think i need u here with me (no)
yea i need u here with me

yea i think its just breakin my heart
i can only push so far
until i get torn apart

ive been ready for
u to tell me goodbye
cuz ive been here before
its okay just take ur time

im finna make it out with my team
cant stop starin at her now she asks for a drink
all i wanted is for u to love me that way
it gets colder and it doesnt feel the same

flowerbed (p. kashik + warheart)

Gucci Belt prod. Young Taylor

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_________________________________________________________

Co-produced by Frad (ig: @im_frad) and Hayne (ig: @hayne_sh).
Written by Milky Day (ig: @itsmilkyday)

This single is available on Spotify, Apple music, and all other major music platforms.

LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
I’ll write another sad song for you
Affections overdue, I’m imbued
Bursting at the seams,
I don’t know whether you’ve been,
doing better than you seem to
I know I shouldn’t ask how you doin?
But curiosity killed the human
Nothing left to lose
running out of excuses
Can’t deny it’s true

[Chorus]
It’s true, yeah it’s true
Baby lately I’ve been feeling blue (so blue)
You knew, the distance that we grew
Ooh, do you think about me too?
It’s true, yeah it’s true
Baby lately I’ve been feeling blue (so blue)
You knew, the distance that we grew
Ooh, do you think about me too?

[Bridge]
Cuz I’m hittin’, I’m hittin’
another cig, I’m sickening,
I keep on slippin’
I’m sippin another drink
Strippin’ all of the protections,  
Affecting all of the evils I’m livin’ through
I’m not tryna be vicious I’m vulnerable
It’s true, yeah it’s…

[Guitar solo]

[Verse 2]
I been feelin kinda tight in my chest
I been thinkin’ bout the fight and the mess
Never got to say goodbye,
but I’m holding onto all these lies, again
Pullin’ me back into love and lust
Collecting the pieces of broken trust
I’ll puzzle together a part of us
that I threw away, believing it was

[Chorus]
True, lately I’ve been feeling blue (so blue)
You knew, the distance that we grew
Ooh, do you think about me too?
It’s true, yeah it’s true
Baby lately I’ve been feeling blue (so blue)
You knew, the distance that we grew
Ooh, do you think about me too?

Listen on Spotify

Feeling Blue (prod. Frad & Hayne)

SadBoyNarco - Scars Too Deep (Prod. SOGIMURA)

i love all you guys @ZephyrCove

i like moss, plants belong everywhere

ambivalent

yoku