//Lyrics
Im going through hell just to hear you out
I know I could tell how you see me now
I could keep it real while you keep me down
but you still want me around
you're like a shell of your former self, bae
And you wont tell off nobody else, yet
I dont think id ever
make you feel welcome
this just cant happen
but, you keep sticking in my mind
You're like a shell of your former self bae
You just wont tell off nobody else, yet

Well you know too well
that it cant be helped
take, one look at your body and im falling down
through the depths of hell
Where i wont be found
Im a mess and you can tell cus its just part of your spell

Im going through hell just to hear you out
I know I could tell how you see me now
I could keep it real while you keep me down
but you still want me around
Im going through hell just to hear you out
I know I could tell how you see me now
I could keep it real while you keep me down
but you still want me around
you're like a shell of your former self, bae
And you wont tell off nobody else, yet
I dont think id ever
make you feel welcome
this just cant happen
but, you keep sticking in my mind

candlelight [p. sai]

foxtail w/ riensu

producer: @saiwai
background vocals: me & @riensu 
mixing: me & @yinons

lyrics:
u txt me first like how do i react
but i know that i do wanna make u laugh
i do
and i fell first but do u like me back 
cuz i wanna be the one who makes u feel like that
i do
u txt me first  like how do i react
but i know that i do wanna make u laugh
i do
and i fell first but do u like me back 
cuz i wanna be the one who makes u feel like that
i do

dont wanna scare ya ur my answer
i really like ya i want ya
i do
i got you right here feelings so clear
ill never leave dear i got u 
i do  
cmon lets talk about it
we can find our way around it 
i know ur not right here
but youll never have to doubt it
so hold me closer like your supposed to
i gotta have ya i need u 
i do

u txt me first like how do i react
but i know that i do wanna make u laugh
i do
and i fell first but do u like me back 
cuz i wanna be the one who makes u feel like that
i do
u txt me first  like how do i react
but i know that i do wanna make u laugh
i do
and i fell first but do u like me back 
cuz i wanna be the one who makes u feel like that
i do

i do

i do (sai)

//lyrics
the minute i pull up, got your lips on lock
you meant it when i stopped and you called me love
my mind sayin "dont get involved"
oh shit you let me know
that you give me your all
and you never do me wrong just like my last one did
oh shit i brought my past into it
and now you dont think id give you up
you dont think id show you off
when i see you in my arms
everything else turns off

but its too easy, too easy babe
i start to aleviate
its my fault you dont see me lately
one call just to hear you maybe
i need you baby
they all think im faded
go ahead, call them crazy
i made it but i think you could tell that i need you by me
i know you too well not to treat you like we
havent grown out of our shells i cant see you siding
with no one else
with no one else because
the minute i pull up, got your lips on lock
you meant it when i stopped and you called me love
my mind sayin "dont get involved"
oh shit you let me know
that you give me your all
and you never do me wrong just like my last one did
oh shit i brought my past into it
and now you dont think id give you up
you dont think id show you off
when i see you in my arms
everything else turns off
i want you to see me, just see me babe
want you to see me babe
want you to see me babe
want you to see me
just see me
just see me babe
i want you to see me babe

minute [p sai]

i do but its remixed (rans0m)

Prod. Sai @saiwai the young goat

On Spotify and Apple Music @ yoku ;)

Why you stab my back?? Didn’t know you was triflin like that >~<

Oooooooo

You know that i don’t think about it like you do…

WOOOO

You took up all my notebook pages cause I wrote so much bout you >:/

And I’d rather chase somebody else bc I want something brand new 🏃‍♂️ 

You just fuck it upppp, now I don’t wanna care when it comes to loveeee

Could you please back up, can’t you see I’m done? 😒

Tell me, who am I kidding, cause you never cared once!

And you let it add up + and you never let up ⬆️

I wish I could never care but I can’t let gooooo

And you think that it’s easy baby, I just wish you could hear me maybe 👂

Tell me what’s goin on, let me pick your brain for a moment 🧠

You stole my eyes… now you’re a regular in my notebook 📓 

Now guess what, I’ve been there, done that, seen it all before 👁️👁️

Girl, don’t mess up, should we pick up where left off.. in my bed… 🛌 😳

Irregardless, will you listen if I’m talkin?

Cause what I’m talking about, just don’t make sense at all ???

So girl don’t player hate, I think that you’re okay

I’ll pick daisies today, and write bout it tomorrow ✏️

notebook (p. sai)

bhertuy - are you here with me

forest

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6jNK1DuyExU

prod me :)

lyrics:

couldn’t mind my business, fidgeting the patience of love
still can’t point to what i thought was missing but something just ain’t sitting with us

caught that glimpse of ya
when the guilt spilt from ur eyes
denial missed the invite
cuz i burnt the receipt twice in a month
sike, i kept it tucked

if i turn the music down
would the quiet be too loud
if the thought of loving me ain’t cross ur mind why you around
say that i was in ur shoes
maybe i would keep me too
to the sidelines where i archive things i once had passion to

i’m jus tryna keep u alive
in a world where we’re told to love who’s beside
this love ain’t convenient
but it shouldn’t be
so come to the side where you feel alive

think about that time where i was in my room
framed a picture in my head displayed the things id say to u
didn’t think about the hoops
that i needed to jump through
all i thought was m o m e n t, left the m and t

then the omen showed its “t”
took a bite of empathy
that little ounce that’s left in me
when i say me i don’t mean eve
now im left to sober up
from the limerence or love?
never thought i needed to know
never thought i needed to know

so if i turn the music down
would the quiet be too loud
if the thought of loving me ain’t cross ur mind why you around
say that i was in ur shoes
maybe i would keep me too
to the sidelines where i archive things i once had passion to

i’m jus tryna keep u alive
in a world where we’re told to love who’s beside
this love ain’t convenient
but it shouldn’t be
so come to the side where you feel alive

stream c:

turn the music down

@owtiss
prod @yashio20k, @moz-103259352, @owtiss 

yo!
>the song is up on spotify now!

i take it ur fine?
u havent said a thing
im living my life
its never kind to me ;-;
but its alright
its nothing new to me!
wish i had more time
wish u would talk to me..

left it out of mind
i think im starting to believe
every time i try
im better off if i leave
its way too easy to lie!
how hard could it rly be-
to say whats on ur mind?
is that what ur rly like..?

cuz i honestly dont know
i see it all the time!
could i do it on my own?
i dont rly wna try...
while ur blowing up my phone
i just cant enjoy my time ;-;
why r u always so cold?
im just tryna live my life

live my life (yashio, moz, me)

i love all you guys @ZephyrCove

i like moss, plants belong everywhere