(@prodnomu)
comic art by https://www.instagram.com/jigglytofu.art/
sample is 'adventure spirit' by yvette young 

always love u guys for all da support
//
Ill admit it im a little jealous 
When were together  
theres no problem no not whatsoever
But when im texting 
u i feel a stupid fucking pressure
My fucking head hurts 
Desperate times just call for desperate measures
Were both depressed and
Lately it feels like a lack of effort
In our affection
Lately it feels like there's been a sever
in our connection
Wish that you and me dint have this distance
So we’d feel better
cuz it all comes back when were together
Like hell to heaven 

dam hate how im selfish and full of myself
Manipulation’s not good for your health
I keep my mind off this sht but its always right there when im wishing that im someone else
someone that always jus knew how u felt
That way id take care of u by myself
I hate the feeling of helplessness tired of being a burden thats useless as hell
Stay by ur side
You say ur good but i still see u crying
You say its fine
Break out a smile
But i see through it i see that ur dying inside every time
But “its o kayyyy”
Thats what u say
But the fact that i know that ur hurting
Is the worst thing
Please jus go away
Cuz this feeling of familiar heartaches
It destroys me
But its okay
Buts its okay
Tell me its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay

yvette

spotify

cover, prod and vocals by yonklolz.

lyrics:

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

You misuse your influence
Talk down on everything
Desire to not exist
One like and everything flips
And I can't tell you why
My existence is a lie
Bitch, I'm talking
Please don't try to speak
I've been on the low
For the past few weeks
I've been struggling
And I'm sick of it
Make me feel like shit
What's the point of it

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

And I can't seem to find what's real
My mind is a painting but every day it peels
And I wrote so many songs about you
The pictures on my wall all lost their value
And maybe one day, I'll get around you
But this time, I'll just fall

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

don't test me!

I knew it (johnny friend)

Headshot! W/ Moodyriley & Kuriosity

created in a week for the niztopia x pharaoh vice contest
listen on all plats here: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yonklolz/tell-me-what-you-want-feat-lo3rd--qliche

prod by:
https://soundcloud.com/yonklolz - 0:00 - 2:00, 3:18 - 4:12
https://soundcloud.com/lo3rd - 2:00 - 4:12

vocals by:
https://soundcloud.com/yonklolz
https://soundcloud.com/lo3rd
https://soundcloud.com/inholyful

lyrics: 

yonk:
when you know
that something's up will you care for me
i dont wanna keep on running
feel like it is all for nothing
the struggle
of giving up everything for this shitty dream
i dont know who im trusting
well we were just kids
doing shit for the thrill of it
struggling just sitting here
just whispering
i cant relapse
i cant help this feeling that its all gon be alright
just you hold on tight
circling, spiraling 
i dont know what to do
but we'll make it through

lo3rd:
i got sum reasons... to believe u want me, to believe u want me
oh ik that im in ur head
ohh just, tell, me
jus take my hand and... tell me what u want why u need me
i jus dnt kno what u wait for..

and if youre used to
playing all these games
dont lose your times cuz ill jus tell u no
and if youre used to
playing all these games
jus turn away n dont be looking back

tell me what u want why u need me (x3455)

qliche:
Tell me what U want
cause I aint wastin no time
Just tell me whats on your mind
and Im so god damn sick and tired 
I guess I got to move on
But do you want me to?

I keep doin this shit over and over 
You keep pulling the strings like a puppet now
Telling me that you dont love me now
And got someone else that will hold you down
In the end ill be okay
Unitl these feelings go away

Tell me why it hurts
whats with all the pain?
Think ive really had enough
Im giving up
Ive had it with these games you play
Its so insane, now

and I cant break FREE 
Your eyes are so decieving 
Contradicting all your lies
and I see- 
I see right through your disguise (THIS iS WHO YOU REALLY ARE)

radio bitch:
is equally...*unintelligible*

listen on all plats

tell me what you want (ft. lo3rd and qliche)

clarity (rel flip)

me n @ntmusiclol spazzing
i love you all so much, thanks for all the support <3
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/04MIQ0EYRDvd9uoAgxDW0y

fountain of youth (nishith)

how bout that?

@brokitz (hook)
@thrmls
@1himiko
@yametsu
prod @01kon x @been_ded

summer ends (kitz, thrml, himiko, yametsu, (01kon & bended)

i'll try my hardest.
______
stab me in the back, i ain't talking acupuncture
really hate this headache imma punch me in my frontal lobe
i don't know why i was scared of you we grew up from the same roots and
i guess it's just been a long time

how long i gotta wait for you to realize the time ain't nigh?
do it now or you won't survive!

i don't know why i run away from you
i guess i'm scared of you getting critical
everyday i really try to improve myself, but it doesn't help
no, i keep falling back
and i'm fighting battles that don't need to be fought
but they distract me from thoughts
that only appear in the silence
they remind me of who i am
everyday i really try to improve myself 
but it doesn't help

i guess it's just been a long time!!

how long i gotta wait for you to realize the time ain't nigh?
do it now or you won't survive!

I stare at the knife
bear the ridges down on flesh
catharsis through the red
drown the voices of my dread

I've been waking up late again
It's pathetic, I've regretted how I've waited for months
to act on this hunch, hell, might be years if i overthought it this much
the singes on my skin, they worsen up the longer i stay pissing me off
i will not learn unless something is off
i'm getting tired of hating my phone, i'm getting tired of going on ghost
what if resigning and hanging my coat
could be the thing that stops the boat from tipping
all the times I've broken hearts
sometimes i think i'm just playing my part
sometimes i think i just gotta give it-

(time)
(everything i give...)
(everything i give is time)
(i guess it's just been a long time, since I've seen you)

(thanks @ilysh1ne for the vocal samples :)

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