yonkypoo i think this is my favorite song by youuuuuu

she told me i was hers
before she left me the same night
he told me "stay with me"
but i knew nothing about his life
i don't even know his name
but i still took a chance just to ruin it
tell me what i want to hear 
and it'll go in one ear and out the other

she kissed me on my cheek
and walked out the door
tears rolled down my face 
and onto the floor
i don't even know my name 
or what it was before
she thinks i was a waste
and now i'm just an eyesore
to her

Eyesore

bandcamp

written & produced by valetical
(also https://x.com/euclicide/status/1757109291029266834 this is super sick :P)

lyrics:

talk to me like i'm stupid, ask me if i like you, it depends
mistakes that i made back then, they haunt me
i say "i'm okay," it's all pretend
i'm so tired of lying, but i fail at trying to let you know i'm not your friend
and i know that you hate to see me break down, but this was your choice in the end

talk to me like i'm stupid, ask me if i like you, it depends
mistakes that i made back then, they haunt me
i say "i'm okay," it's all pretend
i'm so tired of lying, but i fail at trying to let you know i'm not your friend
and i know that you hate to see me break down, but this was your choice in the end

i'm being haunted, i know that their watching my every move
stuck in my room, too afraid to go out and fight my fears
and i know you want what's best, but i'm scared of being left out
and i hate to make you feel bad but i'm only getting worse now

i sleep every night and i see that man in my dreams, he’s watching me i fear
do you believe in me? i watch my shadow move on its own, i’m scared
and i tried so hard, you don’t understand, how can i make my point clear?
and i’m changing more than you realize, i’m not who i was last year

talk to me like i'm stupid, ask me if i like you, it depends
mistakes that i made back then, they haunt me
i say "i'm okay," it's all pretend
i'm so tired of lying, but i fail at trying to let you know i'm not your friend
and i know that you hate to see me break down, but this was your choice in the end

(145.130)

haunt

say nene

oh she like to party
we know we know
move it to the side
we know we know
shake it like its burning
we know we know
dancing like its burning
we know we know

tapping my shoulder
getting in closer
lil bae is u talking to me?

top of the mountain
if u can bounce it
proper
then say bye to them knees

rambunctious function
if u ashy
then i got the cream

she swear she not sb but she chasing after the chocolate

bring it down and get on lower to the floor
she thick like a minion i said "lesgoooo"
that booty prolly worth a trillion u got gold
girl u got gold gold gold

oh we like to party we get no rest
right here is the part where you throw it backwards
woke up with no clothes on went and got dressed
wont u do it like that
wont u do it like that?

dms poppin
bottles poppin
snapchatting my auntie
#swag
throw it back
i do it for the vine yeah
better put all that weight up on me and ride it like an expensive chair would
if her gravity dont fall on my body then i gotta dip her

say nene girl say nene

Spotify

2014 prod. KBL & anem0s

disconnect

A life full of charm 01: Bare the loss

the least i do is try to try
ignore the fade away from the corner of my light
Stuck within limbs and bones
Another passenger arrived

Stupid girl who has a lot to learn
cant pick and choose what you'd prefer
and make mistakes that leave their mark in the dirt
I can only hope im with the odds
permanent care or none
if it goes there i couldnt bare the loss

sometimes im scared of what we'd become
of course i miss u when ur gone
imagining im sitting by you its a one on one
its not the same through the phone 
i dont know where u came from
and i dont know where we'll go

whyd u fit the other side so well
make me believe we'll be alright
you've been my favorite thing no doubt 
uh huh hahaha
im deadset cus theres nobody like
baby you're my best friend for life 
lets go far out, lets go now

i'm trying to find something to follow
whether i would believe it or not
so if one of us happens to die tomorrow
we can keep more than memories to comfort us
okay i mainly hate the waiting when its so long
and then for once i didnt want the time to spare
i know that nothing guarentees i'll have some good luck
but if i go with u i would feel safe no matter where
i'd burn out every light and just trek along
or if u decide ur done liking me after all
they dont get it like i get it 
so mean and treat it like a joke
moving on from the out 

we speak quietly
putting me right to sleep
and im so sorry im not there
i shouldnt be afraid of it irrationally 
as long as u dont confirm fears
i wait for the minute u might not like
it comes apparent i'm just stuck i should let it go i was unprepared i was...
awake in the middle of the night because
we've been apart its not fair

whyd u fit the other side so well
make me believe we'll be alright
you've been my favorite thing no doubt 
uh huh hahaha
im deadset cus theres nobody like
baby you're my best friend for life 
lets go far out, lets go now
awake in the middle of the night 
because i like the way you keep me up
and who could blame me when i'm dreaming bout us
awake in the middle of the night because you call my name i think u must sleep talk or maybe u were dreaming bout us

Bare the loss

fading into obscurity
prod and vocals by me

track .02/.03 
on all plats 1/25, presave here:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yonklolz/vvv

lyrics:

tell me what happened
i seen you sulking in the corner
in my room at the party
tell me what had happened
tired of people saying that they feel bad and they're sorry
cause im just full of sadness
its a whole another year of this shit
and i just cant handle it

rather keep my voice down
do you even like remember me?
probably not
dont bother answering cause you forgot

i never show up
cause i never glow up
if i ever blow up
cut out any impossibility
tired of rolling up my sleeve
scratches turn my forearms purple
the winds so strong my hair is blowing over
every interaction i jump a hurdle
my bones are so soft i could break at any moment
if i die please tell my mom that i died sober
sit alone cause i know that no one coming over

tell me what happ-

you can find me
you define me where i go
you divide me
need the vibe to be
all good
tired of not being seen
if you hear me its in your dreams
know its not worth the time

vivarium

every now and then, i feel like i'm about to hurt somebody
miss the way you felt around me, way you put your hands upon me
if i find out this was for the worse, i'm gonna leave it bloody
if you wanna know how i deal with this,-

just sit and watch me fall down, i can't be bothered to text back the person who just left me behind for nothing
not now, call me a doctor 'cause i need some help figuring out why i can't live without-

you (x4)

my therapist told me that i would have to let go of the past but i can't, i can't
and you're still trying to keep me sane through these rough times, but i can't-

deal with it anymore, i fell to the floor once i read that whole message, i cried 'cause you meant it
and everything we said stays between us forever, and ever
(and ever)
and we can't unsend it

every now and then

Prod: amarahbeats
Cover art: Signs by Deana Lawson
From unreleased EP titled "Michigan"
@dead4cf

4cf:
Oh, you should let me know
I'm sleeping in my clothes
And wishing you were home 
You just let me know
Where you are on your own
I’m sleeping in my clothes

Raegun:
I’m the woman, still the man of the house
Booking me for shows, love to tear the roof down
Communist, so I share with my dawgs
Pinky ring on my finger look flawless
New bitch and I paid for her polish
Make more than my daddy and I’m still doing college (fuck nigga)
From a city where we fight if it’s a problem
Learned to hate 12 since I was a toddler
I don’t wanna go back, like no
I don’t wanna go back, no, no, no
Had to get it out the mud
Had to dodge all of that hate shit
Catholic school, all the typical “you won’t be great” shit
Fuck up out my phone if you giving me altercations
2023, I’m giving these niggas some ultimatums
Erykah said you better get your ass on the spaceship
It’s the year of the nigga, we gon’ take over like the Haitians

4cf:
Okay, she say I make her laugh all the time, stand izzup!
Ain’t no women like the girl for that nigga
Saying that her man real nice, and that’s fine
Baby, you could have the time of your life, hit my line
Just come text me
A call away, baby girl, let me confess it
I got the cream girl and yeah you could come spend it
We made a lot off this one track
You say you hate me all the time, you know I love that
Said hey you, get off my cloud
You don’t know me, and you don’t know my style, damn
I ain’t seen you get like this in a while
What did Frank say? What’s a king to a god?
Dress number 9, dressed in designer
She lost in the Christian Dior tryna find her
Had to put the thang down, flip it and remind her 
She gotta go home this time like

clothes w/ 4cf

stream https://ffm.to/tttm

production + vocals + mix & master by Maxine Faith Noelle (@mythvalley)

[Intro]
(Hey guys, Chex maniac 9- here to uh... 999 9 thou- and 99)
(To test out a new microphone I just got for my vlogs)
(Hopefully you'll be able to uhh- alot of the- woops- hear in more detail)
(Sorry that's another feature on the microphone..)
(-be able to hear alot of the new features um... uh.. and uh)

[Verse 1]
Tell me why I never fucking get it
It never gets through  My thick fucking skull
(yea... my- my skull. my thick fucking skull dude)
It gets a little bit harder
It gets a little bit harder

I dropped the ball again
No need for ending it
Is it even fucking worth anymore

[Chorus]
Ten times too much
You always use me as a crutch
How many times do I gotta tell you its not my fault
One time its enough
Your vices call you and you never know to give it up
Getting rid of all your luck

[Verse 2]
Take a breath and recollect
Cause I'm not who you wanna talk to
Did something get you on the wrong side of the bed
Check your worth and count your money
I'm not ever gonna call you
Cause it gets a little bit harder
Cause it gets a little bit stuck up

Cause it gets a little bit stuck up
Cause it gets a little bit harder
Cause it gets a little bit stuck up
Cause it gets a little bit harder

[Chorus]
Ten times too much
You always use me as a crutch
How many times do I gotta tell you its not my fault
One time its enough
Your vices call you and you never know to give it up
Getting rid of all your luck

(are you really that dense?)

Ten times too much
You always use me as a crutch
How many times do I gotta tell you its not my fault
One time its enough
Your vices call you and you never know to give it up
Getting rid of all your luck

(It's not really just a bunch of- it's a hall of illusion- woah- okay.. woah- okay)

ten times too much

[track4]
prod. me

lyrics:

distract me 
this time
red stripes (on my face) 
outline
my hands 
my spine
i shouldve guessed that its 
different than the picture

flash on, stare at the light flicker
giving it time, can it go any quicker?
flash on, stare at the light flicker
should've guessed it was different than the picture

@v_letical
i can't feel it anymore
i broke down, hurt me to my core
you wanna leave, something i can't afford
talk to me, tired of being ignored
clear my mind, i can't even think straight
things take time, but i don't really wanna wait
and i'm not fine, but i won't say
now all i gotta do is wait

flash on, stare at the light flicker
giving it time, can it go any quicker?
flash on, stare at the light flicker
should've guessed it was different than the picture

[+50]

distract ft. valetical

forward

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https://soundcloud.com/starsfallen
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