music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JSSitiPh2wg&ab_channel=%E3%83%87%E3%83%BC%E3%83%A2%E3%83%B3Astari

prod/mix - @anxietyattackss
guitar/master - @youngburial

lyrics:
feel invalid in a darkroom
i've been grinding in the new house
i've been posted on the front porch
making bangers up like all night
i'm drinking seltzers in a dark room
i feel ur hand upon my shoulder
yeah i've been staying up like all night
pressure building in the corner

it kinda feels like it’s been 4 o clock like all night 
i don’t wanna see the sunrise, the sunlight always hurts my eyes  
been cooking a lot 
try to keep up
run out of time now
i’m coming to life 
the future is mine, 
ive been on my grind now 
& i still fall asleep with the lights on
i hate it when i do that


arson green nostalgia

invalid in a darkroom w/ Anxiety Attacks!

I need a check v2

prod. @4evrgone

I don't know who i am
i don't trust who you are
lately all i can do is pray to the stars
that this bleak observation of everything i see
might one day turnaround 
i need to get some fucking help

im fucking sick of myself 
fucking sick of how my brain has a mind for itself
consider this an open letter you wont read for yourself
yeah of course im talking bout whos typing these words all down

looking more and more like deadman in this wonderland town
looking more and more like deadman in this wonderland town

leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing
leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing
im fucking sick of myself 

im fucking sick of myself
fucking sick of how my brain has a mind for itself
consider this an open letter you wont read for yourself
yeah of course im talking bout whos typing these words all down

leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing
leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing

sick of myself (prod. 4evr)

rip me open w/ shinigami & 93FEETOFSMOKE

ill be fine (prod. irby)

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

self doubt again
cant get the fuck out my head
this might be the end
i think this might be the end

i cant trust this bitch i know she digging for gold
i dont know if i could ever trust a soul
got my hand on the blade if u want smoke we could go
i been screaming at the sky cus i been searching for some hope tonight

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

go fuck yourself i
dont care what you say
hope this storm will pass
drowning in my pain

nicotine [prod. 93feetofsmoke]

oh those eyes remind me that it all ends bad
hold her hand with the IV sticking out I cant
sit and say goodbye please baby don’t leave
it should have been me
it should have been me

I never felt as powerless as i did in the hospital room
every second and hour spent saying how much i love you
and I’m so sorry that I fucking lied
said I’ll protect you but I couldn’t this time
it doesn’t matter how hard I tried
how the hell do I say goodbye
i wanna be the way we were
but it just keeps getting worse
keep screaming at the nurse I’m sorry
watch them take away your body

oh those eyes remind me that it all ends bad
hold her hand with the IV sticking out I cant
sit and say goodbye please baby don’t leave
it should have been me
it should have been me
scream until you comeback
I need you please don’t go yet
give me one more day
why would they take you away from me
I’m staring at the sky 
and wonder if you’re behind with
a thousand eyes on you
sitting inside the blue it still doesn’t feel real yet
kneeling next to your bed and seeing you so damn cold
just tell me its all a fucking lie

oh those eyes remind me that it all ends bad
hold her hand with the IV sticking out I cant
sit and say goodbye please baby don’t leave
it should have been me
it should have been me

keep screaming (prod. neek)

delusional [prod. outby16 x grxgvr]

just another sad song lol

written recorded produced mixed & mastered by 93FEETOFSMOKE

Video: https://youtu.be/wAyCZ5KlTk4

℗ PLZGOAWAY

Lyrics:

I can see the lies
in all the words they say
i take em to the bank

I can see the lies 
in all the words they say
i take em to the bank
i still see your face 
in bottles when they break
i still feel everything

cuz I'm an addict
fuck me with some passion
scrape me up like resin
line it up like snow
shot in on an iPhone
bender on a flight home
not sure why i came back
woke up more alone

woke up more alone
woke up more alone

fuck an option
had to cut the losses
sulfur out the faucet
don't act like you don't know
i was stompin' baggies
cut it with the cabinet
and act like i don't know shit
act like i don't know

cuz I'm an addict
fuck me with some passion
scrape me up like resin
line it up like snow
shot in on an iPhone
bender on a flight home
not sure why i came back
woke up more alone

I can see the lies 
in all the words they say
i take em to the bank
i still see your face 
in bottles when they break
i still feel everything

say what you need and
i'll still be there when you need it
say what you need and
i'll still be there when you need it

SOFUBI

RESIN! (vid in desc)

official video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eq2axASuJ4Q

prod, guitar - @youngburial

LYRICS:

guess u heard about it thru the grapevine
rumors spread but i dont pay attention to the drama
i never wanted any of this, i dont want bad karma
accidently lit myself on fire in the bathtub 

this year went by too fast
felt like a bad dream
say i give a fuck ?
that was the old me
big house, new friends, im still grinding
woahhhh
they sayin' "fats'e -
where's the album? where's that song from 2016 ?"
stay lowkey
stay lowkey i got things coming

i don't wanna talk about it no more
taking in the city from the outlook on the north side
i dont wanna think sometimes and meditation's hard
i just want to focus on nothing at all