pick me up with a breeze cuz I don't like what I see

how was this released almost a year ago wtf, it feels like it was released a week ago

this one dude. so fucking good. this plays in my head all the time

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raindrops come to life
i told you a million times
some obsess & some are nice
come inside come inside
raindrops come to life
i called you so mortified
it pushed up in your weary mind
come inside come inside

you're taking me out of it
out of the rain but the clouds will remain
yeah you're taking me out of it
god i'm ashamed of who i became
yeah the face is anonymous
but i can detect based upon dialect
cause he still stays synonymous
to me because we are the same entity
disembody him

raindrops come to life
i told you a million times
some obsess & some are nice
come inside come inside
raindrops come to life
i called you so mortified
it pushed up in your weary mind
come inside come inside

awaken the audience
cause i've got a show & it's ready to go
yeah awaken the audience
the curtains hang low so pull em back slow 
is his character obvious
developing woes as he tips on his toes
tryna bottle his rowdiness
with a grip his soul i can feel him let go
he's victorious

raindrops come to life
i told you a million times
some obsess & some are nice
come inside come inside
raindrops come to life
i called you so mortified
it pushed up in your weary mind
come inside come inside

stratus

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i love you guys so much. 8 days till lacuna drops ❤

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anxious (prod. by fiftysix)

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//どこにいますか//

i'm finally getting over this dreadful cold & back into the swing of things. it's still guardin season. i love you guys <3

lyrics
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been eight weeks since you left and broke my heart 
said that i should talk about it well where do i start?
lemme light the spliff, i've been floating in the dark
some would call me insecure & some would call it art

i'm a fucking mess a pessimistic little cunt
you're a hypocrite if you don't think that imma stunt 
never wanna talk so i'll just roll another blunt
feelin' like the prophecy when i'm up in the cut

and i guess i'll be okay if i just try a little harder
you're the wind beneath my sails & the crack inside my armor 
i'm awake cause i fake sleep head against the mortar
imma bake like a cake when i smoke another quarter

fuck love imma soil it
prolly boil it
pickin' at it while i'm sitting on the toilet
like acid tablets imma foil it
can't talk too much don't wanna spoil it

times up guess ya clocked out
girl you really hit me with a knock out
i rather lock lips with my bike mount
kiss up on a blunt i'm a kite now
sky high never climb down
imma stay for it like i'm grime now 
something isn't right imma find out
i'm only gonna change if i sign out

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knockout (prod. by tothegood)

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//私たちは病気です//

three weeks till outsider. i hope this holds you guys over till then & i hope you all are having a great week. i love you <3

show some luv to the homie @mewsyc

check out the music video <3
https://youtu.be/viPhOnb73jk

lyrics
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summer's dead 
the winter fed my ignorance & left me cold
in my head you toss and turn 
my jacket pockets full of gold

all i know is i was comfortable 
but comfort only stays as long as you are home 

as long as you are home (x4)

always said i wish my head
would stop pretending i'm alone 
i could call but i don't want to
i'm afraid of dial tones 

all i know is i was comfortable
but comfort only stays as long as you are home 

as long as you are home (x4)

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home (prod. by mewsyc)

prod. by @4evrgone

lyrics
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lower than low you fucking piece of shit
you're nothing more than a kid
just something i wanna rid 
& i confess that i care too much
about everyone 
you're the weight that's pulling on my lungs  

suffer alone until you get a grip 
until the acid drips 
from your eyes to your lips 
find your way out of all the shit you cause 
you can not hit pause
this is your monologue 
and i don't really feel like
you get me so let me just fucking live life
my patience is wasted because i'm too nice
fake friends take advantage i know it's happened twice 
like
they don't really care 
i'm fully aware 
baby don't you dare 
i've been looking at the way you look at him you stare
i'm not throwing up i'm just in need of fucking air 

lower than low you fucking piece of shit
you're nothing more than a kid
just something i wanna rid 
& i confess that i care too much
about everyone 
you're the weight that's pulling on my lungs  

i've been patient starting fires 
burning higher than before 
i've been patient growing tired 
of the lump that's in my throat

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useless (prod. by 4evr)

prod. by @producedbyaidan
feat. @qawikamri

lyrics
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drive down 
it's warmer out now 
my frown is always so embracive
i found 
pictures of us 
deep down inside the depths of my basement 

but this is not an accurate 
depiction of us cause you just treated me like shit
smile for the camera & take another hit
cause my only source of happiness is rollin' up a spliff
burning photographs
like fuck the past
like fuck whoever told you we weren't meant to last
killing time again 
like it's my only friend 
like i'm dying but i'm lying 
cause i'm breathing in

you could wear me like a sweater 
you can call me like whenever 
baby i can't change the weather 
i'm sorry but i'm tryna get better
i'm tryna get
maybe we deserve better 
maybe i'm a go getter
i'm still on her header 
nineteen when i met her 
i couldn't forget her 
i couldn't

qawi kamri
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so sad that you burnt down everything
you're mad now you don't mean a fucking thing
oh god drama is the shit you always bring
you used to be the reason why i always sing
i really want to forget you
you don't know what i go through
i really wish that you knew
now you're just a girl i used to talk to

please let me erase everything inside my mind
wish that I was fucking fine
like when i said i was fine
for the public i smile but in private i cry 
I just keep it all inside

it's been 3 years since i met you
all that i know is that i miss you
in every stranger's face all i see is you
can you tell me what i mean to you
now all i feel is sorrow
gonna burn all our photos
you stole my heart not borrow
i think better off mono

so sad that you burn down everything
you're mad now you don't mean a fucking thing
oh god drama is the shit you always bring
you used to be the reason why i always sing

i really want to forget you
you don't know what i go through
i really wish that you knew
now you're just a girl i used to talk to

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forget it (feat. Qawi Kamri)(prod. by aidan)

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//この曲はあなたのことです//

show my mans some luv @tothegood

lyrics
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your love can't save me now i'm broken
lost and was never found i'm hopeless
your love can't save me now i'm broken
i'll never come around you know this
i'm broken (x8)
i'm tired of loving someone
who don't care bout enough
so i take my drugs and i
numb the fuck up love

your love can't save me now i'm broken
lost and was never found i'm hopeless
your love can't save me now i'm broken
i'll never come around you know this

this was a curse from the get-go
my head is a trip and i feel like i'll let go
of everything that i care about
and if i wanna leave then i'll get the fuck out
and i'll pack up my shit and i'll go
run with the feeling of feeling alone
missin' your touch when i know that you don't
i just want love but i find it in drugs in my coat

and i hide inside
and i cry every night i'm alive
cause the flesh in my chest is a lie
when i smoke and i look to the sky
this'll be the end of everything we know
i can't really think about the future and i won't
waste another day inside just scrollin' on my phone
stitch my broken heart and then you wrap it with a bow

your love can't save me now (x4)

pyramids (prod. by tothegood)

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//あなたは私に死んでいる//

lyrics
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droppin' my friends like flies
i'm so mortified
i don't trust my sense of lust cause love ain't what i find
cue the voice inside
kill my fucking mind
smoke embellishes the curtains in my room at night
i'm just lost in my
head and i know why
you don't care but i declare this love will never die

i can help you isolate the fears you hide inside your brain
let it rain
i know pain
i know blood will always stain
i know crimson isn't cute when it's the color of your veins
what's a habit to a rabbit if he crawls out of his cage
what's a room key to a lock if all the doors just look the same
i'm so restless fill my chest with smoke and cyanide and shame
all my limbs work on a whim so please can someone light the flame
fuck my conscience gets so nauseous every time i hear your name

so you packed your bags that night
sewed up your wings to fly 
repetition kept me quiet but i got so high
nothing new in my 
realm i guess i'm fine
that's a lie
that's a lie
that's a fucking lie

how do you sleep at night?

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trust me (prod. by redrose)

prod. by @taylor x @taxpurposes

s/o @garden_avenue

lyrics
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i’m still lost & existin'
kush still make me feel different
i call your name you never came
cause the spring to summer weather brought a lot of fuckin' rain
and everybody told me bout chu
worried bout the probability of all my fears becoming truth
and inside me lies a monster built behind my point of view
can’t escape it when the hate is building up inside of you
hold up wait one minute cause there’s shit i gotta say
put my feelings to the side so i can just articulate
ain’t so pretty when you sittin’ in a city full of snakes
and you think too much about em every night & fucking day

but my girl an angel she tell me she ride or die
why my thoughts be heading south when i’m thinking about those eyes
does she lay em on another or is it just in my mind
can i live one fucking second without this fear in my life
why is everything irrational with me
i got scars inside my heart from where my ex got up to leave
if i set my brain on autopilot does it start to bleed
if the televisions on can i still fall right back to sleep

parked up in your driveway
come over to my place
kick it till it’s sunday
stay up all night monday

driveway 2 (prod. taylor morgan x taxpurposes)

prod. by @ayjd
cover art by jake clifford

lyrics
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we’ll drive into the sunset
my fingers and your thigh make contact
i could’ve swore you packed your contacts
in your backpack
right next to bottle of the cognac
this song is just a concept
of everything i’ve ever wanted
i wish the month right now was august
moving out west on a quest
for a life that offers all this

with you
and i
we laugh
and we cry
and we’ll dance
till we die
cause the rate that we’re moving’s alarming
compared to the shit that’s happening outside

truthfully the talk about the virus freak me out
yeah eleven thousand people died this shit is heading south
and if the world is gonna end by august please just hear me out
put some optimism in & take your fingers out your mouth

we’ll drive into the sunset
my fingers and your thigh make contact
i could’ve swore you packed your contacts
in your backpack
right next to bottle of the cognac
this song is just a concept
of everything i’ve ever wanted
i wish the month right now was august
moving out west on a quest
for a life that offers all this

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contact (prod. ay!jd)

lyrics
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what’s it like to me?
think i finally got the answer if you wanted to see
take a look in my mirror cause it’s shittin’ on me
like a pigeon to a branch when i be up in the trees
pick me up with the breeze
take me far away from here cause i don’t like what i see
constantly contemplating if i really believe
all the feelings that i’m feeling lately life is a dream

but not a good one
really it’s a nightmare
we could hit the park but i don’t really wanna bike there
heard you like my music but the way you treat mes not fair
i address the issue you sell my address for flight fare
and i’m scared
but justifying that is hard & i swear
my focus isn’t on it but i caught it in my sights there
20/20 vision 2020’s been a nightmare
we comin’ full circle ain’t nobody fuck with my square

(chorus)
swallow
all of that moscato
you said you wanna get fucked up
so tip back the whole bottle
i feel fucking ugly
all my friends lookin’ like models
the internet got my perception skewed full throttle
(2x)

i locked myself inside my basement
smoked till i got faded
must get back to basics
take a shot of bourbon
give yourself a fucking facelift
i’ll work on the album all damn night until i make it

and you can probably hear the frogs
in the background of this song
while they’re swimming in the pond
cause i just moved out of my moms
i got everything i want
i ain’t even gotta flaunt
cause it’s weird shit
like couches from the 80s
lights that star the ceiling and make it look kinda spacey
books about the cure or poetry from ali malee
and some charcoal colored towels in my bathroom for my baby
yeah it’s crazy
the life that music made me
my problems still exist but i got space to calm the shaking
anxiety don’t own me anymore ain’t that amazing
the focus is the future and the mornings i’ll be waking

(chorus)
swallow
all of that moscato
you said you wanna get fucked up
so tip back the whole bottle
i feel fucking ugly
all my friends lookin’ like models
the internet got my perception skewed full throttle
(2x)

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full throttle (prod. ka1)

make your dreams your reality

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