damn I spent ALL day trying to tab out this song and I actually did it lets fucking go

3 years later and still playing till this day 

wish i could go back man i was at my lowest and yet i miss it.

Lotus killed it , check out his music <3
https://m.soundcloud.com/lilxlotus/sets

'We may never meet again , but we'll never forget eachother' 

Artwork by @Evanxflow
Mixed and mastered by Ronnie Scocozza

@yungscuffonline - Getting Worse ft. Lil Lotus (Prod. Zippy)

i will never be a memory 2/14/18


i dont got nothin but time
i feel it burning inside
the ghosts of my past they berate me
the feeling just cannot escape me
hate me but you are forgiven
this is the point that youre missin
blind faith in apparitions
no way to lose inhabitions

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again

wasting the day
and im wasting your space
you told me to get the fuck out your face
sometimes i wish i could just fade away
the same way the ink on my skin turns to grey

scars on my body remind me of pain
reminding me that nothing will be the same
reminding me that nothing gold ever stays
and itll always be this way

violence in the purest form
we both know when it rains it pours

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again
(x2)

violence in the purest form (prod. charlie shuffler)

@ihateshinigami

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

hands shaky like my life
its fucking hard just to type
none of my friends are alright
just hiding tears in our eyes

trust me i wish i could stop caring
i swear to god i'm fucking trying
my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

i have this this hole in my chest
it hurts so bad i can't rest
waking up from all this stress
i'm fucking trying my best
to live a life on my own
i always stare at my phone
waiting for you to hit me back
because i always feel alone

im the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

leave me in the past
i bet no one will even notice

shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - it never rains anymore

WHY DON'T U FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM YET HOES :( @JAKKYBOIII
JK LOVE YOU BUT ACTUALLY THO 💖
VIDEO LINK: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qD2tCSQ_CkE

fuck another hoe
i still feel alone
u think that i’m fine but i just don’t let it show
ya why u gotta mean so much to me 
why u gotta mean so much to me 

I was always there
no one really care
don’t act like u did baby don’t u fucking dare
ya why u gotta mean so much to me 
why u gotta mean so much to me, ya

i feel like i’m dead when i wake up in the morning
take it as a joke but should see it as a warning
i’m a pretty boy but so fucked u aint don't see
i don’t give a fuck if i did nobody’d know me 

She just make me feel like these girls did in highschool
throbbing on my heart like a bad bitch I hate you
she gon tell me lies after all that we been thru
I thought it was lust then i started to fall too

DEEP
IN LOVE
u got my heart like beating like on and on and on

GET OUT
MY WAY
i can’t let pain take back the truth
(and) it’s so far gone
can't replace u

Why u gotta mean so much? (VIDEO OUT NOW!)

Produced by @jakkyboi 
Mixed by @IOFMUSIC
Cover art @emotionalbuu
Yea
girl ya bad but ya basic (yea you are)
I can see you runnin fast in your asics (very far)
Around the track and i hope you never make it (and i can't discard)
Cause the whole time i was picturing you naked (woah)

Woah 
didnt expect you to be that rude (yea you are)
Well i think your pretty cool i like your tattoos (bad thus far)
Not to mention that i really wanna fuck you (still want more)
The only problem is that i could never trust you (no)

Hey
How you been? & Where ya friends at? (how ya been)
I know they always use to shit on me i get that (where ya friends)
And everytime i think about it i kinda miss that (cause im cool with it)
And i just pulled up put my heart inside a giftbag (gross)

How
Do you think that you deserve me (how do you)
I know your oh-so-perfect body hella curvy (im proud of you)
Im Kinda crazy super weird and really quirky (but he's mad at me)
If i was your dad i would prolly wanna hurt me (oh)

He saw me!
He said hey i got you a lil present
I didnt wanna hesitate and try guessin
What was inside
the next thing i heard was a shot outside
In my direction!
I hope this teaches you a lesson
That whats i heard him screaming
As i was busy seeking
Looking for some protection

I know that your up 
too no good at times
I feel invincible
i cant lie

I told her
Time is running out were only getting 
older
Stupid words never really console her (and they don't work)
Thats when i realized i cant control her (and it does hurt)
Then i remembered

Bangss Vs. Dad! (+ jakkyboí)

spotify/apple music

pulled up so late that i missed the whole party

lyrics: 
we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

left my tears on the nightstand
eyes wide open
sirens in the distance
digital world left me
feeling fuckin distant
i came back feeling like im nonexistent

feel like my mind is changing
fading away from the high i was chasing
looking at the problems im evading
think ill die inside this room instead of forever decaying

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

why is it so hard to kick these habits
why am i melodramatic
better off left in the past tense
ill make like a ghoul and vanish x2

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

colling ave [prod 4evr + tax purposes]

Every day without you seems
like such a waste and I’m afraid that I’m not ever gonna be the same
and everyday I’m so ashamed
to let them see what we’ve become and how it’s killing me
lately everybody asks where I’ve been
I’ve been doing my best to keep quiet
in my room missing you oh they’re lying
they don’t care they just can’t take the silence
lately everybody asks where I’ve been
I’ve been doing my best to keep quiet
In my room missing you and I’m trying 
so hard to restart but I’m finding that 

Everyday without you seems
like such a waste and I’m afraid that I’m not ever gonna be the same
everyday I’m so ashamed
to let them see what we’ve become and how it’s killing me

sick of spending every second every day
wishing that you’d come back or say something
everybody always wants something from me except for you and it’s so confusing 
sick of spending every moment every night remembering when you’d come over like it was just yesterday but who am I kidding 
did it to myself and there’s no forgetting

every day (prod. neek)

vocals in order of appearance
93feetofsmoke
fats'e
cøzybøy

produced by jay vee
coproduced by fats'e & 93

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@cozyboycries

bleed for no reason w/ 93feetofsmoke, fats'e, & cøzybøy

love you guys <3
HIT 200 ON THE DASHBOARD: prod. https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke x Anxiety Attacks!

IG: www.instagram.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS/
Twitter: twitter.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS

LYRICS:

93:
Hit 200 on the dashboard
Oh no
Dummy lines like imma crash course 
Fosho 
They been scheming on my net worth
Of course
Keep my cards under the table 
Fuck off 
X2

AA!:
when there's nothing left
I'll save my breath
my one regret
is thinkin that I never needed anyone
all my problems they've been weighing on my brain now
wouldn't trade a million dollars for the pain, no
I been waiting for somebody I could talk to
but never found an open door that they could walk thru 

93:
I’ve been up 24 seven 
Gettin bands up
Why u actin so damn friendly
U should back up 
Ya they know the dome 
In scope they don’t act tough
Goofies out here showing teeth
Rely on backup 

Spend 600 on some diamonds
Like an asshole
Hope they use my chains 
To hang me like a damn rope 
I’ve been out here planting seeds
And watching roots grow
I’ve been living in the past
Watching the trees blow

Oh no
Dummy lines like imma crash course 
Fosho 
They been scheming on my net worth
Of course
Keep my cards under the table 
Fuck off 
X2

Spend 600 on some diamonds
Like an asshole
Hope they use my chains 
To hang me like a damn rope 
I’ve been out here planting seeds
And watching roots grow
I’ve been living in the past
Watching the trees blow

stream on Spotify <3

HIT 200 ON THE DASHBOARD - Anxiety Attacks! x 93feetofsmoke

vocals by @supachefm & @93feetofsmoke
production by @93feetofsmoke

pulled up so late that i missed the whole party

fats'e

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