Apati - Allt Jag Aldrig Haft

Depressive Suicidal Black Metal 
All rights go to Ynleborgaz of Make A Change Kill Yourself

Make a Change... Kill Yourself - Life Revisited (DSBM)

_My_AK - Fleshpound (Early Demo)

_My_AK - Ketamine (Early Demo)

Track from my split with Dissecting Table.
Label: Domestic Violence Recordings.

The Flesh Of Insextosaurus (Feat. Útero Bitch)

_My_AK - Devil's Accordion (Demo)

_My_AK - Skarecrow

_My_AK - No Therapy (Demo)

_My_AK - No Therapy (Extended Preview)

Artist - Behappy
Album - N/A currently
Track - Naivety Clutches Tears
Genre - Experimental Black Metal/Noise
Year - 2023 

Lyrics:

Terror of numbed meandering
Settling the scores of ego's near departed
Vessels cracked barely hold a specter
But entry is easy nonetheless
Who then occupies what lay neglected
At the side of its despondent owner
Relegated to a mere passer by
Watching itself wither
A whore knowing nothing
Saves what was learned
Merely for degradation
Pasted over conscious remorse
Shit staining the fabric of failure
That grand tapestry
Bearing the fruitless tree
Of your life
Near uprooted
And reaching desperately
Towards the earth
Laying dead be reprieve at least
Standing
Alone
Dry husk of what was promised
Mere veneer of vitality
Drowned by rain meant to quench
Unable to savour the offering
So freely given
Where to withdraw then
From that which sustains
In acknowledgement of unworthiness.
You look don't look good to me
I can hear your dreaming
Strung out in an abyss
Chthonic urges in resistance
Compel what could not pass
To fill holes once dug into itself
With whatever had remained
Since
Leaving nothing but the broken
In perpetual recovery
Clutching on to what had seemingly gone
With such veracity
It begets existence
Or any move from the moment
Forever to be embraced
Laying in the studied projection of
What could have been so much
Erasing with a censor's ease
The inconvenient truth of times arrival
Yet alone its departure.
The moment drags on alongside you
A tether to the greater idea,
Before cracks had needed patching;
Now the chain which binds what crumbles.
Driven nails sap the strength
Purpose merely to hold firm
All upheld in resistance
To forces beyond my scope
Seemingly amassed for betrayal
Senses lose their charm as they sharpen, attuned to a devil's symphony
Frequenting the somber misery of coming impartiality
Revert then, in desperation
To a self near forgotten
Which you may nurture as denial
In spite of what was learned
Naivety clutches tears
Along with the pearls of swine
Appointed wisdoms to serve the purpose.
Mere trinkets to frame a photo
The luster of which has long since ceased
To endure as anything but
Hold on tightly
As you vanish
Into the sands
You once buried your head in

All music and lyrics - Behappy
Drums performed by Filip_Gaddnas

Naivety Clutches Tears

Abyssic Hate - Betrayed

Experimental noise musician from a hidden spot in the UK. 
Mixing a few related genres (noise/blackmetal/folk/electronic) etc etc into a personalized blend. 
Almost everything is intended for listening through headphones

Naivety Clutches Tears

Behappy

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