this is my most ambitious project to date and i spent a good amount of time working on this! this is my first actual album under this new name that doesn't include any tracks from my previous self.. this album dives into my mental state and how i feel most of the time + this album is the last project i'll release before i start my life as a "non-teen" experience in life.

after this releases, i'm gonna evolve into a new person, abandoning my past self and my mistakes to become a new and better version of myself.

thank you, everyone who stayed around for this moment! <3

cover artwork is drawn by "iinudere"
tracks all produced, mixed + mastered by me (empty memories)
track 2 features guest + additional production from "lucas pereyra"
track 3 covers "tigers jaw - plane vs. tank vs. submarine"
track 4 samples "super mario 64 - save file music"
track 5 features guest "wasterr"
track 6 is a remake of "gazecloud - future plans!"
track 7 is partially produced by "s0lstice"
track 9 is a cover / interpolation of "lil bo weep - feel it"
track 10 features guest "sunnymingo"
track 11 features guest "imsotracy"
track 12 features guest "testing something"
track 13 is a interpolation of "brand new - tautou"

https://www.instagram.com/iinudere
https://lucaspereyra.bandcamp.com/
https://tigersjaw.bandcamp.com/track/plane-vs-tank-vs-submarine
https://youtu.be/hrJNgLGbYg0
https://0wasterr0.bandcamp.com/
https://gazescloud.bandcamp.com/track/future-plans-2
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5amEg13JMVnk8AbHkOGM43
https://youtu.be/Q_hG-H0IF8k
https://sunnymingo.bandcamp.com/
https://imsotracy.bandcamp.com/
https://soundcloud.com/user-583302578-214248030
https://youtu.be/78_Gg9qVaK0

anxiety / feel this

Vocals by Viktor Harter & John Don
Lyrics by Viktor Harter & John Don
Engineering by Areo // Producer & Kiem San
Album Cover by Izzie Drizzle

Bliss

Spamtec- Dead And Gone

produced by @yamyam-nakedgun

made this bed i gotta sleep in it
sorry im a little codependent
i think about you from the moment that my eyes open
then i get the sinking feeling that my life's broken
miss you every day - i can barely focus
know youre moving on and its hard for me to cope with
cant forgive the fact that i couldnt adjust
course correct when it mattered the most
kept up that neglect
these regrets that i carry -
thought i would marry you
feelings that explode psychologically bury you

begged you on my hands and knees 
you gave me a list of reasons and i asked you pretty please
reconsider baby feel me im equipped with better tools
and i know that getting back with me it breaks all of your rules -
i apologize and i cant alter the past 
but i can sure spend all my future making our future a blast

shook your head no feelings for me dead so
whatever switch you flipped has me flipped out of your bed so
no matter what i say i do i cant reverse it
wish i could lift this curse using this verse if you just heard it
i know i fucked up - the king of second chances
third and fourth and fifth and sixth rejected your advances
i apologize - i let it get out of pocket
by the time i had the answers it was too late to stop it

and you dont owe me anything girl
i guess i didnt realize how much of my world
was tied up in your beautiful eyes in those sparkles
miss em looking back at me im losing my marbles

miss tracing on your scars and your stripes 
miscommunication had me missing the brights
missed the cuddling and make up nights
cause i mistook your anger as the source of our fights
the new perspective that was handed to me
i couldnt even grasp til i had asked you to leave
and in the shuffle - i guess i killed whatever was left
just a bittersweet end an unfortunate death

but as long as we got life in these lungs
i gotta shoot my shot i gotta work with these guns
i apologize - i just think it will work
and im willing to go the distance even though it will hurt
and as long as i can get you to smile 
maybe youll remember why you gave me a trial
in the first place - a way that i could capture your heart
and we can give ourselves another reason to start

i just cant let this go so easy
writing all these songs and im sounding cheesy
i apologize - im just sorry in general
sorry that i couldnt make it work with my mental
state and i needed a break to recalibrate
clean up my act step back and retaliate
at these behaviors that were breaking us up
i just want another try to begin making this up

sorry i might need a lesson in patience
heart skipping with a whiff of your fragrance
a glass of sunshine to brighten the aegis
apologies on these titanium pages

ytcracker - i apologize (prod by Naked Gun)

im as persistent as you are stubborn
i keep on hovering round you i just want your love and
dont know how to earn it
anything i need to know im sure that i will learn it
but you know there aint nobody perfect -

i cant avoid being annoying when i shoot my shot
i cant avoid the way im feeling and the way youre not
i cant avoid this mild obsession slowly turning to a curse
every time i think about us not together and it hurts

trying all these different methods ways to rope you in
playing little games with you that i can only hope to win
little gifts and little notes that i go stuff into your coats
folded into little triangles i decorate with quotes

little platitudes and anecdotes with hearts around the border
and a little signature with my nickname tucked in the corner
little hint of my cologne i sprayed up on the outer surface
every time i even think about you baby i get nervous

cause im so deep in the friend zone
yea im so deep in the friend zone
i cant get out
ill never get out
im so deep in the friend zone
yea im so deep in the friend zone
i cant get out
ill never get out

all the times we sit around and were just lounging on the couch
or i watch you from your bedroom as you tidy up the house
my heart is doing backflips and my stomachs all in knots
and im thinking all these crazy thoughts

think about the times i make you laugh while we are working
and the way you roll your eyes around whenever i be flirting
the way you tell me stop whenever im preaching a sermon
about how we should date because im such a awesome person

got a lot of suitors and the competitions stiff
but i want to make the leap and im here standing on the cliff
wonder what its like to have you clasping on my hand
if we took the jump together and we see where we would land

i guess ill stay in orbit til the universe is over
because thats the only way that i will ever feel some closure
love it how you humor me so i might have a chance
every time i make a comment about getting in your pants

ytcracker - friend zone

Ytcracker - Antisec (Max James Remix)

@queed-inc aka yung innanet

gr33tz drugs i ain't slept in a fortnight
crew hungry call it operation fork knife
Ra got the python and it hit you like a snake bite
mithra got the .40 - got no time for the fist fight

used to sell dope - power for the house lights
now we buy dope - vibes for a good night   
cut the grass low - snakes call it true sight
fucc a bitch throat till i cum - i just might

shoutout steezy body count higher than a kite
real nice fellow - never been a simpin whiteknight
catch em from behind call it 20/20 hindsight
crew don't talk to cops - squad stay airtight

vicelitti that's my mothafuccin crodie
longslide make em burn like a stogie
i got every single reason to up it if you don't know me
i be fuccin with the ones that's been with me since i was bummy

--

look at how i built my life got that social credit
look at how i paid the price with them multi threaded
programs shorty what it do
i got the solution to your problems its forty two
trying to get back in that drivers seat to finally
put my pain behind me and find someone to ride with me -
thankfully i got my squad to keep me memeing hard
since i gave up on them thangs that had me leaning hard

when i feel that paranoia and its setting in - 
and i feel like all the world is testing me and threatening
i remember who the fuck been there these monuments
the people that stuck by me on my buns like these condiments -
i aint ever burned a soul or a bridge
cause that shit will eat your conscience up and thats no way to live
lil homie force my enemies to love me
i be fucking with the ones thats been with me since i was bummy

yung innanet f. ytcracker - since i was bummy (ep coming soon)

Wake Up (feat Ytcracker)

@dicepticon beat

im chilling in the lair feeling okay
sitting on a folder full of 0day
looking through these files and i hope they
never patch em up leave it broke hey
all these scanners in the road way
checking for them errors in the code base
clock is ticking and i wont wait
time to live got a hacker feeling slow paced

X11 window manager yes i do some damage yuh
checking on my privilege like a cis white male in canada
then i escalate it my compiler keep it native
every tick up in your system timing attack underrated
bury data in the octets in the segments in your packets
all my DGs keep it gangster all my pinks they keep it ratchet
all my screens they keep refreshing hundred forty four a second
thats the time to live for pixels so its best we stay connected

got no time to spare i mark my meetings for deletion
so much CRUD up in my matrix that im working through the weekend
no i got no time for sleeping got a deadline got to keep it -
and i really like my password so i keep that bitch a secret
you know
im captivated by the captures on my wireshark -
keep the hat green like my cousin vinny's skylark
F to pay respects double F if you the best
double F i stay immortal in my time to live requests

ytcracker - ttl

5G (ft ytcracker)

yes i did mean seg faults not page faults that's one of the reasons i didn't release

no, the song "page fault" was not the same error, that was referring to data exfiltration; 
(hdd -- > memory -- > world wide web --- > ??? --- > PROFIT!!11!)

glider (the game of life)

i want to be a robot when i grow up.

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