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better without me :)
You don’t know a thing about me
Steady running while you head for your taxi
Sitting still you’ll never see what i see
Steady love he’ll never be what i be

Don’t know why you gotta leave without me
She took my heart and now she head for the Back seat
Sitting still you’ll never see what i see
Steady love he’ll never be what i be

Fine without me
I say I’m trying 
But i could never hold my envy
Hold my envy

And i try to hide it 
But could never find a way
I make more mistakes
I cut arms to save myself
I’m born to hate myself 
I’m broke i need the wealth 
I fucking need the help
I wish upon a well
No one to take to hell

I’m doing fine without you
I didn’t think i couldn’t sleep without you
I didn’t think i couldn’t breathe without you
I didn’t think i couldn’t see without you

You don’t know a thing about me
Steady running while you head for your taxi
Sitting still you’ll never see what i see
Steady love he’ll never be what i be

Don’t know why you gotta leave without me
She took my heart and now she head for the Back seat
Sitting still you’ll never see what i see
Steady love he’ll never be what i be

u dont know a thing ab me (prod. kt3lly)

know better w/ eric godlow (prod m.e)

fall for u

MiseryGarden Collective exclusive release!!

written by kobayami, Vertigo, & Lxst Boy
produced by jxsie beats
mixed by Lxst Boy & kobayami
mastered by Lxst Boy
cover art by kobayami

-lyrics-
(Verse 1: kobayami)
been about a year since I felt your grace
and I wont lie
I been missing that pretty face
with bangs on the side
thinking bout what i could've done better for you
should've adored you
should've gone for it and kissed you
well you know it wasn't always that bad
got to finally meet when you drove me mad 
with your beautiful looks
and the rope that you took from me
I know what I ain't took
but you put the life back in me
2 weeks into meeting you and we're talking in the dms
blowing up my phone, stating up until the a.m.
talking bout cute days but we'll never see them
cause I dont talk to you no more
I'm sorry babe I should've done more
without me though you're much better off
I'm not the same as i was before
mostly cause I'm such a bore

(Verse 2: Vertigo)
never been that into bangs but they look good on you
I never meant to change my ways, sorry if I failed you
now i just need you to know that I made every shot count
and I counted up my sorrows while I'm still on this couch
got ice cream and movies, yeah thats where I'm at
I'm feeling empty in my chest, dont know where  my head's at
I got a grovel to my voice, she said lets smoke till 2
i like that you think that, so lets go smoke on the roof
wish that I could've brought some weed and ride the high like noble steeds
but instead I grow like weeds
and affect your love too
she said I always seemed like the man with the plan
those people annoy be though, they're the type i can't stand
and so I'm sorry that i bored you with my lackluster ways
i hope that you'll forgive me
maybe
maybe someday

(Verse 3: Lxst Boy)
yeah
brush your bangs up off your face
looking so cute
I tried to be a better person
but that's far from the truth
and baby i cant fall asleep
cause I'm thinking bout you
constantly i find myself
walking straight up the moon
i miss your pale white face
in the glow of the evening light
talk about our past decisions
one day maybe get it right
yeah
or maybe get our act together
I sit and ponder petty things like the rainy weather
you picked me like a rose and told me I was something special
and now i wither and I die, never elemental
I grow as old as the trees as they surround the middle
I'm sorry that I'm boring
oh baby just a little

you're boring (kobayami, jxsie beats, Vertigo, & Lxst Boy)

@sorrow - sunshine (prod. 8ROKEBOY)

boredddddddd but heres one with umu :)

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fallen skies (w/umu)

i wish i could fix myself 4 u (demo lol)

Artists:
@imgeist
@jatchi

Lyrics:
im steady burning pages
i dont want this no more
lately ive been feeling like a walking corpse
im so tired yea my chest is sore
i wish i had you to keep me warm
it gets so cold at night
i wasted all this time
theres talk of suicide
but ill lie
and say im fine

i’ll say i’m fine
if you’ll be mine
i’ll say i’m fine

froze to the bone, got my heart torn out
blood couldn’t flow, wouldn’t make it home tonight
i don’t want to save my life
aha
i can’t even get out of my bed now
truth is i can’t get out of my head love
all the words you’ve said how i let you down well
i’m a walking corpse in this dead man’s town

but i’ll say i’m fine
as i lose my mind
as i’m clearly dying
holding on for a sign that there’s still hope
i gave it all but i know that you want more
took the fall, now my body is so sore

I'm Geist & Jatchi - Walking Corpse

prod. acey

[casperrr]
i've come to realize
that i'm dumb and i despise 
myself for all those lies 
im sorry for the fight

(chorus) [casperrr] 
i really am worthless
i can't change and im trying my best
my life is nothing more than a mess
i just can't seem to get well 


[autumn]
how do i focus when locusts are biting my neck
she cut me open and tore out my chest
"i swear to god that was not my intention"
fentanyl, over her innocent jaw
now it don't matter at all
time just isn't a road
it's all that i've ever known
so when i say goodbye
there better not be tears in your eyes
cause i warned you from the start
how we'd end before we even fell apart
before we fell apart (2x)

(chorus) [casperrr & autumn]
i really am worthless
i can't change and im trying my best
my life is nothing more than a mess
i just can't seem to get well 

[casperrr]
feeling alone
turn into ash all of these bones
my demons awoke

(a crash; the scent of metal)
(strewn across the air)
steal every moment
(strewn across the air)
but what is grief?
(if one isn't wrong)

casperrr x autumndropsdead - locusts (acey ii)

mixed/mastered by me
-
produced by https://soundcloud.com/prodpitfall

neurotic (pitfall)

Out on Spotify
@sinxi <3 
Self Prod 

Lyrics 

If you want to lie, tell me that you lie for me
If you want to cry, tell me something nice to me
Numb these feelings that you never learn to miss
I know feelings turn to shit, in this way that we stay up

Break up Break up
On our way out
Take us, take love don't erase us
I don't need nobody else
Left up in my head
Everything you said
I don't need nobody vacant
Tell me something when you say nothing
And these feelings that we left
I don't want regrets
I just want to feel things that we never left

I need someone in my mind that's going to love me back
I need someone on decline that's going to wait for that
Everything you ever say
You don't need no wedding ring
You change seasons in a day
You look at me you say
Wake up, took the day drugs
Love you till you speak to Satan
Then you break up
Tell me lies longer than acres
will break curse
On this leave your feeling vacant
So vacant, guess I got to leave

(Sinxi)
What you saying to me
Think you better calm it down
I just said I was on my way
Irritated by the words you say
And it ain't going to get any better
I been losing all sense of self
So it doesn't mean you don't recognise me
I been going for way too long
And I know that its so disheartening

Break up Break up
On our way out
Take us, take love don't erase us
I don't need nobody else
Left up in my head
Everything you said
I don't need nobody vacant
Tell me something when you say nothing
And these feelings that we left
I don't want regrets
I just want to feel things that we never left

CURSE (feat. Sinxi)

lyrics:

intro: ohmace
how far would you go 
to tell me i don’t know 
well drive along the road 

chorus: ohmace
tell me to my face how you feel
thought we were in love it wasn’t real
everytime i fall in love
i feel like i was never enough 
stop calling i know what you want 
stop telling me that i was the one
stop lying you’re not in love 
just tell me that i wasn’t enough 

verse: murph
just tell me that i wasn’t enough
cuz i know what you think
when you look at me that way
yeah it’s so clear to see 
what you really think of me
so go and speak your mind
i ain’t got no time

and you keep on wasting it
stepping out of bounds
baby tell me what you make of it
started with a white lie, 
and that was just a taste of it
now you’re a pro when it comes to faking shit
so i did it on my own 
got my ass off my phone
and i made myself something big 
huh, now you’re saying you’re alone 
and there ain’t no one home 
and you need someone to have fun with

please tell me are you kidding?
cause it feels like everytime i speak 
that you don’t even listen
yeah, i feel like everytime i leave 
you call on him to hit it 
i’ll say it once ill say it again 
i’m only stickin to business, ugh..


chorus: ohmace x murph
tell me to my face how you feel
thought we were in love it wasn’t real
everytime i fall in love
i feel like i was never enough 
stop calling i know what you want 
stop telling me that i was the one
stop lying you’re not in love 
just tell me that i wasn’t enough

never enough w/ b murph [tnvr]

you say that you missed me i cant even get a second of ur time
were you even listening when i told you half a million times

that ive been flying
floating
falling fast for you
wait for me i cant let go
when did
every   
second 
with you
feel like minutes
we died so slow 

dont look down take my hand
ill keep u safe give me a chance
i dont want you to wake up alone

please step back from the ledge
youre everything that i regret
but i still wanna be your home

got a lotta pain in me
i can feel the end coming
every days the same old thing
every single song i sing

doesnt have a meaning i
think im running out of time
i can see the stars align
i can see the stars align

everything that i regret

everything that i regret (king theta)

Lyrics:
this dead air is leaving me chocked
draw in this smoke, burning holes in my throat 
talk to my ghost, it followed me here to my home
We kissed and you pulled me in close 
the next day you cut it off cold, and I froze
blood in my shoes walk into the unknown
and lately it feels like the worlds monochrome

black and white
tearful eyes
short lived highs
you can lie

pain subsides 
knives inside
kill my pride
I don’t mind 

this dead air is leaving me chocked
draw in this smoke, burning holes in my throat 
talk to my ghost, it followed me here to my home
We kissed and you pulled me in close 
the next day you cut it off cold, and I froze
blood in my shoes walk into the unknown
and lately it feels like the worlds monochrome

I’ve been hurt too many times and now my heart is absent
forget everything just like it never happened
crystalize these fragments need to stabilize 
I’ve been panicked, feeling paralyzed

SPOTIFY

Shivers (prod. nate2timez, Blocktane, steezy prime)

cucumonga

prod. @prodskellington

lyrics: 

Ooooo

i try not to let all this shit bother me
but the only time i find some peace
when i take a pill and fall asleep
i can hear them laughin in my dreams...
ghosts haunt my past...
its not even halloween..
its not even halloween...
no no

october 31 find me at home smoking weed
ion wanna socialize 
i dont fuckin like nobody 
and my head full of monsters 
but i cannot scream
no no

static on the tv
nose is bleeding
asthmatic
i keep wheezing...

thoughts run in circles in my head...
the only thing between me and dead
is a fear of death...
a fear of death...

and when im gone pls do not be upset
pls just know i tried my best...
(da da da)
please just know i tried my best.....

I'm Geist & Jatchi - Walking Corpse

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