A new one

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edit/update: the person who this song was originally written about is now essentially devoid of respect and likability in my eyes, so now it's a ballad for all of the lovers out there who aren't fucking each other over.

good riddance, s.

thanks, p.

thanks, world.

[peace.love.happiness]

e[u].logy (prod. purpan)

@tomppabeats

welcome to the beach.

thank you for the continued support.

i love each and every one of you with all of my heart. <3

sand (prod. tomppabeats)

Thank you for everyone who has supported me and my friends! i will miss you flowars <3

Links-
@guardinmusic
@daddydandy

flowars x guardin x yung van - lavender dreams (Prod. charlie c)

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/astrologikalmusic check him out!

fleeting (Prod. astrologikal)

ALL ME

produced by @mt_fujitive
cover photo shot by @chriswrightotj

i have a cold

lyrics:
i'm getting sick of constant negativity, searching for some clarity
try to switch my mind around, reversing the polarity
and scuttle through the undertow, an urgent need for therapy
coercing me to stray from my roots

i've even practiced sacrficing bad news to aphrodite statues
antagonized by past dues, i'm camera shy and fat too
diet plan is snack food, banana pies and cashews
the person that i dream to be, i pantomime with tattoos
but even still, i sense the glimmer of my confidence
hiding under ink i got to mimic my accomplishments
they're few and far between, sort of timid in their promises
drowning subtle whispers with the engine of a rocketship

i can't linger any longer in the past
i'm not the person that i was back then
romanticizing everything, the flowers in the grass
were a stepping stone for expressing my love back then
but now i'm jaded as i cautiously detach
from all the people that i loved back then
drowning every issue via vodka from a flask
to think, the only thing i wanted was a hug back then

sick of constant negativity, searching for some clarity
try to switch my mind around, reversing the polarity
and scuttle through the undertow, an urgent need for therapy
coercing me to stray from my roots

back then (prod. mt. fujitive)

download <3

lyrics 
———————

*lovespelledbackwards*
tell me how to live when the sky is falling
the sky is falling apart
lost ur purpose & lost ur calling
i swear know what thats like
n wake with no intention
of leaving ur room
let alone get out of bed at all
im trapped between
these 4 walls

every day i wake up
searching for a new day
but it’s always the same old thing

*shattered*

baby it's cold 
all on your own
maybe we're stuck 
dying in snow
baby it's cold 
all on your own
maybe we're stuck 
dying alone
tell me how to live
tell me how to cry
tell me how to fix all of this pain i feel inside
vanish like a ghost but you living up on snapchat
i don't wanna fight
i just want a simple call back

*evol & shattered*
ayooo
here i am
& here we go
lifes waiting to begin

follow shattered

the sky is falling, again.. w/  shattered [prod. born hero]

is this really life?

produced/written by me
mastered by biskwiq 
art by skirt

lyrics:
when you're standing at your window in your bathrobe
like you do
like you do

talking to your mother on your cell phone
turning blue
you can't move

she says, "ayla, are you eating like you're supposed to?
tell the truth
i know you"

you wonder if she knows about the old youth
that you knew
what's the use?

i wonder if there's more out there
nothing really feels quite right these days
ayla, if you hear my voice
promise me you'll stay awake
i wonder if there's more out there
nothing really feels quite right these days
ayla, if you hear my voice
promise me you'll stay away

when you're staring at the ceiling in your bedroom
every night
flickering lights

from the broken bulbs in street lamps that surround you
paint you white
seconds at a time

you face the wall you used to put your back to
scatter lines
pass the time

you feel as though you're trapped inside a vacuum
can't be right
is this really life?

i wonder if there's more out there
nothing really feels quite right these days
ayla, if you hear my voice
promise me you'll stay awake
i wonder if there's more out there
nothing really feels quite right these days
ayla, if you hear my voice
promise me you'll stay away

spotify/apple music <3

ayla

Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6hrUfX7wsi7bSUJNxVKbi4?si=OR6MWOowSsCWyHRlqECuGQ

Dear Dad why’d you have to go so soon
It feels like I never really got to know you
You lost track of ur life when your pops passed
Tryna drink away your problems through a shot glass 
I just hope that I don’t fall into the same path
I’ve had addictive personality since way back
It’s in our blood some times I really hate that
But we’re alike in other ways I wouldn’t change that 
You loved work you put that over everything
You even put it and liquor over a wedding ring
They say you never know what you had til' it’s gone
That’s why I’m writing you this song 
I've been stressing and second guessing decisions
Learning lessons and growing up gaining wisdom 
You’re out the picture this never was in my vision 
You helped me buy my equipment 
You shared my songs and you listened 
When I was younger heard arguing in the kitchen
Moving around a lot houses always switching 
As I got older began to see the addiction 
Mom tried stay to calm couldn’t stick with it
I don’t blame her but sometimes I blame myself 
Like there was someway or somehow I could of helped like damn 
Maybe if I called the ambulance a little faster 
We wouldn’t be in this disaster 
Instead of staring at the blood on the walls like it’s plaster
But I guess it doesn’t matter
Grandma’s crying in the arms of the pastor 
Not all stories get a happy ever after
Me and my brother stuck together that’s for life too 
Mama found new love met a nice dude
Things sucked but I always had to fight thru
How’s the weather in heaven hope it’s a nice view
Nowadays everything ain’t the same 
A lot of problems are bottled up in my brain 
I never thought that I would have to feel this way 
But I can’t help it I’m breaking down every day 
I don’t wanna get upset I don’t think I should regret 
Holding on to what is left hope ur happy looking down
I just wanna make u proud even tho ur not around 
I know you’ll always be there I know that you’ll always care
So I love you and I swear even though we weren’t prepared
Maybe this was meant to be this is what you meant to me
I won’t forget the memories 
I won’t forget the memories
Rest in peace yeah

Dear Dad (prod. Jakkyboi)

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https://soundcloud.com/montydatta

I’m drowning I can see the ark 
Sky opens up, world falls apart 
Da da da da da da da
Da da da da
I’m
Rocking all black strings on an old guitar 
With my all black jeans and my all black heart
Da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da

Put me in an all white room and bind my hands
Tell me I’m no good till I understand but
Your demands mean nothing 
I need a Zoloft lil to even feel something 
Put me on a red eye flight and I’ll leave it all as you wave goodbye
She asking where the time goes 
Girl you might as well be asking why the wind blows 
But you see me through these all black windows 
Chilling with the sharks while you swimming with the minnows 
And I’m sorry but I chose my fate 
Big fish ‘round town done being the bait
It’s weighing on my all black lungs
But yours always right so I’ll hold me tounge
Got an all black soul with an all black prayer
I’m the all black sheep with the all black stars 

Hook 

Ripped black jeans and tears from sad eyes
I guess I’m alright I guess I’ll be fine 
I guess I’m real stressed I’m
Best when offline
Cause I suffocate when I talk to you 
It sucks to feel like you don’t want to choose 
I choke so bad my face turns blue 
My heart’s gone dark from loving you 
I won’t speak cause you won’t listen 
You’re my cure but we’ve been distant 
You’re too cute and that’s too bad cause 
Love won’t clean this mess I have 
I’m over love but I’m not over us 
Im over love but I’m not over us

World Falls Apart - Ft Sadeyes Prod. Monty Datta

turn out all the lights
baby it’s just you and me now
stay up every night 
we don’t ever need to sleep nah
you got me feelin right
where i need to be
baby lock eyes and
show me that you need me

i been thinkin bout you lately 
girl i know you want to
you can always slide by my place
you got my heart burning up babe
every single time that i lay
my eyes on your face

yeah i’m fallin for your body
and your mind too 
forget the past, 
we can leave it all behind you
i won’t let you feel alone again 
i won’t let you feel alone again, no

with your hand between my fingers 
i don’t ever wanna let go
yeah i’m mezmerized by your figure
never get tired of you at all, and

baby girl you should come through
we can do whatever you want to
just sit back and let me love you

turn out all the lights
baby it’s just you and me now
stay up every night 
we don’t ever need to sleep nah
you got me feelin right
where i need to be
baby lock eyes and
show me that you need me

put your body up against mine
couple hours we never look at the time
lay in bed as we watching the sun shine
through the curtains and passing the window blinds

yeah, and you’re so warm
in the middle of a winter night
so glad that i made you mine
i feel fine when you’re beside me

with your hand between my fingers 
i don’t ever wanna let go
yeah i’m mezmerized by your figure
never get tired of you at all, and

baby girl you should come through
we can do whatever you want to
just sit back and let me love you

turn out all the lights
baby it’s just you and me now
stay up every night 
we don’t ever need to sleep nah
you got me feelin right
where i need to be
baby lock eyes and
show me that you need me

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i won't let you feel alone again

prod khail <3

art by @ gasolineandmemories on instagram

i've been sleepin alone
i'm dyin to know
why everybody's hittin my phone
they gettin the tone

and everybody's talkin that shit
but they wouldn't know
you ain't never talked to the kid
like how you think it would go

i'm so terrified
and i done lost all my hope
i'm so terrified

if you would press me for shit
and i'm like proof where it at
and you got nothin to show
then you'll be turnin your back

i get everything i work for
fuck you bitch i earned it
i might be a kid 
at least i'm grindin for a purpose

i might be nineteen 
at least i'm makin sure its workin
writing out my thoughts
 to clear my head from all the hurtin

i'm so terrified
and i done lost all my hope
i'm so terrified

he tells you he loves you then makes you cry
then you call me up cause you know i'm nice

but you fucked things up, now you fucked things twice
now you're on my mind, now you're all i write

now i'm in your head while you're in his bed
no i won't forgive now i can't forget

i'm so tired of wasting time
you're all i wanted but never needed

i'm so terrified
and i done lost all my hope
i'm so terrified

terrified (prod. khail)

beats all produced by @m-i-s-e-r-y

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December

December (prod. misery)

star dust (hxrxkiller)

https://soundcloud.com/akina2k

please give him love <3

it's time to say goodbye, just know i still love you( feat- Akina)

this track is pretty different for me, i hope you guys like it. 💙 

big shoutout to Sunny Hughes for killing the art!! make sure to go show her some love!! 💙
https://www.instagram.com/sunny.hues/?hl=en
https://twitter.com/SunnyHues

lyrics:

I don't wanna let go but I'm feeling like I have to
hit me on my phone, swear you're always in a bad mood

I just need some space
I just need to concentrate

on the ways
I can keep myself out of an early Grave
x2

I cannot wait

cause I'm losing my hope
losing control
feel like I'm losing everyone I keep close

I walk down this road but I do it alone
summer or winter I'm still gon feel cold

I know things have changed but I can't let it go 
glad that I'm hopeful, it's great
but the distance it grows

introspection got me mixing messages
like I used to mix the pills with the dro I'm

confusing
elusive
out of my mind half the time

way too lit
not lucid
lost where no one else could find

I been on autopilot
I can't watch my life pass me by

but I don't wanna leave my vices behind
and let go

but I'm feeling like I have to
hit me on my phone, swear you're always in a bad mood

I just need some space
I just need to concentrate
on the ways

I can keep myself out of an early Grave
cause as of lately

I been lost in
my mind like a pit
that I can't help but fall in
I

feel way to toxic
I hold it inside
cause it's only my fault
and I 

I feel exhausted
I'm falling apart
while my loved ones are watching
knowing they can't stop it

good intentions are empty
when they're disregarded 

I need to find new ways to cope

past reaping the profits off wounds that I sewed up

cause inside I still feel alone
my heart is a home with the windows and doors shut

and I still feel so much damn love
I know that I don't have to do this on my own
but 

I'm still getting lost in the drugs
lost in the lust

I don't wanna let go but I'm feeling like I have to
hit me on my phone, swear you're always in a bad mood

I just need some space
I just need to concentrate

on the ways
I can keep myself out of an early Grave
x2

spotify

I don't wanna let go

(Chorus)

WORRY:

You don’t wanna see me when I hide behind the sun 
You don’t wanna meet me when I’m trying not to run 
Baby you’re my only one 
So let me know when you are gone 

I wanna know where I belong 

(Verse 1)

Two:22: 

I wanna know where I belong, yeah

Save me baby from this lie
Within your eyes shining so bright 
Shame cuts without a knife 
Pain through every night 
And I will try 
But...

(Back to the Chorus)

(Bridge)

WORRY: 

I wanna know where I belong
Baby you’re my only one 
I wanna know where I belong
Let me know that I am yours

(Back to the Chorus)

Behind the Sun

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behind the sun (feat. two:22)

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LYRICS:
Stumbled around the block a thousand times
You missed every call that I had tried
So now I'm giving up
A heartbreak in mid December
You don't give a fuck
You never remember me
While you're pulling on his jeans
Getting lost in the big city
I was looking out our window
Watching all the cars go
Wondering if I'll see Chicago
Or a sunset on the west coast
Or will I die in the cold
Feeling blue and alone
I wonder if you'll ever hear this song on your stereo
I hope you get your ball room floor
Your perfect house with rose red doors
I'm the last thing you'd remember
It's been a long lonely December
I wish I'd known that less is more
But I was passed out on the floor
That's the last thing I remember
It's been a long lonely December
Cast me aside to show yourself in a better light
I came out grieving, barely breathing and you came out alright
But I'm sure you'll take his hand
I hope he's better than I ever could have been
My mistakes were not intentions this is a list of my confessions I couldn't say
Pain is never permanent but tonight it's killing me
I hope you get your ball room floor
Your perfect house with rose red doors
I'm the last thing you'd remember
It's been a long lonely December
I wish I'd known that less is more
But I was passed out on the floor
That's the last thing I remember
It's been a long lonely December
I miss your face
You're in my head
There's so many things that I should have said
A year of suffering, a lesson learned
I miss your face
You're in my head
There's so many things that I should have said
A year of suffering, a lesson learned
I hope you get your ball room floor
Your perfect house with rose red doors
I'm the last thing you'd remember
It's been a long lonely December
I wish I'd known that less is more
But I was passed out on the floor
That's the last thing I remember
It's been a long lonely December

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December [Neck Deep cover] (prod. kuroime)

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mixed by the legendary @oh_lucifer
produced by me 

i've been working super hard on new music, i know the amount of music i put out this year is a lot less than it's been in the past but i am working super hard for u guys, ily never forget!!!

LYRICS:
(intro)
you’re so far away 
you’re so far away

(CHORUS)
Do u promise to keep me alive?
Fight off the monsters that eat at my mind
Im so far away from where I belong
i overthink everything I think I do it all wrong

(VERSE 1)
Lately Ive been mixing up my dreams
Lately ive been skipping meals and talking in my sleep
Love me with ur eyes closed stuck in different time zones
I can tell ur feeling for me i’ll start to lose control

the chemicals that make me smile are upside down today
so i’ll mime my way thru conversation frown upon my own damnation crying my heart out because i broke a promise i once made to someone who i love so dearly now she can’t stand being near me 

(BREAKDOWN)
i’ll be on my way home 
see you at the payphone 
no matter how anxious i get i have you on my shoulder urging me to breathe and remain calm
remain calm
and i promise you we will get thru this 
to u i am no more than useless cuz u are an angel u already knew this 

(CHORUS)
do you promise me i always be a part
of you and of the itty bitty fragments of your heart 
cuz i can’t do this shit alone you pulled my life part 
my head is in the dark you gave my feelings all these scars 

wish you here
now im upset i got nobody near
i’m in my feels while i’m covered in fear 
it’s been a long time like almost a year
but i have a way out of sadness my dear 
when you say love i hope that you’re sincere
cuz i’ve heard it a hundred times over and over the coffin closing my thoughts are getting too severe
hold me tight and dont let me go!
falling for u with vertigo 
falling for the girl that i met the first time and now
i cannot outgrow 
the tendencies i have to dispose 
any hope that you’ll hold me close
i was once a happy kid with dreams and a heart but that’s a long time ago

promise?

Spotify: https://lnk.to/ends-beginnings
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JhZP2I_v7mI

Artist:
@lifeholdca

Lyrics:
Carry me back to when
The sun would shine bright
Before i went blind i want you to
Carry me back to when
I felt the night sky
Leave an imprint on my mind so innocent

Can you feel me now
As my head is underwater too anxious to bother
Speaking out
So reluctant to ponder your words soft and somber
Ride the wave as it hits like an earthquake
I’m so far from first place
I might runaway ive got no more question to survey

I’m just too vulnerable to leave
But when i’m all alone it’s easier to breathe
False hope in overhanging dreams
Result in lack of substance for all that i believe
Tell me what’s there to believe

Can you hear me now
Or am i just a thought that u merely forgot
As im reaching out with the hopes it was all
Just a nightmare i fought off and ran away
All i do is complain bout the shit i can’t change
And i think i might float away
I’ve got no more questions to survey

And i’m just too vulnerable to leave
But when i’m all alone it’s easier to breathe
False hope in overhanging dreams
Result in lack of substance for all that i believe
Tell me what’s there to believe

Carry me back to when the sun would shine bright
Before i went blind i want you to
Carry me back to when i felt the night sky
Leave an imprint on my mind, so innoncent

lifehold. - 2 HELL, and back

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