Sad Vibes

I'm gone*-*

January 2020 🔥

goodbye

The Upload

TubularTuesdayVol.99

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Alone (Original Mix)

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I don't wanna feel anything anymore
i just wanna put my hand straight through that door
Now i got wrist bleeding on the bedroom floor
cause i dont wanna feel anything anymore

I remember everything from the time that you left my side
Wiping the tears 'no don't fuck with my eyes'
Biding my time, i wanna try 
Just to forget you but i feel alive 
Oh please take my life
Please take my life
Its the best time to die
Like now, i wanna right now 
I wanna die

I don't wanna feel anything anymore
I just wanna put my hand straight through that door
Now i got wrist bleeding on the bedroom floor
cause i dont wanna feel anything anymore

I dont wanna live in a world without you
Even after al the shit you put me through
You're still the one 
Night grow cold and I'm alone
And you don't ever pick up the phone when i call
So let me die here

Let Me Die Here w/ scum (prod. trxpicvl )

empty
sample used: BRIAN–They Will Throw Us to the Wolves (empire! empire! cover)

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LEAVE ME BREATHLESS

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close enough

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//私の心の断片//

lyrics
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i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i think i found the antidote
i think i found another road
i think i found some fucking hope
nope
i think i'm tryna find a way
to rid of all these darker days
but my minds trapped inside a maze 

so i'll run so far from these shadows
makeshift but my hearts still fragile
i'd drown but the waters too shallow
my heads still caught in the gallows
your kiss is my remedy
i fall to the ground so desperately
baby i know that you're mad at me
filling all the voids like cavities 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i guess this feeling lasts forever
i guess we'll never be together
you're colder than i can remember
but the ice is melting quickly 
i'm still wishing that you'd miss me

but you're gone and i never could replace you
mistraced new face but it ain't you
rebuilding the forts that i made you
no love but my hearts tryna break thru
my chest cause its caving in
i dwell in a cell in a realm of sin
six shots to the face of rum & gin
i'm dead in the head so i guess you win 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you

solitary

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sjU1z2PbKtA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sjU1z2PbKtA

mixed by prettyheartbrake 

art by sympathy dropout

love casualties (prod. Charlie Shuffler) VIDEO IN BIO :)

Verse:

The first night that I took u out
Met u at the mailbox right outside your house
Trynna stay dry under a black and white umbrella
I was in a t shirt
U were in my sweater

U said lets get a drink
So we got caffeine
coffee in a cup kept
breathing out steam

Sitting by the window
Talkin bout dreams
While watching outside 
people stepping over streams

Everything I searched for
Seemed u had it all
Blown away by love
And the height of its walls

Feeling like a superhero
We could fly away
Shoot through the stars
til we find the light of day

I never even thought this could’ve been an option
But once I felt it, I didnt wanna stop

I was so in love love
U were driving me insane
My heart would drop
When u said my name

Pre chorus:

U took me places I’ve never been
Made me me feel better like my medicine
U showed me planets that I’ve never seen
U fill my mind up with fantasies

Chorus:

I thought I found the one but then u left
I gave u everything and nothing less
Ya I’m sorry that I couldn’t be the one that u want
I was giving u my heart and u played it like a pawn

I thought that wed keep going on and on
When times got tough wed both be standing strong
But now I know I couldn’t be more wrong
Ill let u leave but I won’t say so long

So Long (Prod. Misery)

Mixed by @wgm2093
produced by @treetimee

[Hook]
I just bought some xans yeah you know that I had to
I just fucked his bitch yeah you know that I had to
I just popped another yeah you know that I had to
She look me in my eyes and she know I wanna die to
I just bought some xans yeah you know that I had to
I just fucked his bitch yeah you know that I had to
I just popped another yeah you know that I had to
She look me in my eyes and she know I wanna die to

[Verse]
Know I wanna die to
Fuck me in the bathroom
First time I saw you it was up in the classroom
Up in the classroom
That’s when you found me
That’s when you chose me
Hold my hand baby
Know I wanna die to
Fuck me in the bathroom
First time I saw you it was up in the classroom
Up in the classroom
That’s when you found me
That’s when you chose me
Hold my hand baby

[Hook]
I just bought some xans yeah you know that I had to
I just fucked his bitch yeah you know that I had to
I just popped another yeah you know that I had to
She look me in my eyes and she know I wanna die to
I just bought some xans yeah you know that I had to
I just fucked his bitch yeah you know that I had to
I just popped another yeah you know that I had to
She look me in my eyes and she know I wanna die to

i want to wake up in hell (prod. treetime)

(Video Link) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KT-ZQzexHsI

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Cover art by (Shaneavelli) - https://twitter.com/SHANEAVELI
Mixed by , Dell Mac - https://soundcloud.com/dell-ngonga
Prod By. Dee B - https://soundcloud.com/officialdee_b

Global Meltdown 🌎❄️🔥

For a reason (prod. DeeB) (-VIDEO LINK IN DESCRIPTION-)

give it up (feat. yesterday) [prod. brody]

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//安定したあなたの呼吸//

i can't begin to thank you guys enough for everything we've accomplished, even just this year alone. i never imagined i would reach this point, but i am incredibly grateful of it & i promise it's only up from here. i'm sorry for a lack of releases lately, but i've kept busy with touring & meeting all of you beautiful people & i can't wait to do it again with these tours comin' up next year. i love you guys.

merry christmas <3

lyrics
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now that i'm back on the road
you're in your bed all alone
it's alright i'm doing okay
and in my mind you're in the doorway
now that i'm back in my zone
i smoke till my seams come unsewn
you could not take this away from me
you could not take this away from me
work so damn hard on my own
sit in my bedroom alone
i did this shit all in one take
you could not touch what i'm on mate
steady your breathing it's cold
and your eyes are made out of coal
crying but your tears are snowflakes
and this car that's comin' got no breaks

i've been livin' my life to the fullest
anxiety comes but it won't sit 
got tossed in the bag but it won't zip
cause i killed my mind all in one hit
blast to the past & i feel it
the days we put stars on our ceilings
the tape on my hearts always peeling
and i do not find that appealing
so maybe i
contemplate strategize ways to ease my mind
sit awake and i bake all through the night
touch base with your face being close to mine
and maybe you
can't sleep cause your dreams never seem to soothe
so you spark in the dark tryna make your move
touch me & i fall but i play it cool

(lost in your embrace and i'm longing for your taste love
said we'd runaway but you hardly ever say much)

now that i'm back on the road
you're in your bed all alone
it's alright i'm doing okay
and in my mind you're in the doorway
now that i'm back in my zone
i smoke till my seams come unsewn
you could not take this away from me
you could not take this away from me
work so damn hard on my own
sit in my bedroom alone
i did this shit all in one take
you could not touch what i'm on mate
steady your breathing it's cold
and your eyes are made out of coal
crying but your tears are snowflakes
and this car that's comin' got no breaks

snowflakes

MUSIC VIDEO https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rokcssds9EQ
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produced by @notmorgn & @jvbeats666

Jay Vee
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Lyrics

lately i just been the worst
i can’t feel a thing
so i don’t think it’s gonna hurt
lately i don’t like the view

i being seeing a lot
but i ain’t never seeing you
i can’t remember your voice 
yeah i’m so lonely
and i hate myself
because i wish i was the old me

these changes lately
they break me down
i want you to want me
but you’re never around x2

and lately i been feeling worse
now i could cop a lease
but i been dreaming of a hearse
lately i don’t like the changes
everything is new to me but
it feels like the same shit
and i’m hoping you can show me
how to stay warm in the cold breeze
and i wish i never said it
i wish i never met you
i wish you never told me

these changes lately
they break me down
i want you to want me
but you’re never around x2

changes (music video in description)

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lyrics
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oh my
this just doesn’t feel right
i’ve been in this car all god damn night
so high 
smoke until i go cry
you say i’m a mess but at least i try

oh why does it always feel like i’m a ghost
i’m floating in & out of all these homes
i don’t even have one to call my own 
i’ve been on tour for such a fucking long time
can’t remember what my bedroom looks like
cause hotel rooms and bnbs are all i
see when i’m away & i don’t know why
i signed up for this until i go live
talk me out of fighting with myself 
right now i could use some fucking help 
i scribble words until i feel myself 
homesick has never felt so fucking swell

oh my
this just doesn’t feel right
i’ve been in this car all god damn night
so high 
smoke until i go cry
you say i’m a mess but at least i try

follow jody

at least i try (prod. jody)

if looks could kill  (prod. CapsCtrl)

i’m not perfect

Løv Li - Sorry is about a loved one who passed away.

Lyrics:
I say nothing at all
Non of my fears
Nothing comes near

You say nothing at all
Gone with the tide
To the other side

I hope and I hope and I hope that you found it all
But I know and I know and I know that I can't go on

So I will die for you
So I will die with you

(...)

Teardrops on the floor
Bottles of wine
Left from before

Say something I'm begging you
I can't go on without your love

I hope and I hope and I hope that you found it all
But I know and I know and I know that I can't go on

So I will die for you
So I will die with you

(...)

Sorry
mama I'm sorry
I'm sorry mama I'm sorry

Sorry

Løv Li - Sorry

u can watch from the sideline now BITCH

prod. @smilecrayola
cover art by digital yams

✨Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨Kevin Kazi ✨
💎 @yvngnamek 💎
💎 instagram.com/kevinkazi/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/kevinkazi 💎

lyrics:
Flashing lights, count money, it's a cash cow
You was talking shit, but I'm getting to my bag
Lots of vices in my head that I can't even count now
And I've been popping xans, but I still can't seem to slow down
Now she hit my phone I decline, I don't lose time
It's by no surprise, got my bro on the FaceTime
Called because I glowed, and she wanna see my wrist shine
I fly coast to coast, while you sitting on the sideline
Ya

I just made a rack flipping packs time to upscale
Bitch I'm independent making money off of resale
I don't fuck with fakes ya I buy that shit for retail
My teeth filled with ice hit the blunt then I exhale
Your new shorty pretty nice ima steal that
Look into my eyes, heart of ice, but don't feel bad
I stay up at night playing games while you still sad
Never trust a hoe cause you'll never get your soul back

Flashing lights, count money, it's a cash cow
You was talking shit, but I'm getting to my bag
Lots of vices in my head that I can't even count now
And I've been popping xans, but I still can't seem to slow down
Now she hit my phone I decline, I don't lose time
It's by no surprise, got my bro on the FaceTime
Called because I glowed, and she wanna see my wrist shine
I fly coast to coast, while you sitting on the sideline

Pulled up on your hoe with Versace on my eye sight
She just fell in love with me, I think that shorty my type
Ride up in my phantom got me feeling like a poltergeist 
Porsche Panamera ima skirt off, they like Jesus Christ
Bitch I'm sipping potions, by the ocean
Shorty she approaching, give her slow dick
If you wanna be my lover, treat me right
Molly got me seeing colors, flashing lights

Flashing lights, count money, it's a cash cow
You was talking shit, but I'm getting to my bag
Lots of vices in my head that I can't even count now
And I've been popping xans, but I still can't seem to slow down
Now she hit my phone I decline, I don't lose time
It's by no surprise, got my bro on the FaceTime
Called because I glowed, and she wanna see my wrist shine
I fly coast to coast, while you sitting on the sideline

May not really like me, but you will never meet me
This shit has a price, house of lies, it ain't easy
And how I never know they're a snake till they leave me
Then they come back when I blow say they need me

stream ❄️

sideline w/ kevin kazi (prod. smilecrayola)

December 13, 2019

kami oshie - "we'll be fine" (ft. https://soundcloud.com/polar333) (prod. https://soundcloud.com/diamoonofnhg)

LYRICS:
(Kami)
And you'll remember
That feeling this December
Tell me you'll remember
Just wanna be together...

Girl, you give me butterflies
I’m just tryna treat you right
I just wanna call you mine
I just wanna know if I
Cross your mind late at night
Right before you close your eyes 

(Polar)
And I remember
I’m tryna treat you better
Tell me you remember
Then maybe I’d feel better
We had an ember, I’ll be fine
I’ll fall in love, we’ll be fine

I can’t remember the last time you told me you loved me
The last time you held me deep in your arms
And now with all these stage lights
I cant keep my head right
I just need the right one to call my own

(Kami)
God it’s been torture
Just wanna be warmer
By the heat of your body
Just want you to love me
Now we’re in the back seat
Naturally, we’re kissing
Make my heart beat
A feeling I am missing

(Polar)
And I remember
I’m tryna treat you better
Tell me you remember
Then maybe I’d feel better
We had an ember, I’ll be fine
I’ll fall in love, we’ll be fine

(Kami)
And you’ll remember
That feeling this December
Tell me you’ll remember
Just wanna be together
You’ll be my treasure, you’ll be mine
We’ll fall in love, we’ll be fine

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https://open.spotify.com/artist/3jE3lRTWd5zLFXh69OZYq7
https://traktrain.com/diamoonofnhgbeats#350087
https://app.matter.online/artists/@diamoon

Mixed by @iamjcast

We'll Be Fine (ft. Polar333) (Prod. Diamoon)

produced by @maxtaylorbeats
stream - http://song.link/us/i/1492543385

it’s getting hard to breathe and i can’t fall asleep now
befriending my demons just to keep the peace now
every single evening i’ve been feeling weak while
you’ve been in my dreams and i’m falling underneath now
lets do it again and again and again
i don’t understand how we got here
you’re stuck in my head and i can’t make amends
take it in because it’s all that we got dear

why everybody gotta act like they’re so much above you
when you’re picking up their mess they pretend that they love you
but they don’t know a thing i guess that’s really what it really comes to
fuck that baby come through
you don’t ever need somebody to tell you just what you can’t do

i know we’re getting older, days are getting slower
i was hoping for some closure to the time that we spent
seasons keep on changing, people acting strange
i guess it’s crazy i may never see these faces again

thoughts flooding through my head going crazy
bad luck but i don’t let it break me
lose touch am i doing too much
i don’t wanna give up but i know that you hate me
guess that’s the way that it goes now
maybe we just need to slow down
turn up the music and turn off my phone so you know that we’re back on the road now
so you know that we're back on the road now
so you know that we're back on the road now
guess that’s the way that it goes now
maybe we just need to slow down
turn up the music and turn off my phone so you know that we’re back on the road now

it’s getting hard to breathe and i can’t fall asleep now
befriending my demons just to keep the peace now
every single evening i’ve been feeling weak while
you’ve been in my dreams and i’m falling underneath now
lets do it again and again and again
i don’t understand how we got here
you’re stuck in my head and i can’t make amends
take it in because it’s all that we got dear

fear & loathing

again

𝙎𝙏𝙍𝙀𝘼𝙈

20/20

ofiicial video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RGoQWW44frA&t=0s

prod/mix - fats'e

first single from my second album  (TBA)

lyrics:
in the pocket
of yesterdays pants in the closet
there's a note that you left me
and i think i forgot to read it
but i'll read it

no, i wont let this go
no, i wont let this go
and i'll never let this go

now i'm back on my bullshit
no more sentimental things
i have to make noise
i have to make noise
i don't know why
my ears ring every night
while i'm trying to sleep
it's very worrisome




everything by @youngburial

won't let this go

Thanks for all your support in 2019, we goin dummies in 2020 ;)

Lyrics:
Shig:
Baby just come kiss me thru the phone
Playing final fantasy alone
Lately Ive been feeling like a ghost
Lavender town shit
Feelin so haunted
Alone in this silence
You're the only one who can solve this

And when ur right beside me ur the reason that my heart beats
And every time u leave the room I can feel my heart bleed
Woah, you know, just come home

Yeah, and lately I've been feeling like a ghost
You're the one who knows me the most
You're eyes have been driven me mad
Yeah you know were chasin bags
Yeah you got me in trance
when u dance, when u dance like that

And ill pray for a sunrise, cause im not doing alright, tonight

Josh:
Like a ghost, like a ghost
???
On the phone, on the phone
Feel like Souja boy u won't leave me alone

Don't expect to get a call because u fucked up
Im with paper plates u know we doin donuts
Been a long coming but u know I finally blowed up
Yeah they wanted pictures every time I fucking show up

Dancing in the moonlight
We got jza on the beat so its a hit like, damn
Why'd u have to leave like that?
Damn, Why'd u have to hurt me mad

ghost w/joshuasageart (p. YungJZAisDead)

Baby Bottle Prod Zvanz

They call it falling in love cause you can't fucking stop it...
(This is the last single before I begin to release work from "Past the Stars")
Written by: @itsyungvan x @sinxi
Mix/Master: @sinxi
Production: @prime
art by: @scottysplash

Lyrics-

yung van-
I'd be lying if I said you didn't cross my mind
I'd be lying if I said you didn't cross my mind
you pop up when I'm in class looking at the time
tell me that I'm crazy reminiscing
I forgot everything we were missing

You only love me because you used to
I'd tell you I love you but that is old news
when we split up, I thought I told you
I fell in love, but with the old you X2

Sinxi-
and I fell in love but with the old you
oh I catch your perfume as you pass-through
oh I think of the times that'll pass soon
oh I gave you my heart? I didn't mean to
I've been playing it over a couple  hundred times
yeah, the things I could say and ways to stay dry
yeah, to get you to see that I'm okay this time
but would it be a crime to try again one night

yung van-
You only love me because you used to
I'd tell you I love you but that is old news
when we split up, I thought I told you
I fell in love, but with the old you X2

they call it falling in love cause you can't fucking stop it

they call it falling in love cause you can't fucking stop it

i fell in love, but with the old you

Other Platforms

I fell in love, but with the old you ft. Sinxi (Prod. SteezyPrime)

Cruel

prod: @wstdyth
mix/master: @trechorboy

lyrics:
cause you were the one who wasted my time
but i just cant get u out my mind
cause i miss the look of love in your eyes
and now im wishing that i could rewind
(x2)
i remember late nights in your arms
i remember we were kissing in the dark
lay alone in the backseat of my car
pulling strings through the cracks of my heart

i dont think i need this
ive been staring at my ceiling
hoping that things could get better
but nothing good ever lasts forever
(x2)
cause you were the one who wasted my time
but i just cant get u out my mind
cause i miss the look of love in your eyes
and now im wishing that i could rewind
(x2)
cause u were the one who wasted my time

rewind (prod. wastedyouth)

Produced By Based1 & Hagan
instagram.com/based1
instagram.com/itshagan

Contact Ryster:
instagram.com/ryster

stream everywhere !

over that [prod. based1 & hagan]

Crazy - David Alexander (f.k.a)

[produced by farber]
[mixed and mastered by convolk]

crumbling/suicide note

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/j48Br
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_cW1fCxUIMc

Artists / Producer:
@lilskeleskrrt
@deadspyro

Lyrics:
it’s been a rough couple nights 
and I’ve been feeling so down 
thoughts attack my mind everything is too loud 
I feel my body fall apart I don’t know what to do now 
I think I’ve lost control 
I’m scared to be alone now 

I’m scared to be alone 
be alone 
they tell me I’ll get better but I don’t believe em no
I don’t wanna do this on my own 
I don’t wanna do this on my own

it’s getting harder and harder to breathe 
harder and harder to see 
harder and harder to realize that no ones saving me 
(x2)

skele - scared to be alone (prod. dead spyro)

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/j48Br
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=94EOD2chO2c

Artists / Producer:
@rxseboy
@eric-godlow

Lyrics:
I got a new girl
a really cool girl
i think I’m bouta fall for you I’m a fool girl.
Apologies in advance.
The way you looking at me bouta put me in a trance.
Blue eyes like the sea.
Laid back in the seat.
Drive around for a little, while you focus on me.
Not safe, but I like a bit of danger.
Just last week, bet you could’ve called us strangers.

We should go back to that place again.
To see that smile on your face again.
And if it’s real, we shouldn’t play pretend.
you want a song, I’ll give you eighty then.

I got the time to write.
I see a brighter light.
I feel alive to tonight.
Get it popping like dynamite.
nah I’m kidding gotta hide the hype.
if someone messing with you there’s gon be a lotta fight or flight.

you could be the one.
you could be the one.
let’s enjoy the moment, chillin in the summer sun.
ain’t it fun, when you living in the real world.
I kinda really wanna know how you feel girl.

you could be the one.
you could be the one.
let’s enjoy the moment, chillin in the summer sun.
ain’t it fun, when you living in the real world.
Can you tell me how you feel girl?

I got a new girl
a really cool girl
i think I’m bouta fall for you I’m a fool girl.
Apologies in advance.
The way you looking at me bouta put me in a trance.
Blue eyes like the sea.
Laid back in the seat.
Drive around for a little, while you focus on me.
Not safe, but I like a bit of danger.
Just last week, bet you could’ve called us strangers.

@rxseboy - new girl (prod. eric godlow)

Lyrics:
longdark comin feel that breeze feel the snow blow
all white ice on my wrist when im down low
blood stained hoodie ima book it asking whered you go
hiding in the bathroom cuz im scared, dont want you to know

life been filled with the naysay
i give up on a wednesday
school been tough cuz all they say
go get lost dont want you to stay

every photograph i fake a friendship and a smile
cant remember when i really laughed i know its been a while
cuz im stuck in bed im in my head just searching for the shine
hoping that theres really light outside my cold forsaken mind

well maybe we
should sit and read
all the the things i said but cant take back now

longdark

would it matter [prod. lil biscuit]

coproduced by @50Landing and @bwre

now there’s too many people that I have done wrong
and that i owe my thanks to for sticking along with me

think I’m dreaming
this isn’t real
cos you leave in a month
and i’m fiending for something to feel

when you hold me
know you know me down to my core
this is the calm before the storm
you diverted attention/the tension away when i mentioned that someone else gon need you more

now there’s too many people that I have done wrong
and that i owe my thanks to for sticking along with me

and i fell apart in that bed
what we built isn’t me
won’t put it back together again
i can’t take back what i said
i just opened those messages i left on read

cos i took you rosier
i thought we could cope
we got out on the ocean i fell out my boat
and you calmed me back down and you
gave me some hope
but i tossed it away for a seratone

now there’s too many people that I have done wrong
and that i owe my thanks to for sticking along with me

no commitments

i’m going to hell you’re going to heaven
it doesn’t negate our holy connection
and next time i fly too close to the sun I’m not gonna run this shit was for fun

I left home now i’m fucked up
realized how much i loved you
whole goddamn life been a suckup
now I’m just tryna get my luck up
all the pain went when you kissed me
we were ten toes up now i’m six feet down
moved on you don’t need me now
now i gotta figure me out
i gotta figure me out

bitch i’m up next
fuckboy ain’t a threat
put a price on my head
won’t sell my soul for a check
that’s on god that’s on sound
you won’t ever see me round
i’ll be cooking up some shit that’s gonna get me out this town

skele - scared to be alone (prod. dead spyro)

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