fuckin with you since a teen but we grown now
playing these games aint the same i stay low down
way down don't wont nobody to know my whereabouts
i'm still around for all the good times and the driest droughts

man i've seen the lowest of the lows
had a pistol to my face just wishing it would blow
diving deep into addiction knowing damn well that you know
that this is not the life you wanted that aint how it's sposed to go

why'd you let it get there then?
why'd you hang with those friends?
you hopped straight into that bullpen
blessed that your whole life didn't fuckin end

you seen it flash before your eyes so many fuckin times
constantly havin dreams of taking your own life
you was staying blacked out for days at a time
poppin xannies coppin bottles and oh so many lines
then i'd come around my family tell em all that i'm fine
they can see it in my eyes  yeah they know that i'm lying
i'm slowly dying
i'm slowly dying
i'm slowly dying
just gimme time, gimme time yeah and i'll be flying

don't worry bout me i'll be fine don't need support
cause i seen what y'all do all my cries you will distort
call up everyone you know to give a detailed report
how the fuck you judging me but i ain't seen you in court

so now my circle so small shit it aint even a circle
i'm a few years behind but i'm finna make that hurdle
homie just bought a crib other one gonna soon
and i'm tryna do the same i'm tryna do what y'all doin

so shoutout to my homies yeah the two that i got left
and shoutout to they girls they hold em down the best
and shoutout to my girl man it's gotta be addressed
she changed my whole fuckin life got me feelin like i'm blessed

and yes sir, you know i still get depressed
and yes sir, you know i still be feelin stressed but
i caress her, she got me feelin so refreshed
i undress her, i think you know what happens next

i ain't got time to rest i think it's time that i invest
in myself and my fam let's see how far we can progress
you could say that i'm obsessed just want some fans to be impressed
of the feelings i express and the shit that i confess

took a whole lotta years but i'm startin to grow up
gonna take facing fears for me to actually glow up
finna pass all my peers when i finally blow up
took the wheel time to steer i ain't never gonna slow up

like skrrt skrrt now i'm whippin with this shit
i ain't never gonna quit cause homie i was sick
everyday wakin up feelin inadequate
hell naw i ain't going back homie this is it

reflection (prod. Melofeels x Gabe Lucas)

going up

Doorman

Welcome Home ROYA

Because sometimes… the restless mind just needs to wander….

The Perturbed Thoughts of the Wandering Mind

Six Pieces for Solo Piano (2023)

I made these beats on GarageBand & turned them into songs! Big thanks to my homies who are featured on the songs. Whether it was a hook or a verse, much appreciated & much love!

Indifference ft. JTree & Loucrative (Guitar)

"when I wrote the song I was inspired by someone who was telling me that my things are coming and I should be  patient never worry "

Barbie Rain_Somebody(Prod. Slippy Cappie).mp3

Psychedalic - Ska

See ya latta Strata Rata, you can whiff my doggy's scata
From your back yard with your doggy bag
Power wench of the board of Directors
Whiffing the stench of Strata Rata infectors
Passive agression, you're a corporate whore
Feel your depression you're rotten to the core

Karen of the country club
karen of the president's pub
Karen of the city planners
karen you should watch your manners

See you latta Strata Rata, you can whiff my doggy's scata

Sticking your nose where it doesn't belong
Take a big whiff cuz the smell is too strong
Pointing your fingers at all you control
Wielding your power the ultimate goal
Sniffling and whining and getting your way
This is the price that the rest of us pay
My gift to you of my poochie's poo
Laughing out loud at your blatant pee uuuuuw
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh why can't you leave us alone STRATA RATA!

Inspired by the Karen of the complex Strata that literally raised a stink about the smell of dog shit coming from the back yard when it was really minimal, sticking her nose where it doesn't belong like all Karen's do!

Strata Rata

Ieva Around The World

if i could be ANYONE i'd be ME
SUCKA FREE

reflection (prod. Melofeels x Gabe Lucas)

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