COLLIDING WITH MARS

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/3JTplTrD1gTPE1CCy3Uxqx?si=B3ZOVsUIQwW9Pq7iH1Ve2w

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/foxgloves-w-bluknight

dedicated to you

produced and composed by @bbluknight & colliding with mars
mixed by colliding with mars & @lilpolearm
mastered by @lilpolearm
additional vocal engineering by @leorinda
lyrics and artwork by colliding with mars

lyrics:

[verse]
all these songs are a mystery to me 
I’m just tryna let it be 
I’m just tryna let it be, yeah
when she said I don’t have the energy 
I’m just tryna let her be
and let nothing come between us


[pre-chorus]
she said 
that she hurts herself and she wanna be somebody else
she said 
that she hates herself and she wants to be somebody else


[chorus]
should’ve said I don’t have the time 
out of sight and I’m out of mind
come around during wintertime 
doo doo doo haha i said doo doo


should’ve said I don’t have the time 
out of sight and I’m out of mind
come around during wintertime
doo doo haha i said doo doo lmao so wacky

[verse]

[bridge]
baby it’s cold outside
you can’t say that I didn’t try
you make me feel so odd
like foxgloves in the wintertime

[chorus]

Foxgloves (w/ bluknight)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/6mCDsp6lPkqEmzqunZAcmd?si=GHxG6-cSRzKDv7iE7cyyAg

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/how-to-stop-feeling-inadequate

dedicated to you

produced and composed by colliding with mars 
mixed and mastered by lil polearm and colliding with mars 
additional vocal engineering by leorinda 
artwork and lyrics by colliding with mars

lyrics:
[hook 1] 
how to stop feeling inadequate: 
step one; reach out, and let me into your heart 

how to stop feeling inadequate: 
step two; break down, it’s okay when you fall apart 

[verse] 
well it’s bout time 
you treat talking to others like it’s a war crime 
if you need somebody well I’m coming round the curbside 
you’re always super kind 
but you’re barely getting by 
I can see it in your eyes 
when you say you wanna die 

think you’re not enough for others but it’s not true 
there are people that do love you and won’t blame you 
yeah you’re barely getting by 
but I need you in my life 
cause you’re everything to me 
and I tell you all the time 

[bridge] 
I wanna tell you something before it’s too late 
(oh, oh, oh) 
you are so loved 

[hook 2] 
how to stop feeling inadequate: 
step three’s easy; give yourself time to rest 

how to stop feeling inadequate: 
step four is a chore, but; tell yourself you are great 

[verse] 

[bridge] 

[hook 3]

how to stop feeling inadequate

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/0MSjpt2F9WiVikGuIY5Q8Q?si=1YsH0KaORb61yu1TMqzb6w

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/weak-aversion-to-frost-w-bluknight

dedicated to you

composed and produced by colliding with mars & @bbluknight
mixed & mastered by @lilpolearm
additional vocal engineering by @leorinda
artwork by colliding with mars
lyrics & vocals by colliding with mars 
additional vocals by @ocoenia

lyrics:
Don’t hold your tongue baby say what you wanna say
Don’t wanna make you wait 
Don’t let it fade away
Don’t hold it back baby tell me how you wanna play
She sent me naked pictures from her neck down to her waist, oh
I need you now more than I ever did before
And your embrace
Takes me away
When we connect I feel as though I’m at home
I feel secure

When you call my name 
But your body language says what’s in your eyes
And you feel so warm when you don’t let go 
I don’t wanna say goodbye 
When you’re sat in the driveway 
Come on, tell me that you’re ok

When you’re sat in the driveway 
Come on, tell me that you’re ok
And the tears keep streaming down
And you can’t quite shake it now

Knock on my skull
Thinking of—
Racking my brain 
Wanting you safe
Don’t hold your tongue baby say what you wanna say
I feel secure 
I feel maintained

When you call my name 
But your body language says what’s in your eyes
And you feel so warm when you don’t let go 
I don’t wanna say goodbye 
When you’re sat in the driveway 
Come on, tell me that you’re ok

When you’re sat in the driveway 
Come on, tell me that you’re ok
And the tears keep streaming down
And you can’t quite shake it now

weak aversion to frost (w/ bluknight)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/7wPaF7s1HxSoT5cWrs0RAq?si=LFS52w0rR1u1t0gpA2MLtw

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/the-cutest-girl-in-hell-w-bluknight

dedicated to you

composed and produced by colliding with mars and bluknight 
mixed and mastered by lil polearm 
additional vocal engineering by leorinda 
lyrics by colliding with mars 

lyrics:
[Verse 1] 

If you’re gonna go and waste my time 
Go all the way 
Go all the way 
If you’re gonna go and waste your life 
Go all the way 
Go all the way 

You are not okay 
I feel your steadfast in your sway 
If I’m to take away the pain 
Would you still see the light of day? 
And you know 

[Pre-chorus] 
Diligence is best when served if 
With a cold fist and a gaze of death 

[Chorus] 
Feel you, hold you 
Be there for you 
Know you are more 
Than what 
They say you are 

Don’t go crying to yourself you’re the cutest girl in hell 
And hell is a state of mind 

[Verse 2] 
With your cigarette 
I feel your sense of self regret 
I know you stumble, but don’t fret 
I hope my gaze is less intense 
And I know 

[Pre-chorus] 

[Chorus]

the cutest girl in hell (w/ bluknight)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/2DZZm1GwYuRegXCGchopVg?si=MP1Ppb_tRmisFU0CH5_-7Q

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/apothecary

dedicated to you

produced and composed by colliding with mars 
mixed and mastered by lil polearm 
additional vocal engineering by leorinda 
lyrics by colliding with mars 
artwork by colliding with mars
additional vocals by ocoenia

lyrics:
[Chorus] 
La la la 
Throw me to the wayside 
In the morning there’s a cease fire 
Inertia, can’t fight it 
My own head, and silence 

[Verse 1] 
For the past 3 years 
I’ve been trapped in here 
And there’s angel tears 
Dripping down my windshield 
At my worst 
When you set me free 
You had shown me love 
Apothecary heal me 

And the way she walks around is so cold 
And the way you glow 
Baby girl don’t let me go 
And the way she holds me when it’s over 
Hold your composure 
Baby I won’t let you fold 

[Prechorus] 

OOOOOOOOOOOOH 

[Chorus] 

[Verse 2] 
And I know 
When I see your face 
When I feel your glow 
I will be okay 
But I need you most 
In the seas of night 
When there’s just a ghost 
Laying at my side 
And the way she walks around is so cold 
And the way you glow 
Baby girl don’t let me go 

[Bridge] 

OOOOOOOOOOOOOH 

[Chorus]

apothecary

dedicated to you

produced and composed by colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by lil polearm
additional vocal engineering by leorinda
artwork and lyrics by colliding with mars

[Verse 1]
I don’t wanna wait here
All your motives unclear
I just want some piece of mind
But we’re running out of time
You’re just trying to circumvent
Immolate the evidence
Say that you won’t lie again 
Say it you won’t lie again
Please don’t make me wait
When there’s so just much to be said
There’s just so much pain and anger in the way you act

[Chorus]
Baby I’m sorry
On my knees I’m burning
Sugar I’m tired
My whole life on fire

[Verse 2]
Wish I was your favorite 
You don’t have to fake it
You don’t have to pity me
Just give me what I want and leave
I don’t wanna wait here
All your motives unclear
I just want some piece of mind
But we’re running out of time
Every passing second is just time we won’t get back
There’s just so much pain and anger in the way you act

[Chorus]

no one likes it when i'm sad

dedicated to you

produced and composed by colliding with mars & bluknight
mixed and mastered by lil polearm
additional vocal engineering by leorinda
lyrics and artwork by colliding with mars

[Chorus]
I just want some time with you
See your face glow on my cell in the moonlight
I would do it all for you
Spent a whole comma by the beach in the summertime

x2

[Verse]
We write our names in the sand
And at that point I take your hand
Every kiss, begins with K
I feel my doubt just fade away
The water drops on your skin
Dance and reflect my affection

[Chorus] 

[Verse]
I can feel the rush when I’m by you
In a field of lush right beside you
Wished this moment lasts forever 
Wished this moment lasts forever
I don’t need anyone
But you here in the sun
You make me feel like I am whole

[Chorus]

lush (w/ bluknight)

everything is ok 

written & performed by colliding with mars
produced by colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by polearm
additional vocal engineering by leorinda
cover art by colliding with mars


lyrics:

I’m gonna be a pop star 
So I can go make my mother proud of me
She never believed in the music industry
Every time I showed her one of my songs
She never really cared at all

[Chorus]
God damn
Just wanna see you in the crowd sometime
Because you’ve seen me break down one too many times tonight
And I know I haven’t been the greatest son
But I wanna prove that I’m the type
I’ll make it up to you

Quit your crying
Teach your son a lesson, quit your crying
I spent my whole life proving myself
To those who I’d never see again
Guess that’s something I get used to
But I’m moving on
Hindsight 20.20 when there’s something wrong

I just wanna be special to you

[Chorus]

Now when they all see me want a photo
How you even say that you’ve been so cold
I don’t wanna be here wanna go home
I just wanna go home
I don’t make as much as all my friends
When you say that wish that I was dead
I just wanna make my mom proud
But all she cares about is why I’m not the best now

I just wanna be special to you

[Chorus]

I’m gonna be a pop star so I can go make my mother proud

my mom doesn't believe in me

everything is ok 

written + performed by colliding with mars
produced by colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by polearm
additional vocal engineering by leorinda
artwork by colliding with mars

lyrics:

Do you ever think about ghosts
Cause I’ve been thinking about suicide a lot more than I used to
Would you feel the adrenaline
If you read that I died

I can’t take these photographs
Or find the strength to hold your hand
And I don’t want to lose a friend
But I can’t help but push you away

And you can find me by myself
Cause I don’t feel alive
I think I need an angel or some pesticide
I’m by myself
You don’t have to tell me twice
To get my act together or I can say goodbye 

ごめん話がしたい
Gomen hanashi ga shitai
(I want to talk, sorry)

And the crowd goes wild
When I make them worried sick
Tears streaming down her face
With her jaw dropped open
Phone falling onto the ground
Glass breaking glass breaking
Would you consider this
That I’m not coming back

I can’t take these photographs
Or find the strength to hold your hand
And I don’t want to lose a friend
But I can’t help but push you away

And you can find me by myself
Cause I don’t feel alive
I think I need an angel or some pesticide
I’m by myself
You don’t have to tell me twice
To get my act together or I can say goodbye

adrenaline

dedicated to you

written + performed by colliding with mars
produced by colliding with mars
mixed + mastered by polearm
additional vocal engineering by leorinda
cover art by colliding with mars + adrelix

lyrics:

I could never hurt you
So I’ll keep your name a secret
But I’m cursing under my breath
Cause I know I blew my chances
Not like it could ever work out
But the thought of it seems so nice
And I miss the times that we spent
Staring at the stars above my bed
The thoughts of you are fleeting
But all the same are swarming my head
I don’t want to be a burden
I just want you here in my bed

All the time we shared
All the time we shared

And even though you aren’t dying
I’ll carry a piece of you with me forever
But for now we’re just two lions in the rain
Waiting for the summer to close out

two lions in the rain

LISTEN ON SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/59CywC3libzFJgQYO33do5?si=Mdfv-LICRJi2IahZ0dof3g

music video: https://youtu.be/vwiZmfvRrXs

produced & composed by colliding with mars
lyrics & cover art by colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by polearm
additional vocal engineering by leorinda

lyrics:
[Verse]
I need you now all the time every time
Got my heart in a ziplock bag with all the notes that I sent you when I was deaf

The world could end but
I wouldn’t move a muscle
I’m at peace
When it’s just you (and you, and me, and you)
I don’t wanna leave your house this time
Parting ways feels like tearing my soul in half
I don’t wanna have to leave this time
But I guess that’s just the pain I entwine

[Pre-Chorus]
It’s so easy with you here
Could suspend all of my fear
Many miles above the earth
I can’t jump without your gaze again

[Chorus]
All I’m wanting is a single thing
I just want you in my arms when I fall asleep
All I’m wanting is a single thing
You could fill in the blanks with your eyes tonight
All I’m wanting is a single thing
I just want you in my arms when I fall asleep
All I’m wanting is a single thing
You could fill in the blanks with your heart tonight

[Verse]
Liplock
Falling way too fast and I can’t stop
Got your enamel pin over my heart
Guiding me as I violently crash through the floor

*kiss*

Liplock
Falling way too fast and I can’t stop
Got your enamel pin over my heart
Guiding me as I violently crash through the floor

[Pre-Chorus]
It’s so easy with you here
Could suspend all of my fear
Many miles above the earth
I can’t jump without your gaze again

[Chorus]
All I’m wanting is a single thing
I just want you in my arms when I fall asleep
All I’m wanting is a single thing
You could fill in the blanks with your eyes tonight
All I’m wanting is a single thing
I just want you in my arms when I fall asleep
All I’m wanting is a single thing
You could fill in the blanks with your heart tonight

LIPLOCK

LISTEN ON SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/59CywC3libzFJgQYO33do5?si=Mdfv-LICRJi2IahZ0dof3g

ALL TRACKS WRITTEN, RECORDED, PRODUCED, COMPOSED, AND PERFORMED BY COLLIDING WITH MARS EXCEPT TRACK 1 PRODUCED BY COLLIDING WITH MARS + OCOENIA AND TRACK 2 WRITTEN AND RECORDED BY COLLIDING WITH MARS, DEMXNTIA AND FATS’E

ORIGINAL ARTWORK BY ADRELIX AND COLLIDING WITH MARS

MIXED AND MASTERED BY POLEARM
ADDITIONAL VOCAL ENGINEERING BY LEORINDA

DEDICATED TO YOU

COLLIDING WITH MARS IS CHRISTIAN JAMES + GOLD

MENTAL BREAKDOWN IN SLOW MOTION

hi aries we went to chili's together one time hope u remember me

prod. me
guitar by biskwiq

Aries - CONVERSATIONS (Colliding With Mars Remix) #ariesconversations

never ask me for anything ever again

please listen to this song on any major DSP instead of soundcloud:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/collidingwithmars1/heirloom-remix

written by Colliding With Mars, shinigami, Supachefm, polearm, Savage Ga$p, 93FEETOFSMOKE & fats'e
produced by Colliding With Mars, 93FEETOFSMOKE & polearm
mixed & mastered by polearm

lyrics:

[Verse 1: Colliding With Mars]
I'm sorry for the way I treated you (Oh)
And I’m sorry for the way it fell apart
What a day, what a day
I'm sorry that I took than to let you suffocate
I can never be stronger
Staring at the seams; goner
I'm breaking, I’m facing the end of my mind
This head rush will make me crash
Sedate me, I'm wasting
I feel the impact
This heirloom won’t bring me back
I'm sorry for the way I treated you (Oh)
And I’m sorry for the way it fell apart
I didn't mean to break you in half
I just don't love you anymore

[Bridge: shinigami]
I'm screaming to the sky for one chance
I'll do what I can to make this last

[Verse 2: supachefm]
And I promised you girl, that it's all for good riddance
And I'm scared of the scene when we go and first meet and I have to go and break the ice
Wait, it's the last straw
Gotta smoke a couple buds when I'm pissed off
Oh wait, might just fly away, girl
Every time I'm high, think I contemplate girl

[Interlude: Savage Ga$p]
And after all you hate me
Ay, I never thought that we'd come home
To lay with you now
Ay, but I don't wanna let you go (Ooh)
Why am I alone now?
Falling in the snow, woah (Ooh)
But I don't wanna let you go
I call you on the phone, you just wanna let me go (Ooh)
I can't only get there myself

[Verse 3: shinigami & supachefm]
Laying awake and I'm wasting away
Thinking 'bout you and it's ruining my day
And I told you I'd wanted to meet in the backstreets
I'm still embarrassed from when you had asked me
Burn it all down, you been watching me spiral
I haven't felt like myself in a while
And I try and retrieve just some space just to breathe
Can't we just meet all alone on the scene tonight?

[Verse 4: polearm]
I could say that I’m feeling alright, yeah
But lately I've been feeling you don’t got the same vibe, yeah
You act like you don’t care when I say that I'm there
I was tearing it out so I cut off my hair
And you don't feel a single thing, oh no

[Outro: fats'e & 93FEETOFSMOKE]
It's alright, it's alright
No it's fine, no it's fine
Just leave me here, it's alright
Guess that it's cool, guess that I'm fine
I know I'm lying, I know I'm lying
I know, I don't, I don't, I don't like
Just leave me here, it's alright

HEIRLOOM REMIX (feat. shinigami, Supachefm, polearm, Savage Ga$p, 93FEETOFSMOKE & fats'e)

never ask me for anything ever again

please listen to this song on any major DSP that isn't soundcloud: https://orcd.co/cwm-tiger

written and produced by colliding with mars
lyrics and artwork by colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by polearm

lyrics:

TIGER

[Chorus]
I hope you get eaten by a tiger 
I wouldn’t care if you died in front of me
I hope you get eaten by a tiger
I wouldn’t care if you died in front of me

[Verse 1]
Spin your fable
Make me jealous
But in the end I’m copacetic
So enabled
So pathetic
You fit the bill for your aesthetic


You’re so / Flawless
You’re so / Modest
Shut up / Make me
Wanna / Vomit

Think you’re - perfect
But you - cannot
Even - look me
In my - eyes
Spineless - coward
Send your - lackey
When you - can’t apologize 

I am baffled
I am speechless
Unimportant
You’re a weakness
Insignificant 
Little demon
Get out my life
Can’t wait to say goodbye

[Chorus]
I hope you get eaten by a tiger (la la la) (la la la)
I wouldn’t care if you died in front of me
I hope you get eaten by a tiger
I wouldn’t care if you died in front of me

[Verse 2]
Oh so selfish, insincere
Grow up grow up
Grow up grow up
Quit hiding behind your ego
Grow up grow up
Grow up grow up

How the mighty fall
You’re so amiss
Haven’t seen you in a while
Whatcha really so afraid for?

You’re full of it
Oh the feeling’s so divine
When you’re walking out my life (for good)

[Chorus]
I hope you get eaten by a tiger (la la la) (la la la)
I wouldn’t care if you died in front of me
I hope you get eaten by a tiger
I wouldn’t care if you died in front of me

TIGER

never ask me for anything ever again

please listen to this song on any major DSP and not soundcloud: https://orcd.co/shadowboxer

performed by colliding with mars & login
written and produced by colliding with mars & login
lyrics by colliding with mars & login
artwork by colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by polearm
video shot and edited by polearm

lyrics:

[chorus]
the tendon in my right hand won’t stop hurting
from the time i 
punched you in the face and you deserved it
don’t know what I’ll do when I get to you
but I know I won’t take another death threat

[verse 1]

when you speak to god
do you tell the truth
used to all your faults
must feel so brand new

[pre-chorus]
there’s patches in my eyesight
and I can’t see your face anymore
repair it in your own right
everything is falling to the floor

[chorus]
the tendon in my right hand won’t stop hurting
from the time i 
punched you in the face and you deserved it
don’t know what I’ll do when I get to you
but I know I won’t take another death threat

[verse 2]
keep a painful reminder 
taking damage to convert it
for her you’re not a fighter
I am so disappointed

I can’t see a future without you
I’m so detached right now and that’s my fault
you don’t look at me the way that you used to 
I would cry but my feelings are uninstalled

[pre-chorus]

[chorus]

SHADOWBOXER + LOGIN

never ask me for anything ever again

don't listen to this song on soundcloud: https://orcd.co/cwm-violence

written and performed by colliding with mars
produced and composed by colliding with mars
lyrics and artwork by colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by polearm

lyrics:
Call it women’s intuition
But I think that you’re an idiot
If I make a small incision
I don’t think there’ll be a difference

Take a shot, no really, take a shot
I don’t waver second thought
Put that feeling in a bottle
whenever I wanna speak
(in)stead of ten I count to three
you’re a god you’re a priest
but you ain’t done shit for me

You’re so big
You’re so scary
Your whole life is arbitrary 
All your praise? imaginary
Still alive? Unnecessary 
I can end that if you want
While you sit there in your box
If you die I’ll be alright
May in fact be satisfied

I can’t believe you’re always this lazy it’s so absurd
You’re everything I’d never want to be I’m reassured

x2

VIOLENCE

h

don't listen to my music on soundcloud: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/collidingwithmars1/dont-talk-to-me-3

written & performed by colliding with mars
produced by colliding with mars
shot & edited (poorly) by colliding with mars
mixed & mastered by polearm

lyrics:

I THOUGHT THEY WERE MY FRIENDS BUT THEY DON’T TALK TO ME
DON’T TALK TO ME
MY         DON’T TALK TO ME
I WISH IT COULD BE DIFFERENT
GUESS I’M SCARY I DON’T WANNA BE
DON’T TALK TO ME
DON’T TALK TO ME

I THOUGHT THAT THEY ACCEPTED ME
I GUESS THAT I WAS WRONG
EVEN AFTER EVERYTHING CAN’T KEEP MY         CALM
I TOLD THEM THAT I’D        MYSELF
AND NO ONE SPOKE A WORD
IT’S NOT ANY DIFFERENT NOW
DON’T ACT LIKE YOU MISHEARD
YOU TOLD ME THAT I’M HOLDING BACK
I KNOW THAT YOU WERE RIGHT
ALL I EVER WANTED WAS ENOUGH TO JUST SUFFICE
BUT I KNOW I’M NOTHING 
NOT ONE PERSON TOLD ME SO
IT WASN’T IN THEIR WORDS BUT IN THEIR ACTIONS THAT HAD SHOWN ME
I GUESS I’LL ALWAYS BE AN OUTCAST
I WISH I’D GO TO THERAPY BUT I CANNOT AFFORD THAT
I GUESS I’LL ALWAYS BE AN OUTCAST 
YOU’RE FAR TOO FAMOUS FOR ME NOW AND YOU’RE NOT GONNA COME BACK

I’M SO ANXIOUS AND DEPRESSED
AND SO TIRED ALL THE TIME
IF YOU CARED ABOUT ME THEN I THINK YOU’D SIMPLY WONDER WHY

DTTMRMX

slow and steady wins the race

please don't listen to my music on soundcloud: https://open.spotify.com/track/70XUPdl5GF9GK0ukvMsaxc?si=sx1ECj8mSVeof3ecCqgC-g

written and produced by me
performed by me
additional production by ty lorenzo
mixed and mastered by ty lorenzo
cover art by me

lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Cutting corners and trading places 
With versions of myself I’m
Feeling misguided and out of place like all the damn time
Can’t catch a break, constantly misplacing my own ego
Seconds late and steadily fading I’m losing control

Agitated with knowing I haven’t done my best job
Furiously scraping together all of my thoughts god
I’m sorry to all the people I hurt during my lifetime
Mulling over details in my head like they were war crimes

The parts of me I hate they never really go away now
I’m subjugated to compensating within the background
I don’t want my life to pass me by I’m only human
Every moment forward’s being spent on self improvement

[Pre-Chorus]
Well, okay
I’ve got pressure stacking up on every side
Well, okay
I’ve been forced persuasion I guess I’ll say goodbye

[Chorus]

In a whirl
And I feel like nobody’s on my side
In a world where I know that only pretty people
Get what they want when they want it
Pessimistic I can’t stop it

[Verse 2]

Where’s a superhero when you need one 
All my friends are like the changing seasons
Feel the fading colors grow in time
Learn the art of letting go I have been feeling ill-advised

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Well, okay
I’ve got pressure stacking up on every side
Well, okay
I’ve been forced persuasion I guess I’ll say goodbye

[Chorus]

FABLED TORTOISE

look before you leap

written & performed by colliding with mars
produced by colliding with mars
mixed & mastered by ty lorenzo
cover art by colliding with mars & max schramp

lyrics:

[Chorus]
Do you ever think about me
I always feel like I’m forgotten
Am I lingering in your thoughts
Is there no more space allotted

Do you ever think about me
Is this feeling disregarded
A mistake for even calling
Nother lapse in my own judgement

[Verse 1]
Wasting time I’m stagnant
Pacing!
My room million circles
Racing!
Thoughts like vultures
Hunting
Ravens
How could I ask for more?

My life’s 
been a series of unfortunate events
That highlights
Everybody else as nowhere near as discontent I
Pray that
I can balance and compose myself again
Do I wanna know?

[Pre-Chorus]
Do you ever—

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
I just wanna know
Am I fluttering in your head
Clogging up your feed
Am I part of your existence
Do you think of me
Am I getting too persistent

Do you remember me?
I am a burden
You crashed your car into the lake
Without a purpose
I am the weight holding you down
You don’t deserve it
I am the weight holding you down
You don’t deserve it

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

COLLIDING WITH MARS

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