i miss this song on spotify, so much nostalgia 💔💔💔

COLLIDING WITH MARS

prod. yungspoiler
stream on apple/spotify!!

PITY PARTY

The footsteps over madison
The names im left to guess inside the woods like we’re there yet I know now
Ghosts in the cottage that cling to your body
When everythings changing and im busy watching

The footsteps in the Midwest 
I heard he overdosed over killed himself but they don’t know yet
Its so strange 
Im just waiting to wake up
In the back of the old bus
And I hate it so much
But I miss it so much

Don’t sleep im waiting
Don’t keep it here
It’s all been changing 
Its all so real

Amazing what your thoughts say
I smoke so much inside my room til I cant feel my hands shake
Im too soft
I know that we said that
But im in the same place
So we could forget that

Memories of the last time that you went home cause you cant stay
Im just fucked up and its bad luck that you picked up in the first place
Shapes im contorting, a voice in the basement
It says im important but I couldn’t take it

Put it in a place where it stays I don’t want to feel the kick back
And why you gotta hit so hard if youre never gonna hit back
With dinny in the stu all day and he gonna make the shit slap
Putting words to the verse and murder it, a minute before we did that

Sit back, roll a couple and we hit that
Late night, playtime, hit a triple when we play nice
My reflection in a black mirror
Hard to get there when im not here
Tied together but I don’t care
Kinda special yeah this shit rare

November

mixed/mastered by me
-
produced by https://soundcloud.com/prodpitfall

neurotic (pitfall)

produced by ztope and killedmyself
completely non profit

lyrics

ice and mud is giving way
its a waterslide

auburn hair out in the fields
i miss summer time
the ice and mud is giving way
its a water slide
both my feet are swept away
guess its do or die
i just hope she feels the same
hope its u and i 

i guess these circumstances arent exactly normal, i can give u that
faint roads, the pain grows, always clawing at the scabs 
i play a song from my memory
something inside me still struggling
somehow i grip on the muddy reeds
nothing could take it away from me

i found shelter all alone
on a shore in freezing clothes
20 miles barefoot snow

auburn hair out in the fields
i miss summer time
the ice and mud is giving way
its a water slide
both my feet are swept away
guess its do or die
i just hope she feels the same
hope its u and i 

auburn hair out in the fields
i miss summer time

swept away (ztope x killedmyself)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1UZLbFRNXFl6LrKONWpeGf?si=eafe39cf850b4e06

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zMZXEXjJT_g&ab_channel=ghosthands

EMA
www.instagram.com/eemqadri/
www.youtube.com/channel/UCY7b2zsCnmOp87E0-B_YrTA
https://open.spotify.com/artist/4AEanoatGq10hOPB33rUAu?si=lNEPow9KS5m1wQsoq9bU5Q

SPOTIFY + APPLE

people we couldn't be (feat. EMA)

can you turn all that shit down?
just a little bit
i’m gonna kms
i’m a little on edge
i’m just trying my best 
what’s the point in it 
anything to get out of my head 
i’m just voicing it 

Numb, Ive been feeling numb
After everything I’ve done
Love, what the fuck is love
Everything is lust
Dust to fucking dust
Came up from the ashes 
I’ve been feeling like i’m nothing
Ever since your absence
Don’t know what I’m looking for
i Know that you keep asking
Feeling so fucking depressed 
I hide it in my laughing 
I don’t know what to say
Better to get out of your way 
All I see is your pretty face
Burned into my fucking brain 

can you turn all that shit down?
just a little bit
i’m gonna kms
i’m a little on edge
i’m just trying my best 
what’s the point in it 
anything to get out of my head 
i’m just voicing it 

Sinking slowly
You don’t even know me
Were up doing cocaine all night 
While I’m thinking about the codeine 
None of this is feeling real 
Its feeling like I’m floating
Knowing
Knowing I’m holding on to hope

can you turn all that shit down?
just a little bit
i’m gonna kms
i’m a little on edge
i’m just trying my best 
what’s the point in it 
anything to get out of my head 
i’m just voicing it

can you turn all that shit down? *methboiswag*

prod me

lyrics:
cut me off im torn in pieces
your were my friend oh i believed it
how it hurts to even see you

how i start to get pissed
when i see myself like this oh
i guarantee you dont know
a single thing about me
hm oh oh

i'm fine at least i tried
how could you eve say this?
i guess this is goodbye oh
sorry for wasting all your time

cut me off I'm torn in pieces
your were my friend oh i believed it
how it hurts to even see you
oh
oh
oh oh



goodbye

lyrics 

deep in the woods (in the woods)
i see the faces i took, the different ways that they were shook
to live is so much harder than it looks
the world’s crumbling top-down
it’s hard to reverse when hearts are on lockdown
hard like a rock, cold, cold like it’s frostbite
dark in the night, less dark in the nightlight
mist came forth like a bright light
and what appeared was unknown life
i’ve been living with this hate so much longer than i should
cold, dark, hard to escape, this deep inside the woods
these messages i pray aren’t heard or understood
i wonder if the face that put me here is even scared to look
pages of the book, not letting a thing off the hook
i take each word so fucking personally, everything you’ve got, you took
skin covered in soot, the ashes recooked
not a trace of what is meant to be is here, wasn’t left put
deep in the woods, no
you’ll find what you’re looking for
too deep in the woods
and you won’t be able to leave no matter how hard you try
every day a loss
passing up my feelings from the moment for a future that ain’t promised
i got my mindset set on chronic
if i wasn’t before, now i’m on it
you’ve got side quests for vision
mine’s so blurry, but still, i want it
i don’t have a fucking option
since i could, yeah, i’ve been running
the awareness got me jogging
you’d think that i’m not fronting, uh
but trust me, i ain’t slowing down
i’m just saving myself for when the unknown hits town
deep in the woods (in the woods)
i see the faces i took, the different ways that they were shook
to live is so much harder than it looks
the world’s crumbling top-down
it’s hard to reverse when hearts are on lockdown
hard like a rock, cold, cold like it’s frostbite
dark in the night, less dark in the nightlight
mist came forth like a bright light
and what appeared was unknown life

heartwood

heartwood (flesh) [bonus tracks from album on spotify]

produced by brody mckeegan
lyrics:
single razor, blood on the wall
dripping down until i fall
dinner table, mother called
sit around and feel it all
it always got too cold in here
needle sting and chandeliers
pillowcases stained with tears
in motel rooms when you’re not here

tell me i’m the only one
whose memories are dirty blood
do you like the way i flick my tongue?
will I see heaven if i make you cum?
tell me i’m the only one
whose memories are dirty blood
there’s a garden growing in my lungs
i hope it withers with the setting sun

daddy’s dead and buried deep
rest your head, lay you down to sleep
lock the door, swallow the key
i’ve been in hell with you in me
i watched our love on videotape
i’ve never felt so far away
through two-way glass though wide-awake
you bruised my knees so i can’t pray

to stop
just stop
just stop
just stop

tell me i’m the only one
whose memories are dirty blood
do you like the way i flick my tongue?
will i see heaven if i make you cum?
tell me i’m the only one
whose memories are dirty blood
there's a garden growing in my lungs
i hope it withers with the setting sun

dirty blood

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/6mCDsp6lPkqEmzqunZAcmd?si=GHxG6-cSRzKDv7iE7cyyAg

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/how-to-stop-feeling-inadequate

dedicated to you

produced and composed by colliding with mars 
mixed and mastered by lil polearm and colliding with mars 
additional vocal engineering by leorinda 
artwork and lyrics by colliding with mars

lyrics:
[hook 1] 
how to stop feeling inadequate: 
step one; reach out, and let me into your heart 

how to stop feeling inadequate: 
step two; break down, it’s okay when you fall apart 

[verse] 
well it’s bout time 
you treat talking to others like it’s a war crime 
if you need somebody well I’m coming round the curbside 
you’re always super kind 
but you’re barely getting by 
I can see it in your eyes 
when you say you wanna die 

think you’re not enough for others but it’s not true 
there are people that do love you and won’t blame you 
yeah you’re barely getting by 
but I need you in my life 
cause you’re everything to me 
and I tell you all the time 

[bridge] 
I wanna tell you something before it’s too late 
(oh, oh, oh) 
you are so loved 

[hook 2] 
how to stop feeling inadequate: 
step three’s easy; give yourself time to rest 

how to stop feeling inadequate: 
step four is a chore, but; tell yourself you are great 

[verse] 

[bridge] 

[hook 3]

how to stop feeling inadequate

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/7wPaF7s1HxSoT5cWrs0RAq?si=LFS52w0rR1u1t0gpA2MLtw

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/the-cutest-girl-in-hell-w-bluknight

dedicated to you

composed and produced by colliding with mars and bluknight 
mixed and mastered by lil polearm 
additional vocal engineering by leorinda 
lyrics by colliding with mars 

lyrics:
[Verse 1] 

If you’re gonna go and waste my time 
Go all the way 
Go all the way 
If you’re gonna go and waste your life 
Go all the way 
Go all the way 

You are not okay 
I feel your steadfast in your sway 
If I’m to take away the pain 
Would you still see the light of day? 
And you know 

[Pre-chorus] 
Diligence is best when served if 
With a cold fist and a gaze of death 

[Chorus] 
Feel you, hold you 
Be there for you 
Know you are more 
Than what 
They say you are 

Don’t go crying to yourself you’re the cutest girl in hell 
And hell is a state of mind 

[Verse 2] 
With your cigarette 
I feel your sense of self regret 
I know you stumble, but don’t fret 
I hope my gaze is less intense 
And I know 

[Pre-chorus] 

[Chorus]

the cutest girl in hell (w/ bluknight)

Thank you for listening <3

prod. @farhantnvr
thank you @kaiyko so much for this <3

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/36hI3ltigWZpg2fMWFClEp
iTunes: https://music.apple.com/us/album/leave-me-alone-feat-kaiyko-single/1467245304
Google Play: https://play.google.com/store/music/album?id=Bd2elzejcgkzzpl226baiboht3i&tid=song-Tfrd4zgn6k7ysx24xs2umrkou7i&hl=en_US

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Mix/Mastered @farhantnvr

Art by zerucheese
https://www.instagram.com/zerucheese


Lyrics:
// I’m Geist 
I’m a dreamer 
And you’re a nightmare, 
Can you wake me up,
Because I’m starting to feel so scared
Darkness suffocating everything, I don’t care 
But then I see you getting caught in the crosshairs

Stay away,
Hearts don’t break themselves, oh no
I’m afraid,
I’ll Isolate myself, you know
But I just want to feel,
Like I’m worth my weight in gold
But I just want to feel,
Like my heart isn’t cold

Leave me alone
I’m skin and bones 
You out my flame and now it’s so cold
Leave me alone 
You took my heart and my soul
But now you’re searching for something more

// Kaiyko 
Tell me what I’m suppose to do right now without you here
Don’t make me go crawl back in that hole for another year
Okay 
I get what you mean when you say you’ve got somethings to do
Well baby don’t you think it’s time that you finally proved yourself to me after all the things you said
And I’m not holding onto anything but you know I still dread
The fact that you might run away and I’ll be on my own again
And I know I’m not the only one that hates losing their only friend

Leave me alone w/ kaiyko (Prod. TNVR)

everything is ok 

written & performed by colliding with mars
produced by colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by polearm
additional vocal engineering by leorinda
cover art by colliding with mars


lyrics:

I’m gonna be a pop star 
So I can go make my mother proud of me
She never believed in the music industry
Every time I showed her one of my songs
She never really cared at all

[Chorus]
God damn
Just wanna see you in the crowd sometime
Because you’ve seen me break down one too many times tonight
And I know I haven’t been the greatest son
But I wanna prove that I’m the type
I’ll make it up to you

Quit your crying
Teach your son a lesson, quit your crying
I spent my whole life proving myself
To those who I’d never see again
Guess that’s something I get used to
But I’m moving on
Hindsight 20.20 when there’s something wrong

I just wanna be special to you

[Chorus]

Now when they all see me want a photo
How you even say that you’ve been so cold
I don’t wanna be here wanna go home
I just wanna go home
I don’t make as much as all my friends
When you say that wish that I was dead
I just wanna make my mom proud
But all she cares about is why I’m not the best now

I just wanna be special to you

[Chorus]

I’m gonna be a pop star so I can go make my mother proud

my mom doesn't believe in me

LISTEN ON SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/59CywC3libzFJgQYO33do5?si=Mdfv-LICRJi2IahZ0dof3g

music video: https://youtu.be/vwiZmfvRrXs

produced & composed by colliding with mars
lyrics & cover art by colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by polearm
additional vocal engineering by leorinda

lyrics:
[Verse]
I need you now all the time every time
Got my heart in a ziplock bag with all the notes that I sent you when I was deaf

The world could end but
I wouldn’t move a muscle
I’m at peace
When it’s just you (and you, and me, and you)
I don’t wanna leave your house this time
Parting ways feels like tearing my soul in half
I don’t wanna have to leave this time
But I guess that’s just the pain I entwine

[Pre-Chorus]
It’s so easy with you here
Could suspend all of my fear
Many miles above the earth
I can’t jump without your gaze again

[Chorus]
All I’m wanting is a single thing
I just want you in my arms when I fall asleep
All I’m wanting is a single thing
You could fill in the blanks with your eyes tonight
All I’m wanting is a single thing
I just want you in my arms when I fall asleep
All I’m wanting is a single thing
You could fill in the blanks with your heart tonight

[Verse]
Liplock
Falling way too fast and I can’t stop
Got your enamel pin over my heart
Guiding me as I violently crash through the floor

*kiss*

Liplock
Falling way too fast and I can’t stop
Got your enamel pin over my heart
Guiding me as I violently crash through the floor

[Pre-Chorus]
It’s so easy with you here
Could suspend all of my fear
Many miles above the earth
I can’t jump without your gaze again

[Chorus]
All I’m wanting is a single thing
I just want you in my arms when I fall asleep
All I’m wanting is a single thing
You could fill in the blanks with your eyes tonight
All I’m wanting is a single thing
I just want you in my arms when I fall asleep
All I’m wanting is a single thing
You could fill in the blanks with your heart tonight

LIPLOCK

LISTEN ON SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/59CywC3libzFJgQYO33do5?si=Mdfv-LICRJi2IahZ0dof3g

ALL TRACKS WRITTEN, RECORDED, PRODUCED, COMPOSED, AND PERFORMED BY COLLIDING WITH MARS EXCEPT TRACK 1 PRODUCED BY COLLIDING WITH MARS + OCOENIA AND TRACK 2 WRITTEN AND RECORDED BY COLLIDING WITH MARS, DEMXNTIA AND FATS’E

ORIGINAL ARTWORK BY ADRELIX AND COLLIDING WITH MARS

MIXED AND MASTERED BY POLEARM
ADDITIONAL VOCAL ENGINEERING BY LEORINDA

DEDICATED TO YOU

COLLIDING WITH MARS IS CHRISTIAN JAMES + GOLD

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