Lyrics:
Yeah she bad as fuck
Think I've had enough
Drive me Insane
I cannot keep on acting like I don't want you against my bed frame
Try to tell me you don't feel the same, I ain't buying it ...
Baby girl just come on closer stop denying it
~
STOP DENYING IT
BABY COME ON OVER I GOT JUST WHAT YOU NEED
VODKA, RUM, AND GIN WE POURING UP TILL WE SLEEP
~
Girl you make me feel a certain way
Got that gorgeous face
Got that bangin frame
I don't even know her name
Babe I got it bad for you
Got some attitude
And to tell the truth
She was a snake, Medusa
Running from the storm before it came Bermuda
Focused on myself, I'm calmer than the buddha
Stackin all my wealth like I was Mansa Musa
And she suckin on me like a pipe no hookha
~
Yeah she call my cell
I can never tell
If she really care or if she focused on herself
No this isn't fair
I can't breathe in air no more
Questioning myself cause she don't fuck me like before
~
Girl you make me feel a certain way
Got that gorgeous face
Got that bangin frame
I don't even know her name
Babe I got it bad for you
Got some attitude
And to tell the truth
She was a snake, Medusa
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COVER ART BY REDDITUSER Global_Baseball3571

Medusa

Prod @Sinxi

Lyrics 


Just give me time to relax
I feel the pain from your past
It makes me sick I wish that
I could have changed all of that
But we met now and it’s typical
That one wrong move could dig a hole
How could we know 
That we would fall in love
And it feels like something loving 
Can ease all of the suffering 
To points where I feel nothing 
Can finally feel like something
Sometimes I try to be the better person
Sometimes I find il make it out I’m certain
You cry I cry we feel like
We are both burdens
Living life with the hurting 
It feels so

Suffocating to my brain 
I feel the blood loses flow 
Feeling faint when the anxiety 
It knocks on my soul 
Can’t feel my face it turns to paste 
I’m no different from a ghost 
Losing faith I don’t relate 
To living life at the most 

And stay close 
I’ll just take a minute wait
Where’s my halo
Don’t know if I find it 
But I don’t mind tho
You said that your perfect just how you are 
So Just ruin my life
We find it difficult to waste our time 
Makes sense when everything
We have is on the line 
Hey it’s okay I think we’ll be alright

She’s gotta leave 
But that’s kinda how it always goes
I lose my cool 
And shut down until my body’s frozen
But she won’t notice 
I never told her

Spotify

RUIN MY LIFE (feat.Sinxi)

Lyrics:
i swear im really trying to get better every day
all the words i spit end up sound the fucking same
cause of all the stupid things that will always plague my brain
they just snipe out all the goodness but im OG in this game

but when i try to set the loadout all i ever get is errors
so i walk into the battle with this existential terror
and i know that i wont win because im not equipped like ever

so done with myself but heres your christmas song
i just hope that youre good and youre getting along
i know shits hard to see when youre lost in the fog
i just hope that my words can still help when im gone

keep your head up its not too late for you
theres still so much to see and still so much to do
i can help from above and make sure you get through
because life is worth living i swear that its true

its christmas again
i hope youre good my friend
i hope your soul will mend
i swear its not the end

i dont wanna ruin your good time
im just tryna save you from my mind
i know you wish that you were good, you were fine
ill just stay in my line, i wont talk, nevermind

"you should be happy so why are you not?"
i love all my people cause loves all i got

so done with myself but heres your christmas song
i just hope that youre good and youre getting along
i know shits hard to see when youre lost in the fog
i just hope that my words can still help when im gone

keep your head up its not too late for you
theres still so much to see and still so much to do
i can help from above and make sure you get through
because life is worth living i swear that its true

It's Christmas Again

its christmas again.

lyrics -
hard to think there's no way, incredible
you had him take my place
then one of you
tried to drag my name so i wanna know
what part u had to play cos' i'm sick of u

and it's funny cos' i think you've gone and lost it
got your hand on the button saying 'watch this'
and my hand's under the table as i hear you
staring as i came into the room but i don't see you

why you gotta act like that?
waste my serotonin like that
baby fix ur attitude
why you gotta do me like that?
why you gotta act like that?
waste my serotonin like that
baby fix ur attitude
why you gotta do me like that?

S.O.S i caved
but i'm still alive barely
tried to beat the struggle but got lost along the way
went too far alone, no rest 
and took it on myself to prove the dark would coat the day
hard to show love most days
no compassion from my friends
but i love that i pulled through
never know for certain
but i'm glad that i'll be home soon

scared to death of life i'll
battle through the pain and kick it off so
don't you ever worry i'm okay, love
cos' i don't really care no not at all though
stick a sword straight through me, watch me bleed out
i won't say a word i'll make you feel that
this moment that we're in will never end
a new life for us will grow
begin

freeze baby, put your hands to your head
'this is love?' she said
i don't get this or the conversation
i ain't good with stress
i can't clean the mess you left
great now it's complicated
just put the gun away, love
there's no time to fight me, we'll figure you out
take my hand and slowly we'll figure this out

i could steal my heart right back
give me fuckin credit cos' i'm loving all that
trauma that you're giving when you're thinking too fast
take another pill i'm sure it'll slow u down

~ fear

Lyrics:
Man I know I'm getting older
I turned into a stoner
Hey dad I just be playing
Know you know I'm just a loner

I wonder where my life went
I put that shit on silent
The days keep passing by
Live my life behind my eyelids

I keep seeing prime examples of what I'm supposed to be
I worry everyday that I'll let down my family tree
I've been working night and day but I still wonder honestly
Is it even good enough and can I change my destiny

I'm staying up, I'm laying low
I'm in the stu, don't check my phone
Don't understand, the new world we know
Not as a part, but just as a whole

I feel left out, not gonna cap
All this new shit, don't keep up with that
I stick to myself, the loneliest fact
Life just goes on, you can't run it back

Man I know I'm getting older
I turned into a stoner
Hey dad I just be playing
Know you know I'm just a loner

I wonder where my life went
I put that shit on silent
The days keep passing by
Live my life behind my eyelids

I keep seeing prime examples of what I'm supposed to be
I worry everyday that I'll let down my family tree
I've been working night and day but I still wonder honestly
Is it even good enough and can I change my destiny

I will keep trying, just for the sake
Yes I will bend, but I will not break
Take a step back at the end of the day
But it's not even over, like give me a break

I don't agree with my fate, yuh
Chasing the money since day one
Still in this mess, I'm a late one

Getting Older

Holy War

Victor Wembanyama = Victory Mañana

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something a lil' different from what you're used to, but we had fun with it. wanted to drop a guardin x flowars track before the homie flowars leaves for boot camp for three months. i can express to you how fucking proud i am of every single thing you've accomplished this year alone man. with music, your career path, etc. you've helped me get through much more than you know. i fucking love you. thank you guys for all the support. 

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music video

guardin x flowars - mega gengar (prod. by hateful)

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[lyrics]
so little me just pissing soliloquies
just criticizing myself and telling a nigga breathe
"I see a king in me" a chocolate casanova
tell your girl come over got something to show her

you could call me ugly, but your girl already want me
and I don't even have money and it's really fkn funny
haha, can't help that i'm really on my shit
and yo' bitch want on my dick, yeah

supercalifragilcallabitchoutonherbullshit
yeah you could call me asshole but i bet i smell like roses
okay, alright, I guess you really didn't know 'dis

she said "who's he? brimming with glee as he's looking at me,
with a goofy little grin that he thinks'll probably win me"
it's that boy that casanova think he hot shit supernova
and I'm over over over over over over over it
I'm so sick and tired, I'm so uninspired

come closer, baby come closer
think i really vibe with your brand name choker
whenever i glide with my hands all over
honey you're a dime you're a supernova
get a close up of a doll like this

I need a girl to keep me sane, 
someone to hold me down when i'm not okay
I got problems and I can't solve 'em
if you stay you should know
there's no where I can go

she said "who's he? brimming with glee as he's looking at me,
with a goofy little grin that he thinks'll probably win me"
it's that boy that casanova think he hot shit supernova
and I'm over over over over over over over it
I'm so sick and tired, I'm so uninspired

like she's overwhelmed, like he's stuck inside his shell

Casanova [prod. Kiyoto]

lyrics ~

sui~

feel so so far away
from consciousness
in this bed
try to
list off wanted things
but the storys cut short
the end
the trouble of thinking
has proved to be too much
theres no more dreams to crush

head filled up
with a heart half empty
senses come undone
do you believe in yourself?
that thought was always so foreign
who knows?

sting of honesty from the whiplash
sat back watching from a distance
out of body this experience is
nothing as expected

grasping for a breath of fresh air
but the smog is getting stale
cause the less there was to know
the happier i was

taken back
looking at
everything there
is to offer
not much to stand on
like whats the point
when nothings pure at all
sitting here waiting
for you to come make me
something i say im not

demi ~

out of body & out of my mind
i wish somebody would say ill b fine
wouldnt care if its a lie
ye i know i made it so far
im still weak n ive tired so hard
to fight off all the feelings that ive
carried in my heart

overthinking bout
my past mistakes
i wanna fade away
into a void of nothingness
war of habit
i wont give control
i still break down
from time 2 time
but i got no more
tears 2 cry

both~

taken back
looking at
everything there
is to offer
not much to stand on
like whats the point
when nothings pure at all
sitting here waiting
for you to come make me
something i say im not

suisai & demxntia ~ sting of honesty

detail-oriented alt-pop | i’m also DAKOTA DOGMA

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