I’m sorry you experienced this. Song is beautiful lyrics are so meaningful 🖤

lyrics//

lost my mind
i was driving to austin
asking why
did she give me the option

cracked spine
roots grow
why am i holding on hope anymore
guess i’m waiting for the day
i can work up some strength off the floor

maybe we’ll be better in the next life
maybe we’ll be better in the next life

[red eyes
guess i couldn’t be the one
take flight
but don’t get too close to the sun

icarus 
ur the achilles to my heel
fight my feelings so i keep them all concealed

if i was all that you want then why’d you let me go?
guess i was never enough and now i’m so cold
but don’t mind me 
i’ll be good on my own
five pills in my hand, 5% on my phone]


i’m so sick of back and fourth can we talk this out
playing games on my court
and i hate how it sounds
fuck a red light i just wanna get home
and for my last high
i’ll take you as my drug


[red eyes
guess i couldn’t be the one
take flight
but don’t get too close to the sun

icarus
ur achilles to my heel
fight my feelings so i keep them all concealed

if i was all that you want then why’d you let me go?
guess i was never enough and now i’m so cold]

you won’t let me go
you won’t let me go

icarus

(prod. emmett)

oh my god this is it
dressing up for this bitch
im alone
but im in love

she just wanna go home
she dont want no one
she just be alone
but shes always on her phone

she dont make it make sense
she just wanna dip

sorry to say this
ima make up lies just to play this
thats what you thouigh last week when i made this
said ill take you somewhere nice i dont deserve this
but i got it cause im worthless

weighing out the pros and the cons im kinda used to it
fucked up every little thing on my conscious
in my mind you were everything that i wanted
but in reality you showed me that you are - nothin

whys there silence
im just getting by it
whys it getting quiet
i just met you why you violent

cannot a trust a soul its really tiring
writing in my diary
age a little fast im looking scary whys there sirens
and my heart bleeds out the pain
i saw you on hinge today


oh my god this is it
dressing up for this bitch
im alone
but im in love

she just wanna go home
she dont want no one
she just be alone
but shes always on her phone

she dont make it make sense
she just wanna dip

she dont make it make sense

and you never know
if the sun goes cold
when the truth unfolds
i'll be there to hold 
you even if ur wrong
i'm staying strong 
but you never know
you never know 
what's coming
next for you

always itching
waiting for 
ur text to come thru

i cannot believe
that there's no pain
in this world

set back 
relax
i can't 

too much
inside
again

gotta
leave
my skin

cuts
relieve
the achin

i thought 
i had a future
but

and you never know
if the sun goes cold
when the truth unfolds
i'll be there to hold 
you even if ur wrong
i'm staying strong 
but you never know
you never know 
what's coming
next for you

and you never know
if the sun goes cold
when the truth unfolds
i'll be there to hold 
you even if ur wrong
i'm staying strong 
but you never know
you never know 
what's coming
next for you

but u never kno (lostcage)

Track 4 Off my new EP 'You'll Never Figure It Out' 

Guitars & Additional Production by BENNYKAAY

Lyrics:
i’m exhausted 
of all these options 
i see them all in black and white 
cant be trusted 
wanna ruin 
all i have
put up a fight 

i’m exhausted 
i’m exhausted 
i’m exhausted over this 

so when’s it gonna break 
sweat it out, wake up to the good page 
i see now 
what id wanna embrace 
but you force me down 
cage me up in my own brain 

i’m exhausted 
i’m exhausted 
i’m exhausted over this  

through the eyes 
through the eyes 
through the eyes 

through the eyes in my reflection 
i fear i’m just a kid 
through the eyes of my reflection 
i fear that this is it
is this it?
is this it?

i’m exhausted 
i’m exhausted 
im exhausted over this 
i’m exhausted 
(through the eyes)
i’m exhausted 
(through the eyes) 
im exhausted over this

Exhausted (Through The Eyes)

really struggled with this one, i hope u enjoy ☆

//
fill my screen up with words
only works when it hurts
till it starts feeling worn out

hands flushed
with my blood
from the cold
in the streets
they go silent by sundown

and my knees running weak
feel the ice up my sleeves
like it's minus degrees tonight

and the path full of smoke
made me sore in my throat
like the systems in me collide

eyes locked, everythings so slow
look how i'm just wasting all my time again
like why can i not write a single line again
maybe i should drop it all and try again
//

sundown (despairintoashes)

produced by brody mckeegan
lyrics:
single razor, blood on the wall
dripping down until i fall
dinner table, mother called
sit around and feel it all
it always got too cold in here
needle sting and chandeliers
pillowcases stained with tears
in motel rooms when you’re not here

tell me i’m the only one
whose memories are dirty blood
do you like the way i flick my tongue?
will I see heaven if i make you cum?
tell me i’m the only one
whose memories are dirty blood
there’s a garden growing in my lungs
i hope it withers with the setting sun

daddy’s dead and buried deep
rest your head, lay you down to sleep
lock the door, swallow the key
i’ve been in hell with you in me
i watched our love on videotape
i’ve never felt so far away
through two-way glass though wide-awake
you bruised my knees so i can’t pray

to stop
just stop
just stop
just stop

tell me i’m the only one
whose memories are dirty blood
do you like the way i flick my tongue?
will i see heaven if i make you cum?
tell me i’m the only one
whose memories are dirty blood
there's a garden growing in my lungs
i hope it withers with the setting sun

dirty blood

thanks for that (prod. waterjon)

unbecoming

03 - In Silence I Sharpen

“Behind the Line” est un cri venu de l’intérieur.
Inspirée d’une histoire vraie, celle d’une femme qu’on a voulu briser, faire taire,effacer.
Cette chanson redonne voix à une lutte trop souvent invisible.

Portée par une voix masculine, tendue, parfois murmurée, parfois hurlée, c’est le récit brut d’un combat silencieux devenu feu.
Car parfois, pour raconter une vérité qu’on a voulu étouffer, il faut la faire exploser dans une autre voix.

Guitares lourdes, tension permanente, rage contenue le morceau trace la frontière entre soumission et révolte.
Et de l’autre côté de cette ligne… elle se relève.

🎤 Thèmes : Résistance réelle • Oppression silencieuse • Dignité • Puissance intérieure
⚔️ Inspirée d’un vécu. Racontée par une autre voix. 
Mais chaque mot est à elle.



“Behind the Line” is a voice rising from within.
Inspired by a true story the fight of a woman who was silenced, broken, pushed aside this song gives sound to a struggle that too often stays hidden.

Told through a male voice tense , spoken, screamed it’s the raw telling of a resistance that refused to die.
Because sometimes, when someone has been silenced long enough, it takes another voice to make the truth heard.

Heavy guitars, pulsing tension, cinematic weight the track marks the line between submission and revolt.
And on the other side of that line… she stands again.

🎤 Themes: Real-life resistance • Silent oppression • Inner strength • Dignity under fire
⚔️ Inspired by a woman’s true battle. 
Told through another voice. But every word is hers.

dirty blood

ghostdaughter

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