[lyrics]

it's a dark night and I'm always feeling hollow
staring at my ceiling I don't wanna see tomorrow
still do tho now I'm getting back up again 
kinda fucking hate it I don't wanna dap u again 
x2

everybody fucking lame now
sticking to my dolo you can always just count me out 
never wanna talk I don't wanna have a conversation
Everybody sus and acting funny just an observation 
I'd rather deal with myself
still a fucking mess but I don't want any help
drowning in my thoughts and I can't a breath
gonna let the void just rot my mind and meet my death

Set it up myself cause it's all my fault 
If I jump from this cliff how long will I fall?
How long will I fall
If I jump from this cliff how long will I fall

mind still numb but I never wanna feel shit
always agitated I don't wanna deal with shit
dodging all these talks I don't wanna reply
choked up feeling anxiety make me wanna die
they be like what's good wassup how you been
But I don't say how I been I just say I'm fine
Kinda crazy how my source of happiness is gone
been a couple years now I'm just a ticking time bomb

Set it up myself cause it's all my fault 
If I jump from this cliff how long will I fall?
How long will I fall
If I jump from this cliff how long will I fall

count me out [prod. eric godlow]

Sad Guy

lyrics :

Its babyghostboi

Can you open my eyes 
To the things you see
Cause honestly to me this all some fuckery 
I really wanna hear what your theory is 
Smile on my face but I don’t wanna live 
Whats the point of all this shit I gotta do 
If I knew this from the start id be bulletproof
Now I take my meds with some eighty proof 
Take my life away I got nothing to lose 

I got no shame 
& I wont blame 
Play the same game 
& what is so strange 
Is that I wont change 
You still downrange 
& what can I say 
Is this my fate? 
Will I be famous? 
Or stay nameless 
& end up like Frank from shameless
This is painless 
Old faces 
Ill spend all of my money in Vegas 

Nobody knows the type of shit that goes on 
If I think about her I done wrote 
A hundred songs
In my arms is where she belongs 
Way too much shit to ever right my wrongs 
Yea I’m sorry 
She knows that is my favourite word 
Another rumour & lie 
I don’t know what you heard 
Your kiss is intoxicating had me slurring words
Yea you always look good in a mini skirt 
Its thoughtless forever 
Cult Blasé the sweater 
Too long on a bender 
I missed you way before November ah yea
Why I always gotta lose 
The ones that stay close to me 
Life is a war & I guess my heart just a casualty 
How could you sit right there so casually 
Oh now you wanna change so suddenly 
You already had me keep me custody 
Yea you only love me so violently 

I got no shame 
& I wont blame 
Play the same game 
& what is so strange 
Is that I wont change 
You still downrange 
& what can I say 
Is this my fate? 
Will I be famous? 
Or stay nameless 
& end up like Frank from shameless
This is painless 
Old faces 
Ill spend all of my money in Vegas 

Its long live Milly for fucking ever 
Wait till you hear the rest of this shit
Nobody’s stopping me now nobody
We going straight to the top with this shit
You heard

thoughtless forever

shameless

Love Pain

Love Pain (feat. Jomie)

A Message To The Misunderstood (11/10/23, a new beginning)

Poured Out (Prod. Ocean) (REPOSTED OLD SONG)

THIS IS ALL A JOKE I AINT REALLY GOT A GAT

WOAH (feat. Cardiff Brothers)[prod. Mathiastyner & Ghostface]

KID E$$ - Love Struck!

we about to have some problems stream here https://smarturl.it/chrmngproblems

Problems

Lyrics

If it makes you sad today Then I wonʼt come your way I could just stand outside as you cry all this away
If you like I guess I could stay
But donʼt you know what they say? The sun doesnʼt shine sometimes when we need some time in the rain
Lie to yourself
Like you donʼt feel nothing You ainʼt got time to
Cry to yourself
and they coming over
lend you a shoulder
Hide to yourself
She donʼt see eye to eye with herself
Itʼs getting dark before 4F30
But youʼve been in bed all day so whatʼs early? And Iʼve never been is so much of a hurry
But donʼt worry
Iʼll stay with you as long as you need me to And I could just stand outside
If it...
If it makes you sad today Then I wonʼt come your way I could just stand outside as you cry all this away

HEARTS DEAD

HEARTS DEAD (feat. GARZI) [Prod. Jody]

Yukio Leo - Salt Lake City 
OminousyL - My Cinema
(Secret Soundcloud) I just test random songs on here- Spotify is my main focus. 

its inevitable to experience hardship, Understanding what it is and accepting it will make you more mentally and emotionally intelligent if YOU turn it into that. 


Know yourself.

overcome, even struggle through until you are who you want to be.

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