You said that you'd never forget me
"Make sure that you never come back to me
Because that's what you need, so"
I guess i don't mind that.
Never mind that
I Never stop that
You never stop shit, but you say you stopped that
Did i get that? "Did you get that?" I've been hearing you, I don't wanna get that.

i forced myself to say bad things just so she could move on
Do i regret it?
Yes baby, I already dread it
I-I always wanna see you smile, so I'll go and make you hate my guts
Cause, I know you'll come back
You've always been silly like that.

You've been gone so long, I miss your face
I've been tryna clean the blood up, but there's still a trace
You don't know me.
You don't know that.
All this fucking dumb shit you don't get that.

You've always made me feel so good, i cant explain it.
You can paint me as the asshole ,
If that means you can get better.

I hate it, its always in my mind
always replaying thoughts that i cant make you mine.

Want it all to stop-stop
Never wanna talk-talk
Crying alone at night cause you never give a fuck
"You're annoying." Trust i get that "Disappointing." I already know that-that
I can't stand, when you talk, when you lie, its always in my mind

I'll confess cause you're not around that i made you hate my guts
At least at the end.
Always wanted more than friends
So i guess it sucks i had to take another step

Hurt me just so you could get better.

being over obsessive and dependant ruined my life

prod me
cant find cover ughhhhh

god i rlly hate my life
thinkin bout suicide
fantasize abt it at night
i dont know whats right

god i rlly hate it
im numbed n im sedated 
my mum treats me like a patient
i jus wanna b normal again
im trapped in my head
im better off dead
just want it to end
im so hard on myself

god i rlly hate my life
thinkin bout suicide
fantasize abt it at night
i dont know whats right
x2

fantasize

instrumental: @bloodsekai & @odihu
featuring: @odihu (1st / chorus)

yes, it's the ksi song. shout-out shortstumpyengine for the inspiration/composition.

--- lyrics: ---

i've gotten so lost
i'm left inside the cold
nobody but me and myself, i'm alone
scars on my body that i will not show
there's no way to cope, guess i'll just grab the rope

woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes
woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes

loosen up ur neck
it looks like u might snap
looks like u might have a crush
well that might be too bad
i wanna make u sad
i'll ruin what u have
ur sobbing, well i'm glad
declaw u like a cat

i love the thrill of it
get a bloody nose
despair thru ur bones
ts feels like coke
spreading all the grief, time to put on a show 
sadness goes around as they cry out their woes 

i have no remorse
miss evil of course
so give me a tour
before the scythe hits ur door

i've gotten so lost
i'm left inside the cold
nobody but me and myself i'm alone
scars on my body that i will not show
there's no way to cope, guess i'll just grab the rope

woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes
woooaaah
i guess this is how the story goes

thick of it thomas ksi remix

this is how the story goes (ft. odihu)

https://open.spotify.com/album/4IIHlGOpwKx80GBFCUjTjN?si=WcbqWTtyQX6C0o8YHD4eFA
prod me

@1zakuro
would u care if it ended like this?
closing the door
and ignoring my kiss
u cant seem to stand me at all
drugs on the floor but i cant recall

and i cant take this anymore
it wasnt a phase
did we mean a thing?

@humanendeavour
and all the times that you act like everythings fine
just stop the front girl
you dont have to lie all the time
and you can tell me girl
i can help you girl
as long as your by my side

and thats a step to
change
oh no
im late
to your party girl
to your stardom girl
and all the things that you made

change (ft. humanendeavour)

rushing running down the stairs
hoping that my cat is there
shes the one thats by my side
even when i start to cry

she so white and fluffy too
her fur just makes me comfortable

i know shes just a cat
but she means the world to meeeeeee

shes my only company
she give me lots of peace

id die if she ever leaves

i love my cat and she loves me too
everyday the world makes me feel blue
but my fluffy little cat helps me get through
in her empty little head she has no clue

my best friend is a little fuzz ball
when i wanna cry i know who to call
meows when she wants to play
then im on my way

come on lets go
my only friend
playtime with you is my medicine

she knows when im sad
shes the best friend ive ever had

i love my cat!!!

(odihu)
scars on my wrist as a beg for help 
im throwing my notes in a wishing well
hope that i die and i go to hell
i know i deserve it who am i to tell

take the life in me away
kill me now cut off my days

(yuki)
rlly in a bad mood
shoot my face
stuck inside dis classroom
im a disgrace
promised that id @ u n we can play
but im jus havin a rlly shitty day

scars on my wrist
heart's a constant abyss
no dopamine
no signs of bliss
no hand to hold no lips to kiss
im so deprived of everythin
x2

throwing my notes in a wishing well w yuki

lyrics:

i wanna end it every night
no girl i am not alright
please just join us for a bite
i swear we are really nice :3
we might kill you in five nights
cause we heard you wanna die

theres five of us, one of you
oh what ever could we doo??
theres five of us, one of you
oh what ever will could doo??

i wanna end it every night
no girl i am not alright
please just join us for a bite
i swear we are really nice
we might kill you in five nights
cause we heard you wanna die
cause we heard you wanna diiiiieeeeiieeee

i love five nights at freddies!!!

im sick :cc

https://open.spotify.com/album/5EI5taQXFBtcKzxZrQr8zu?si=2C3UHf52SqGiL6j0AXVSPw

@bloodsekai

it all went bad 
its not like im sad
ur probably mad
ur better off glad
my words meant less
cant say no or yes
hope ur not hurt
i knew this wouldnt work

my love isnt eternal barely lasted a month
u had me for forever but that wasn't enough
i tried to hold on hold on for so long
i tried to be honest but it felt wrong
i hung on to lust 
but u just wanted love
each day always felt the same
u'd bore me it was so lame
unless i spoke no words were said
trust me i drowned in that silence
i felt guilt when i left
ur too much for my tolerance
im glad i came to my sense
"when will you find love?" idk when
its not something i think i can
i always know how things will end

it all went bad Prod bloodsekai

my last song <3 thanku everyone for listening

prod me

i know its all my fault
i cant scream any louder
i dont have any power
im worthless im a coward

i jus want it to end
i jus rlly miss my friends
but im stuck inside this hell
becus theres bonds i cannot mend

i know its all my fault
i cant scream any louder
i dont have any power
im worthless im a coward

jus kill me
im waitin for my exit outta here
do u hear me
i dont wanna live another year

i know its all my fault
i cant scream any louder
i dont have any power
im worthless im a coward

i know it's all my fault

wish i was told that you were so awful.mp3

as u guys can prob tell i really like fnaf lolol
prod me :p

lyrics : 

Theres a shadow on the wall, stay calm stay calm
theres a figure in the halls, stay calm stay calm
ill keep my whit and stay alive
i wish i had a 9 to 5
theres a stranger in us all, stay calm stay calm

every hair is on its end, thats fine im fine
feeling my adrenaline, thats fine im fine
i can keep away the creeps
safely from my swivel seat
somethings crawling through the vents, thats fine... uh oh

theres no ghosts in the machines, just stay calm stay calm
they are watching through the screen, stay calm stay calm
they might just drive me crazy, stay calm stay calm
i feel like a fucking creep, stay calm stay calm

hey kids its nice to meetya
whos ready 4 some fazbears pizza !!
whos this? working at the nightshift?
i dont know but i dont think i like him..
hes so cute i can feel his heart racing
about time that weve got a new play-thing..
how did he make 5 nights? its amazing!
i bet to him it is really thrilling 

they are slowly closing in.., stay calm stay calm
find your inner strength within, stay calm stay calm
if ive learned one thing its that, dont respond to craigslist ads
i can see their second skin, stay calm stay ca-

IN THE END THERES ONLY MEEE!!!! ALL RIGHTT ALL RIGHTT
THE MORNING SUN WILL SET ME FREEEE ALL RIGHTT ALL RIGHTTTT
I SPENT FIVE NIGHTS AT FREDDIESSSS ALL NIGHTTTT ALL NIGHTTT
I DONT WANNANA REST IN PEACEEEEE TONIGHTTT TONIGHTTTTTTTT