This is utterly beautiful. I am headbanging.

she knows what she did 
to me ever since 
got me in a mess 
still those words that she said 
still bothers me knowing you moved on 
I guess I was wrong all along 
all about you 

I wish you never met me 
can you not see that clearly 
 It’s cause you’re never sorry 
sorry for breaking me slowly 
it goes on and on and onx3
 like it’s forever 

I guess my friends were right from the start 
I should’ve never gave you my heart 
I should’ve never gave you my heart
 I try not to question my decisions 
but it never works out 
at times I feel like my life has no meaning 
yet it tears me up inside 
all she ever does is get so drunk 
I’m sorry that Im not the one 
the one for you

I wish you never met me 
can you not see that clearly 
 It’s cause you’re never sorry 
sorry for breaking me slowly 
it goes on and on and onx3
 like it’s forever

Like it’s forever
Like it’s forever

I wish you never met me 
can you not see that clearly 
 It’s cause you’re never sorry

It goes on and on and on
It goes on and on and on
It goes on and on and on
Like it’s forever

I wish you never met me 
can you not see that clearly 
 It’s cause you’re never sorry 
sorry for breaking me slowly 
it goes on and on and onx3
 like it’s forever

Forever

Forever [Prod. Yago]

produced by: @kingtheta
vocals,mixing,mastering and artwork : me

Lyrics:

(verse 1)

i think i'm lost in purgatory
i know you saw my story
you swipe up just to chat
but then you fucking ignore me

i cannot lie
it hurt like every time
i go to just reply
and i see that i'm blocked

(and now you're dancing on my grave
you're dancing on my grave
you put me in my place
and now yopu're dancing on my grave)

(hook)

dancing on my own(it's a freakshow)
and i cannot control(where do we go)
in purgatory with no way out
dancing on my own(it's a freakshow)
and i cannot control(where do we go)
i'm smiling but i'm not okay now
*clears throat*

(verse 2)

yesterday you told me the thing i was scared of
locked up in a tank of sharks
you told me i wouldn't get very far
but i got myself a brand new car
audi, it ain't push to start
full of lead but full of heart
now i will not get too far

(i will not get too far x3
  now bring in that fucking guitar)

(hook) 

(hook)

dancing on my own(it's a freakshow)
and i cannot control(where do we go)
in purgatory with no way out
dancing on my own(it's a freakshow)
and i cannot control(where do we go)
i'm smiling but i'm not okay now

(dancing on my own x3)

dancing on my own
 i cannot control
in purgatory with no way out

dancing on my own [king theta]

its not personal, its strictly business
prod. @jolst @irby314

im drunk again
i miss your face
just wish that i 
could replace 
the memories 
that are haunting me 
i miss the simple pleasantries
like sitting with you
staring at the sea 
this sullen panic
slowly surrounds me 

you dont know
you dont know
wat you're doing to me
you dont know 
you dont know 

you never loved me and it shows
it hurts me more than u could ever know
that im not the one you chose...

i wake up, 4 am
staring at the clock
wishing that i was him 
u dont know what your doing to me
baby
thought you were the best
rip my heart 
out of my chest 
i know that you 
would do it all again

i know that youd do it all again
but lets be real 
you're proabably better off with him
you're probably better off with him

you're probably better off...

im drunk again
miss your face
just wish that i
was what you wanted...

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better off [+irby & jolst]

burning like a star, doomed to die alone

lyrics: 

dont know how to make this right
always feelin' so dead inside
its all i can do not to end this life
yall just fuck me up and leave me here to die
god knows im so sick of cryin
fuck this shit i feel like dyin
dont believe anything they say now
ima light up to relieve this pain now...

dont know why 
i cant face this world
im always starin thru the blinds 
dont hmu im just a waste of time 

dont hmu im just setback
id rather be alone and hit this gas pac
pls dont get to close to me
everyone who does becomes the enemy...

dont talk to me...
if you do youll just want to leave
im backin down i dont want this 
nothing that i do could ever, ever stop this
burning like a star, im doomed to die alone
everybody leaves ive never had a home
just go away, i dont wanna talk now
im perfectly fine being a shadow in the background

oooo a shadow in the background
oooo the sun comes out
i dont make a sound...
i dont make a sound....

shadow in the background [+taurs & jolst]

Huge thanks to Rob and Teddy for hopping on this for me <3
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Released by: lil XipZ & Robstar
Main Artist: Robstar 
Featured Artist: teddyboi
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixing: Robstar & teddyboi
Mastered by: teddyboi
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@realrobstar
@teddylikespeas
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: Robstar]
Lights off in my brain, thinking only bring me pain
She been talking for a minute I'll finish up what you say
Eyes move from her lips to her hips when they sway
She been looking for a kiss with my hands on her waist

Downing my cup, I'm on my eighth
I fell in love once I ain't the same
She don't know nothing, no, nothing of late
Look for solutions and she's what I make

Now I counts my dubs like they're doves in a cage
With only so many that I could attain
And when I'm done counting there's nothing to gain
But I keep returning 'cause I need the taste

[Verse: teddyboi]
see, youre the reason i was drownin in the cup
got me sippin wockhardt, popping 30s, you were just too much
she was the one that taught me how to sniff
i was the one that taught her that you get what you get
i aint bout the metaphors imma tell you straight up
we were popping 30s, couple 4s, now wait up
nodding out mid conversation, we can not wake up
let me guess this the rockstar shit that we're made of
well thats a different story, told her never worry
got me poppin 40s, Styrofoam dirty, but its cool i just hope that she dont overdose
cuz ill leave her laying there vomiting on the floor

[Chorus: Robstar]
Lights off in my brain, thinking only bring me pain
She been talking for a minute I'll finish up what you say
Eyes move from her lips to her hips when they sway
She been looking for a kiss with my hands on her waist

Downing my cup, I'm on my eighth
I fell in love once I ain't the same
She don't know nothing, no, nothing of late
Look for solutions and she's what I make

Now I counts my dubs like they're doves in a cage
With only so many that I could attain
And when I'm done counting there's nothing to gain
But I keep returning 'cause I need the taste

Robstar - Doves in a Cage (ft. teddyboi) [Prod. xipz]

Feat. @daystowaste

lyrics:
Lost in my head 
Thinking of you again 
Even though it’s almost been two years 
Since you left 

Yeah, I figured that all of this was for the best 
Even after all of the closure it’s still hurts in my chest 

Yeah, I miss you 
I don’t want to 
But every time I get let down I see the truth 

You were my first 
I just never learned 
How to love you the way you needed me to back then 

Maybe I just don’t know how to move on
I don’t think I’ll love again, I hope that I’m wrong 
Staying up late again, writing these sad songs
And somehow it’ll make things better 

Please just know

My head is always in the clouds 
You’re wishing I had turned around 
I only want to make you proud 
And become someone that can hold it down 

I’m the only one 
That can be here 
For myself 
Nobody that can check up
On my health  
I know that everyone could 
Use some help 

My heart is painted dark blue 
Learning how to live life without you   

It’s been a little while
 Keep on talking to myself
 Now I wonder why  
I’m just standing in the rain 
Watching the flowers die 
All the days turn into months  
I’m losing track of time  
Feel my body going numb 
I wanna run back home 
Where the nights really long 
And I drown in your arms
 I wanna run back home…to you  

Please just tell me what you’re waiting for   

Please just know  

My head is always in the clouds 
You’re wishing I had turned around 
I only want to make you proud 
And become someone that can hold it down 

I’m the only one 
That can be here 
For myself 
Nobody that can check up
On my health  
I know that everyone could 
Use some help 

My heart is painted dark blue 
Learning how to live life without you 

>self produced<

life without you (feat. Days to Waste)

I’ve been sitting in this 
Goddamn Waffle House 
For three whole hours 
Drinking six jet black coffees 
You said you were coming 
Then you left so early 
It felt like you played
Some sick joke on me 

And I know 
I know that I changed 
It’s probably weird to see me acting my age 
Don’t you think it’s a little bit strange?
All this time and you’re exactly the same 

I’ve been seeing ghosts walk through my walls 
Answering my phone when no one calls 
Why’d I let you go and take the best of me 
It’s not how it’s supposed to be 
I’ve been hearing voices when no one’s home 
I don’t got a friend just got my phone 
There’s got to be a way to let you let me go
Whoa oh oh 
So you could never lie and never say you’ll 
never say goodbye again 
Ever again 

Cause I’ve been sitting 
On this goddamn porch for like 
Three whole hours could you
 Please just say something 
I’m not angry Really 
I just don’t do so well 
Under pressure and you’re 
Scaring the shit out of me 

Cause I know 
You think I’m insane 
Cause you could never live with such rage 
You really think 
I want it that way? 
No I just never learned to deal with the pain

I know I’m no angel no, 
I never claimed to be 
If there’s a God or karma
 I hope they’re too big to notice 
Notice me

Invasive Thoughts And Traffic Stops p. failsafe

Chemically Imbalanced Feat. Safehold & Sleye (Prod. Dee B)

sill hate myself so not putting words in here, just sing what u think it is I guess

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ill never not hate myself w/ beecher

Bad Timing (feat. James Colt)

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