the biteki video brought me to you, you're hella awesome

this song means alot to me because i've never talked about growing up like this before :) i hope you guys like it <3

again tyty @kaihaunted for the amazing art, it means a lot to me 
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hometown, head down 
walk around, never make a sound, yeah 
8 now, drugged out
every thought in my head is too loud 
on the corner of stumbling to the fucking bottom 
blue pill, red pill, too many fucking bottles 
gone now, and i found 
that this anxiety is killing me now 
13, no dreams 
just trying to get by by any means 
fake smiles, and routines
no one knows what's going on behind the scenes 
never thought i would end up being so pessimistic 
cause i keep breaking myself just to never go and fix it 
no sleep, and i see 
that all i needed was to go and be free

4000 people out here 
thank god i left it that year 
all keep their heads in the mirror 
and their peaks are closer than they appear 
hometown of zombies and ghosts 
fled west, oh i had to go 
got tired of everyone holding back on finding their growth 

19, come spring
i got stuck in the in-between, yeah 
no job, no keys
but i know i wanna be something 
paying rent with loan, i'm feeling so dependent 
start missing my home, and everybody in it 
pain stings, the sound rings
but back home, at least they're in the swings of things 

4000 people out there
at least their visions are clear 
i keep my head in the mirror 
and my peak is closer than it appears
hometown of zombies and ghosts
at least their heads are afloat 
got tired of looking back, wish that i had kept finding my growth

can i ask u some questions?

hometown

well this is a reuploud since the last was INAUDIBLE ASF
and also again me producer and song writer yeyeye
(sorry for my accent btw)

https://open.spotify.com/track/07jM4yhpH5YM17Qd46XV7h?si=UVNfhnLZS6SOAfVwBz4cYA&utm_source=copy-link

lyrics:
its fine ig
don't turn again
he kills us
he kills us
avoid me
avoid him
i keep him sealed
the pain he made
memories
don't feel a thing
nothing to feel
so i keep 
us sealed

(sealed)

keep him sealed
i keep him all safe
keep him sealed
i keep him all safe

(us)
i don't eat much
cause i do it for you
tearing apart
like a string thats loose
act like this
there is no point in you
act brand new
there is no point of view

and fuck
i don't wanna see you have fun
i don't wanna see you in love
that means i have to throw away the past
but can't forget what you've done
it's kinda fuxked up ik
cutting friends off cause 
i didn't know
that i have feelings or not
thought i'm
gonna make it worse

its fine ig
don't turn again
he kills us
he kills us
memories
don't feel a thing
nothing to feel
so i keep 
us sealed

its you again
my biggest fear
losing all my friends 
cause you disappeared
fuck my life
it's pointless
fuxk you too
we could avoid this
and now im shaking like a bitch
always feeling anxious
three steps away 
bitch i don't want attention
fuck my life 
i hate me
don't express
bad feelings
(no)

keep him sealed

I honestly hate this song, but thanks for listening

@23kingdom
@1august
@johnnyfriend

boring w/ KINGDØM x ilyaugust (prod. Johnnyfriend)

change (fxckyeahako)

original: https://soundcloud.com/ghostsocial/friends?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

friends (slow version)

lyrics :
You send the addy and I told you that I couldn’t really make it
Every time I give you that answer you say Are you drunk or faded
You could never take a no and I really fucking hate it
You don’t want to be alone you don’t want to fucking say it

I can’t tell you what to do
You a pebble in my shoe
You a fly on a wall
Watching all of my moves
But u treat me like I’m someone
So I don’t treat you like you’re no one
And I promise swear to god I don’t like getting close

I don’t wanna get hurt
I don’t wanna push you far
I don’t wanna be the reason that you got another scar
Why you wearing all of my clothes
I can’t let you burrow it
You can wear all of my clothes if you ask me
Youre not that talkative 
Im good with awkwardness
I see you blushing all the time
You make it obvious
Im in a different time
Im on a different plane
I say I love you all the time
But in different ways

I can’t tell you what to do
You a pebble in my shoe
You a fly on a wall
Watching all of my moves
But u treat me like I’m someone
So I don’t treat you like you’re no one
And I promise swear to god I don’t like getting close

Somebody (prod. Yung Blasian)

take me (branwen)

art by phixel

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

i am such an asshole yea thats what u told me
fade into the background rip 2 the old me
now im in the foreground, lights flashing on me
love me for a night, get an uber in the morning
i cant move i dont wanna keep living
only way 2 go is drugged up, wrist dripping
 and i wanna call u back but my phone keeps tripping
hope she not mad when she find me in the kitchen

find me in the kitchen and i'm doing something bad 
hope they leave me here cause i don’t wanna make nobody mad
really can’t control things im doing when im sad
they don’t know the whole story, how you stabbed me in the back
its such a hassle
try to crawl out, but i think i'm trapped though 
wake up early, fix my problems with a capsule 
medication turning me into an asshole 
build walls but i'm still not fortified 
smoke all day can't even enjoy the high
these withdrawals and the pain has got mortified 
your absence made itself immortalized 
hate looking through these tired eyes 
cant keep up this disguise 
took too long to realize 
it's no one's fault but mine

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

asshole w/ dylan longworth (anem0s)

ft @ploua <3
mix by me and ploua, master by me 
coverart from @claudesdiary shoutout percy and ginny <3

vocals 4 sillyness vvvv
https://soundcloud.com/tunatunatunatuna/im-a-bad-person-but-so-r-u-145-ebmaj-vocals/s-GkPGqorc88k?si=14dae48fd8b949e8a358d1fb43275fef&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics ~

and i know you dont wanna see me
hate for myself and its stacked to the cieling
the love u had for me was so unappealing 
that being said i still kinda miss having someone by my side
even if its not u thats with me for the ride
cuz i just miss the dopamine with being in love 
and Im one shot away from saying that i love u 
I dont really love anything that u had to bring for me  
u can say anything ill hate anything that u have
best interest at heart did not mean to make u mad
im sorry i shattered every feeling that u had

i know sometimes i wont be there for you
just hit me back i only need a day i swear
your loves too much and know that it just dont feel fair
just say the word and know that ill be out of your hair

so ill hold my breathe till i get a text from u
waiting this whole time to get the best of u
after all you said still cant think any less of u 
hold my head up this isnt anything new
this whole time know im  feeling bad
i wipe my tears and pull back my hair
ive been tryna move on w/o u life aint fair
i was so damn wrong bout u back to square 1

my mind is already lost again
but ill tell u twice
ill find my way back home
dont need to tell me ur lies
ur tryna get in my mind
dont need to tell u twice
all i need to do is get u out of my life

Somebody (prod. Yung Blasian)

Yung Blasian

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