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Embers

Embers w/ Endie (Prod. Northeastern lights & endie)

this one took a lot out of me to make. i love you guys, and i hope you liked the ep <3

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worst case scenarios get painted in my head 
clocks shine in early light, i just can't get no rest 
stare at an open project file, i'm filled with dread
and i can't fight, my life's a mess 
i hope one day i make it 
it's been too long, i feel myself getting inpatient 
inside my mind i'm keeping up, but im complacent 
my friends don't ever say a thing, my thoughts are racing, 
my inner demons i've been facing 
i feel 

colder than the winter snow, 
i would give it up but i don't know 
summer nights alone are making me go crazy
life it feels monotonous lately
downers never ease the pain 
i'm still standing in the falling rain 
spring into a time where i would i have a reason 
i'm defeated, just going through the seasons

this inconsistency 
i swear will never pass 
try to impress friends 
with all these shitty drafts
feel incomparable, this pain is so unbearable 
i wanna run away from everything
and few anything at all 
i hope they know i'm faking 
i try so hard to keep intact i know i'm breaking 
i know it's bad but i keep seeking validation 
and i can't help the fact that i wanna be just like them 
but it feels like every day i fight them 
cause they've felt
colder than the winter snow, 
they would give me up but i don't know 
summer nights alone are making me go crazy
life it feels monotonous lately
downers never ease the pain 
they've still left me in the falling rain 
spring into a time where i would i have a reason 
i'm defeated, just going through the seasons

rumination

seasons

mixed by plugp

lyrics:
Would u lie to me if I’m the worst u had 
Would you try to say it just to make me mad
Don’t say a word cause I lose everything
Its not a win or win we shouldn’t play this game. 
Saying hurtful things just to hurt my pride
Been acting stupid when I know they’re lies. 
Been cautious cause they been misguiding u
All alone , the mental breaks are coming through
In a mental state where its all on me
If I ever mess up then its all on me 
I could probably blame it on astrology
Guess im the problem

I hate how you came in
My life became destruction  
You like to do this all the time
You make it hard to move on
I hate how you came in
My life became destruction  
You like to do this all the time
You make it hard to move on

You tell me I’ve been selfish
I don’t know who you are
You don’t show common decency
Acting like im the demon
Screaming out Im the reason
Punching and tossing and turning
Hope they’re not catching on
They’ll see the mask along

I hate how you came in
My life became destruction  
You like to do this all the time
You make it hard to move on
I hate how you came in
My life became destruction  
You like to do this all the time
You make it hard to move on

U Make It Hard 2 Move On (plugp + Tennis Player)

shoutout https://soundcloud.com/rouri404 for the open i def stole the acapella from :)
shoutout @reesooo for the inspiration on the melody :)

the tweet said i could do anything i wanted with it so here it is

concrete (ft. rouri404) [prod. austyn & reesoo]

9.4.2021
im about as see through as plastic on a good day

mixed by https://soundcloud.com/tixwmmy
prod https://soundcloud.com/ninewaters

Lyrics:

[Intro]
i tried to write a song
tried to do the right thing tried to be the one that eveyrone wants

[Hook]
call me when you need me
only love me when your down 
when ur up i guess im nothing to you

every single waking second wanna kill myself
but i guess that im worthless to you

everytime that im feeling in the worst way
she dont wanna talk say
"right now im busy okay"

but when it rolls around to the next day
then she wanna cry away
i think that im going insane

[Verse]
if im being honest i think that i wanna die
i dont really have a single thing live for 
if im being honest then today i grabbed a knife
drew a line felt the best i ever have glad i sinned for 

sinned for the pain
swear agony it makes my day
watch the blood drip down on my hilt

i have lust for adrenaline
i dont wanna breathe
so ill pierce my lungs
snort an ady so ill get the job done

[Bridge]
call my line ask if im all right
got a blade in my thigh
and im thinking suicide
i dont wanna make you cry
so i guess i have to lie
gotta live another day
just to give you peace of mind

swear that every other day i have a crisis
"i dont let it on" so i put it in my songs then
why am i the one they always come to
"tix i wanna die"
ill pretend im not the same
ill just lie and im say im fine

[Hook]

Fin

agony (ninewaters)

prod me

shoutout silent swag for the cover art 
sum slight
 <3333


I Was on the line, when i saw u there
Always left behind, would u stop instead?

Or would u count me out like the rest
Dirt in my hands and my friends dont really care
Oh baby please admit ur a mess, 
friends dont really like u and ur parents try their best

U dont know why u lie to me
Even though i heard ur plea
Never saw the inbetween 
Never felt it in me


(xona)
and I can’t decide if I ever feel safe
you mock my words in front of me it’s kind of strange
these flowers blossom but they heavily decay 
every moment that you step my way
it’s different cities, I’d do anything for you
I’m wasting time just waiting for you
and my heart has been off tune 
can you call back me real soon?

do you see what I write ?
for you
violent scenes in my room
do you know what I see?
do you know what I mean?
everything I’d leave 
is he better than the last guy?
maybe I’m the bad guy x2
and I’m stuck up I, 
don’t try for you

I dont wanna call again
U dont pick up anyways
Tell me whos my friend?
In this theres no end

Couldve sworn it was raining
In these eyes theres no
Draining

I dont wanna smell his scent on ur skin
I dont wanna read the texts that u sent
U could never tell the truth i admit
And i never see it through in the end

But that dont mean im not
Trying hard enough
Its all insanity
Could u please lay with me?

skin w/ xona

blvnkface + 5head

hey <3 ty for listening 
lyrics
ive been living all my life in my bed
in need of reassurance 
cuz im fucked up in the head
all i think about is u
and all i smell is your scent 
you dont care ab me
itd be better if i was dead
im not in your head
not in your bed 
i saw u out with him
had on your favorite dress
and the way u look at me is confusing 
i dont wanna try again ill end up losing

im a fuckin nuisance 
im so fuckin stupid 
and everytime i try i end up losin

im a fuckin nuisance 
im so fuckin stupid 
and everytime i try i end up losin

i could throw my life away 
i wouldnt care at all
im so sick of the constant pain
and the burning withdrawals 
and i would throw it all away
to see you fall
cuz ur everytime i needed you
you didnt care at all
fuck. 

im fucked up my lifes a mess
and my wounds get deeper with every step
constant feeling of anger in my chest
i dont want you happy
i want you dead
wakeup at 2am cant feel my head 
i try my best but i cant go back to bed 
im shaking 
heart beating through my chest
even tho i need to im not getting any rest 
shes a fuckin devil
shes a fuckin liar 
look at what u did my whole worlds on fire
gimme reassurance 
baby ik ur tired 
but i think tonight ill get a little bit higher 

it never works out for me 
ill never be who they want me to be
fuck

i could throw my life away 
i wouldnt care at all
im so sick of the constant pain
and the burning withdrawals 
and i would throw it all away
to see you fall
cuz ur everytime i needed you
you didnt care at all
fuck.

nuisance

poison w/ polar (Prod.Plxce & polar)

hello (feat. ericdoa)

hello (feat. ericdoa)(prod. glasear)

@ovrwrld & @hibleach

[p. @hibleach]

:)

-

*bleach03

**bleach

(hibleach)
cant do nothing right
bitch im all wrongs
running from my problems could u tag along
(ovrwrld)
me n bleach posted up on the skeld
if you act hella sus
then you getting voted off

(hibleach)
smoking on strangers this shit doesnt phase me
tryna take my cadence but you cant replace me
bleach03 my clique we posted in the basement
im in all black , secret agent
(ovrwrld)
sketched out as i walk thru the hallways
lights out as u walk thru this whole maze
comms out better get em back up
run w the team yea we callin back up

(hibleach)
cant do nothing right
bitch im all wrongs
running from my problems could u tag along
(ovrwrld)
me n bleach posted up on the skeld
if you act hella sus
then you getting voted off

(hibleach)
ive seen stranger things
but im not okay
me n ovrwrld gonna run this place
im not gonna lie
im imposter
if you fw me ill put you in my crosshair
(ovrwrld)
if u keep lying ima stab u in the hallway
whole gang posted in the back of reactor
when i come towards u yea i swear there aint no laughter
you can run, you can hide, it dont even matter

(hibleach)
cant do nothing right
bitch im all wrongs
running from my problems could u tag along
(ovrwrld)
me n bleach posted up on the skeld
if you act hella sus
then you getting voted off

(hibleach)
i cant do nothing right at all
but will u still break my fall
i get it x3
(ovrwrld)
go ahead i swear i got ur back bro
nah sike ima stab u in the back hoe

DUDE HE'S LITERALLY IMPOSTER THEY LITERALLY SAW HIM KILL ME OK WHATEVER FUCK THIS GAME DUDE

(hibleach)
cant do nothing right
bitch im all wrongs
running from my problems could u tag along
(ovrwrld)
me n bleach posted up on the skeld
if you act hella sus
then you getting voted off

imposter (ovrwrld + bleach)

@ripavah everywhere
lyrics below
~

made me think that i will blossom
me and you we'll die together (i just think that)

i know that both of us, we
take time when we solve our problems
i'll take the lead and you'll see
blossom with our tricks and solve them

you're crying and there's nothing to just cry about
the world's mad and i'm tryna find your whereabouts
like a flower you'll just die on me
take time then i guess then we'll all just see

stupid, you make me hate you

real talk, post fight are you serious
real life, fight or flight, im delirious
in a night, killin mice, with a pizza in
move out, i don't care bout where your roomie is

catch a flight, come and see me im alone
nevermind, id rather talk just on the phone

girl you make me feel like everyones around me hates me
but i'd rather just go leave them for a date or pastries
im just tryna fix all of my wounds like a bullet grazed me
it's hard to get you out my mind when all you wants to date me

i 
i don't really know if you're there for me
petty little lies get you off the leash
made me feel so good till i couldn't leave

i've been out of luck with my recent matches
she just wants a man who's a girl im lacking
i've been feeling lucky tryna make some friends
she's just kinda bored guess that is the end, yeah

i know that both of us, we
take time when we solve our problems
i'll take the lead and you'll see
blossom with our tricks and solve them

you're crying and there's nothing to just cry about
the world's mad and i'm tryna find your whereabouts
like a flower you'll just die up on me
take time then i guess then we'll all just see

U Make It Hard 2 Move On (plugp + Tennis Player)

Yung Blasian

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xCuna

stop texting

Kon.

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