produced by @jolst
mixed and mastered by me 

i’m not trying to offend you,
baby i never intend to 
kiss your hands backstage at the venue 
yea
cus i just don’t care where we are 
i i get butterflies every time you walk into the bedroom 

pretty eyes, you’re a 10 too, 
put cyanide on every flower that i send you,
i’ve never felt this way before,
now i’m sleeping on the floor 
rock bottom i’ll descend to 

so i’ll spend a couple racks on some clothes
it makes me feel better so i’ll stay here alone 
stare up at the ceiling, wonder what you’re doing now girl 
stare out of the window cus it’s still the same moon 

& i shoulda crashed that car, not made it home
cus i’m walking on glass, i i can feel it getting cold 
stare up at the ceiling wonder what you’re doing now girl... 
then stare out of the window cus it’s still the same moon 

where you off babe?
where u running to?
think u need to wake up it’s right in front of you yea
it’s disgusting
it’s uncomfortable 
i just need to smoke a blunt stop me running loose yea x2

head/shot!
WOO
zealot. 

[halo 1 speech]

head/shot (jolst)

https://soundcloud.com/itsyungvan
https://soundcloud.com/jolst
https://soundcloud.com/cielx

disappointment (ft. yung van) (prod. jolst)

prod me (:
cover art done by: @eevie.deeviee on instagram! 

i fucked up i know 
i was rude i know~
left you all alone 
i wont pickup the phone
im red, dnd mode~
i need time alone
u did what was right 
thank you for our time(2x)

Break ups suck
Break ups suck
Break ups suck~
i think i'm out
out of luck 
Break ups suck
Break ups suck~

all alone 
in my home 
i've been tryna get back
on my feet 
i've been tryna relax 
but i can't cause i keep going back 
to my phone, to our chat
and i read all ur texts 
i wish i was dead

Break ups suck
Break ups suck
Break ups suck~
i think i'm out
out of luck
i think i ran
out of love
Break ups suck
Break ups suck~
Break ups suck
Break ups suck~

break ups suck );

prod by hira (:
lyrics:

we never know when's the last time and that's scary 
only if u knew how much it scares me 
to know that maybe tomorrow you won't be besides me
everyday i do the same 
i'm collapsing to my addictions 
the nictonine has become a part of my system
i cry at night~
i cry everynight~

you don't really get it and i'm fine with that 
give me all ur love i swear ill make it last
tell me that u love me but u want him back
maybe u were everything i ever had

and the walls cave in around me 
hide away when they talk about me 
let it go you shouldn't care where i'll be 
i'm really nothing what u tryna see

i'm so fucking shy
why should i try 
how can i not cry 
when i am this shy 
lose my chances of socializing
lose my chances of making friends
lose my chances of socializing
lose my chances of making friends

sitting by my phone while I wait for you to call me
i can barely talk but im sure you’ll show me
and im so scared could you tell me slowly
only 3 words but they fill the whole sea

shy w/hiraeth

whats the use *prod.bartes*

https://open.spotify.com/track/2inEkHKS7a5IfCh1qfsTsa?si=78abdd2f07f744ec

produced by taurs x birkknut

@lottaheart:
i can't even trust you no more
i don't wanna wake up, what for?
took all the stuff out of your drawer
guess when it rains that it pours
[x2]

@user-642636378:
but i don't wanna talk about the times i been hurt
i been tryin not to cross your line but it got blurred
and you can never change my mind, nothing works
our feelings used to intertwine now they burned
pour the fire in my cup but i think i've had enough
boy you better sober up
they been calling on my bluffs
the feeling i been trapped in
try to heal my cuts but the beat is not stopping

why you mad for?
cinderella left her shoe on the dance floor
girl i do what i can do but you want more
you tell me its not bad 
and then you stab my back like we're running round laps
and i don't know where to go
no text back since i lost control
i don't know where to go
i can't even walk cause the bottles on the floor

@lottaheart:
i can't even trust you no more
i don't wanna wake up, what for?
took all the stuff out of your drawer
guess when it rains that it pours
[x2]

really wanna hate you but i love you
can't trust you, had nobody just you
all alone now it's harder to adjust to
really gotta go now, it's what i must do

what for? w/ halfhearted

Skyline Without You (너 없는 하늘)

Ascension

“Foluke” is a warm, soulful love song from Zanyemania — a blend of African rhythm, soft melodies, and heartfelt lyrics. It’s a story of pure affection, gentle devotion, and the kind of love that feels both familiar and magical. A calm, romantic vibe made for late nights and deep feelings

Foluke.mp3

Written & Performed by: @itsyungvan & @i_x_t_a_i_l_s
Mix: @itsyungvan & @i_x_t_a_i_l_s
Master: @scottysplash
Production: @lilbuckethead
Cover art: @iamdavidkiernan (on twitter)
Shout out @qawikamri & @producedbyaidan for helping me extend the beat and go show love to everyone who helped make this song possible (if ya got some to share) <3


Lyrics-

Yung van:

Said she wanna die with me but that's just a lie 
Depression is like a virus I see that shit in her eyes
She's falling down like a cradle and wondering why I cry
every time that I see her I want her back in my life
I said I'm fine
But that's a lie 
Depression is like a virus I see that shit in her eyes
She's falling down like a cradle and wondering why I cry
every time that I see her I want her back in my life

Bring me up
Shut me out
You wanna scream baby
I've learned to shout
You wanna ghost
I'll be your Phantom
Like a shadow
I'll follow till the end of 
Bring me up
Shut me out
You wanna scream baby
I've learned to shout
You wanna ghost
I'll be your Phantom
Like a shadow
I'll follow till the end of 
Time
But I don't really care 
Said you had my back then you left me in the air
Flying all alone made me feel like I was scared
I'm drowning in your problems
Baby I can't solve them 

Running away
Running away
Running away
Running away

Said she wanna die with me but that's just a lie 
Depression is like a virus I see that shit in her eyes
She's falling down like a cradle and wondering why I cry
every time that I see her I want her back in my life
I said I'm fine
But that's a lie
Depression is like a virus I see that shit in her eyes
She's falling down like a cradle and wondering why I cry
every time that I see her I need her back in my life

9TAILS:

says she wanna die with me
but thats just a lie
depression is like a virus
i see that shit in her eyes
shes up alone every night
weed is packed in the pipe
window open at night
smoke blowing by the streetlights

take me over like a virus
anti virus with the heisman
saw the bate no biting
calculate my timing

im out the door before you tell me to go
i had you blocked before i seen what you wrote
i got people to meet i got places to go
and she play the detective like murder she wrote

i dont have time for the games like its pay to play
feel like kobe how i fade away
keep you a bit behind thats screen delay
i know all your tricks no david blaine

u cant make me stress ya
u cant make me stress no
ask me whats been on your mind or else youll never know
we all will eventually die speak up before we go
put your plan back into motion hit me with the blow

tryna bring the heat like a tanning bed
get in line like its wonderland
break it off like a pencil lead

Yung Van:

Said she wanna die with me but that's just a lie 
Depression is like a virus I see that shit in her eyes
She's falling down like a cradle and wondering why I cry
every time that I see her I want her back in my life
I said I'm fine
But that's a lie
Depression is like a virus I see that shit in her eyes
She's falling down like a cradle and wondering why I cry
every time that I see her I need her back in my life

Virus w/ 9TAILS (Prod. Aquinas)

i think i need time away
i been waking up staring at the same ceiling
dream of better days
but i don't think they feel me
it's getting hard to say I love you do you feel me
i don't wanna wake up
medicate
i'm tired of it all yeah but i just couldn't run away
i try my best just to feel like me
play at my heart let the pain write a melody

i been staring at the clock
but this anxiety don't stop
empty bottles cap em off
waiting for the blood to drop
i been tryna find my place
but i been feelin stagnant with a sad face
i want a rush something to make me smile
everybody switch up
flicker like a fire

stars in my eyes while i'm laying on the ground
2020 but my visions going out
there's no money on the table it's all in the screen
just like all the hearts that i wish i could feel
i put too much time into my dreams
so when they don't work out i go to sleep where i still feel em

i think i need time away
i been waking up staring at the same ceiling
dream of better days
but i don't think they feel me
it's getting hard to say I love you do you feel me
i don't wanna wake up
medicate
i'm tired of it all yeah but i just couldn't run away
i try my best just to feel like me
play at my heart let the pain write a melody

vibin alone in the lowlight
blood wine and it make me feel tired
could you teach me a better way
could you show me
how you'd hold me again
again

i think i lost my touch
i think i'm giving up yeah i'm always giving up
i swear i dream too late into the day
i can't wake, i can't wait
cause i been movin
swear to god when i saw her cmfrt. for the slaughter
there was blood on my neck let it drip
yeah i got this feeling i won't make it

i think i need time away
i been waking up staring at the same ceiling
dream of better days
but i don't think they feel me
it's getting hard to say I love you do you feel me
i don't wanna wake up
medicate
i'm tired of it all yeah but i just couldn't run away
i try my best just to feel like me
play at my heart let the pain write a melody

give me some time away
i gotta figure out why i'm not healing
i think if i could just hear you say
it takes time you can feel what you're feeling

i think i lost my touch

vibin alone in the low light losing touch