i think i need time away
i been waking up staring at the same ceiling
dream of better days
but i don't think they feel me
it's getting hard to say I love you do you feel me
i don't wanna wake up
medicate
i'm tired of it all yeah but i just couldn't run away
i try my best just to feel like me
play at my heart let the pain write a melody

i been staring at the clock
but this anxiety don't stop
empty bottles cap em off
waiting for the blood to drop
i been tryna find my place
but i been feelin stagnant with a sad face
i want a rush something to make me smile
everybody switch up
flicker like a fire

stars in my eyes while i'm laying on the ground
2020 but my visions going out
there's no money on the table it's all in the screen
just like all the hearts that i wish i could feel
i put too much time into my dreams
so when they don't work out i go to sleep where i still feel em

i think i need time away
i been waking up staring at the same ceiling
dream of better days
but i don't think they feel me
it's getting hard to say I love you do you feel me
i don't wanna wake up
medicate
i'm tired of it all yeah but i just couldn't run away
i try my best just to feel like me
play at my heart let the pain write a melody

vibin alone in the lowlight
blood wine and it make me feel tired
could you teach me a better way
could you show me
how you'd hold me again
again

i think i lost my touch
i think i'm giving up yeah i'm always giving up
i swear i dream too late into the day
i can't wake, i can't wait
cause i been movin
swear to god when i saw her cmfrt. for the slaughter
there was blood on my neck let it drip
yeah i got this feeling i won't make it

i think i need time away
i been waking up staring at the same ceiling
dream of better days
but i don't think they feel me
it's getting hard to say I love you do you feel me
i don't wanna wake up
medicate
i'm tired of it all yeah but i just couldn't run away
i try my best just to feel like me
play at my heart let the pain write a melody

give me some time away
i gotta figure out why i'm not healing
i think if i could just hear you say
it takes time you can feel what you're feeling

i think i lost my touch

vibin alone in the low light losing touch