enough w/ ever (prod. willow)

@octoberwillows

take everyone away from me
i feel i’m harming them and causing the pain you see
no way that i’m giving up now
i’m tryna fix it but i don’t know how
what the fuck do i do for you to agree
it’s something in the air, a storm, that’s haunting the week
it’s something in my lungs, smoke, that’s making me weak
started to fight it but it’s coming i’m hearing it creek

up while all alone at night
having blurry visions too high
it’s so damn hard to fix this shit
when everybody tryna pull away
no one tryna call my phone
until they need to let me know
it’s so damn hard to fix this shit
so imma lay alone again

will you catch me?

blurry visions (prod. willow)

I been stuck inside a mirror and I try to get out
I been talking to my demons, lay 'em out on the couch

I been stuck inside a mirror and I try to get out
I been talking to my demons, lay 'em out on the couch
I've been working, I've been hurting but you can't hold me down
Now if I sink too deep, don't be scared, I'll swim out
And they can try to say I'm all wrong, I've been there

I've been there, not scared, I'm good
I've been there, not scared, I'm good
No one ever understood
But it's okay I swear I'm good
I was posted in the Tahoe breathing smoke in like its air
I was tryna find my soul but it was neither here, nor there
I was running through the desert, I saw four red pyramids
I was tryna find my soul, but then I found it everywhere
Eternal love filled up my chest
And took the lungs right out my breath
Young Neo in the cut, uploading data to my head
Things that do not have an end, a human cannot comprehend
A species bound to measurements, that's why Infinity is dead
but he exist inside my head
Im'a live forever man
Sing these songs until I can't
Im'a live forever man
Smoke these blunts forever man

My dear I'm not
Livin' in fear a lot
But they not fuckin' with my mind
I'm starin' off
Into the wind I'm gone
Nobody else here by my side
Yeah

Tell me she finna leave
Bitch are you kidding me
Nah she don't care about me, yuh
I made some enemies
Now I bleed steadily
While I been off of a bean, yuh
Stuck in this misery
You ain't a friend to me
You ain't been fuckin' with me, yuh
Got no identity
What is a bitch to me
I never needed a reason
Killin' me over again, yuh
Look at myself in the mirror
I never like what I see, yuh
Probably cause I'm feeling weak
I might fuck around and leave her
Cause I noticed I don't need her
Got me sippin', I'm a leaner
She won't fuckin' intervene

I been stuck inside a mirror and I try to get out
I been talking to my demons, lay 'em out on the couch
I've been working, I've been hurting but you can't hold me down
Now if I sink too deep, don't be scared, I'll swim out
And they can try to say I'm all wrong, I've been there

I'm Not Scared

I'm Not Scared ft. INFINITYISDEAD x Dyre {639hz} {prod* Nedya} (ON ALL PLATFORMS)

shallow (prod. graydawn)

Paint Bucket


Lyrics:

(HB)
Love is what i want 
But you gave it away

I cannot change you 
for this day

Just leave me to be 
The fuck alone

Oh you broken my heart
Now fuck off

Now fuck offffff
Now fuck offfff
Fuck offf
I fucking hate you 

(KK)
the love you gave me somehow meant nothing to your or am I

 just another guy that means nothing to you 

that night we were, so in love, yeah. we were sooo in looooove we were so in love yeah we were so in love we were so in looooove we were so in love.

(HB)
Love is what i want 
But you gave it away

I cannot change you 
for this day

Just leave me to be 
The fuck alone

Oh you broken my heart
Now fuck off

Now fuck offffff
Now fuck offfff
Fuck offf
I fucking hate you


Fuck offf so fuck offff so fuck offf
etc….

FUCK OFF ft.KellerKanz

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DzXEM2beb8g

You can ask me how I'm doing, I'll say fine.
Even though the pain is killing me inside.
You can Ask me how I'm feeling, I'm alright.
You want the truth then you can look me in the eyes.

You can ask me how I've been I'll say okay,
I never gave a fuck about my feelings anyways
You can ask me hows its been I'll say, it's great
I never wanted your sympathy in the first place.

And I know I really mean that in the worst way.
I'd share my side by I don't think you'd ever see it.
I turn my back on everybody even me.
I'd say I'm sorry but I don't know what It'd would mean.

Black Nails, Black Sheep
I was never meant to be
I'm in the dark, but I can see.
This world was never meant for me
 
Should I stay or should I go,
I've been walkin down this road.
As of lately I've been homesick 
but I'm still so sick of home.  

I'm feelin just like a ghost 
I'm nobody, I'm alone
Got no body, Just a soul
My backs been been on these ropes.

My hearts been getting cold.
My skins been getting numb
My minds been getting dull
I see what I've become.

Black Nails, Black Sheep, 
I was never meant to be
I'm in the dark, but I can see
This world was never meant for me

Music Video

Black Sheep (Prod. ʎpoqou & combination lock) [Music Video in Description]

prod. https://soundcloud.com/oilcolor

[lyrics]
I’m lookin at you
Opposite sides
Of our bedroom
Is this the gloom

Now I don’t know if anything that you said
Was really true
Now I don’t know if I even know you 

Do I know you
Do you know me 
Is this what it seemed
Were we meant to be
Was this love for free
Or is there a cost for these fucked feelings

You drowned me in 
Waters too deep to swim
And I don’t blow shit out proportion
But I thought this was something damn important
 
And I don’t wanna be dramatic
But love be like that so I’m tryin not to panic
I could find somebody who could treat me better 
So tell me why I stay no matter fucked shit that you say

You got your hands around my neck
I promised last time that next time would be the last
But it all moves too fast
These bruises are tellin me that I’m not shit 
Got your hands around my neck...

Remember Yesterday

yung cortex