This is my second album and a lot of effort and emotion was put into this.
I've been working on it since 2022 and even began work on the concept in 2021.

The cover art was generated in Midjourney.

Thank you so much to
@noxious-nights
@yoimn3ver @sinxi  rx808 
@sorrow_bringer  Louie Grand  max chris  dxrk
@zebiven  IMMORTAL  flesh  pekarot  moneo

Without your talented writing, vocals, producing, mixing, and mastering, this literally wouldn't exist.
The producers: for the best beats and pieces of art that artists can use.
sinxi: for making me the most beautiful composition and being a genuinely beautiful person.
noxiousnights: for always having fun and working with me, i love you bro.
teddyboi: for your mixing and backing vocals, you were such a big help.
Louie Grand: for always wanting to help out and mix and master, i always love working with you.

stranded at the epicenter

MIXED and MASTERED by @yoimn3ver
Backing vocals by teddyboi

WRITTEN by moi.


LYRICS:

It's all falling apart
We're like frames of glass
Fated, Doomed to shatter from the start

My whole world seems to have a tear in reality
Lack of morality, gradually losing our sanity

What we thought was right fractured reality permanently
What we thought was right fractured reality permanently

fracture

fracture (prod. IMMORTAL)

LYRICS:

just when i think i got a grasp of who i think i am
those dark intrusive thoughts they keep on rushing in
they make me question my intelligence, cos i don't understand
and it diminishes what was left of my confidence

now i am so indecisive cos i'm so hung up on every one
can't do a single thing right, always at fault
am i really me or am i someone else?
the way the times pass, it's getting harder to tell


i can't get the fact that i have a problem
i just make excuses and never solve them
i cover it up with worries and caution
then i drove them away and i lost them


they'll never come back and i'm the reason why
that's part of the reason i'm not good at goodbyes
it would be a lie if i said i didn't cry
but i don't even see a reason to try


am i really me or am i someone else?
the more the times pass, it's getting harder to tell
it would be a lie if i said i didn't cry
but i don't even see a reason to try


just when i think i got a grasp of who i think i am
those dark intrusive thoughts they keep on rushing in
they make me question my intelligence, cos i don't understand
and it diminishes what was left of my confidence

now i am so indecisive cos i'm so hung up on every one
can't do a single thing right, always at fault
am i really me or am i someone else?
the more the times pass, it's getting harder to tell

am i really me or am i someone else?

am i really me or am i someone else? (prod. max chris x dxrk)

LYRICS:

I never would've thought it would come to this
I never would've thought

I never would've thought it would come to this
But it has and i'm not-
I'm treading water and I don't think I'll survive
But I'm wondering if

I'm becoming someone I don't recognize
Something from the other side
Making its way from the inside


Oh God help me, please
I don't know if I'm me
Getting harder to breathe
Staying up till 3
Can you help me, please?
Before I fall in too deep
What am I underneath?
I don't want you to leave

I'm becoming someone I don't recognize
Something from the other side
Making its way from the inside

I've lost myself in all the static
There's just no way around it
No longer aware of my surroundings
I can't find the way out, I'm shrouded

I never would've thought it would come to this
I never would've thought

Oh God help me, please
I don't know if I'm me
Getting harder to breathe
Staying up till 3
Can you help me, please?
Before I fall in too deep
What am I underneath?
I don't want you to leave

Oh God help me, please
I don't know if I'm me
Getting harder to breathe
Staying up till 3
Can you help me, please?
Before I fall in too deep
What am I underneath?
I don't want you to leave

uptil3:00

uptil3:00 (@drma x @mcx x @beatsbyballoon)

LYRICS:

There's a kid who's losing his worth, making things worse
Had a couple thoughts of leaving this Earth
Tripping all over his words, like don't wanna curse
Every time, the kid is becoming a force of hurt
Doing things right, but go in reverse
Left behind the one who was there for him first

On a search for his soul, losing himself in his work
Keep it all in until all of the feelings will burst
Wondering if he should be 6 feet in the dirt
I wish I could tell him, that it is okay to be lost
The pain may not go away, but don't let it turn into hate
Tell him, that it ain't his fault and he's not a waste

He keeps going in head first, no matter the cost
Forgave you once before in spite of it all
Wonder if he’ll ever get it before the curtain's call
If only I could tell him that he's headed for a fall

There's a kid who's losing his worth, making things worse
Had a couple thoughts of leaving this Earth
Tripping all over his words, like don't wanna curse
Every time, the kid is becoming a force of hurt
Doing things right, but go in reverse
Left behind the one who was there for him first

There are no right decisions to him in his head
Cos one wrong move and everything comes to an end
If I could tell him “be brave, don't let what they say get you down”
 “It's who you are don't be ashamed”
“You are beautiful, perfectly made, there are people who want you around”
“so don't ever think you should be erased”

12728

**ALL PLATFORMS**

12728 (prod. rx808)

intro: leave me be

intro: leave me be (prod. rx808)

lyrics:

you talkin bout pussy i’m in that quick 
you talking bout goated i been that shit 
you say i be yelling too loud in my music  you really too stupid to get that shit 

it don’t matter how many times i go back to her workin it out i won’t get that bitch
i’m offa sobriety now i can finally smoke weed again i think ima abuse it 

smack smack smack 
all on ya girl cuz that hoe got her ass up 
if i pass you the blunt better take it no way that you pass up 
if you do then it’s bad luck 

give a dose of reality to em w bullets im getting him high off a bad rush 
n im running this don’t get it backwards 
if i give you the word let’s do it 

n if you got metal shoot it 
fuck is you talkin bout running, screw it 
blx up when i rap so if you wanna band for a band, i promise you losin hoe

choppa pop real hyper, lets lieu it hoe 
said it’s blxup i ain goin down 
when i wanna make a sound 
go to town w it 
always beefing cowtown w it 

cuz like anywhere i look i see em staring back 
i jus keep it fluid like im parallax 
i hope everybody on his team brought a couple guns cuz i got a pair a mac’s 
i got bigger dosage a this rapping for like everyone like it’s sum paramax 
n it’s done 
relieving apparent stress w the puns 

i’m leaving this pair a mess w the gun
i fight em strike em down like ima comet 
if you like up on my shit you may as well comment 
but try keeping it together like a bonnet 
hoe

ain no pot a gold 
only present you get from me every single year is keeping ya life bitch 
i got way too high i don’t like this 
now i feel like taking that life bitch 

n i can’t understand how these people around me just hate n they hate n they hate n they pray for the day 
the day i wake up n acknowledge the fictional stories they say n their shitty ass takes bitch 

they ain know im the mufucking blxdesmith 
here to cut out ya ego n paste it 
for the world to see you gon face it, 
cuz that shit up to me

BEEN THERE, DONE THAT (PROD. SAINT URYA)

lyrics 

blxup n ya bitch gon fuck cuz she like my getup 
if he knockdown in a fight might kill em if he don’t hit back but he just might get up 
the bitch ain get up so i took him by the collar of his shirt make blood rain down on the dirt for i cut 
what i gotta do in this city for a nice thing said about blxde fuck 

heard he ain like what i do or the crew that i got down low ima show em so im like fuck that 
get em gone yeah we in it for the worst 
ray gun when im shooting get green beamed up w the gat

fa fa go the sound a the mac 
fucked up in the crib w a sound in my head 
buh buh go the sound a the beat that i crush in a sec 
one look fill em up w the dread 

like hit up saint urya for heaters i receive a few n im jumpin in 
got my girl in the stu when im cookin she rockin w how i be styling n punching in 

you can’t help that you bland so you gotta take a stand for the sound that you bit
i could make somn better mid stroke in ya bitch 
may as well start up teachin class 
all these rappers learning how to not be ass 

from me 
i know all my exes hurting seeing how im winning but they all passed on me 
i can sense a top shelf strain near me spidey sensing everytime the pack coming 

like ah ah ah 
red alert watch out i’m comin in hot 
got a bitch like ah ah 
hitting her good deep down w the curve in her spot  

cant hurt em enough why im stirring the pot  
no shirt when i watch yo girl get on top 
no ice on the rocks but im pearling the watch 
i dont flirt w the curtain a death but im lost 
good dick what i give her toes curling a lot 
don’t mind when i pull up might swerve in the lot 
too bad so sad know you hurting a lot 
but you couldn’t think blx giving a fuck right? bitch

RAY GUN (PROD. SAINT URYA)

lyrics:

blx:
fully automatic when i’m writing w the pen 
me n brokie finna kill the beat again n again 
roll a blunt n think about like every time i took a rapper n his ego to the end  
when they try to phone a friend 
cut a hand off 

i really wanna make him a puddle so let him rebuttle 
im really bouta muddle his iminate death 
like a little bug he finna scuttle know he sweet like a truffle 
n lackin the muscle but damn now he bound to ascend 

got problems they coming up again n again 
really ego every local rapper here cuz i can 
really beat a bitch up like i’m kan w a kan
knows it’s blxup who the man im the man 

you a fuckin fan but i understand cuz im me 
he a lucky man cuz i got the fan w the beam 
but i let him pass for the week cuz i need pack yeah the green passing the blique opps when i spaz on the beat 

lil bitch better get it right now when i speak cuz i hate when i gotta repeat myself 
i don’t care if he punch up on me w this pelt on 
take in that damage n rain down hell for em

bitch i’m knowing he a square 
workin metal shoot it tick em like a box 
it ain really fair when i got the power to undo his bullet moving back the clock 

got a blade n i up it 
like fuck it 
i’m peeping a vessel
i gut it 
inhabit the carcass 
i plug it
w rapping ability money n craving to cut it 
like blxdesmith do 

“well blx i heard you be doing this”
“n blx i heard you be doing that” 
that’s lies 
i’ve fucking had it w the cap they spread im finna get em fed up w the lead n killed for they crimes

JESSIE N JAMES! (FT. ISSROKIE!) [SAINT URYA]

lyrics:

ar-15 hear the way it clap
i got a baddie now ass fat smack
play it one more time for them in the back 
outta ammo in my ar got the uzi in my pocket hear the 

grat 

laughing at me then but now you frowning when my money up 
told em if you i’m think i’m losing now you got ya funny up
only white boy that i know who stay around the bunny’s huh 
but they ain for me they for my brothers up ks 

she stay up on my B n L until i X
meant to say that on the DL i (R) articulate my rep
use that DLR to film while me n yo bitch havin sex 
heard he found her out n mad at me i think you know the rest 

but i’ll tell ya anyway i had to cut em up 
leave ‘em cryin bleeding while he stuck up in the gutter huh 
turbo in the whip so when i peel out it flutter huh 
kinda like her stomach when she me w my cutter up 

always tryna put me down they hate to see me do my lil dance  
i cant help but getting groovy when i smoke a lot a gas 
someone pass that 
heard he wanna bar for bar i promise he can’t match that 
he ain know it’s blxup i can’t stand that 

do this jerk music but i’m fuckin 
the flow is way too much for them i got 
em kicking buckets 
i’m rapping bout my habits said she hate me but she love it 
cuz i know she telling all her friends that i got that lovin 

n it’s real good 
b a n a n a clip i got it n it peel good 
smoke if i don’t feel right, done n i now i feel good 
ima be the issue for a while because i can 
i don’t needa reason for em when i got this fucking

BETHEISSUE (PROD. SAINT URYA)

lyrics:

can i get a lil second for you bitch please
can i finish off this blunt before you bitch please 
can i take a peak at whatchu gon release 
he ain got no other strap i got a couple for the hitpiece

i got a brr but the homie got the big heat 
im praying that my demons finally release me 
i got the devil on my shoulder saying peep these 
bitches how they fuck me then they lie cuz they don’t dig me 

boyfriend tryna fight me beat em silly cuz im like that 
i could really kill it ain no fun when they don’t fight back 
jus because yo girl took all this dick n said i liked that 
it don’t mean she ain enjoy it too 

she don’t wanna start a fight w you can’t help that im always right 
i don’t wanna learn to freestyle all i do is write 
but its better then what any a your goats make
jus because they got a cleaner mix it don’t mean that it sounding good  

yeah im good 
whatchu on? 
what i’m on?
off a wood
no more questions about where i got this metal in my hoodie
putting diamonds in that blunt i rolled i smoke n feeling goodie
goofy i can make my money stretch my name isnt luffy 

but im captain a this ship cuz everybody follow me 
shoutout karma n to ks i know they all rock w me 
be the issue if you want but ima end you properly 
n try to take my flow again you pussy that’s my property 

damn bitch

BCH! (PROD. SAINT URYA)

THE REAPING ♰

NO DIDDY [PROD @DIEPERRY]

SO LONG, GOODBYE [PROD @DIEPERRY]

G.C.S.M ! FT PHXBIA [PROD @DIEPERRY]

TAPE THIS FRIDAY 4/26/24

like some rerock im too hard
send his ass to mars
text that bitch like XD rawr
big zip fuck a rar



you niggas cap like a capital letter
she beggin to go she get cracked when i met her
these rappers bots like u straight out the meta

MARS

SLAUGHTER SESSION (PROD. DISTURBED)

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