Todo y nada (prod. me)

Immy - FUCK U THOUGHT

drug addicted from the ghost in the wall, losing my patience thinking that I’ll fall
you just want me out yeah, I’m gone
depravity flares inside my mind, choking on my words I don’t have time
time for you to take me apart

drug addicted from the ghost in the wall, losing my patience thinking that I’ll fall
you just kick me down yeah, I’m fine
depravity flares inside my mind, choking on my words I don’t have time
for this anymore man, I just need some space, I miss my friend

let the rats come out of their holes, they’re chewing my neck and at my toes
they want everything, they want my soul, they come out to watch me bleed

remember waking up in your bed and your father was standing above me
looking me down, shaking left to right, you know I didn’t have the will to fight for you
I had my own issues, they hurt you too, 
I see you laugh when you say we are through

black eye, bruised face, this is nothing, but I left disgraced
two words, I hate, everything your about to say
your suicidal tendencies seem to get the best of me
defining characteristics, I never thought I had

see you passed out on the couch, not waking up to the issues
of us together again, I think this is more then just tunnel vision
I can’t believe you'd turn your back to all your friends
yeah, maybe it’s for the best

Vinheim

show my homie some love
https://soundcloud.com/ripthepetals
CWC <3 <3 <3

stay baked, get high at the funeral
loose taste, push me down and take hold
things change yeah, loosing to my ex hoe
i wont learn, ill come back again though

stay baked, driving down the old road
my mood shifts when you looking at me all wrong
ill quit the drugs but you wont even know me
you say i fell in love with me back then

left reprimanded on my bed again and i feel like I'm sick
battling with this fatigue and i really just want to quit
all these mental games that you just used to toss at me
drowning now on uppers and downers just so i cannot feel a thing

cus i was always there for you girl, 
when you're cutting at your wrist your shaking so much you cant roll the cigarettes, 
with your tremors, you want better
dating all these other people that just look like me but they are not

cus you admitted that they were knock offs of me
i would have stayed if you were there for us but you could never see
it was you, consuming by yourself
how do i change when i don't want the help, i don't know

cus you want me to fall
i miss all of it all,
yeah i messed up.

- ripthepetals

She only loved the thought of me
I loved the warmth that you gave me
I still tear up at night thinking bout how i want you next to me

Did I unintentionally
Put you second to my dreams
It is what it is you know
Last thing you ever said to me

I don’t need a hoe with me
No makeup, just want loyalty
I don’t need love, I weep
But I want it so bad, it’s killing me

Never forget when I saw you neck
And you said it wasn’t me
And that’s not what got me upset
You said it oh so casually

Funeral Ft. RipThePetals

prod. by me
mixed by me

official music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yLZbv_QHItA

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失恋

Official Music Video

lifeless  失恋 (music video below)

in the wind, i feel this chill always on my skin
lingering, i know you see the scars still on my chin
breathing in, the smoke passing from another blunt
triple vision as i drive, swerving's how i feel alive

all these people have feelings for me but i cant reciprocate
try to change my image just so i know that you just cant relate
got my crew, got everyone i need, right here with me
yeah, i dont ever need you

change up, change up, rise up, im gonna get there
always grinding, winning, till i loose air
hit the break, the wheels skid and spin and spin
i cant stop i gotta have another blunt and just move on

laying in the back woods just to get some peace
stagnated water, everything just seems to freeze
got the ones i love right here,
do they mean something to me who knows, yeah

Switching

cover art by illurky
mixed by lildexter & teen pregnancy 
Written by me, dog & big roshi
featuring dog & big roshi

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Engineered. ITSREAPERx 
Prod. @prodjody


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ANIGHTMAREWORTHLIVING

25TH AVE

25TH AVE feat. SAPPHIRE (prod. EYKEY x philgood)

prod https://soundcloud.com/biv
mix & master https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi

Lyrics

You ain’t see
What I see
We are different breeds

Sippin white
On the tracks 
This is everynight

In a daze
Fuck a club
I'm in alleyways

You ain’t really bout this way
I’m happy you ain't feeling pain

Fuck a drink 
You offering 
To an alcoholic 

I was fine
Till he died
I miss my cousin lately

Now I’m back
Sippin white
I ain’t give a fuck

I’m back on my old shit
Now I’m sippin more liqs bitch aye

You ain’t see
What I see
We are different breeds

Sippin white
On the tracks 
This is every night

In a daze
Fuck a club
I'm in alleyways

You ain’t really bout this way
I’m happy you ain't feeling pain

Shit I been carrying some weight weight weight 
Blood drippin mixing with the rain rain rain 
Carrying this load like I'm a train train train 
Looking for a reason to wake wake wake

You ain’t see
What I see
We are different breeds

Sippin white
On the tracks 
This is every night

In a daze
Fuck a club
I'm in alleyways

You ain’t really bout this way
I’m happy you ain't feeling pain

Fuck a drink 
You offering 
To an alcoholic 

I was fine
Till he died
I miss my cousin lately

Now I’m back
Sippin white
I ain’t give a fuck

I’m back on my old shit
Now I’m sippin more liqs bitch aye

40 - 40

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40 - 40 (Prod. Biv)

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