Havent even fully listened to ut but i already know its fire🥺❤️

this song hits different when its 1am😕

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/4kcPRAMGUomrDnzDbheDdN?si=AIHDamE9T42Z5NB1rTW23A

🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀
LYRICS:

when i die
will u bury me in flowers
i will wait
i dont care about the numbers

say something

if i must
i will stand right here forever
if it means 
i can hold your hand whenever

say something
i need to hear your voice

say my name
like the first time
i dont feel it
do you mean it

every single time
i can hear the chimes
ringing in my head
like it was back then

say my name
like the first time
i dont feel it
do you mean it

say my name
like the first time
i dont feel it
do you mean it

say my name
like the first time
i dont feel it
do you mean it

say my name
like the first time
i dont feel it
do you mean it

𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕚𝕣𝕤𝕥 𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖

merch: https://demxntia.bigcartel.com/product/alive-again-tee

astari: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5srEHn2jjmM
produced by @skress
guitar by me
art by digitalyams

yeah it's getting late 
oh god my mind is wandering off again
baby i'm afraid
of all the pictures painted in my head
tryna find a way
wipe the canvas clean and make amends
baby i'm not okay
i just wanna feel alive again

tell me when i can start my life again
cuz the anchor at the bottom
keeps my ankle in the sand

ion think it's somethin u would understand
i wanna get my shit together
but it never go as planned

i just wanna be enough for you
yeah i just wanna be enough for you
when i'm barely enough for myself

yeah it's getting late 
oh god my mind is wandering off again
baby i'm afraid
of all the pictures painted in my head
tryna find a way
wipe the canvas clean and make amends
baby i'm not okay
i just wanna feel alive again

i just wanna be enough for you
yeah i just wanna be enough for you
when i'm barely enough for myself

alive again

alive again [prod. skress]

wouldn't have spent the last 6 months with anyone else <3
i love u dingus 

we don't know how much time we have so
let's drive away far from here you know
i'd go wherever you are 
even without a reason

fingers intertwined 
we can lay upon the grass
staring at the sky
with your head upon my lap
sing away the scars
we'll forget about the past
spot a shooting star
i'll make a wish to make it last

and you can call me late at night
we'll fall asleep together
on the phone if you'd like
or we'll escape into the night
and talk about whatever
that's been bothering your mind

we don't know how much time we have so
let's drive away far from here you know
i'd go wherever you are 
even without a reason

fingers intertwined 
we can lay upon the grass
staring at the sky
with your head upon my lap
sing away the scars
we'll forget about the past
spot a shooting star
i'll make a wish to make it last
try to make you laugh
i never wanna see you sad
we can take our time
we don't have to go fast
always by your side
i'll never walk a different path
i'm always by your side
doesn't matter where i'm at

even without a reason

SPOTIFY//
https://open.spotify.com/album/487knVuLanb85mrKlsdun3?si=iCfx-ug_T4qmCFK1VjgkZA

INSTRUMENTAL// 
@demxntia + @flwrs

VOCALS// 
@kaiyko 
@infamousgertrude
@gehrmvn 
@leorinda 
@demxntia

ART// https://twitter.com/digitalyams

ICY!

appreciate your loved ones

this is love this is hurt this is me
city dreams fractured heart broken teen
you’re all i want, you’re all i dream, you’re all i need
but it’s your time to say goodnight so sweet dreams

thinking back on times of you and me 
before the illness, before you had to leave 
late night we’d laugh and then we’d sing 
our lullabies that put us right to sleep
you hugged me tight and whispered in my ear
i love you but ill be gone within a year
i kept my cool pretended not to hear
cause being alone is something i have always feared
your words had left a scar with me that night
i watched you go but never said goodbye
ik it hurts it always does but ill try
to hold you close keep you safe please don’t cry

memento

got lost in a world of dreamers ✨✨✨✨
i don't wanna wake up.

MV : https://youtu.be/0CM78hj7YQ8

ty to my friend madi for playing guitar <3

love you guys hope you enjoy this track. goodnight ~

dreamers ✨ [prod yung quiet]

recollection [prod. dotmidorii]

prod. curtains/jakkyboi
mix/master brody

Why I gotta hide every time he calls?
Shoved me in the closet 
Fuck that I'll sleep in my car 
I'll drive far just me and my guitar

We're both in your bed but we can't sleep together
Break up every week but you swear it's gonna last forever

I can't take the pressure
You do it for your pleasure
I can do better
I can do better

We're both in your bed but we can't sleep together
Break up every week but you swear it's gonna last forever
All I am is an option
Wish I was back in Boston

I can say I tried so I'll carry on
Shove me in the closet fuck that I'll sleep in my car
I'll drive far just me and my guitar

Get your life under control
Cause this world is so cold
Easy to love but so hard to hold
I loved you the most even though that door closed 

We're both in your bed but we can't sleep together
Break up every week but you swear it's gonna last forever

I can't take the pressure
You do it for your pleasure
I can do better
I can do better

We're both in your bed but we can't sleep together
Break up every week but you swear it's gonna last forever
All I am is an option
Wish I was back in Boston

Wish I was wrapped in your arms tonight
The light from the stars don't seem as bright
Without you here, I need you near me
When we're together there's nothing to fear

Wish I was wrapped in your arms tonight
The light from afar won't be as bright
Without you here, I need you near me
When we're together there's nothing to fear

spotify

options (prod. curtains & jakkyboi)

Stream "better without u" (on Spotify) ▶ https://open.spotify.com/album/6eRKilHxm2AtPItNDMzTeY?si=etV0uuC_Rluy03V7lFlQPQ

Prod. Curtains & Jakkyboi @jakkyboi

CURTAINS: 
Spotify | open.spotify.com/artist/4NlLH2FkkMKKacB8y3b72N
Instagram | instagram.com/moonnstones 
Twitter | twitter.com/moonnstones 
Traktrain | traktrain.com/curtains

DEMXNTIA:
Spotify | open.spotify.com/artist/6trEYfLSuAd9CS8bCy4sOH
Soundcloud | @demxntia
Instagram | www.instagram.com/wowdemxntia/
Twitter | twitter.com/wowdemxntia

TWO:22:
Spotify | open.spotify.com/artist/7pdO2N04Ggcu8tC3BqWUDc
Soundcloud | @twotwntytwo
Instagram | www.instagram.com/joshuapickus/
Twitter | twitter.com/JoshuaPickus

thank u for listening <3

better without u - curtains ft demxntia & two:22

@producedbyaidan

Lyrics:
when I message u my heart melts, 
and u take my words away, 
loving you hurts more then ever, 
'cause i know u don't feel the same, 
u tell me ur sad, 
but I wanna take the pain away, 
u got problems with another boy, 
but I wish that I could be in his place, 

I could give u my whole heart if u let me, 
we would look so good by each others side,
In that warm summers day that u met me,
I got lost in the ocean of ur eyes,

sammy & aidan - ocean of your eyes

NEW ALBUM OCTOBER 9TH 2020 🌐🖤
shoutoutz 2 @kaiyko

it feels like i'm stranded on my own
this is not the way it's supposed to go
taking me for granted i'll take you to hell
fuck all the help

even when i'm down
i try to bring you up
even when i'm empty
i try to show you love
even when i'm lost
i try to find a way for you
to smile when i'm not
with everything i've got

i gave it my all
trying my best for you
it wasn't enough
doing the best i can
i'm only a man
why can't you see that?
my world is burning down

why's this happening
i thought that i could change
but now i'm desperately
searching for a sign that leads
nowhere at all for me
and honestly
i wanted you to be the one
to break me free from this scarcity 
of loving myself for the person i am
today and not the way
you look at me so casually
when i'm about to break
when i'm about to go breaking down again
how do i send
all my love but all my love is
still reaching out to you
still reaching out to you

i gave it my all
trying my best for you
it wasn't enough
doing the best i can
i'm only a man
why can't you see that
my world is burning down

it feels like i'm stranded on my own
this is not the way it's supposed to go
taking me for granted i'll take you to hell
fuck all the help

tell you that honestly i wanted you
to be the one to break me free
break me free from this scarcity
i'm living with all your love
but all my love's locked in me
it's still reaching out to you
still reaching out to you

gave it my all w/ kaiyko

retired project // thank you for everything <3

dreamers ✨ [prod yung quiet]

yung quiet

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