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LYRICS:

i don’t understand why i wanna die,
someone help me understand this fucking life,
why do i care, wasting all my time?
all these fake friends i don’t have the fucking time,
nine to my head, do i pull the trigger?
crying to my myself, when will this get better?
lost in your dreams, i don’t have no shelter
deep on the inside i wish this life went quicker,

but i gotta stay, for my momma bear,
and i gotta stay for my little brother too,
wanna relapse, what do i do?
god bless the pain that i’ve been fucking through,

i stay writing all my fucking rhymes bae,
it may seem that i’m happy all the time,
i’m the one who be crying all night bae,
if they hate me then why they waste my time,

what’s the meaning of true fucking love,
who’s gonna save you when your giving up,
is there someone there, or are you on your own,
i don’t know doctor i feel like i’m so alone,
i can’t stop crying, what do i do 
suicidal thoughts what do i do,
cutting on my wrist blood be gushing too,
i miss you but i miss the drug abuse,

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