i miss you and im at this point in my life

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wonder where all the time is going, its flying away

 im in places where i dont feel like im meant to stay

can you please just leave me alone and get out of my face?

i dont even feel comfortable living in my own space

cuz i dont want company

i dont want sympathy

ima be alone until the end 

and i dont wanna be your friend

and i cant even comprehend

all these feelings that im feeling

its all in my head

its all in my head

all in my head (prod. Indigo Shade)

fair 🎪(prod. me)

Prod Me

ion like to drive have the btch chauffeur me
ngas stealin swag suck it up like kirby
wake up early
beat ass jeans man them shts so dirty
make money clean, then i make it dirty
she so flirty
skinny thot on my body she so nerdy
im so busy man always in a hurry
japanese boots yea they so sturdy
beat so simple man i made it in thirty

but i gotta try harder
i wade in the water
but i go hard
i bless up myself
these hoes want my wealth
grab them pills off tha shelf

ion even kno howto react no mo
all these hoes on my body on my back, so slow
my mans b flippin them packs onna low
my mans got heat he said get low
i smoke this sht to the bone so slow
we in the same boat so u better get to row
i pray for her health she snortin that snow
i know im goin up yea ik ill get to grow

Thirty

@anotherdaypassesmeby
its hard to be me
life putting me through hell
you hurt me so good
yeah, you really do it well
cuts and bruises
they begin to swell
i been lying through my teeth
i know it’s not good for myself
i been grinding my teeth
got these pills inside my mouth
i been doing way too much
and its not good for my health
when i fell down
yeah, nobody helped
hop out in that gown yeah
generational wealth
you don’t know what i’ve been through
cry so much need a tissue
yeah, what’s your issue?
hey, what you into?
yeah i really miss you
I’m not perfect
yeah, i sin too
can’t get through these issues
cry so much need a tissue
don’t know what i’m into 
but i just really miss you oh no
hey
i just really miss you oh no
@hvrting
dropping pain into this styrofoam
no friends ima die alone
day to day spending time alone
u dont kno what i been thru
struggling to cope with my issues
falling off the edge
ima slip thru
even in the rain
i would sprint to u
i was a loner
i felt like a reject
u pussies r posers
swear u all playing pretend
lying thru my teeth
kno its not good for myself
u were nowhere to be found
when i was down nn needed help
its another day
i dont kno where im waking up
racks in i b raking up
pray my bruddas make it out
not copping zips
we smoke by the pound
no i dont wan let u down
in the deep would u let me drown ??
suicidal thoughts running all around
falling i hit the ground
miss who i was around you
kno everything about you
u aint like that
i said it 
u aint show up
drop 2 pills inside this cup
i take a sip
might throw up
wish we cld never grow up
wait until i blow up
remember how they treated me
when i was still a no one

all in my head (prod. Indigo Shade)

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