She Was Never Found

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//私は私の心を失った//

i recently purchased a new ukulele after i gave mine away back in november, so i thought it'd only make sense to whip up a fresh uke track for you guys. i hope you enjoy it. 

i love you <3

lyrics
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this song brings on the weather
tear drops upon my sweater
i cry in bed whenever
i see you guys together
fuck love it's all a lie
i can't sleep i rather die
than see that look in your eye
it sucks that i'm not your guy

i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like

i packed my bags last week
sunrise and i'm on my feet
let's skip town and chase our dreams
cause this place ain't what it seems
come home let's synchronize
my soft lips caress your thighs
you get me so fucking high
the voices in my head collide 

i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like

keep your voice down
she don't care no
i can't breathe i've got no air 
no sympathy for my despair
i cut my wrists and grow my hair 
i'm outta my mind

i think you're really cool

Single for Rainy Tapes Vol. 1 COMING OUT AUGUST 3RD!!

Prod. Jacobsen

Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain
I like the pain
Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain
I like the pain

These days I don't feel no pain
I don't really want to feel okay
Sunshine, I don't feel no rain
My demons call my name
And I kind of want to go back
Thinking that the shadow where my home at
Fuck it, I've been feeling so heartless
Strange I've been taken from the darkness, yeah
And I don't really feel myself
Smoke til I can't feel myself
Drink til I fucked up my health
My friends said I need help
Cause I want to feel a heart break
Want to feel the pain of a heart ache
I don't really know what love is
I'm just fucking done with the numbness, yeah

Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain
I like the pain
Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain
I like the pain

And I try to convince myself that I don't love you
I don't love you, no
And I try to convince myself that I don't need you
I don't need you, no
And I try to convince myself that I don't love you
I don't love you, no
And I try to convince myself that I don't need you
I don't need you, yeah

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Roderick Porter:

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Rainy Tapes, Vol. 1

i like the pain

SPOTIFY!

Roderick Porter - i like the pain (feat. Shiloh Dynasty) [prod. Jacobsen]

up on all platforms <3

you keep playin with my heart
youre tearing me apart
saw it comin from the start
the start, the start
and i keep trying to run away
know you need me to stay
dont look at me, dont look at me
dont look at me that way

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