"she be running through my mind i cant take it, just promise me. Promise me you wont fake it" that cut deep

Dope song bro 🔥 hit me up for your next album cover 🎨

😍😍😍😍😍❤️❤️❤️🔥🔥

My guy sampled a jaystation video lmaoo. 

Prod- Kado


I’m not doing well I’m not feeling like myself 
Haven’t slept for several days feel it wearing on my health
Living in a haze with my shelf life expired 
Made a few attempts but it seems I’m a survivor 
Had my feet to the fire for my entire existence listen life Is a prison unless you live with no limits 
God as my witness I know I’m going to hell
Till the day I die you’ll find that I’m the flyest in the commonwealth 
The fyest that I ever felt,
Got my lyrics tatted 
Give a fuck about a Gucci belt 
This shits automatic 
Been a while since I hurt myself I’m proud to say I turned around a life that was quickly going south 
Now I just sit around and watch the world around me degrade 
As I prepare to be impaired for all the rest of my days 
Sick of running scared with my fears im face to face 
Cause I want to get better but I’m set in my ways


Lately I don’t care if you hate me 
I’m just thinking that maybe you’ll miss me around
I cant wait to be alright 
I just want to live my life
I don’t really need another chance to let you down 

Now I been going through a phase
On the search for better days
Patterns flip into a labyrinth this life is such a maze 
It’s amazing that i got nearly as far as I did
That I avoided Jackson state or getting stuck with a kid 
It’s my flock i ain’t about to let no wolves in my pen 
Man I been there and done that, quick to forget 
Where I’m at and where I been and what I’ve done in the booth 
Now I feel like Paul Peirce I’m the motherfucking truth 
Ain’t no jealousy inside of  me I’m proud of my friends 
Ima live the life I want until the day that it ends 
It tends to be that people leave and maybe that’s for the best 
If you not coming on the ride then we’re not sharing success 
I’m not sharing my press, in my prime this the pinnacle 
Time flyin by still cynical, It’s cyclical 
The way that I’ve been feeling so don’t ask  Where my head is 
I been saying for a minute I been blessed with a death wish

Degrade

She woke up
Lit a cigarette and put that playlist on
That I made for her when I cared about her
With all her favorite songs
I ain't put my music on it though
She hates the way I talk
About them drugs or the love I lost
But I'm fucked up and too far gone
I'm being honest
You just want those songs to be about you but they not bitch
You just another problem
And I don't need your trauma
It's hard to tell how high I really get when I'm at the bottom
She tried showing off her man to get me jealous so I robbed 'em

She still let me fuck
That's embarrassing as fuck
Or she just really fucking dumb
Either way I'm moving on
Y'all ain't never had the touch
You need them to put you on
How you gonn' get your money up
She fell asleep in the bathtub
With her playlist on
That I made for her when I cared about her
With all her favorite songs
I ain't put my music on it though
She hates the way I talk
About the way we was in love before she gave it fucking up
Lil bitch you lost it
You made this a show and then you left me in the moshpit
Took my clothes and stole my soul you been left me exhausted
Left me low and left me all alone baby you not it
Took that rope and left it on my throat baby you knot it
Heartless heartthrob
Hard times won't stop
She not the one I told y'all
She played me like an old song
I'm in Manta Rey by the ocean with my new bitch givin' me shoulder rubs
We heading back to the city when I sober up

I just lit another cigarette and put that playlist on
That I made for her when I cared about her
With all her favorite songs
I ain't put my music on it though
She hates the way I talk
About them drugs or the love I lost
But I'm fucked up and too far gone I'm being honest

But we past that
She says I lost everything we had but I don't think we ever had that
Fuck shooting shots I want my strap back
Girl you got nowhere left to hide
You a nightmare I got flashbacks
Can't ride with me you need a bus pass
Or you need to learn to pump gas
If you on my mind you trespassed
I need my money back plus tax
Cut you off like mustache
My love for you just rushed past
You wanted a song about you so I made this for your punk ass

She woke up lit a cigarette
And put that playlist on
That I made for her when I cared about her
With all her favorite songs
I ain't put my music on it though
She hates the way I talk
About them drugs or the love I lost
But I'm fucked up and too far gone
I'm being honest
You just want these songs to be about you but they not bitch
You just another problem and I don't need your trauma
Hard to tell how high I really get when I'm at the bottom
She tried showing off her man to get me jealous so I robbed 'em

favorite songs (p. mileage)

I need a new life,I gotta reselect,the ones around me make me feel like I am at my death,another soul begin to slip I’m gonna lose my breath,another sentence that get bent I’m gonna break this curse,it seem like everyone around me gonna hate me first before they know my worth,before they see the person that I am my heart get hurt,my life get worse,I wanna tell you all my love can’t find the words I’m sick of it,I don’t wanna give my all again to another bitch,I don’t wanna put another razor to my fucking wrist,I don’t give a fuck about the start I need to find the end,my existence just another light that is gonna dim,my existence just  another time in another head,everybody got they own bubble they be living in,some people happy as fuck,while others giving in,some people good on the luck,while others never win. I’m so mad it’s so sad,rain coming in pouring on me I’m so sick,but I see that your glad,see my flesh rotting off yea I’m almost a skeleton,it’s not me, it’s your bad,blaming me for the things that I never did,but it’s fine it’s life, but I feel my heart darken call me maleficent🖤

MALEFICENT (6tracks)

i try to find myself by doing things i love
but everytime ppl get involved it fucks me up
and i guess id rather be alone
im much better off right here at home
when ppl call me i dont pick up the phone...

every fuckin night i fall apart
i down another drink
yeah, life is hard
i know, i know, i know...

you know that this pain it never goes away
i guess ill just lay in bed
and try again another day

sip this drink and fall asleep..

idk how to make it right
sit here sippin liquor every night
i dont wanna fight...
and i think that i should just give up
grab all my shit, yeah pack it up 
why would anybody ever want
someone so down on their luck

and if you told me that you wanted me
id know thats a lie 
you just want something
you're just like everbody else
i dont need you, go get some help
i dont trust anyone, cant you tell?

just leave me alone and go to hell
i dont wanna talk
go bother someone else..

i dont wanna hear what you have to say...

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down on my luck [+heydium]

--------------------CREDITS-----------------------
Beat prod. by Sorrow Bringer
Vocals Recorded by Nkno x popularreject
Mixed and mastered by Nkno
Artwork by Painting & Nkno
---------------------LYRICS------------------------
[Pre Chorus: popularreject]
So I have been longing to find my belonging
The demons get calling while I'm fucking falling
I pick up the phone just to hear you say sorry
The past is a bitch and that bitch is a barbie

[Chorus: popularreject]
So I have been longing to find my belonging
The demons get calling while I'm fucking falling
I pick up the phone just to hear you say sorry
The past is a bitch and that bitch is a barbie
So I have been longing to find my belonging
The demons get calling while I'm fucking falling
I pick up the phone just to hear you say sorry
The past is a bitch and that bitch is a barbie

[Verse 1: Nkno] 
I've been searching for so long
For the place I belong in
When I can't find home
I get lost I get lost in
All the memories I can't forget
With you in them
I'm no longer part of this gang
And now it's you and them 
I don't want to hear you say sorry
All the time I spent with you for nothing
From when "just friends" turned into something
Stuck in my head so I'm running away

[Bridge: Nkno]
Running from my problems
Can't escape, I see your call
I need to find a way to solve 'em
And I know its all my fault
And if fate has me on a tightrope
Then you will watch me fall

[Pre Chorus: popularreject x Nkno]
So I have been longing to find my belonging
The demons get calling while I'm fucking falling
I pick up the phone just to hear you say sorry
The past is a bitch and that bitch is a barbie

[Chorus: popularreject]
So I have been longing to find my belonging
The demons get calling while I'm fucking falling
I pick up the phone just to hear you say sorry
The past is a bitch and that bitch is a barbie
So I have been longing to find my belonging
The demons get calling while I'm fucking falling
I pick up the phone just to hear you say sorry
The past is a bitch and that bitch is a barbie

[Verse 2: Nkno]
Demons in my head 
They wanna be my friend 
Since we're close to the end
Lets just hope I'm not dead
Caught up in shit in the backstreets
Got me reminiscing 'bout you and me
Got me stuck up in the past now
Vision getting blurry  
I can see your face in my dreams
All I see is tears that you cried for me

[Outro: Nkno]
So I have been longing to find my belonging
The demons get calling while I'm fucking falling
I pick up the phone just to hear you say sorry
The past is a bitch and that bitch is a barbie
-----------------------<333-------------------------

Longing

Longing (feat. popularreject)

Longing (feat. popularreject) (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

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Lyrics
==================================
Yeah yeah, I remember back then
We were getting fucked up at parties
I spilled my drink on your shirt
And said I'm sorry
I felt like dirt 
You're saying you kinda want me
And thirty minutes later
We were feeling up our bodies
I would get my racks now
Ready up and pack out
Live together, maybe could get our act down
Would you ever worry
When I ever start to ask how
When you said forever
For however ever lasts now

Is it wrong that I care
Or is it wrong that I'm there at all
If you met me would you stop and stare
Or would you just keep walking on

Cause I was never enough for somebody like you
Spending every single moment alone in my room
I could respond but I don't want to
I'm only listening when you decide to tell me the truth
I'm a fuck up no matter what I do
And I'm sorry that you tried to see this through
Always on the run from another pursuit
Yeah you wanted me then, but would you want me anew

Say it's all in my head
Like I'm calling my friends
The stress gives me migraines
You're asking what I say
I don't know what's best
I never got any rest
So we crawl into bed
The depression lessens on your chest
No stress or tension in my breath
No mention to forget all that I said

Dodging cupid is fruitless every time that I try
Couldn't stop these feelings while I'm writing alibis
But I ain't stupid I know it's probably all in my mind
Fuck it grab the pills, hope I pop a cyanide

Is it wrong that I care
Or is it wrong that I'm there at all
If you met me would you stop and stare
Or would you just keep walking on

Cause I was never enough for somebody like you
Spending every single moment alone in my room
I cold respond but I don't want to
I'm only listening when you decide to tell me the truth
I'm a fuck up no matter what I do
And I'm sorry that you tried to see this through
Always on the run from another pursuit
Yeah you wanted me then, but would you want me anew

Somebody Like You [Prod. Cian]

sometimes im a fuck up but know that im still me

Low Bat

low bat

vocals by supachefm & @iluvjomie
mixed and mastered by @polearm

empathize w/ jomie (spiderhead x baker)

3AM ft. KING THETA

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Artwork / Recorded / Mixed by @iLLFaith

[Lyrics]

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Artwork / Recorded / Mixed by @iLLFaith

[Lyrics]

(iLLFaith)
I feel like deaths coming soon and
I don't want to be a nuisance
Don't want to leave any loose ends
But I don't know if these wounds 

Will mend
I can not pretend
Were you my friend?
Name in the wind
You condescend
Fuck a fake friend,  do not attend
Funerals uninvited when I transcend

You're uninvited if you feel bent
You're not invited if this offends
Don't bother coming yeah no amends
If the shoe fits then you're not my friend

I'm so tired of you snakes
Venom when you speak my name
All I give and still you take
You act so real but still a fake

Get out my face, won't hit the brakes
If what I'm saying is causing you aches
Fuck you, with all your heartbreaks
All bridges built I will unmake

I feel like deaths coming soon and
I don't want to be a nuisance
Don't want to leave any loose ends
But I don't know if these wounds will -

I feel like deaths coming soon and
I don't want to be a nuisance
Don't want to leave any loose ends
But I don't know if these wounds -

Will mend

(Jae Glxy)

I feel like I'm falling off the edge (off the edge)
I don't think I trust all of my friends (no i don't trust it at all)
All these words play games inside my head (inside my head)
Fuck it all, I'll pop these pills instead (I'll stay pop'in these pills instead)

You took my heart and you cut it out
Spin my words, and shut me out
Fuck it all, I'll do it by myself
I don't need no one else
Don't need a friend, you're uninvited
Tryna dap me up, I gotta shut it down
When you come around
I don't really feel the energy
Of one I trust around
My dark and intimate thoughts my mind
I'm vibing, getting head, while i'm diving
Deep in the liquor, i'm suiciding
I been on another wave i'm riding
Tryin' to find my mind and it's so difficult
Tryna live without you, I am miserable so I

(iLLFaith)

I feel like deaths coming soon and
I don't want to be a nuisance
Don't want to leave any loose ends
But I don't know if these wounds 

Will mend
I can not pretend
Were you my friend?
Name in the wind
You condescend
Fuck a fake friend,  do not attend
Funerals uninvited when I transcend

3AM ft. KING THETA

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